Some days I could barely believe how much life had changed in the past few months. I felt like an entirely different person. Iâd accepted a while ago that it was time to leave that version of me in the past. But I liked the present version, and I was immensely happy.
Which was why, as I drove into work on a gloomy Thursday morning, I was still singing at the top of my lungs. I simply wouldnât let anything drag me down.
So when Hugo called, I grimaced. Crap. Things couldnât work out perfectly, could they? I hadnât heard from him in a while, and heâd insisted that there was no point asking him for updates and that heâd call when he knew something.
âHi,â I said as soon as the call connected on Bluetooth.
âMorning, Allison.â
âAny news?â I asked, but it was redundant. He wouldnât have called otherwise.
âYes, the best of news.â
I gasped. âOh my God.â
âThey withdrew the custody plea.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âIt means they are no longer seeking custody.â
âI canât believe it. They just gave up? Just like that?â Why would they do that?
âNot exactly. I found out that they werenât doing as well financially as they were pretending. Selling Jim and Noraâs house would have gotten them out of the pinch they were in.â
âWait⦠they have money troubles?â I was absolutely shocked. Hugo had mentioned in the beginning that they were probably interested in the house, but Iâd never believed it.
âYep. And whoever gets the twins gets the house, remember?â
I blinked rapidly. âBut thatâs not how it works. The house belongs to the twins.â
âThere are legal and slightly illegal ways to get around that if they wanted, and believe me, they wanted to.â
âAnd they simply pulled back their request because you found out they have financial issues?â
âI made it clear to them that everyone would find out about their money problems and that they only wanted to get the twins in order to sell the house. Turns out, Bob and Sophie care about one thing most: their reputation. They agreed not to seek custody if we donât mention this to anyone.â
âThank you so much for taking care of all that. Iâm speechless.â
I couldnât believe anyone would be so callous. In all this time, theyâd never once asked about their grandkids. Iâd started to feel guilty, thinking that maybe because we were engaged in the custody battle, they simply wanted to ignore me and minimize interactions. But now I was starting to accept that wasnât the case.
âThere is one small technicality, though. I need your signature on an affidavit that states that you gladly assume the custody.â
âOf course. I thought Iâd done that already.â
âYou did, but we need a new one.â
âIâll drop by right now. My first meeting doesnât start until ten.â
âPerfect.â
His law practice wasnât very far away, which was great. I was bursting with joy as I stepped into his office, smiling like a lunatic. I could still remember all the anxiety I had when Nick and I first came here.
He smiled at me. âAllison, congrats.â
âCongrats to you too. No small feat intimidating Sophie and Bob.â
âThere wasnât much intimidation required. They were scared shitless that anyone would find out they have financial troubles.â
âIs there any possibility that they can file again later?â
âTechnically, of course they could, but this would really go against them. Changing your mind shows that youâre not committed. And if thereâs one thing a judge is looking for in a custody case, itâs for a committed adult who has the childrenâs best interest at heart.â
I sat down in front of him in the chair that he pointed to. He already had the document there, ready for me to sign, and I did it without reading it.
âYou can sign the other one, too, if you want, or you can take it with you to read it.â
âWhat is it?â I asked.
âThe divorce papers, of course, as promised.â
I froze and immediately put the pen down. It felt as if it burned my fingers.
âRight, the divorce papers.â My elation evaporated completely, and my stomach dropped.
âIf you prefer, you can take it with you and read it. Itâs the same as the one I sent you months ago. No division of assets or anything like that. Each one of you walks out the same way you walked into this marriage.â
My heart was pounding fast. I was going to throw up soon or faint or both.
âDo you have questions?â
âIs it not too soon to do it? Wouldnât it look suspicious ifâ¦?â If what? God, what was I supposed to say? Iâd lost my train of thought completely. I tried to gather my wits, but I just couldnât. It felt like Hugo had punched me in the stomach and then dumped a bucket of ice on top of my head. Did Nick know about this? âI mean, if the divorce goes through so fast.â
âWe can wait. Itâs your call. I donât think it matters either way.â
It was on the tip of my tongue to ask if heâd spoken to Nick about this, if heâd already signed, but I couldnât. I didnât even dare look through the files to check if his signature was there. I couldnât bear to see it.
Damn it. This was what weâd agreed on. I had no right to keep Nick tied to me any longer. He was probably anxious to get back to his freedom and his penthouse.
âAllison, are you feeling okay?â Hugo asked, his voice filled with concern.
âNo. Iâm not sure what happened.â
âMaybe your blood pressure dropped. It happens when people carry adrenaline for a long time while waiting for an outcome. Iâll make a strong coffee.â
âThat sounds good. Thank you.â I couldnât even get up from the chair.
He disappeared behind me, and then I heard him turn on a coffee machine.
With trembling fingers, I looked through the papers. The signature page was blank. Nick hadnât signed yet. I felt as though a weight had been lifted from my shoulders, but then it dropped back down, and it was even heavier than before. It was probably because Hugo called me first. No way did he call Nick before, because he didnât say anything at the house this morning.
My thoughts were getting muddled again as Hugo handed me the coffee. I took one sip, and miraculously I did feel a bit better. Maybe this truly was just my blood pressure dropping.
âAre you feeling better?â he asked.
âYes. I should probably get out of your hair.â
âStay another twenty minutes, just to be sure.â
âUnfortunately, I do need to get going.â I pointed at the divorce papers. âIâll take these with me. And Iâll talk about it with Nick.â
But even as I said the words, I realized there was nothing to talk about, was there? He and I were having a great time together. But weâd never, not once, even alluded to the fact that weâd continue after the battle was won.
âI wasnât expecting this to go so fast,â I admitted.
âIf they hadnât dropped the case, it would have lasted a while longer. As it is, they did us a favor. No judge will ever seriously consider them again if they change their minds. You really have nothing to worry about.â
I realized on the spot why he was repeating this. He probably thought I wasnât 100 percent elated because I was still afraid they could come after me. But I wasnâtâI believed him when he said they stood zero chance. All my thoughts were consumed with Nick.
âIâll put those in a folder for you,â he said, correctly interpreting the fact that I was still too lost in my worries to even go through the motions.
âDo you have any plastic?â I asked, regaining some of my wits. âThatâs more flexible, and I can keep it in my bag.â
âSure.â He opened a drawer under his desk and put the plastic folder on the table. With trembling fingers, I set the divorce papers in it.
I couldnât believe it. Divorce.
This is what you signed up for, Allison. Come on, donât waste the manâs time anymore.
My hands were shaking even more as I shoved the folder into my bag and then rose to my feet. âThank you for everything.â
âNo worries.â
âYour invoiceââ
âForget about it. Nick has taken care of everything.â
âBut this is my custody battle, and I can afford to pay,â I assured him.
âI know you can, Allison. But if Nick wants to pick up the tab, why not let him?â
Because I already owe him so much.
Iâd discuss this with Nick.
âRight, Iâm going to go, then.â
âSure. And let me know when you two are ready to sign those papers.â He seemed to hesitate on the words for the first time, then frowned.
I nodded. âWe will. Thank you.â
I felt as if someone was squeezing my insides, especially my heart, and I was about to implode. As I left his office, that feeling only intensified. When I got into my car, I dropped my bag on the passenger seat. My eyes were burning.
Damn it, Allison, youâve got custody. This is what you wanted. Thatâs why you and Nick got married in the first place. You should be celebrating right now.
But I wasnât in the mood for that at all. Quite the opposite.