Elle's pov:
Two weeks really went so quickly. And tomorrow, it's our marriage. We'll together forever & ever or may not be. We invited Anna but she said that she won't come. Of course, it will be hurtful so see your boyfriend marrying with other bitch.
Kate comes to me. We talked for too long when my mom called me. Many relatives came to our house. It's a happy occasion, for everyone but not to me. Steven haven't even called me. Maybe he's busy.
It's the Wedding Day of Us. Kate dressed me well. I look good. I won't cry because after what they did, I'm not feeling sad to leave them. But still, they're my Parents you know? They grew me up and they fed me. So.. Sometimes, I don't want to leave them. All the memories comes in my head. The times I spend when I was single, my vacations, my studies.. Everything I did on this house. I'll miss you Mom & Dad.
I stared outside from the window. Kate called from behind my back. It's the time to go.
We arrived. Now all I have to take a walk towards him with my father.
"I love you, my daughter", father says before making me go towards him. I feel so nervous. I locked my hands on father's arm. My father traditionally escorts me down the aisle, standing right next to me. I looked at Steven, who was looking at me with his dead and unhappy eyes. He looked really upset about what's going here. I didn't wanted this. I didn't wanted the groom to be upset and pissed off. I always wanted that the person whom I'll marry, will stare at me with a happy and smilling face, waiting me to come closer to him. Not this! I felt about. He should smile also. I'm smiling also, even it's fake.
We reached at the altar when I left my father's hand and holds his. The priests congrats us and reads verses from the Holy Bible.
He then asks us the questions. We answered..All forcefully.
"Do you take Elle Finley as your lawful wife? To have and to hold...", He continues and Steven looked at me. Tightened his grip. Ready to say a fucking lie.
"Yes, I do", he replied.
"Do you take Steven Smith as your lawful husband?", He asked.
"Yes", I answered.
The crowd started to clap their hands.
And then, the most difficult part, Kissing Him. Howww? I've never kissed a mosquito, how can I kiss him? My god! It's the most disgusting thing in this whole word.
We looked at each other for a while and then he leans down his jaw next to mine, and kissed me gently.
The crowd be like, Aww. And the song which was playing,
It's a love story, baby just say yesssss!
Huh! He won't ever. Although we haven't any love stories.
I threw away the flower bouquet! And who's next? KATEEE! she catched it.
The marriage ended, and we were talking. I noticed Lee.
"Where you at?", I said angrily.
"I was busy sorry",
"It's a motherfucking Sunday! Huh"
He smiled. "Congratulations to you both"
"Thanks"
Steven and I drove to his home. Not that home, this one's different. Maybe he has many houses, this one's for me. Another for Anna! Haha..
"Get changed. I'm so tired", he said exhaustingly as he threw the suit on the sofa. I kept standing there. I don't know where to change or where's my room. I know nothing, and he's behaving like this. So mean.
I went to his room and opened the door. I saw him lying on the bed. He was so frustrated by all this.
He noticed me and said, "what? Get changed"
"But, where? I don't know this house."
"There's so many rooms, go and change", he said as he lied down again.
I entered one of his rooms. I was changing while thinking that I became burden to him. How can I live with this man whole life? No, blaming him is a stupid thing. How can he like me? He can just fullfill my wishes, that's all.
I get changed and went to his room again. I sat at the edge of his bed, keeping the pillow on my lap.
"I know this is hard", I said playing with my fingers.
"Stop it"
"Stop what?"
"Playing with your fingers, and I'm okay"
I nodded. I kept the pillow and lied next to him.
"Oh sorry, I shouldn't do this", I said.
"What?"
"I shouldn't lay next to you", I said as I got up but he grabs my wrist and pulls me closer to his chest.
"Stay here", he mumbled.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, we aren't gonna do couple shit anyway"
I laughed slightly. I was too tired so I slept on his chest only.
He wakes up. "Elle..", he called my name. "Hm", I mumbled while sleeping. "Don't leave me okay?", He said stroking my hair.
"I won't", I said. My eyes are closed still. He get out of the bed.
"Where are you going?", I said.
"Somewhere far away", he replied.
I wake up from sleeping.
"What? No way..", I said.
"We can't be together Elle, it's better to go from here. So, I'm going, be happy"
I listened him. I feel like hugging him tightly, try to stop him from wherever he's going.
"Bye!", He said as he fades away.
"What? Steven? How can you go leaving a girl like this? You just told me not to leave, and now you left? You bad jerk! I hate youuu", I shouted. While tears were rolling down from my cheeks.
I heard someone calling my name.
"Elle..Elle.." everything got blurred when I came to the reality. I saw Steven calling me. I rubbed my eyes and woke up. Was I dreaming?
"What happened? Bad dream?", He asked while wiping away my tears.
"Kind of", I said and slept again. It was a dream but my heart's still heavy. I can't even breathe properly. Why? Why I'm feeling so sad by seeing him leaving? Why do I care when he doesn't give a fuck about me?