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Editor: Amaris
This was a confession which made Ren Jing feel warm down to the bottom of his heart.
A moment ago, Ren Jing had felt like he was in a freezing abyss. But now, he felt as if he was surrounded by flowers, a warm springtime coming onto sight.
Ye Chen was very embarrassed, but he also felt mushy upon finishing his words: â..worrying about the gains and the losses.â He truly meant it, he had gotten so much happiness that he was afraid he would lose everything.
Ye Chen still wanted to say something but Ren Jing had kissed him, giving him a reply using feverish, passionate, and messy kisses.
Ye Chenâs mouth felt numb and his heart felt itchy, but he simply closed his eyes and acted compliant. The two who were dazed by the intimate kisses could feel their hearts which were separated by their chests beating in sync.
Itâs nice that the person I love also loves me. I cherish him and he cherishes me, too.
When the two parted, Ye Chen gasped for breath. Ren Jing said, âNo need to worry about the gains and the losses, Chen Chen, Iâll never leave you.â
Ye Chen pursed his lips as he looked at Ren Jing. âI know,â he added, âIâll never leave you, either.â
Ren Jing couldnât resist kissing Ye Chen again. He was a lot calmer this time, kissing Ye Chen leisurely and carefully. The surging emotions at the bottom of Ren Jingâs heart were conveyed to Ye Chen through the contact of their lips.
If Ren Jingâs profound love could turn into an essence, it would probably turn into a soft ball of cotton which would wrap Ye Chen up, bringing warmth to Ye Chen who was immersed in the cold.
When they parted again, Ren Jingâs big member had become somewhat disobedient.
Ye Chen felt quite limp and numb, then he was suddenly reminded of that night... It was true that he was drunk, but actually, he remembered some parts of it. He felt very uncomfortable at first, but afterwards...
Ye Chenâs eyes glittered, yet his voice was very firm when he said, âLetâs do it.â
Ren Jing felt a buzz in his head. This was the second time Ye Chen had âinvitedâ him.
Who could even endure when the person they cherished at the tip of their heart mentioned such a thing twice?
Ren Jingâs reasoning told him that he shouldnât. He should consider this carefully. Now is not the right time yet, is not the right time...not. In the end, he couldnât utter even a word.
Ye Chenâs cheeks were burning crimson. His expression of plucking up his courage had greatly stirred Ren Jing up. âIf you go slower...it shouldnât...shouldnât hurt too much. If I really canât make it tomorrow, Iâll ask for a leave...â His volume became lower and lower as he spoke that it was almost inaudible to the end. It was really too embarrassing!
If Ren Jing still could hold back, then he truly wasnât a man anymore.
Ren Jing held the back of Ye Chenâs head then kissed his lips.
Ye Chen felt so nervous that he almost forgot how to take a breath.
Nevertheless, Ren Jing didnât keep kissing his lips. He traced down his fair-skinned chin, to his neck, collarbone, and then...
Ye Chen suddenly opened his eyes wide. He panted for breath rapidly, feeling riled up.
..................
After a while, Ye Chen eventually cried.
Ye Chen woke up in the wee hours. He couldnât move a muscle, looking like a carved sculpture groveling on the bed. Even his fingers were too stiff to budge.
Brother Chen had perfectly depicted what it meant by âthe evils we bring on ourselves are the hardest to bearâ.
It hurts, it hurts so much! It felt as if the entire lower half of his body wasnât his anymore.
The most shameful thing was, how did he cry into that kind of mess!?
At first, he cried because it hurt. Later, he cried because it felt good. In any case, it seemed as if he was possessed by Sister Lin that his tears wouldnât stop flowing.
Ye Chen noticed that not only was he unable to move a single step, his voice had also turned hoarse. He had shouted too fiercely that he was unable to blurt even a syllable out now.
How shameful! Thinking back to what he had done, Ye Chen was flushed with shame. He wanted to dig a hole and bury himself in it.
Alright my shit! Ye Chen felt extremely wronged. He couldnât move or say anything, he could only lay down on his stomach.
Ye Chen replied, his voice hoarse, âItâs not your fault.â Then he continued angrily, âItâs its fault!â As he said so, he used his knee to nudge Ren Jingâs big member.
As a result, he kicked an iron plate.
Ye Chen felt like crying again. âWhy...why is it...â perked up again!?
Ren Jing said, âDonât be afraid, just ignore it.â
Ye Chen could only be obedient. He didnât dare say anything or provoke Ren Jing anymore. He was so well-behaved like a poor little boy.
Ren Jing adored yet felt distressed seeing Ye Chen like this. He really wished he could hold Ye Chen in his palm and carefully take good care of him.
Ye Chen felt wronged for a while before his stomach disappointingly rumbled.
Ren Jing promptly asked, âAre you hungry?â
Ye Chen nodded.
So hungry...
Ye Chen had only eaten a little bit because he was feeling blue at noon. Then he proceeded to have vigorous exercise afterwards and immediately missed dinner. He slept as soon as they were done and only woke up now, how could he not be hungry?
Ren Jing, âWait a bit, Iâll get something for you to eat.â
Ye Chen replied in a whisper, âAlright.â
After Ren Jing left, Ye Chen lay in bed. He grimaced in pain right away. It hurts so much! He promptly turned his body over and lay on his stomach again.
Not long after, Ren Jing returned.
Ye Chen was laying face down on the bed, thus his straight, fair-skinned legs were directly exposed to Ren Jing...
Ren Jingâs Adamâs apple bobbed. In the end, he discarded his âevil desireâ and came over to hug Ye Chen instead. âDo you want to drink water first?â
Ye Chen nodded.
Ren Jing poured water for him, bringing it to the corner of his mouth.
Ye Chen thought of sitting up, but the moment he moved his legs, he accidentally tugged a certain spot and immediately felt like crying because of the pain.
Ren Jing hurriedly stated, âDonât move, Iâll feed you.â
What else could Ye Chen do... He could only let Ren Jing serve him like he was a handicapped person.
After drinking some water, he felt much more comfortable. It felt as if he had gained some of his strength back.
At this time, the doorbell rang. It seemed that the midnight snack had arrived.
Ren Jing went to open the door and pushed the dining cart in.
Smelling the scent of rice, Ye Chen felt like he had missed seven or eight meals, he could even swallow an elephant the moment he opened his mouth!
Taking his bodyâs condition into consideration, Ren Jing had ordered a light-flavored congee and pastries.
Ye Chen was so starved that anything he ate tasted very appetizing. He ate all of the minced pork congee and finally felt his body recovering, more strength coming back to him.
It wasnât a good idea to sleep right after a meal, so Ren Jing suggested, âWould you like to watch a movie?â
Ye Chen replied, âDonât wanna.â
Ren Jing asked again, âHow about playing games?â
Ye Chenâs eyes brightened up. âSure! Whereâs my cellphone?â
Ren Jing brought the cellphone to him. Ye Chen leaned against Ren Jingâs arms and clicked on a certain mobile game.
He asked Ren Jing joyfully, âCan you play this?â
Ren Jing shook his head. âIâve never played it.â
Ye Chen immediately felt proud of himself. âIâll teach you. Iâm pretty good with this, you know!â
He entered a match and selected a super cool heroâLi Bai.
He told Ren Jing, âWatch me commit massacres everywhere!â
It turned out that Brother Chen was hoping for too much. He, who (actually) specialized in using Little Lu Ban, was easily feeding the enemies.
After dying three times in a row, Ye Chen explained, âThis happened because Iâm not in a good condition and is somewhat in pain...â
Ren Jing said, âMn, that would affect your performance.â
Ye Chen, âIt did! Li Bai is such a difficult hero to play!â He glanced over at Ren Jing and asked, âWhy donât you try playing?â
Ren Jing shook his head. âI donât know how to play.â
Ye Chen felt proud of himself. He said, âLet me teach you. The first skill is used this way, the second skill this way, then the ultimate skill...â He explained everything here and there, feeling so proud of himself he could fly.
He handed his cellphone to Ren Jing. âTry it out.â
Ren Jing hesitated.
Ye Chen said again, âItâs okay, if you lose then so be it. No worries!â
Ren Jing, âAlright.â
Ye Chen had gotten ready to comfort Ren Jing later. Afterall, everyone who had played Kingâs Glory before knew that Li Bai was a hero who was difficult to handle and play. Even those who had played for a few months may not be able to use him properly, let alone a beginner.
However... Did Ye Chen know what âbeing smacked in the faceâ meant?
Ye Chen was shocked when he saw Li Baiâs first skill slashing through and killing two of the enemies. The second skill penetrated the enemiesâ armor and the ultimate skill completely âkill stoleâ the enemies. Then, Ren Jing used Li Baiâs skill to âreturn to the starting pointâ and killed another three enemies...
âIs...this really the first time you played this game?â
Ren Jing replied, âI didnât have time to play games before.â As he said so, he killed the short-legged Lu Ban.
Ye Chen, â!!!â
When the first round ended, the battle record of 12 kills, 3 deaths, and 9 assists left Ye Chen stunned.
Ren Jing was the one in control, Ye Chen was the one who ultimately kicked the bucket.
How dreadful!
Ye Chen looked at Ren Jing as if he had seen a monster. âYou...this is...â
Ren Jing chuckled and said, âThis character is quite difficult to play indeed. If you want to play well, you should concentrate.â
Is this important now??
Ye Chen was in high spirits. He urged Ren Jing, âPlay it again, I want...I still want to watch you play.â
Ren Jing complied. âSure.â
After an hour had passed, Ye Chen was completely won over. It was true that Ren Jing hadnât played the game before, but his brain was pretty responsive and his hands were extremely nimble, his reflexes were also particularly quickâin a simple and crude way, he could be said to be a genius...
Such a genius like him... Ye Chen had seen one before. When he had dragged his younger cousin into the pit (of gaming), he had been astonished by his cousinâs outstanding Han Xin.
To compare oneself with others...truly infuriated Ye Chen!
Ye Chen cheerfully watched Ren Jing play the game for two hours.
After finishing another round, Ren Jing looked at Ye Chen and said, âTime to sleep.â
Ye Chen had disappointment written all over his face.
Ren Jing pinched his cheek. âIâll play it again tomorrow when Iâm free.â
Ye Chenâs eyes glimmered. âReally?â
âMhm.â Let alone playing games, Ren Jing would accompany Ye Chen to do anything as long as it was what Ye Chen wanted to do.
Eventually, the two hugged each other sweetly and slept soundly.
Ye Chen obviously asked for leave the next day. Even though he could get out of the bed, it still hurt too much to walk. If he went to shoot the movie in this condition, he would probably pass out at the shooting site.
He clung around Ren Jing and nagged him to play for the whole day. He was so happy all over, wishing he could go to his uncleâs house in a flash and drag his arrogant cousin out to let him see what âgeniusâ truly meant!
Ren Jing is truly so amazing! Ye Chen himself wasnât aware that he had become Ren Jingâs fanboy now...
Near the evening, Ren Jing went out because he had a business to take care of. Ye Chen joyfully rolled a few times in bed.
Death System voice resounded faintly in Ye Chenâs head. âTriggering a compulsory mission...â
Ye Chen was startled. âWhat?â
Death System continued, âCompulsory mission: Tell Ren Jing about Death System. The time limit is twenty days.â
Ye Chen gasped. âWhat kind of nonsense are you talking about?â
Death System said slowly, âThe compulsory mission must be completed. Otherwise, all of your remaining life points will be deducted.â
Ye Chen turned his body over and got up at once. âDeath System! Do you fucking really want to go to hell!?â
T/N: Hello. Sorry I took so long to update this chapter. Online classes are shits, and Iâve been trying to improve my health so Iâve been resting a lot.
But hey, they did it!!! Well they have done it before but still!! Congratulations on your marriaâ I mean, congratulations on becoming one (???)!!!!! Do we need to make red eggs? Or cook sekihan? Or jump right into the ceremony?? In any case, congratulations!!! Now weâre just waiting for the wedding, please invite us!!! //no
Alsoooo the cliffy!! Whatâs with the compulsory mission!? What the hell is that?? Well, stay tuned until the ârevelationâ to find out what it is!!!!!!
Anyway, Iâm not too familiar with Chinese gaming terms, so please do correct me if you see any of the terms being translated incorrectly. Iâve only worked on three or four chapters of e-sports manhua in the past, so I only know some bits of it. Really, kudos to all of the gaming novel translators out there, yâall the true MVPs.