Chapter 13: Chapter 13: Alora Can!

I fall silent as I pull on the last item from the pile, gritting my teeth at his pigheaded denseness, as

that ember erupts into a little flame, pushing my nerves taut. A small candle sized one, that hits in

the dark recess and instantly glows, and grows, to epic proportions of robust flame, that moves me

to dress faster with a hostile last tug to secure my pants. My blood boiling as it overtakes me, and I

sweep my hair back with sass and grab the door handle angrily.

Yanking the door open, surprised to come face to face with him as he’s leaning his forehead against

the door and I almost face butt him full on. His eyes glowing with the turmoil of his emotions, but it

does little to dampen mine. It only notches my inner fury up another click. They meet mine and lock

on in that special way we have whenever our eyes connect, the sizzle, the connection, but he isn't

expecting the response that comes out of me. Nor the rage. That little burning flame of crazy that

explodes at the sight of him.

"You didn't even like me before that night! You didn't know me! This, us, it's not real. It's something

implanted inside of us by something up there.” I point skyward, aggressively, glaring at him. “We

would never have fallen for one another, never have crossed paths in any kind of way if it wasn't for

the fates. I wasn't on your radar, and to be honest, I didn't even like you anyway.” I shove him back

out of my space with a push to his ab’s, so he clears the doorway, and he just gawps at me like I've

lost my mind. Maybe I have! “You don't even remember me, do you? ... Before that night. I didn’t

think so! ... You need to pull your head out of your ass and remember that. Carmen was the woman

you loved and planned a life with, and you chose her.... Loud and painfully clear! You said the words

to me, and this is done. The fates didn't stop us, Colton, you did and your family, and everyone else

in this hell hole that confined my kind to a dark hole on the outskirts and left us there to die. So

don't you dare tell me how awful this is for you, because you have no fucking idea what awful is

until you've walked in my shoes for the last ten years of life. You have Carmen, you have a pack, a

home, and a fucking choice in all of this. I never did! The fates didn't punish you with this, they

probably expected you to man up and do what they told you to do, for whatever reason they

decided on us! You did this to us! You did this to me! Suck it up and shut the fuck up!” I have no

idea where this angry dress down comes from, but I deliver it in a raspy, accusatory tone, right into

his face. No fear or wuthering wallflower, cowering in front of an alpha of the pack. Just an angry

girl, in the face of a stupid boy, who bruised her heart and is pissing her off by denying his part in it.

A powerful frustration filled lecture, snarls and throaty growls included, and I lock a penetrating

gaze on him pinning him where he stands as though I could impale him with looks alone.

It's true though. He can stand making speeches and regretful apologies from now until eternity, but

the simple fact is, Colton had a choice, and this is what he chose. He doesn't get to whine like some

spoiled pup about it now. He's an alpha for god's sake, and he needs to own it. Not act like some

overdramatic teen whose parents are being lame and stopping him from doing something

superficial.

He stares back at me in utter shock, rendered mute at my outburst and unsure how to even respond

anyway. Even his mind link is silent. I don’t think any wolf this far below his station has ever talked to

him like that, and he doesn’t seem like he knows quite how to respond. If I was anyone else, he

probably would have me pinned to the floor by the throat and reminded them who their alpha was.

Instead he’s silently shocked that I even had it in me.

I “arghh’ at him, and shove him back abruptly, marching past, simmering with this sudden newfound

rage and I know it can only be some sort of delayed reaction to what happened tonight.

I'm not myself, I don't feel like I'm really here, and to be honest this whole Carmen, Colton,

Vampires, bullshit and being brought to the home of the people who made my last decade

worthless, is all a little too much for me right now. I'm angry, seething, bubbling away inside... at

him, them, life, The god damn fates. Most of all, I'm angry at me; for being this weak stupid girl who

wasn't good enough to keep, and too useless and vulnerable to save her friends. Her family.

I lost everything and I almost died. Terrified inside, deep down, like a churning pit of foreboding that

shadows me, of the monsters I knew only from stories. The ones who jumped out of the fables and

threw me out of my own bedroom window.

Knowing they are out there and close enough to really devastate our kind is enough in itself to

make me cower for the rest of my life. They had a weapon, a sound, that much like Carmen's had

the ability to hurt us and render us unable to turn. That means we're no longer the stronger in this

newfound war and we can all be killed. I have bigger things in my head right now, than love

confessions, and pining assholes trying to mess with my head, while arguing with his mate.

“I'm not going to spend my days whining about this crap, and I need you to just stop, okay. The

words you said in the forest were the end of this. There's nothing to say or drag out and talk

through.” I turn on him aggressively, lifting my palms in a show of “what now?’, meaning where the

hell am I meant to be going in this damned house because I have never been here before and I'm

fucking lost. He nods back at a door behind me with very little to say. His expression ashen,

temporarily without words, and not really tackling my mood in the slightest.

To be honest, he looks a little shellshocked and right now, I don't really care. I have weeks of pent

up heartbreak at this guy's hands and I'm done being a push over. My life, in one night, went from

awful, to completely rock bottom, end of the line, apocalypse, kind of bad. I have bigger headaches

than him.

My emotions starts shredding and unraveling now that I let all of that out, chest hit with a heavy

shunt, and suddenly I don't’ feel so pent up and hostile anymore, instead I feel like maybe, I might

actually cry. From rage and frustration to a sudden need to lie down and sob. Energy burning out

from venting, and reality coming back full circle to remind me that I've lost everything.

I spin away from him to head on, then stop, shudder involuntarily as the overwhelming wave hits

me at full speed and the tidal wave of tears come out of nowhere. I don't even have a chance to try

and combat it before it hits full throttle. Breaking and flinching as I lose control and they start to fall.

Coughing on the woeful sound that escapes me and smothering my face with both hands to try and

catch the waterfall as it pours from my eyes.

“Lorey, baby, don't.” Colton catches me by the arm, tries to pull me towards him but I throw him off,

putting too much force into shoving him away from me and sending him back stepping by about

three feet. Startling him with my show of force as he raises his palms to show he won't retaliate.

Even breaking down like a feeble femme, there's an internal burning rage that just isn't ready to die.

“Don’t. I don't need you touching me, consoling me. I just need you to leave me alone. All of you. I

was fine on my own before, and I'll be fine on my own again.” Not really accurate, but irrational, and

hormonal, are not states to be argued with, and all I know is I need to get out of here and run. I

need space. From him, them, this, my whole head mess of pain, at knowing from tonight onwards,

nothing is going to be the same ever again.

I turn and head for the front door impulsively, not caring about anything else but getting solitude,

the darkness invading the open space as I reach it, sending an internal shiver of terror down into my

stomach. I peer out into the unknown, from a doorway I've never known and with the knowledge

that creatures out there worse than us mean us harm. They could be anywhere, and I have no place

to return too now either.

“No!” Colton yanks me back with force and I spin on him tearfully. “I'll leave you alone, but you're

not leaving this house. It's dangerous out there for all of us now, and I won't let you go.” He pins me

with a commanding look and a hostile tone, veiling a sliver of fear for my safety, but I throw it aside

and cast of his emotions that are starting to flood me once more. I open my mouth to bark a

refusal, but he hits me with a mental link and that dominant tone that instantly disables me.

You are not to leave this pack house without my say so, and you won't argue! Stop it, now!

My head buzzes, both with rage and sheer frustration, as words catch in my throat and almost

choke me instantaneously. I can't get them out, his gift being misused to confine me to his home

and stop my need to tell him what I think of his “commands’. Rendered mute because he forbade

me to argue and the only words poised are one's that tell him where to go. I instead throw my

hands in the air, glaring furiously at him and then sucker punch him in the abs, out of intense

frustration. He flinches, half smiling with a shocked response, total disbelief that I'm being this

aggressive and a little apprehensive in how to react. I storm left, heading for the bathroom I just

came from. Hating on him for being such a bossy asshole and exerting his powers over me when he

has no god damn right.

Colton catches me by the elbow instantly, and yanks me to the right instead, heading for the stairs

at a fast pace that signals he’s in no mode to argue about it. Forced by his strength. Not even

letting me choose where I get to be alone and it riles me, that simmering fire in my belly back in a

flash to push all tame aside and my inner demon shows face. I start fighting him, every inch of the

way, by tugging, and squirming, and pushing him off, stabbing him with scathing pointed glares,

refusing to relent. I pull his hand from my arm, getting madder when he grabs me by the other

instead, a tighter, biting grip, that is meant to bring me back to heel. I twist it away, but to no avail

as he shunts me from behind, then slides his arms around my body and continues to forcefully

guide and push me where he wants me to go. It becomes a juvenile game of slapping, grabbing,

shoving, tugging, and he gets me around the waist and lifts me from my feet before I ram an elbow

straight in his face, crunching on the bridge of his nose and bruising my bone in the process.

“Fuck sakes, Lorey!” He snaps at me, losing his shit completely and halts as we hit the foot of the

stair. Seriously emanating all kinds of rage at my refusal to be controlled and glares, hitting me with

a full-on furious frown and sneer. He turns me snappily, hauls me towards him by the waist, bends

and hoists me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.

Not playing anymore; his anger radiating hotter than the sun, but it only heightens my own.

Carrying me as I squirm and wriggle and kick out, using my nails on his back in a bid to make him

drop me. He grips me tight and does the worst thing he can do in this moment. He uses his gift

again, in a bid to get me to do as he wants, against my will.

Be still. Be quiet. Obey me!

I freeze, motionless, voiceless, all without choice and completely furious that he renders me

immobile. My internal bubbling pot of “how the fuck dare you’ heightening to volcanic levels in the

blink of an eye. Internally seething, that twice, in the space of a minute, he's exerted his alpha tone

over me and put me in my place like an obedient little lowlife. My body obeying him, my throat

muting, and I honestly don't think I have ever felt this much instant venom for anyone in my whole

life.

It almost explodes inside of me, with the power to rip down these damned four walls. Like a kettle

letting off steam after boiling to excessive popping abilities, and it fills my every pore and vein with

a molten lava, straight from the depths of hell.

I loathe him, more than I ever thought I could hate anyone, and despite being bonded and

imprinted to this arrogant asshole, I want to rip his god damn, fucking, stupid, dumbass, shitty,

head, off his shoulders, and kick it down the stairs like a soccer ball.

That internal rage heats me like a volcano from inside out, my blood reaching boiling point, my

temper shooting through the roof and despite being utterly paralyzed, slumped over him as we

climb the stairs, my mind and insides churn up a tornado that would scare the fates. It feels like I

emit a solar flare when I boom out via our mental link.

I FUCKING DESPISE YOU!!!

It's a psychic scream, but as we pass two other Santo’s on the stair, the very second it erupts from

my mind to his, even those two males cower and fall to the ground, grabbing their heads and

yelping in agony. Colton, too crumbles, dropping me clumsily, my lifeless body, with an ungraceful

thud on top of him as we collapse in a heap on the steps.

Like a tremor of an earthquake, erupting from my soul, every vase, glass, ceramic, and piece of

pottery, in the near vicinity, explodes instantaneously, windows blow out all around us and the

chandelier of the main hall hanging right to the left of the stair way shatters into a thousand tiny

specks of self-combusted dust, as though it just exploded. Scattering microscopic glitter into the air

that comes to settle on everything around it.

It's a second of utter chaos, as though a bomb just went off in the center of the pack house, and

hard brittle objects in every direction break under the strain with a dramatic “whoosh’.

People come down like ten pins around us, caving and crumbling while covering their ears, every

single Santo in the downstairs hall who just walked in. I can see them from my viewpoint. All

gripping their skulls and screwing their eyes shut as it reverberates through and causes them all to

collapse where they stand, in a ripple effect. I'm the only one not clawing at themselves to keep,

what seems to be overwhelming pain, out.

“What the f....?" Colton is breathless as he tries to regain composure, sliding his arms away from me

hurriedly, and skirts back to give me space, leaving me suddenly free to pull myself together. A hint

of fear darting across his normally emotionless face as he flashes a glance at me and then on the

carnage all around us, at all the debris. I can sense his panic and confusion and for the moment, I

can feel he doesn't want to get any closer, that he's wary about what I just did. If that was even me.

I'm dazed, bruised, from being dropped on a hardwood staircase, and completely non-plussed

about what the hell just happened. I feel like there was some sort of implosion around me, yet I'm

completely unscathed. And now, my internal thoughts, body and soul are totally calm. All that fire

and rage, just gone.

“Was that voice hers?” one of the males on the stairs crawls to his knees and attempts to pull

himself up by the bannister, staring at me in utter wariness. He too looks afraid and keeps his

distance, getting further from me as he moves out of range.

"You heard her?” Colton spins on him and I pale as both men nod. Eyes darting to me, then him,

and they slide down the steps until they get on their own feet and scale it quickly to get away from

me. Shaking legs, rubbing their heads and I can feel all eyes turning my way as others begin to pick

themselves up from the floor. The hall looks like Armageddon just rolled through and there's

smashed glass, china, and all sorts of carnage on every surface.

I know I did it in the headspace that only Colton should hear. No one else can access our bonded

link. I didn't say it out loud, and as I move to sit up and gather my wits, I realize I'm no longer bound

by his command either. I cough, and croak out a shocked reply, weirded out that I can both move

and speak. Shouldn't be able to until he undoes what he told me to do.

“I didn't do that.” I implore him, turning with nervousness, wounded when he moves even further

away, his eyes on me mistrusting. I can sense his apprehension, and it cuts deep, like he's rejecting

me all over again.

"What the hell was that?!?!" Juan Santo bursts in the open space of the front door of the pack

house, surrounded by his entourage of men, all dragging on blankets to conceal their nudity and

looking utterly feral. All casting an accusatory eye, first at those who have come out into the hallway

to see what's going on, dazed, and confused, to join those picking themselves out of the mess, but

then his eyes scan up to where we are and locks a hateful glare right on me.

I can almost taste his despise of me and the pointed way his eyes flicker to Colton in an “why is she

here?’ furious balk.

“I think that was Alora. I mean... it was, Alora.” Colton sounds sheepish, and even through all this

chaos going off inside of me, I can feel he's afraid to come near me. There's genuine confusion, fear,

inside of him and he’s keeping his distance by several feet now. Bonded or not, right now, he is

scared of me. He doesn't understand what I just did any more than I do.

“It couldn't have been. She can’t have the power to inflict that kind of pain in the link state.... Or

break everything as far as the eye can see. No wolf can.” A voice in the crowd echoes my way and

I'm aware every set of eyes locked on me now and shrink down into a huddled heap of shame. Heat

rising to my face as I attempt to turn invisible.

I immediately think of Carmen's gift, wondering if maybe it's coincidental, and this was her, from

somewhere else in the house, going catatonic in her own misery, but I know it can't be. She can

smash glass only in the near vicinity when she sustains a scream at highest pitch for long seconds. It

hurts our hearing, not our mental link, and she’s never demolished everything around her the way I

just did. Nor immobilized the entire pack with one pulsating psychic yell.

“Alora can.” Colton’s voice drops in the air around us like a heavy thud, and the deathly silence,

wave of shock, fear, and utter confusion, his response is met with, sends the fear of god right to the

pit of my soul.

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