Nick: Iâm taking care of everything related to the marriage license. I should have everything ready this week.
What a way to begin my day. I hadnât even started sipping my coffee, yet my heart was already in overdrive. Then again, the past two weeks had been slightly insane. I felt like I was going through the motions. Every day seemed to blur into the next one. Even for a simple marriage, there were still a ton of things that needed to be taken care of.
Allison: Thanks for organizing this.
He called me the next second.
âGood morning.â
I chuckled. âHow do you sound so chipper?â
âIâve already had enough caffeine that I could run a marathon. Listen, Frances, my assistant, says that city hall needs us to choose which room we want to have the ceremony in.â
I blinked. âI thought it was going to be based on how many guests there are.â
âYeah, about that.â
I found myself smiling for no reason. âYou couldnât talk your family out of joining.â
âHonestly, I didnât even try. Whitleys love weddings.â
âEven a fake one?â I double-checked. âThey know itâs fake, right?â
âYep. Even that. I think my gran figures this is the only time sheâll see me get married and doesnât want to miss it.â
That was sad.
âMaybe itâs a good thing. Especially since they know whatâs going on.â
âGreat. The family is excited to welcome you into our midst.â
I felt like a feather, as if I were weightless. âThatâs incredibly sweet.â
âI think theyâve planned to do that ever since we lost Jim and Nora, but now even more so.â
âIâm touched, Nick.â I really was. That his family would support a virtual stranger warmed me all over. âIs anyone else coming from your side?â
âNo. Yours?â
âNot sure. I told my parents, but theyâre too frail to travel.â I bit the inside of my cheek. âIâve told two of my friends about the weddingânot the truth, of courseâbut honestly, Iâm not even sure I want them there. Itâs weird, you know? All of them sort of went radio silent once I started caring for the twins anyway.â
Iâd become very discernible with my friendships after losing Nora. Two people who Iâd thought were my dearest, best friends had texted me a few times to coax me into going out clubbing. I told them that it wasnât really possible for the foreseeable future but asked them to come over for a movie night. They told me that was boring. So much for that.
I had other friends, of courseâIâd been living in Boston for close to six years nowâbut I didnât want them involved at this stage of my life.
âSophie and Bob will want to come. My plan is to drop them an email about three days before just to annoy them.â
Nick laughed. âYouâre smart. I love that.â
âI feel like weâre in a movie or something. Like none of it is real. You?â I had to know that I wasnât alone feeling this way.
âThe more I have to deal with city hall, the more real it becomes for me too. By the way, we need to talk about something else. I think I should move into your place before we actually sign any papers.â
âOh, oh, of course. I didnât even think about it.â
Just like that, I felt as if Iâd been doused in a tub full of warm water. It was strangely hot between my thighs.
âWait, I actually have to order a pull-out couch first. This one is⦠tiny.â
âI can just bring the one I have at the penthouse,â he offered.
âIt turns into a bed? I thought you had a lot of bedrooms.â
âI do, but this one actually has a bed function, and Iâve just never used it. Itâs a comfortable couch, so Iâm assuming itâll be a comfortable bed.â
âWill it fit in my living room?â
There was a pause. âI have no idea.â
I laughed. âAre you bringing any other furniture?â
âNah. Makes no sense. Youâve got everything we need. â
âExcept space,â I replied.
âThereâs plenty of space. You know what? Iâll sleep on the couch you have now. If itâs uncomfortable, Iâll bring the one from the penthouse.â
âAll right.â
This isnât real. This isnât real. I couldnât shake off that feeling.
âSo, right. Youâre taking care of the marriage license. What should I take care of? Are we missing anything?â
âAllison, youâre tense.â
I laughed. âThat obvious, huh?â
âYour voice is different.â
I slumped my shoulders. âIt feels like this is happening too fast.â
âWe can postpone it.â
âNo. Bob and Sophie keep reminding me that they want custody. And frankly, I donât think I could get used to what weâre planning anyway. Iâve resigned myself to the fact that Iâll be in knots for the foreseeable future.â
He tsked. âThat wonât do. As your future husband, I canât allow that.â
Butterflies roamed in my stomach. My heart skipped a beat and then seemed to grow in size.
My husband. Was it insane that I liked the sound of it even though I knew it wasnât real?
âAnd what do you plan to do about it, future husband?â I teased.
âI wonât allow you to spend the next weeks stressing out.â
âI donât think you can help it.â
âI disagree.â
âOf course.â
âThe first thing that comes to mind is, of course, distracting you. Can you book Doreen for Friday or Saturday evening?â
My stomach somersaulted yet again. The sensation was already overwhelming me. âSure.â
âThatâs a good start.â
I was thrilled at the thought of spending time alone with Nick again. But was it smart?
Last time, I couldnât stop ogling him. My body went into overdrive just because I was sitting next to him on a swing. Now more than ever, I should try to put some distance between us, because Iâd soon be living with this man. Up until now, staring at him when he came to visit was harmless. He was hot as sin, and I was single, after all. But we had separate lives besides the two days a week when he dropped by. This was different. We were going to live together.
But did I come up with an excuse and turn him down? I did not. Instead, I said, âIâll let you know when Doreen has time.â
âPerfect. If she has time Friday and Saturday, that would be great.â
âWeâll stay out late on Friday? Because then I should probably tell her to spend the night here.â
âEven better. Tell her that.â
âOkay.â My body was aching in all sorts of intimate places.
How long has it been since Iâve been with a man?
Too long.
âGives me plenty of time to help you relax,â he added mischievously.
âYou need two days for that?â
âYes. I take my fake fiancé duties very seriously.â
âIâm liking the sound of that. Thanks, Nick.â I yawned.
âEarly night?â he asked me.
âYeah, thatâs my glamorous life right now.â
âItâs going to be our glamorous life soon enough.â
I swallowed hard. How on earth were we actually going to manage living together?
It was on the tip of my tongue to cancel any plans for the weekend. But ultimately, I didnât.
âI canât wait to see you on Friday.â
âMe either.â