58-Left Him Behind
âIf the rejection is what it will take you to understand I donât fucking give a damn about you then fine, I
will say it,â he had anger
and hatred in his eyes when he forcibly held my hands to reject me.
The instant our skins connected, I felt it.
Pain,
Misery,
Heartbreak,
Helplessness and a feeling of fear.
It was I who stepped back and freed my hands out of his hands. His emotions and feelings were so
strong that I began to feel headaches.
âDonâtsâ ugh! the weird force I felt in my head rushed down to my nose and when I touched it, I found
blood coming through my nostrils.
âEnya!â his mood changed and the once cold look on his face was replaced with concern when he
reached me.
âNo! stay away from me,â I instantly backed away from him to avoid our skins contacting again. It was
weird how strong his emotions were.
This power was not something I have mastered, so it really shook me up when so many emotions and
feelings passed from him to me.
âI will g-o back to my room.â I didnât even raise my eyes and turned around to sprint away. Every step I
took away from him was like a breath of fresh air for me.
His emotions had worked me up. Once I was in my room, I washed my face in the bathroom sink and
took a shower to calm my nerves down.
âNia! Are you okay?â I knew if I felt it this strong, she must have suffered the worst.
âIt was too much for me,â she whispered in return, he was feeling all the emotions but hate and anger,â
she added recalling the mixture of emotions he displayed.
âBut that means nothing. Did you hear what Janet said? Our pack is the reason behind the demise of
his parents, I wonder what happened?â I know it can be hard to deal with the loss of oneâs parents, but I
can relate to it.
But it still didnât excuse him from taking my virginity and then dumping me.
âDo you think he was going to reject us? I mean, he looked concerned when he saw us-,â I sighed
because I didnât want to fool myself with the thought that he cared for me.
âIt looks like we have met a dead-end here. We should go back to the academy,â Nia suggested in a
soft and defeated tone.
âYou are right,â I agreed with her. The whole pack sees me as if I am some strange creature, I cannot
stay here.
I heard a knock on the door and when opened it, I found medicine and food in a tray. That is what I
didnât understand about him, he was one minute all sweet and the very next minute bitter to me.
âDonât think too much about his simple gesture. He is your mate, he is bound to feel something but the
moment you appear before his sight, he hates you,â Nia must have noticed how silent and awkward I
looked when I grabbed the tray and locked the door.
After finishing the food, I went to bed because I had a long journey ahead tomorrow.
I didnât plan to do breakfast or eat anything when I woke up. I was all set to leave in blue jeans and a
black shirt with a long overcoat.
I came out of my room, adjusting the bags in my hands and walked them down with me with much
struggle. Once I was in the Foyer, I saw Thiago and Janet standing in the garden outside.
I have called an uber so it wasnât like I would rely on them. The air was fresh for now but the dark
clouds were hinting at the storm that might settle in a few hours.
âGood that you decided to leave,â Janet broke the attention from Thiago and spoke to me.
Thiago looked a bit shocked but I could be wrong. He watched the bags and me and then finally looked
to the other side.
âYou can stay here until the end of the vacation. I donât want anyone to think I let a she-wolf wander
around alone and didnât welcome her,â he stated without turning to me. Janet didnât look very pleased
with his offer.
âNo thank you. I have lived in a toxic environment enough. I would rather go back to the academy than
be with someone who only remembered the hatred for me and my pack after he took my virginity,â I
scoffed when not holding back.
Janet raised her brows after hearing that but didnât comment on it. My uber came so I didnât spend
much time with them. Soon my journey back to the academy started. My visit to his pack really masked
away the good times I have spent in Lazlo and Maynardâs pack.
The journey was hours long; I fell asleep more than two times but only took two stops to attend to the
restroom. I didnât eat or drink anything, Iâd lost my appetite, it seemed.
âWell, who would have thought the one who wanted to have me first didnât even want me in his pack for
a day?â I let out a sigh when entering my dorm room. The silence and everything were a reminder of
my first day here.
Once I sat down in my bed, I watched Thiagoâs empty bed in my sight. In 8 days, he will come back
and sleep right in the bed across from mine.
I didnât know if anybody else was in the academy with me or was it was just me, but I didnât plan to
leave my room for a day at least.
I would hate to come face to face with Mr. Tripper. I tried to focus on my study for the next whole day
but at this point, my stomach was reminding me that I was starving and couldnât keep myself from
eating.
âUgh!â I groaned. It was only daytime so probably I have a stroke of better luck getting some food
without getting caught.
The kitchen was not off-limits during the daytime, I could make myself a quick sandwich or grab some
fruits.
T have only reached the ground floor when my heart began to pound a little out of the beat. It was a
reminder that I was not only having an accompany but a bad one too.
Without turning around, I rushed into the kitchen and thought Iâd escaped. I found my body trembling
beyond comfort for some reason and it wasnât a good sign.
I looked through the refrigerator for bread but decided to change my mind.
*Screw a sandwich, I will grab the fruits,â it was then I made up my mind to go for the thing that
wouldnât take up my time and I will get out of here before anybody enters the kitchen.
I was wrong!
I have already wasted enough time for the trouble to arrive.
âAh! Enya Fosters,â Mr. Tripper smirked as he rested his hands on the doorâs frame and blocked the
exit. An apple from my arms fell down and rolled over to his feet.
âWould you look at that? Even an apple knows how to not piss me off,â he smirked watching an apple
at his feet.
âWould you care to join me in my office, I am afraid I have some serious issue to speak to you about,â
his eyes were flashing some weird color. This wasnât how a normal wolf appears, there was a quick
flash of his wolf which meant only one thing,
He was horny!