Chapter 4: chapter 4

I smiled simply clutching my fist. I thought I had lost my uncle. My nails has almost made a mark in my skin. Suddenly a notification rang on my phone, I didn't bother to look at it. I was so sick of my life. I wanted uncle and I didn't want him too. He didn't give me attention that day and he went out with his bike. I kept looking at him. Uncle had no guilt about ignoring me. I was getting pissed, and ready to cry my kidneys out. I was angry at myself because I ignored uncle all these days. I missed him still. Lenon had his eyes on me still. His instagram post said it all. My stomach was hitting butterflies. Anyways there were no feelings for Lenon in my heart. I was very scared of him. I felt the Lenon was obsessed with me. Luckily Lenon's mom didn't come to fight. As it was evening 6 I went for a walk in the park. The park had pretty flowers, small wild grass. Yes! My friends think I am wierd because I love lantanas. What value do those have they ask but I know that they do. They are all different colours united in one. I can see many. Oh I just have pictures captured of them. One of pink and light pink cluster and others of complete yellow and some of orange and red mixture. Who the hell calls them weeds? I call them ornamental beauties. All look like models in the garden. Oh I am so sorry I began describing lantanas, the fact is that I love them a lot. I was memorizing everything in the park and I noticed Lenon staring at me from far. He stopped at the ice cream shop and brought two ice creams. One of choclate and other strawberry popsicle. He knew I love eating that one. I couldn't deny that one just that one. He was approaching me and I didn't bother to walk away. I was standing at my favourite place at the park right near the lantanas. Lenon was approaching me. He said sorry for what he had done. I also apologized to him on uncle's behalf. We were ok again but, exact at the next moment Lenon handed me the ice cream I love. We spoke alot, and I laughed with him. Once I finished my ice cream and he finished his, he never down on one knee and removed a ring from his pocket. Lenon said, ‘ I love you.’ i was so shy that I wanted to run away. I was trembling, and scared. I wanted to run and hide. I asked him in a shaky time if he was serious. He claimed he was. Suddenly I stopped uncle Royce with his bike in the park. He parked his bike and came running from no where, he caught Lenon's collar bone from back and picked him up. I screamed uncle to stop. Lenon was scared I freed him from uncle. Uncle clutched my hand and took me away from Lenon. He started yelling at me. (The Scene) Uncle ( yelling ): “ I love you Rue, don't t you know? What was I sitting in this park for I knew that you would come here, but I didn't know you came here to meet that cheap, Lenon.”Rue : “Why do you care ? Sir Royce? What is your issue if I sleep also with Lenon.”Uncle : “Shut the f*** up you... Ok as you wish. Come home with me. I don't want that shitty guy around you. Let him f*** himself up.”I went home with him and didn't talk to him. I knew now that I didn't loose him. I was happy, the whole way till home I was smiling. Uncle asked me if I had gone crazy or was I thinking about Lenon. I told him that I was hungry and he took me to my favourite momo shop. We ate there and I ate alot. But mistake I told him Lenon have me a strawberry popsicle. He got upset again. I finally told uncle I loved him also. He paid the bill and we left, while learning my eyes got pulled off towards uncle's erection. I didn't want to care but... Ugh... A filthy womans weakness like me. Still he didn't touch me. He only looked at me and smiled. I knew what we were doing was wrong. Belonging to an Indian catholic family we would not have respect in our own house. Dad would kill uncle for loving his daughter. It was a blossoming feeling but, I hated the factual one. That was the best and the worst evening of my life, but eventually I felt the best.  I was feeling as if I am a model. Three days later, Uncle was having a walk in the garden. I hadn't told him about the fancy plant modelling competition to be held in the school in next 3 days. He somehow knew I was upto something so that inquisitive man kept on peeping into my room. I was busy in meeting my tiger claw flower costume ready. It looked splendid but it was revealing and he wouldn't allow me to wear it. Especially when Lenon's eyes were on me. The next day I snuck the dress into my school bag, uncle volunteered to drop me. I refused his offer, he agreed and let me go. Getting ready in the school washroom was ok but not as comfortable as home.   Was that a good thing of me dressing up as a tiger claw? Oh yes Gloriosa superba, after lantanas I am fascinated by those. I too felt by now that I am pretty wierd. My friends came near me and told me that I looked sexy. Lenon was staring at me and I felt like hiding myself. Soon he come near me and told me that my entire costume and me would give guys an errection and I was like... I scolded Lenon and told him that he wasn't my husband to order me over things. Lenon still didn't stop till there he offered me a fully covering costume and told me to dress as a Lilly for him. I slightly pushed him back and told him not to talk to me. I told him that uncle would slaughter him if I complained at home that he troubled me. I went towards my classroom and noticed many gazes on me. When I was searching my phone I couldn't find it. As I was walking back to the washroom, thinking that I had left my phone there after changing, I saw uncle approaching towards the school building. I was certain that he would scold me for wearing this costume. I quickly his myself in the female washroom. Through the door as I snuck, I saw Lemon handing my phone to uncle and talking to him. I was furious and I went out to scold Lenon. Uncle looked at me and told me that he needs to talk to me later. Obsessed Lenon returned my phone and left me alone with uncle. Uncle took me to the most silent place of the school compound. This place was graveyard. Uncle scolded me for wearing revealing clothes.