I have an off-site meeting in the evening, so Emmaâs already at the penthouse when I walk in.
The amended contract is sitting open on the dining room table and she is pacing barefoot between the windows and the bar. The first thing I notice is how beautiful she looks with her hair down. The second thing I notice is the pen sitting next to the open contract.
So she hasnât actually signed it yet.
She stops short when she sees me. âYou donât have to do this.â
âSome context would be nice,â I reply, even though I have a pretty good idea I know what sheâs talking about.
She points at the open page of the contract. âI read through the amended section. You do not have to take care of all my legal bills. What you already offered is enough.â
âI know that. I want to.â
She stares at me, her eyes wide and disbelieving. âBut⦠itâs not your fight, Ruslan. It has nothing to do with you.â
âIf you sign that contract, you will be carrying my child soon, Emma,â I remind her. âAnd from then on, if anything affects you, directly or indirectly, it does have something to do with me.â
She swallows, her eyes flitting from me to the contract, then back to me. âItâs too much.â
Itâs not nearly as much as you deserve.
âIâll be the judge of that.â
Her bottom lip trembles before she bites down on it. âI⦠I donât know what to say.â
âYou donât have to say anything. You just have to sign on the dotted lineâif this is really what you want.â
She walks over to the table and picks up the pen. Her eyes hover on me for a moment. Is that hesitation in her eyes? Fear? Doubt?
âThis is a big deal, isnât it?â she whispers.
I nod. âYou have to be sure.â
She exhales and closes her eyes. I resist the urge to touch her. But all I can think is, She has to sign. I fucking need her to sign.
Because if I donât put a baby in this woman tonight, Iâm going to go fucking insane.
When she opens her eyes again, she looks calm. âI am sure.â She proves it by scribbling her signature confidently at the bottom of the page. âThere. Itâs done.â
âItâs done.â
She blushes. âSo⦠now what?â
âNow, I need your purse.â
âMy what?â
I hold out my hand. After a few moments of hemming and hawing, she passes it over and I promptly start rooting around in it. I catch her perplexed expression from my periphery.
âDidnât anyone ever tell you that you never go through a ladyâs bag?â I ignore her. âRuslan, what are you looking for?â
I finally manage to find what Iâm after in the excess of random junk sheâs got stuffed in her purse. I pull it up for her to see.
âMy birth control pills,â she breathes, staring at the small pink case. âWow. Weâre really doing this?â
I head into the bathroom just off the living room and start popping each pill into the toilet while Emma lingers to the side, watching me give each dose its own send-off.
âDramatic, much?â
Dramatic? Yes.
Turned-on? Very fucking much so.
âYou did promise me drama. Iâm just returning the favor.â I step aside to let her come closer. âCare to do the honors?â
She takes a deep breath and reaches out. Her fingers tremble as they come to rest on the silver lever. She takes one more breath for good measure, then, holding the exhale, she pushes down on the flush. We watch the pills disappear into the whirlpool and despite her tease earlier, it really does feel necessarily dramatic. We are officially âtrying.â
How the fuck this came to be, Iâm still not entirely certain.
I grab hold of her and pull her against my chest. âYouâre deep in thought.â
Emma nods distractedly, her cheek rustling against my shirt. âI was just thinkingâ¦â
âIâve warned you not to do that.â
She pokes me in the ribs. âI was just thinking how that flush signified the end of one part of my life and the beginning of another.â Weâre so close that I can see the flecks of gray in those blue eyes of hers when she looks up at me. âItâs theâI mean, theâshit, itâs really hard to concentrate when youâre looking at me like that.â
âLike what?â
âLike you want to take a bite out of me.â
I smile. âFunnily enough, thatâs exactly what I was thinking.â I grip her chin with my fingers. âYouâre mine now, Emma Carson.â
âI was already yours,â she whispers.
Those words rush straight down to my cock. She yelps as I scoop her up into my arms and carry her into the master bedroom. I throw her onto the bed and she bounces on the mattress until I steady her with one hand on her hip and another lightly banded across her throat. My lips find her neck first, then her chest, and she shudders when I use my teeth to rip off the buttons of her blouse.
At this rate, Iâm gonna have to buy her a whole new wardrobe.
I donât mind. Itâs the perfect fucking excuse to spoil her rotten.
There are so many things I want to do for her. So many things I want to give her. Her pride would have said ânoâ before now. But once sheâs carrying my child, itâll be a whole different ball game.
My tongue lashes out over her breasts, circling her juicy nipples until theyâre hard and pert. I suck on them as she bucks against me, nails digging into my back, then I kiss my way down her stomach while she writhes and whimpers. I peel her clothes off and lick her pussy until sheâs dripping all over the sheets and then I haul myself back up, ready to fill her.
âYou ready for me, kiska?â
She bites her lip. âMhmm.â
âYou want me to fuck a baby into you?â She nods, her eyes wide, all the blood gushing through her cheeks. I fist a handful of her hair. âLet me hear you say it.â
âI-I want your baby,â she moans as I rub the head of my cock along her drenched slit. âFuck me, Ruslan. Please⦠I want your baby.â
I slip two fingers between those luscious lips and, while sheâs sucking on them, I thrust myself inside her.
âAhh!â
I pump hard from the get-go, silencing her moans with my fingers until sheâs biting down on them. âHm, my vicious little kiska. Iâm gonna fill you up. Iâm gonna cover you in my cum. Youâd like that, wouldnât you?â
Her breasts bounce with the strength of my thrusts. âY-yes,â she gasps. âFuck yes. Fill me up. Fuck me good⦠yes, yes, YES!â
I fuck her harder, deeper, faster. Every moan out of her mouth makes my cock hungrier and greedier for more. Even when my lungs feel like theyâre about to cave in on themselves, I keep pumping, spurred on by that sound of flesh on flesh. The thunder of my pelvis as it bears down against her slick pussy.
And the whole time, all I can see in my mindâs eye is her growing belly. The child that will come into existence because of this night, or tomorrow night, or a night like this one. I canât wait to fuck her when sheâs pregnant. Her breasts will be so much bigger, her stomach ripe with our baby. I have to grit my teeth to stop myself from coming.
Not yet, not yetâ¦
âFuck, Ruslan!â she screams. âI canât take it anymore⦠fuck!â
âOh, you can take it. That tight pussy of yours was made for me. Can you feel it?â
âYes,â she moans. âYes.â
âYou want me to come inside you?â
âYes, please⦠pleaseâ¦â
I bend down and swipe my tongue inside her ear. She bucks, her hips thrusting upwards into me.
âYouâre mine now,â I growl. âAll. Fucking. Mine.â
Even when she falls apart in my arms, I donât stop fucking her. All I can think about is the child weâre going to make together. Once sheâs pregnant, itâll change everything. I can take care of her the way I was meant to. I can protect her. I can give her the life she deserves.
Once my babyâs in her belly, sheâll be tied to me forever. Itâs the only excuse Iâll need to do this again and again.
Until thenâIâm gonna savor every fucking moment of trying.
âRuslan!â she gasps, jerking forward. âPlease!â
âWhat are the magic words?â I snarl.
My hips feel like theyâre going to give out at any second. Mind over matter. I will fuck her for as long as it takes.
âIâm yours!â she cries out. âAll fucking yours!â
Thatâs all it takes for me to erupt.