I was in a daze for the next few days. Even though Nick and I had agreed to move forward with our outlandish idea, I felt stuck. But on Tuesday morning, I found the courage and emailed Jimâs parents. It took me well over half an hour to draft it, and I ended up deleting half of it. In the end, my email was short and sweet.
Hi. Iâve been so busy, as you can imagine, so I didnât have time to reply to your previous email. I think we should discuss it. By the way, I have news. I just got engaged.
That was it. I didnât want to give them any details. Theyâd ask later for sure, but for now, this would do.
I pressed Send before I could waste even more time drafting the email. It was going to be a shit show anyway.
Afterward, I stared at the screen for a few seconds, then decided to inform Nick that Iâd officially told someone.
Allison: I did it. I told Jimâs parents that Iâm engaged.
Nick: Thatâs great. Itâll all work out. Youâll see.
His positivity was endearing. I didnât share it yet, but I was grateful that at least one of us was taking this in stride.
I started to reply to him, but before I managed to type anything, my inbox pinged.
Holy shit. Jimâs parents had already responded.
What do you mean, engaged? We never even knew you had a boyfriend. Weâre coming to Boston this weekend and want to meet him.
As the words sank in, breathing became a bit more difficult. I put a hand on my chest, trying to calm down. I was used to a high-pressure environment. In fact, I thrived on it. It was one of the reasons why Iâd chosen finance. But this was something else entirely.
Youâre a damn CFO, Allison. Youâve managed situations of crisis. You can deal with Jimâs parents coming for a weekend to meet your so-called fiancé.
What had I been thinking? This was a terrible idea. I didnât even know if Nick had time on the weekend. Maybe he already had plans.
I was just about to tell them that they couldnât expect everyone to change their schedule according to their whims but then paused, remembering what Hugo told us. It was better not to fight. I decided to double-check with Nick first.
Allison: They already replied that they want to come this weekend to meet you. Are you available? Iâll tell them to fuck off otherwise.
Typing that felt fantastic.
Nick: Iâll make time. Donât worry.
Just like that? This man was something else.
Nick: Just let me know when and where and Iâll be there.
It was starting to sink in that this was real. I tried to figure how it would work out. Nick would be introducing himself as my fiancé, and then what? Iâd probably have to explain how it happened in the first place.
I was already starting to get overwhelmed, but I was determined not to lose my nerve, so I emailed them back.
Sure. Weâll set something up. Maybe a lunch or dinner. Next time, I would appreciate a little bit of a heads-up if you plan a visit to Boston. Itâs a stroke of luck that weâre available this weekend.
There. That didnât sound too bad.
After sending it, I finally focused on work. Iâd signed the NDA last week, and Derek had sent me all the prep files to look over. Usually, I wouldnât even hesitate and would tell him I was ready to sink my teeth into this. But right now I had a lot to consider, such as how much extra time this would take and if the remuneration was fair. Derek still hadnât said anything in regard to that.
At lunch, my mind slid right back to Bob and Sophieâs visit. Nick and I had to figure out some details, so I texted him again.
Allison: We need to talk before the weekend. Theyâll want to know details.
Nick: Weâll find a plausible story. But I donât have time to meet up this week in person, sorry. Iâm traveling, visiting possible new locations.
I pouted. What? Iâm not going to see him this week?
Jesus, Allison. Whereâd that come from? Of course the man is busy.
Nick: But we can talk on the phone.
Allison: Deal. Letâs do that. I want us to be prepared by the weekend.
Nick: Then call me after the twins go to bed.
Allison: Iâll probably call this evening at 8:30.
Nick: Itâs a date.
My pulse sped up, and my mouth was suddenly dry, as were my lips.
Allison, thatâs just a figure of speech.
I had to get myself under control because things were only going to get more difficult from now on. I couldnât heat up every time he touched me or looked at me in a way I assumed was flirty. Because until now, he hadnât actually flirted with me. I was certain it was all in my head.
I breezed through the rest of my activities for the day, energized, knowing that I was going to talk to Nick tonight. Date or not, just knowing that I was going to hear his voice made me feel better.
Unfortunately, later that evening, it took longer than usual to get the twins to bed. I ended up not calling Nick until nine oâclock, settling into my favorite corner of the couch as my phone rang.
âGood evening,â Nick answered.
âSorry Iâm late.â
âDonât worry.â I heard the clatter of cutlery in the background.
âAre you eating now?â
âYes. I ordered room service.â
I frowned. âNick, I feel guilty now. You didnât go out to eat because weâd planned this call.â
âNah. Whenever Iâm traveling, I prefer room service in the evenings.â
âAre you sure you want to do this tonight?â
âYes. I already have a few ideas.â
âDo tell, because Iâm a numbers person. My imagination is limited.â We both laughed at that, but heâd soon find out how true that was.
âWeâll tell them that we met a few times over the years at Jim and Noraâs various events, like barbeques and such. We donât need to go into too much detail. They just have to understand that we knew each other from before the funeral.â
âThat sounds good.â
âAnd then⦠well, forgive me for being so crass, but I think this will shock them into not asking too many details. I can say that when we started to hang out more after that, I couldnât resist making a move on you because youâre so damn hot.â
I laughed. âThat isnât crass.â
âThatâs the toned-down version. The original one was âyouâre so hot that I kept fantasizing about taking you to bed the first time I came to your house,â but I think thatâs too much information.â
My heart nearly jumped out of my chest. That sounded almost real. Like it hadnât been made up. My entire body was burning. I swallowed hard, regaining my wits slowly.
âToo much for elderly ears for sure.â
He chuckled. âThought so. We can say that we started spending more time together. I kept coming to the house, one thing led to another, and we now know that we canât live without each other.â
âThat sounds surprisingly simple. And youâve known the kids for a while, so itâs not as though youâre some strange man coming into their home.â
âExactly. I donât think we need to complicate it more than that.â
âThe simpler our story, the easier it is to remember. Should we decide onâ¦?â I couldnât bring myself to say it.
âWhat?â Nick inquired.
I hoped he would get the hint, but clearly he didnât. âYou know, D-day.â
âI didnât think about that.â
âAnd about what kind of ceremony we want.â
âFuck, I didnât think about that at all.â
âI can work out some details. Iâm guessing both of us would want to just get it over with at city hall, right?â
âWhat an enthusiastic way to put it,â Nick teased.
I sighed. âIâm sorry. I know that sounded very terse.â
âNo, Iâm joking. Yeah, city hall sounds good. Are you going to tell your parents?â
âOf course. I canât keep something like this from them. Do you want to keep it from yours? I couldnât imagine that working out.â
âNah, there are no secrets in my family. And as I said, theyâll be supportive. Allison, donât fret about city hall right now. It depends when they have free slots. For now, itâs all about meeting Bob and Sophie, right?â
âThatâs right. I always like to think two steps ahead, but I should start to accept that thatâs not really possible here.â
âThatâs my girl.â
I liked the sound of that so much. My girl.
âIâm sure Iâll make a mistake or two, but this is not about having the perfect story,â he continued. âEven if it were real, enough people would question why weâre hurrying. Letâs roll with the punches.â
âIâm trying. God, Iâm tense.â
âThe same spot as last time?â
âYeah.â
âPity Iâm not there to relieve the pressure.â
I swallowed hard.
âBut soon I will be.â His tone was teasing but also sinful. I pressed my thighs together as heat flooded my body. I was a goner.
âIâm going to take a hot bath. That usually relaxes all of my tense points.â
âThatâs right, you like hot baths.â
âWhy do you say it like that?â I asked.
âI figure that knowing some things about you wonât hurt.â
âOh, right. You think thatâll come up in conversation?â
âNo, but see, for me to actually come up with stories, it helps if I have something to base them on.â
âMakes sense.â
âWell, Iâll leave you to enjoy your dinner. Iâm going to relax.â
âWhen are you back?â I asked as I got up from the couch.
âThursday night. We could meet up Friday if you want, so we can prepare a bit more.â
âActually, I think they want to meet Friday evening.â
âItâs going to be all good,â he assured me.
âYouâre awfully sure of yourself.â
âI told you, itâs the way I go through life.â
âUsually, Iâm not this uncertain and nervous. Even though Iâve done deals with hundreds of millions of dollars involved.â
âThis is different, Allison,â Nick said quietly. âItâs about the kids. Different stakes are at hand.â
âExactlyâ¦â
âBut donât worry. Weâll be very convincing as a couple in front of Bob and Sophie.â
His tone had changed slightly, and goose bumps broke out on my skin.
What exactly did Nick have in mind?