Chapter 11: chapter 11

The night fell and I had a feeling that someone was inside my room. I saw Lenon, he came closer, and closer to me I was getting more and more nervous. I hated Lenon for getting close to me. Suddenly he came more closer. He lifted my blouse and pressed my breast hard. He said, “babe they are soft.”  I was very nervous and I turned red hot. I was getting hurt and this was the second time someone touched my breast. Uncle would crush him to death if he knew. I whispered to Lenon. Still Lenon went to an extent of sucking them. I hated Lenon for that but I moaned in pain. “I love it babe, ” he whispered. I angrily told him that it was hurting me. Finally I got the courage of kicking his erected penis. He screamed in pain but shut his mouth quickly. I switched on the room lights and saw him attempting to jump from my window to go back home. I pulled him back and slapped him thrice for hurting me. Surprisingly that guy kissed me again. I was nervous that was my first kiss an unwanted guy took it all. Lenon escaped, and I was left in pain. The day arrived when I again missed college and mom and dad were finding new admissions. I got one but in the interiors so mom disapproved of it. Then another and yet another, college and mom kept on disapproving the  education which local board offered me. I didn't want mom to suggest any suggestions and, I decided to focus on my designing till then. I hugged my trophy and cried. Suddenly Lenon's message flashed. I didn't reply him. Meanwhile uncle took me out for a ride. I happily went. I didn't want to see Lenon when I was out, so I decided to tell uncle to take me a place Lenon wouldn't spot me. I was nervous and uncle noticed it. “Don't worry dear I won't touch you. I actually..." ~Uncle Royce“Actually what uncle?"~ I asked.“Nothing... Um..." He bluntly replied.Uncle and I had an ice cream and headed towards a park. We sat in the park for a few minutes. I was looking at the lush geen tree nearby, on that tree there was a bird feeding her hatchlings. I looked at that while enjoying my ice-cream. I was eating a strawberry flavour while he munched on a sweet corn, with lots of spice on it. Ugh... I never liked that blend of flavor, it made me vomit, but now I love that... Because it is uncle's favorite. Uncle smiled at me while I was looking at him eating the corn. “ I... I can give you the world... Mmm... But you know... Hmmm... Like your dad." He spoke nervously, still munching on the corn. “What the @@@@ did you say dad? Huh... I'll burry you alive get that... May be you love aunt Eli now... She is become more beautiful right?" I asked him with tears in my eyes. He swiftly pulled me closer to him, but being immature I angrily pushed him. “Carry on foster dad, here are many foster aunts n moms please introduce me to them as one of your wife... Go go please go do it I am not gonna stop you. Or should I say hiii foster mommies." I retorted. He kept eating and I began looking around, for a long time there was silence between us. Uncle didn't bother he got up from his seat and walked towards the tea stall. He threw the remains of the corn into the thrash and ordered two cups of tea. It was 6:00 pm by then, another notification flashed on my mobile, and I again didn't bother to see it. I was in no mood of drinking the tea he was bringing me. He approached me and handed me one cup. I smiled and took it. I didn't know how to correct his taste sense. I really really wanted to gulp a pizza, while this man brings me a cup of hot milk tea. Having no choice I began drinking it.“Tasty isn't it?"~ uncle Royce asked me. I didn't reply him again. “Haha she is exactly opposite of my Rue in attitude... Mmm age gap you know." “oh really!" I replied. It was 6:15 by now and mom would be worried... I told uncle that we should go back. He agreed too. On our way back home we began to talk again... I told him that I feel that I lack something in my life. He explained it to me... That I lack courage and when I get that everything will be fine. Our date was a great one, but the old man called it a ride. We reached home and I walked to my room with a lot of fresh mood filled inside me. I took bath and wore the bathrobe uncle had bought me. I looked at myself in the mirror, and smiled. It looked great on me, he has a good choice I say. There was still a long time for dinner, so I decided to scroll over my phone. After mainly 3 hours I opened my phone properly. On the phone: Lenon: (45 missed video calls) watsapp.I ignored all his calls... And I regretted going online. As he was online at the same time too, again he called. Instead of ignoring the call I picked it... Ugh... My gut feelings kill me and those butterflies in my stomach. I stay numb on the call, getting a bit uncomfortable. I looked at his face on the screen and he was making some weird gestures. Flirting with his lips and smiling like ... Hmm... I didn't know what to call it... “I will cut off my wrist is you decline my call babe..." ~Lenon...He said that line and I froze... Until mom came to call me for dinner. I quickly shut my phone and went with mom. Downstairs I spotted uncle clenching a letter in his hand and storming out of the house angrily.