In the morning, I woke up to the sound of the hairdryer. Iâd enjoyed last night more than I could have imagined, and I was ready for another fantastic day at Allisonâs side. I was getting used to this, and I didnât mind.
I jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom. She startled when I came in, then turned off the dryer.
âLet me just put the hairdryer away. I hate using it, but I donât want to go out with wet hair today.â
âDonât stop on my account. Iâm happy just stand here and watch you. Now that I donât have to do it when youâre not looking.â
She looked at me in the mirror, then glanced over her shoulder as if she needed actual eye-to-eye contact. âGood morning to you too. I see you woke up on your flirty side.â
âAllison, a word of warning,â I said, stepping up behind her. She turned her head forward so we were once again looking at each other in the mirror. âAny day I wake up naked in your bed, I wonât be able to keep my hands or eyes off you.â
âDuly noted.â
I kissed her shoulder, putting a hand on her belly. If I could, Iâd keep this woman just like this.
âWhat are you thinking? You have that sort of caveman expression.â
âThat Iâd like to keep you indoors and naked all the time.â
She laughed. âThatâs going to be a bit hard. I have to go to work from time to time.â
âHereâs an idea.â I moved to her other shoulder, kissing it too. âYou can come work with me. Iâm always looking for a good CFO.â
âWhat about your current one?â
âIâll just find him another place in Whitley Industries. I can insist on you sharing an office with me.â
âAnd let me guess. Youâd keep me naked all the time?â
âFuck yes!â I tugged at her earlobe.
âDid you come up with this just now?â
âYes. The idea is fully formed in my mind. Iâm ready to put it into action whenever you are. Josh wonât care.â My CFO was great and probably wouldnât be too keen on the idea, but a guy had to keep his options open for his woman.
She flashed me a grin. âYou know what? Next time some client or my boss gives me a hard time, thatâs all Iâll think about: âI could be naked in Nickâs office right now.ââ
âExactly. Do keep that in mind.â
She yawned as she started to brush her hair.
âDo you have plans for today?â she asked.
âAre you kidding? I knew I had a whole day with you.â
âYouâre full of plans, arenât you, husband?â
âYou have no idea.â
Her skin sprouted goose bumps at my words. I kissed her shoulder again before taking a step back.
âLetâs have a strong coffee, and then Iâll tell you all about the rest of my plan.â
âI think I know what it is,â she whispered before starting the hairdryer again.
âWell, not exactly.â
Sheâd probably guessed parts of it, but it was more elaborate than that.
I showered and changed into fresh clothes before going downstairs. On the way, I checked my messages. I had one from Leo, informing me that my penthouse still had zero interest, which was what Iâd intended, of course. Heâd thought my idea was crazy when I first told him that I wanted to charge an astronomical rent for it so no one would bite, but he agreed to help. So far, the plan was working.
By the time Allison joined me, I was already on my second coffee. I held out a freshly made one for her.
âSo⦠what are we doing today?â she asked as she took the mug.
âHow about going on a cruise?â
Her eyes bulged. âWow. When you said planâ¦â
âYou just thought I meant taking you to bed, huh?â I smirked.
âUh, yes,â she admitted, hiding her sheepish smile behind the coffee cup.
âDonât worry. That is definitely on the agenda,â I replied with as much seriousness as I could muster.
âDonât we need to buy tickets or something?â
âThatâs already taken care of,â I assured her.
She lowered her cup. âNick, thatâs very thoughtful. I was going to suggest we eat breakfast at home, but now Iâm too excited. Whenâs the cruise?â
âWe still have time. It starts at ten.â It was only nine oâclock. Funny enough, after waking up at six thirty every morning for the twins, my internal clock had already shifted.
âIâm sure we can find something to eat on the ship or maybe in the harbor. Am I dressed appropriately for that?â
She turned around once. Her yellow dress was short, and it flounced around her.
âYour dress might get caught by the wind.â
âYouâre afraid someone might see my sexy parts.â
I growled. âNo one can see those. Theyâre all for me. Just for me.â
Allison pressed her lips together as her pupils dilated a bit. âOnly yours, Nick.â
âIâll just cover you with my body if thereâs wind.â
She laughed. âThat wonât attract attention at all.â
***
Allison
Iâd never been to this part of the harbor. Then again, there were lots of parts of Boston that I hadnât been to.
âYour smile is amazing,â Nick remarked as we stood in line.
I put one hand over my mouth to hide it. âI think itâs a bit too obvious.â
âWhat do you mean, obvious?â
I made a come-here motion, and he lowered his ear to my mouth. âThat it says I got laid last night, and it was amazing.â Nick burst out laughing. I hadnât seen that coming. âWell, now that will give us away.â
I started to sip from my smoothie weâd bought from the nearby cart. Nick had just gotten a bagel, and heâd already devoured it. His laughter made me laugh too.
âNick, people are starting to look at us,â I admonished.
He cleared his throat, but it took several tries for him to stop. âLet them watch us, then. Whatâs wrong with us being happy?â
Nothing, I realized. Absolutely nothing.
His eyes were playful. God, was this really happening? Last night, I had so many worries, and now I had zero. I felt as if a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Things were as confusing as ever, but I was looking forward to spending this âmarriage with benefitsâ with Nick. Why hadnât we thought about it from the beginning? It made so much more sense.
âHow long is the cruise?â I asked.
âJust an hour.â
âThatâs not so bad. That means weâll still make it in time to pick up the twins.â
Nick took my free hand in his. âIâve timed everything. I donât want you to worry about anything. Iâm picking up all the slack today.â
âThat, husband, is one of the sexiest things youâve said to me.â
He jerked his head back in surprise.
âOkay, maybe not, but itâs right there in the top five or something.â
âFuck me,â he said. The lady next to us actually jumped. âSorry, maâam,â Nick apologized before focusing on me. On a whisper, he added, âI must do better, then.â
âNo, trust me. This is a good thing. You being⦠I donât know. Forget it.â
At the office, I didnât have issues stating my ideas, but when it came to Nick, I found myself at a loss for words far too often.
When our ferry finally arrived, I was absolutely giddy to get on. The line moved slowly, as the person taking the tickets was very thorough about all the details. Were there people faking tickets to get onto a ferry? That seemed strange, but youâd sure think so the way she was scrutinizing them.
A few minutes later, we were inside and found comfortable seats on a bench in the middle. I would have preferred to sit in the front, but this would do. The seats were comfy, and there was a menu pinned to the backrest of the bench in front of us. I immediately inspected it. They didnât have much, so it was good I had a smoothie.
As the boat moved out of the harbor, I looked around with a huge grin on my face. I hadnât been so happy in months. I turned to tell Nick this and found him looking at me.
âWhatâs wrong? Do I have something on my face? Smoothie?â I asked.
âNo. Why?â
âYouâre looking at me so intently.â
âI want to memorize everything about you today.â
âItâs just thatâ¦â I bit my lip once again, at a loss as to how to explain myself. âI havenât been this happy in a long while. Honestly, Iâm not sure if Iâve ever been this happy. Especially not on a date.â
He grinned. âI like that.â
âThe thing is that losing Nora sort of split my life into before and after.â My voice shook. âI never thought I could feel fully happy again. Or at least not without also feeling guilty because my sister isnât here anymore.â
Nick moved a strand of hair behind my ear. He seemed to like doing that a lot.
âBut today, I feel completely happy and not guilty at all.â I glanced at him. âIs that a good thing?â
âYes, it is. Allison, I didnât know you felt that way.â
âI canât help it,â I whispered. âIâm sorry. I know we agreed not to talk about sad things.â
He shook his head. âI want you to always tell me whatâs on your mind. Thereâs no reason to keep things from me.â
Well, well, my fake husband was turning out to be the best boyfriend Iâd ever had.
âMourning those we love is a way of showing them affection after theyâre gone. But donât feel guilty for feeling happy. Nora loved you deeply, and Iâm sure that all she would have wanted was for you to be happy.â
âI know that. My sister was a gentle soul. But, Nick, thereâs something else. Something in me shifted since last night.â
That made him grin again. âI always like claiming credit, so Iâll add that to my list of wins.â
âYes, please do.â It was as if heâd unlocked something inside me. Nick had set free my ability to feel joy again. I could feel myself getting back to being the old me. Or maybe this was simply the new version of me. Iâd been trying all along to get back to who I was before, but maybe that shouldnât have been the goal in the first place.
âYouâre lost in thought,â he whispered.
âI was just thinking that all these months, I felt stuck. And I think itâs because I always assumed that things had to get back to normal. That I should be my old self: single, no kids, no big responsibilities except the mortgage and my job. I figured that once enough time had passed, Iâd find my groove again and be able to see my friends more often, do things the way we used to. Now I realize thatâs not what this is about. Iâm accepting my new normal. I donât want to call myself a mom, because that would feel disrespectful to my sister, but I am an aunt and guardian.â
Nick brought his mouth to my ear. âDonât forget that youâre also an amazing fake wife.â
I grinned. âThat too. I should probably add it to my résumé, improve my street cred and all that.â
Nick laughed in my ear. It tickled me, so I started to giggle, which earned us stares from the rest of the passengers.
Whoops. I realized then that there had been a tour guide audio going on all this time. The voice was telling us what we were seeing along the edge of the water. I hadnât paid attention to even one word, but I couldnât care less. It was still part of the experience, watching Boston from the water.
âAllison, for all intents and purposes, you are the twinsâ mother.â
His words wrapped around my heart tightly. I had no idea why it meant so much to me.
âYouâre not dishonoring your sisterâs memory. Itâs what sheâd hope youâd do. I just wanted to get that out of the way.â
âYouâre very good with words,â I whispered. âBut now I think we should be silent, or everyone will throw us overboard.â
We werenât loud, but a few passengers were giving us the evil eye. I didnât want to be that annoying person who talked during an entire tour. Well⦠I didnât want to be that person anymore. Clearly Iâd been exactly that until now.
Nick seemed to be thinking along the same lines, because he didnât say anything else either, just leaned back against the wooden bench and put an arm around my shoulders.
I leaned against him, then decided I wanted a bit more contact, so I shifted so that half my back was plastered against his chest. Then I became greedy and put a hand on his thigh. There was no way I could feel up his abs without making a spectacle of us, but this was very under the radar. Then I moved so one ass cheek was basically resting against his thigh. Nick groaned, and I felt hot air against my ear.
âAllison, if you keep moving like that, Iâm going to take you in the back of the ferry. And I really donât want to have you in some dingy toilet.â
Holy shit. Maybe the others didnât get wind of what I was doing, but obviously poor Nick had felt all of that.
I moved so I could glance up at him. âSorry, I wasnât doing it on purpose.â
âYes, you were.â He was smiling.
I smiled right back. âOkay, maybe I was. I just didnât think it would have this effect.â
He kissed me then, exploring me with his tongue. It was a very slow kiss, and I loved it immensely. It reminded me of the one at city hall. He interlaced our hands, too, and squeezed my fingers tightly with his. This moment felt more intimate than what weâd experienced at the house yesterday or back in his closet. I had no idea how long we kissed, but I didnât want it to end.
When we finally paused to breathe, he was looking at me with a smile, and his eyelids were hooded. Good to know that I wasnât the only one who was turned on. How was I always in this state around Nick? Would that change over time? I didnât think so. In fact, I suspected that the more of Nick I got, the more Iâd want. Which was dangerous because this had an expiration date.
Then an even more horrifying thought came to mind: what if the custody battle went on forever, and eventually Nick and I just didnât work together anymore? I couldnât imagine anything more horrendous than living with someone who didnât want me. Iâd done it once in college. I was stupid enough to give up my dorm room to move in with my then-boyfriend. When we split up, I was in the unfortunate position of having to live with him while I was apartment hunting.
But this was completely different. I knew Nick would be decent about it. Would it still suck? Sure, especially for the twins.
Oh God, the twins. I hadnât even thought about how all this would affect them.
All the worries Iâd pushed out of my mind this morning were slamming back in. But then Nick pulled me closer to him, and all my worries melted awayâplacing those dirty thoughts in my head again.
Mental note: being close and feeling his muscles definitely drove all the rational thoughts from my mind.
We were silent for the rest of the cruise, simply taking in our surroundings and listening to the guide. I didnât end up ordering anything; I was surprisingly full from my smoothie.
Once we stepped off the boat, I checked the clock. âWe should probably go pick up the twins.â
Nick nodded. âIâll text Spencer so he knows weâre coming.â
When we reached the car, he opened the door for me. Heâd insisted on putting two car seats in his own car as well so weâd always be able to have the kids with us.
It didnât take long for us to arrive at his brotherâs house. The second I got out, I heard laughter. I recognized Annieâs voice immediately, which meant they were outside.
There was no way to get into the yard from the front, though, so we rang the bell anyway. The door swung open the next second. To my surprise, I came face-to-face with Jeannie Whitley.
âGran!â Nick exclaimed. Her eyes fell on the arm he had around my shoulders. âI didnât know youâd be here. Spencer didnât say.â
âAbe and I dropped by this morning. We wanted the chance to see the little ones again.â
My heart was so happy right now. They were truly taking their grandparentingâ role to a whole new level.
âCome on in,â she said. âEveryoneâs out in the back.â
We followed Jeannie through the house. It was madness outside. Spencer and Penny were both chasing the kids around, and they were all running in different directions. Three kids, two adultsâthey were totally outnumbered.
The second the twins noticed us, they stopped running. Instead, they came barreling toward us, but they didnât jump into my arms. They jumped into Nickâs! My sexy, strong man was getting all the love.
âWill you look at that?â I teased. âYouâre becoming their favorite.â
Jeannie was staring at Nick with a triumphant smile. Then she and Penny exchanged a glance.
Nick had been right about everything; I could feel it in my bones. These two had a matchmaking thing going on.
âHow were they?â I asked Penny.
âPerfect. They had a lot of fun. They went to bed on time with no fuss.â
âThen we found them playing an hour later,â Spencer said.
I laughed. âThey do that sometimes at home as well.â
âBut they slept through the night.â
âThanks so much for having them. Ben, youâre welcome at our place anytime, okay?â
Ben jumped up and down. âYes, yes, yes! I have new friends. I like having new friends. When can I go, Dad?â he asked Spencer, who mussed up his sonâs hair. They looked a lot alike.
âWeâll figure it out.â
âJeannie, we should ask everyone over to our house,â Abe suggested. âWe havenât had a get-together at our place in some time.â
Spencer cocked a brow. âWe were there likeââ
âTwo months ago,â Jeannie replied in a tone that made it clear sheâd counted exactly.
âGran, we can all meet somewhere else. You donât have to go through all the trouble,â Nick said.
âOh, nonsense, you boys. Iâd like to have all of you at the house.â She looked at me too. âEspecially the children.â
Even though she was well past ninety, she crouched easily, putting her knees on the grass, and held her arms out. Ben gave her a hug.
âYou two come here,â she told the twins.
They immediately asked Nick to put them down and ran to Jeannie. Lately, they were very accepting of other people. I wondered if they would get used to living with Bob and Sophie if it came to that.
âWould you like to come to my house?â Jeannie asked them.
âYes!â all three said in unison, and I couldnât help but laugh. Clearly Ben was leading the small group.
Then Jeannie let them go and quickly rose to her feet. My parents couldnât do that even though they were in their late sixties. The woman was truly fit. She beamed at us again. She was mischievous. Or possibly knowing. Maybe a mix of the two.
âHow was your evening?â Penny asked. Spencer cleared his throat, giving her what I could only describe as a warning look, and she shrugged. I realized Jeannie was hanging on to Nickâs every word.
âJust had dinner at home,â Nick said.
âBoth of you?â Penny raised a brow. Spencer cleared his throat.
âYes.â
âI thought you were meeting your friend,â Jeannie added.
This was fascinating. I wasnât mad in the slightest. It was unusual but fun.
âNo, I postponed that. I was tired,â Nick replied.
âI bet it was nice having the house to yourself for once,â Jeannie said. âBy the way, Iâm very happy to have the twins as well as Ben at the house anytime for a sleepover.â
âThree kids, Gran?â Spencer asked. âWeâll see.â
After a bit more chatting, I gently nudged Nick. âWe should get going,â I said.
After saying our goodbyes, we headed to the car. By the time Nick and I secured the twins in their car seats, they were already asleep.
He closed the doors quietly and then was by my side, hand on the handle.
âWhat was that back there?â I asked.
âYou picked up on it?â
âThat Penny and Gran are plotting?â
âStrong word, but sure, why not?â
I giggled. âThey seemed to be up to something. You think they suspect anything?â
âAs a general rule, everyoneâs constantly under suspicion in my family.â
âOh, that sounds ominous.â
He nodded. âIt can be, but thereâs one thing I can tell you for sure.â
âWhat?â I inquired.
âWhenever Gran asks us to her house, theyâll do their very best to figure us out.â