Being married to Nick Whitley was hands down one of the highlights of my life. Was it crazy? Yes. Was it also working better than Iâd expected? Yes.
Was I also in danger of jumping his bones every single evening? Hell yes.
My fear now was that I actually was going to fall for him and that Iâd be hurt when we separated later on. How crazy was that?
He brought his new couch that very same day. I liked it much more than my old one. It was super comfy.
One evening, a month after the wedding, I got the dreaded email from Bob and Sophieâs lawyer. They were informing me that they were taking me to court for custody.
I froze, reading the email several times. Iâd been expecting it, of course. Iâd actually been bracing myself for it, but seeing it in black-and-white was driving my anxiety to the max.
âAllison?â Nick said. I startled as I watched him come off the last stair. The twins were already sleeping. âWhatâs wrong? You look tense.â
In response, I simply turned the phone around. He walked to me with quick steps and glanced at it.
âWe were expecting this.â
âI know,â I whispered. âIâm so stressed, though. What if theyâre successful?â
âAllison,â Nick said in a gentle tone. He pushed my hair over my shoulder and then cupped my face with both hands. âWeâve got this. Weâre together in this.â Hearing his words calmed my anxiety, but it started to make my pulse race for other reasons entirely. âForward it to Hugo. Heâll take care of everything.â
âWill I have to face them in court?â I asked, and Nick frowned.
âHeâll tell us if itâs necessary.â
As I forwarded the email, asking Hugo what exactly this meant and what the next steps were, Nickâs phone beeped, and he answered right away.
âHey, Spencer. Yeah, Allisonâs here.â He took the phone away from his ear and put it on speakerphone.
âPerfect. We wanted to run an idea by the two of you. As you noticed, Ben, Jack, and Annie hit it off at the restaurant.â
âYes, they did,â I said, grinning, and some of my worries melted away. âThe twins are asking about Ben all the time.â
âThat gave us an idea,â Penny said. âWeâd be very happy to have them here for a sleepover, if thatâs something you approve of.â
âTheir first sleepover!â Excitement coursed through me. âAre you sure you can handle that many kids?â
âBetween the two of us we can,â Spencer said. âWe also have a nanny who comes from time to time. We could ask her to join us, but I donât think itâs necessary for a sleepover.â
I was ecstatic at the idea of these two spending time with Ben. I couldnât believe that they were so willing to embrace us into their family. Hopefully, this friendship would continue after the divorce.
âIâll ask the twins tomorrow, but I think theyâd love it. When would be a good time for you?â
âThis weekend, starting Friday evening, maybe, and then weâd keep them through the day on Saturday as well.â
âThatâs perfect. Iâm happy to host Ben at any time too.â
Spencer laughed and said to Penny, âHeâs already been asking about that.â
âIf you want to, we can have him here first.â
âLetâs start with the sleepover at our place,â Spencer said.
âYeah, itâll give you two time toâ¦,â Penny started excitedly, but then her words fizzled.
I frowned. âWhat?â
âI think everyone needs a breather now and then,â Penny said, but I had the distinct impression that that wasnât what she actually meant.
I glanced at Nick, who was simply shaking his head. His eyes were full of humor.
âWeâll let you know. Thanks a lot for suggesting this.â
âSure. Have a great evening,â Spencer said.
After the call disconnected, I said, âThatâs very thoughtful of them.â
âYeah, it is.â
âWhy do you have that expression?â I pointed at him. âLike you think Iâm missing something.â
âBecause you are. I think Pennyâs doing some of my grandmotherâs work.â
âMeaning?â I asked in confusion.
âRemember what I told you about her matchmaking games?â
âOh. Oh!â I exclaimed, then covered my mouth. âI wasnât⦠Okay.â
âSo, while I definitely think theyâre happy to have a playdate for Ben, I donât think their intentions are entirely innocent.â
I swallowed hard as my entire body started vibrating all at once, everywhere. The prospect of a night alone with Nick was exciting. I didnât even want to admit it to myself, but it was.
âFirst letâs see if the twins want to have a sleepover at all.â
They said yes before Iâd finished asking the question, so on Friday evening after picking them up from daycare, I took them directly to Penny and Spencerâs house. It was a gorgeous place in Beacon Hill. I had a strange feeling when dropping them off and Spencer immediately took them to Benâs room, leaving me alone with Penny.
âAny plans tonight?â she asked. We were both in their kitchen, enjoying a glass of fresh orange juice.
âNo, itâs been a long week.â Iâd been obsessively checking my personal email in case Hugo wrote back. Heâd replied to my questions, assuring me the chances of actually going in front of a judge were minimal. But other than that, I hadnât had any news from him. Heâd also sent me and Nick a standard divorce document, which weâd use once all this was over. We both read it carefully. It already felt bittersweet to think about, which was ridiculous. It was simply a formality, and it was what weâd agreed upon, after all.
âSo, youâll be staying at home.â
I nodded. âPretty much. I think Iâm going to order something in.â
Penny frowned before taking a sip. âNickâs not home?â
That was my first cue that she was up to something. It dawned on me that Nick hadnât been exaggerating.
âWe didnât speak about what we were doing tonight. I think heâs meeting a friend.â
Her shoulders dropped. âRight. Of course. I truly admire you two for what youâre doing. It has to be incredibly hard to live with someone whoâs not⦠your partner.â
âItâs not that hard. Nick and I sort of have a system for sharing a bathroom and so on.â As well as pretending we werenât ogling each other. But things were going to come to a head sooner or later. I felt it in my bones.
And that wasnât the only problem. Over this past month, weâd grown incredibly close. I couldnât wait for those hours after the twins fell asleep when it was just the two of us, talking about our day, sharing our hopes and dreams. When the four of us were together, everything felt dangerously real. I was falling for Nick Whitleyâthere were no two ways about it.
âThen Iâll let you get on with your relaxing evening. Thanks for bringing the kids over. Weâll call you tomorrow and get them back to you later in the afternoon.â
âGreat, thank you. If anything happens or you decide itâs too much, you can always call me and Iâll pick them up.â
âNonsense,â Penny said. âThat wonât be necessary. I truly love spending time with kids. Have a great evening.â
After I got into my car, I started to wonder what Nick was doing tonight. Iâd been in such a frenzy this week between work, checking emails, and preparing the twins for the sleepover that I didnât even ask. I decided to text him as I headed home.
Allison: Hey, what are your plans for the evening? Are you out already?
He replied a few seconds later.
Nick: Youâll find out as soon as you come home.
Oh goodness. Does that mean heâs at the house?
Excitement coursed through me as I glanced in the rearview mirror, checking my appearance. I looked like a CFO, or maybe a teacher, depending on how you looked at it. Iâd had a big meeting today, so I was wearing a conservative suit. Iâd even pulled my hair into a very tight bun. I typically disliked this look, but I found it helpful in meetings. It made me feel more professional if nothing else.
As I drove home, I took out the elastic band and pins at the next red light. My hair fell in nice thick waves around my shoulders.
I parked in front of the house and got out of the car, wondering what this evening would entail. This was our first night alone.
âNick!â I called out, but there was no answer, which meant he wasnât in the backyard. I hurried up the steps, opened the front door, and stepped inside, my entire body immediately relaxing. The air smelled delicious: a mix of spices.
I toed off my shoes and didnât call Nickâs name again because I could hear him. I tiptoed to the kitchen and watched for a few moments. Holy shit. I wanted to memorize everything about this moment. This gorgeous man was in my kitchen, wearing jeans and a button-down shirt. Heâd pushed up the sleeves, as usual. I also noticed that heâd undone the top few buttons.
He must have sensed my presence, because he looked at me from the side.
âHow long have you been standing there?â
âI just arrived.â
âShould I pretend I didnât see you so you can get your fill?â He winked, and in the span of two seconds, my body reacted to his presence.
âWhat are you cooking?â I asked, coming closer.
âChicken with white wine and rice.â
âYum. I thought I could smell the wine.â I would gobble down anything, but this sounded delicious.
âIt wonât take long.â
âI thought you were going out with a friend tonight.â
Nick looked strangely at me. âI was supposed to, but I wanted to be home with you.â He wiggled his eyebrows, and I swallowed hard.
What did this sexy man have in mind? He was all about keeping boundaries between us. But maybe that was because of the kids so as not to confuse them.
Then again, I was all over the place, too, when it came to him. What were we doing?
âIâll set the table,â I offered.
âItâs all taken care of.â
âWhat?â I glanced at the table. âI canât believe I didnât see that.â
Heâd literally taken care of everything.
âHow long will until itâs ready?â
âFive minutes, more or less.â
âIâll take a really quick shower and get out of this suit.â
Nick nodded, and I thought I heard him swallow audibly. The look on his face made me wonder if he wished he could join me, but then he said, âIâll be right here.â
I ran upstairs, my heart pounding at a million miles an hour. I was having dinner with Nick.
Itâs not a date, Allison. Itâs normal for you to have dinners. Youâve been having dinners ever since he moved in.
Except this time it was without the kids.
I could offer to repay him for making dinner. Maybe with a massage? I could start with those gorgeous muscled shoulders in the back and move to the frontâ¦
Ugh. I needed to get my mind out of the gutter.
Iâd never showered so quickly in my life. I didnât want to make Nick wait or let the food get cold.
I put on my favorite perfume before throwing on a light yellow summery dress that wasnât too revealing. Although, like all my clothes, it was fitted and very feminine. Because I was stuck wearing suits all day, I enjoyed wearing dresses when I was home.
I went downstairs barefoot. Even though the custody issue was still at the back of my mind, I couldnât help but feel optimistic that things were going to work out one way or another. I had an inkling that my optimism may have something to do with the sexy man camping on the couch.
âYou already served the food,â I said, stunned.
âAnd poured the wine.â He winked at me. âI want to make this a very relaxing experience for you.â
It looked extremely romantic. I realized belatedly that there were flowers in a small vase. Roses.
âNick,â I whispered, stopping in front of it and touching the petals, âwhen did you get these?â
He came up right behind me. âTonight.â His voice had changed somewhat from a few seconds ago. It was lower. âI figured youâd enjoy them.â
He was running his fingers up and down my arms. This felt so much like we were a real couple, like we were truly married and just enjoying a night together without the kids.
âThank you. I love them.â
âDinner is served. I didnât even ask you, but I chose white wine,â he said as he pulled out the chair. I sat down, and he pushed it under me.
âWeâre having chicken, so white wine is good. Besides, you said you cooked with it as well.â
He sat in front of me. Heâd put the rice in a bowl and the chicken in another one. I quickly loaded my plate, and as soon as Nick put the rest on his, I immediately dug in.
âYou should be a chef,â I said.
âYouâve only had my food a couple of times.â
âI know, but everything has been exquisite.â
The dish was creamy and well-seasoned but not too heavy because heâd countered the cream with white wine. I bounced my shoulders, humming. He laughed.
âWhat?â I asked.
âYou do that when youâre eating something you like. Iâve noticed you have a little happy dance.â
Heâd noticed that about me? Oh my. âDoesnât everyone?â
âI donât know, Allison. I donât pay as much attention to other people as I do to you.â
There it was, that flirty tone and the sexy eyes. I was a goner. Nick most definitely had other plans for tonight.
âHowâs work?â I asked, trying to distract myself. âBy the way, did you decide where youâll open the new fitness center?â
âIâm going to put that on hold for now. Weâve got enough going on.â
My jaw dropped. âNick, you donât have to do that.â
âI know. But opening new locations requires travel, and I donât want to miss out on any time with you and the twins.â
Oh my goodness. This was completely unexpected. I almost teared up. Nick was a wonderful man.
I took a few sips of wine, and soon my entire body relaxed. I then realized Nick was looking at me intently.
âWhat? Do I have something on my mouth?â
I stretched my legs under the table and then felt Nick trapping them with his. We both froze, but I decided not to pull back. I liked his touch. More than that, I craved it.
âPenny and Spencer were really welcoming,â I said, desperately trying to cut through the tension. âOh, by the way, Penny seemed to be very disappointed when I told her that you might not be home tonight. I think you were onto something with that matchmaking thing.â
Nick laughed. âI had an interesting call with my gran too. She was asking in detail about my plans tonight.â
âSo, what did you tell her?â
âI teased her. I didnât tell her anything.â
I giggled. âNick, youâre bad.â
âShe deserves it. Usually, I donât mind sharing stuff about my life, but I feel like everyone is trying a bit too hard. And I never understand why they keep pushing when Iâve always made it clear that Iâm not marriage material.â
His words felt like a punch to my gut. Of course he wasnât. He was only doing this so Iâd get custody of the twins. Why did I keep forgetting that?
âWhat do you want to do after dinner?â His voice was so nonchalant, like he hadnât just dropped a bomb on me.
âHow about we play a game of poker?â I asked, voicing the first thought that came to my mind.