416-It Ends Tonight.
âHey!â I sat down on the ground and pulled my knees closer to
my chest. âI visited your pack today. There have been some issues that have needed our attention. You
know, life has never been so boring and empty. Every day feels like a burden now. I just donât know
how long I carry on before I decide to just get up and leave to stay in the mountains,â I laughed as I
remembered him disagreeing with the idea when I told him I would move out and stay on the
mountains if he didnât listen
to me.
Flashback:
âThiago! If you donât put this game down, I will leave you.â | warned him, watching him lift his head up
from his phone and stare at me with his thick eyebrows raised at me.
âAnd where would you go?â he asked, finally giving rest to the game he had been playing on his phone
for hours now.
âI will go live on the mountains,â I scoffed, flicking my hair back and watching him smile a little.
âI donât think you can survive on the mountains,â he whispered, spreading his arm and eyeing me to
jump on the mattress with him. I crawled onto the mattress and stuffed myself into his arm.
We were sleeping on the rooftop that night. He knew how much I loved sleeping under the stars, so he
planned this little date night for usâor should I call it a sleep date?
âWhy not? I have powers that can help me survive anywhere,â I whispered, smelling his cologne and
feeling comfort in my heart.
âReally? Even without me?â he asked, and my body stiffened. I just didnât know how to joke about living
without him.
âDonât talk nonsense.â I am not talking about you. You will come wherever I go.â I slapped his chest
playfully and cuddled with him.
End Of Flashback:
âAh! Those were the times. I used to feel so special whenever you were around. It was as if I knew I
was your everything. Even when we were in a crowd, I remembered your eyes fixing on my face only.
You were always watching me to make sure I was fine. Now I have to look after myself, and I am not
complaining. Lazlo hates it when I complain, but it is just that sometimes I wish I had someone who
would care for me.â I hugged myself when talking about my emotions and feelings made me feel
selfish.
âYou leaving me has left me with nothing, Thiago. Life is not- the same without you, no one is the same
without you,â I sighed as I started getting up to leave, âJust know one thing, Enya would never love
anyone more than she had ever loved her Thiago, he stays mine,â I said with tears itching my eyes.
and soon my vision turned blurry. I had to blink hard to escape the tears and walk out of the cemetery.
I took a train to the pack, and soon I was back at the place where I feel the loneliest. Lazlo and
Maynard were watching TV, but I could tell Lazlo was in a bad mood.
I prepared the dinner as fast as I could, and with the help of Christina, I was able to do it in an hour.
âHey! Maynard will talk to you tonight,â Christina whispered
before the guys entered the dining room. I couldnât get to her to tell her that I was not comfortable
talking to Maynard behind Lazloâs back. I was also not sure how to accept her offer.
I had been seeking attention for the past two years, so my thinking about Maynard could be only
because he was the first one to give me any type of attention after so long. And not to forget, his
company made me feel like those years had never happened. I felt like Enya, who was still loved and
cherished.
I sat down at the dining table with them and finished my dinner in silence. I would usually be in a bad
mood after returning from Thiagoâs pack, but would force a smile onto my lips.
After the dinner ended, I walked straight to my bedroom to have a word with Lazlo about us.
âLazlo! can we talk?â I asked, watching him get ready for the night.
âAbout what?â he asked, taking off his wristwatch and then unbuttoning his shirt.
âAbout us. About how you have been acting like a stranger to me,â I said, feeling like a broken record
for always bringing it up but never receiving a suitable response from him.
But this time, it was different. He sounded ready to discuss it with me.
âAbout thatâ,â he paused and turned around to face, me. I was sitting on the bed while he was
standing in the mirror,
watching me with his arms folded over his chest.
âRemember how you used to have many mates? I was thinking, why do we need to bind ourselves in a
monogamous relationship?â He asked, and my heart sank in my chest.
Wait!
He was suggesting polygamy?
âI am not saying we should date around, but you got to keep mates when you were with me, so why
canât I have
girlfriends?â He elaborated, and my jaw met the floor even harder this time.
âYou want to sleep around?â I asked in shock, watching him scoff at my response.
âLook at you, looking at me all disgustingly. But I would have been called evil if I had done that to you.
You were fucking around with everyone. Thatâs why you are so dull in sex now, Enya!â He raised his
voice to express his frustration, and I got major Maynard vibes from him.
This is what Maynard accused me of back when he was looking for ways to justify his cheating. He said
I was dull in bed.
âThat is because you never let me touch you. You just want to fuck me and get over it,â I yelled at him
for trying to hurt my feelings. âOr maybe you are the problem. How dare you bring up my past when
you were the one who begged me to accept you along with my other mates? It was your constant
beggingâ I paused when he grunted and threw the hairbrush on the wall.
âBegging?â he yelled, waiting for my response.