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âTell me you didnât make out with him? tell me you didnât share a bedroom with him?â Maynard was
shouting at me and I had no answer to give him. I did lie to him when he asked me if anything
happened between Lazlo and me, but I only did it because Lazlo had already told him lies that we
didnât do anything.
âYou have no answer,â he scoffed, âAnd then you had the audacity to cause this mess between my
relationship with my mother,â now that he mentioned his mother again, I couldnât help but talk.
âYou are angry at me for lying and what about you? Arenât you lying to your mother too? isnât it the
same situation?â I raised my voice and he shook his head at me.
âMy relationship with my mother is of respect. I donât want her to know about my sexual life but you!
You are my mate. I get it that you did not want to kiss and tell but then you lied about the littlest things.
You could have told me you two stayed in the same room. I found it all from Lazlo. Even the whole
incident where you helped him fight against his father. So much happened and you acted like it was
nothing,â the more he spoke, the more I felt like Lazlo played me.
He really made me look like a liar.
âIt was Lazloâs idea. He forbade me from telling you anything. He was the one who lied about it all. I
just kept his lies so that your friendship remains intact with him. But I guess I was wrong! You all are
too busy trying to win me over just to rub it in each otherâs faces. And here my stupid ass thought you
all were taking an interest,â I yelled out of desperation, and what did you expect me to say when I didnât
fucking know you didnât tell your mom anything about your life? Was I supposed to stay silent when she
was taunting me? havenât I told you all that I will not partake in any relationship where I will be exposing
my secrets and my time with my other mates? How am I at fault when I have made myself clear over
time and time?â I got so angry that I pushed him back.
âYou fucking stayed here and did nothing when she was mocking me. Why did you bring me to your
pack then? You want to know everything that happens between me and my mates? Then I should tell
Thiago everything when I go to his pack. If you are going to ask for details then be ready for your ones
to be leaked too,â I finally said whatever I had in my heart but before deciding to leave, I said one more
thing, âI am sure you didnât tell your mother you believe my side of the story. And I am sure I donât want
to be around a mamaâs boy who loves being in charge of her sonâs sexual life,â I said before turning
around and reaching for the doorknob.
âWhat do you mean by that? Where are you going?â he inquired and reached my hand but I freed it and
pushed him back once again.
âI mean; I am leaving your pack. I cannot sit around and let another person control my life. I rejected
Corbin because he wanted to twist our mate bond into his liking and now your mother is doing the
same and you are just standing in the corner like a fucking coward,â I pointed at his chest and the
moment I opened the door, I found his mother standing there eavesdropping on us.
âWow!â I exclaimed, âWhat is your pack?â I shouted as I glared at the two in front of me.
âShe was manipulating you against me,â Mrs. Gray had her hands shivering, I bet she wanted to smack
me across my face but oh! I wanted her to try.
.
âI am sorry! I am not his mother, the queen of manipulation,â the moment I said that to her face,
Maynard gasped and his mother did what I expected from her. She raised her hand and but it didnât hit
me because I have grasped it tightly before it could even touch my face.
âHow dare you!â she threatened, trying to free her hand from my grasp.
âNO! HOW DARE YOU!â my voice deepened without my knowledge. It was then Maynard sprinted
between us and freed his mother from me.
I was almost in shock at what I had just done. I transferred so much heat to her that I left a bruise on
her wrist.
âLook what she did,â Mrs. Gray seemed in shock, even Maynard was confused about how a mere
Omega was able to leave a bruise like that?
âWhy did you try to hit her?â Maynard asked his mother, who was having a hard time getting out of the
memory of me ceasing her attempt to hit me,
âShe was being rude,â once she got out of the trance, she shouted at her son, âDid you not see how
she held my hand?â she continued to look her son in the eye to control him again.
âAfter you tried to hit her,â he spoke sense for the first time in front of his mother.
âI cannot deal with his madness,â I was shaking inside me, not because I was scared of them but
because I was afraid of myself.
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This new change in me was subtle but I was able to feel it. I wanted to speak to Nia and ask her what
was it?
âGood! Reject and her set her free,â her words made Maynard and I shared a glance in shock and then
watch her face.
âReject her,â she repeated herself, the little smirk across her lips told me she was too confident he will
do as she will tell him.
âNo!â Maynard replied faintly.
âWhat is going on here?â Lord Gray has finally arrived to check up on the commotion.
âThis girl misbehaved with me. Tell your son to reject her or he will never see my face again,â she was
shaking in anger, how could someone be so desperate to harm his sonâs mate by making him reject
her?
âWhat did she do?â Lord Gray asked his son instead of blindly asking him to reject me.
âWhy are you asking him, I told you to tell him to reject her.â She interrupted angrily, firing arrows
through her eyes at my existence.
âThere is a way to deal with things. He cannot just reject his mate like that,â Lord Gray was very calm
when talking to her.
âWhat? you are telling me I should give her a chance? What about to you and your love for your son?â
her quizzical stares were now at her mate.
âI love him but â,â he paused, but now even I think it is too much. He is an Alpha, we cannot babysit
him,â he was right!
So she was the one making him do all the crazy things to control their son?
âOh! So you think I am too controlling?â she bobbed her head and scoffed, âWell, then if thatâs what you
think it is then thatâs what it is. You! Reject her,â she wasnât the type to quit so I realized I donât want
them to argue over me.
The more she talked, the more my body seemed to be set on fire.
I cannot deal with the madness. With these mysterious changes in my existence, I was already dealing
with a lot.
âI cannot,â Maynard shook his head and stole eyes from his mother.
âYou all donât need to argue over me,â I said in gasps, I was running out of air.
âAre you okay?â Maynard gently touched my arm but I stepped back from him.
âI am leaving this pack. You all can have each other. I rejected the Alpha King when he tried to control
me by making me think him raping me would be fine. I rejected him and accepted him to live in the
academy because I chose to see the difference between right and wrong. After taking such a
courageous step, I cannot go back to that situation again. I cannot be a part of another toxic family and
pack.â I didnât hesitate to say my opinion loud and clear,
And with that being said, I have not only shocked them but I have proceeded to walk away from them.