Chapter 5: chapter 5

  I knew that his eyes said, “you are mine Rue I can't let your body be some lustful scene.” Uncle looked at me angrily and was almost pulling me home. I rebelled and told him not to interfere in my college life. I told him not to treat me like a baby. While his penis was still high up inside wanting to love me. I didn't want to tell my friends about him. I knew that I would struggle to make him mine. I was still in the graveyard with him. He was scolding me still for wearing that costume. I yelled at him to shut up and walked towards college. That rebellious man insisted to stay till the competition ends. I didn't bother I walked towards the hall. The hall was beautifully decorated and I was excited. As I entered uncle yelled me to stop. That old man covered my waist with his old shawl. I was furious and I untied the shawl and threw it in the direction of the window. I was already late due to uncle's fury. Luckily my name was announced and I did my ramp walk. Out in the crowd someone screamed ‘sexy’ I felt a sensation of burning in my stomach. The judges gaped at me and the principle looked shy. I thought I would be fired out from the college. The principle yelled in middle of my ramp walk, “ Rue get off the stage right now and go to the fucking rest room. Change this shitty costume and meet me in the office.”  I was embarrassed, knowing that uncle and Lenon had warned me about this. Everything went silent, the music, air and my excitement went damp. My legs almost were shivering and wanted to give away, but I decided to keep my calm and complete the ramp walk. I didn't care what the principle thought. I showed off my skinny belly and gracefully completed the walk. Suddenly my orgasms went high and I wished something magical to happen. I didn't know why I rebelled, I went to the rest room and May handed me her jacket. I wore that and with a heavy heart I walk upstairs to the hall. I was watching the fashion show. I knew I had no chance to win. My friends were stunned by my behaviour. I thought that they would befriend me after this. I was almost close to dead now. I only knew that I had spent my entire time and fortune for this competition, costume and day. I wouldn't let things slip away from my hands. Ultimately the judges had the decision in their hands. I had mixed feelings of confidence and fear. Suddenly as the last contestant was doing her ramp walk, uncle got up from his seat. He handed me my phone and went outside. After almost 5 minutes he called me and I was again going towards the graveyard with him. My hands were numb and eyes were full of tears. Uncle opened the gate, and the next moment we see a couple kissing the girl pinned to the wall and the guy enjoying his orgasms along with her. Uncle told me not to pay any attention to them, I did as he said but my curious eyes anyways made me look at them. I was getting distracted from uncle because I was looking at them. I was thinking to myself how could someone enjoy kissing so much and nearly for past 5 minutes. Uncle again scolded me for looking at them. Now I decided to completely concentrate on what he wanted to say. I hugged him and I cried, I let my feelings out, I told him that I never intended to fall in trouble. He assured me that everything was going to be ok. Finally uncle convinced me to go back to the hall and later talk to the principal. I agreed this time. I went back to the hall. I entered with my hands numb cold and legs not wanting to step inside. I could see the principal and the techers glaring at me, and some gossiping among themselves. “Todays modern girls, ugh... They have their own fantasies”, whispered Mrs Belinda to Mrs. Linda. I could see the lip movements directing towards me. My heart was aching and tongue was dry with fear. Finally it was time for the results. The judges handed over their marksheet. I was looking at the judges exchanging glances. Sixth place, Elina Goes, Fifth place, Sera D'mello, Fourth place, Ramita Sharma, Third place, Nicole De Souza, Second place was shared by Reshma Das and Aura Gomes and now was the time for first place. I had lost all hopes and was very sad. First place 🥇 was announced and I couldn't believe it, it was Rue D'Sa. I was confused, and couldn't believe my ears. I didn't get up from my seat still. My friend jerked me and told me that it was me. “but i was disqualified,” I said. Finally I went on the stage and my heart was beating hard. The audience were whispering silently, “how can Rue win? She was disqualified right?” The crown was placed on my head. I was given the trophy, the principal again stood up from his seat and objected me to be the winner. Tears dropped down my eyes I couldn't hope to be  more embarassed. In no time one of the judges, Mrs. Della Joe stood up calmed the principal down and started speaking. “Take it easy Mrs. Rose, this is the latest trend. She is beautiful to be a model and trendy too, and her confidence turned us on so she won this competition. She said a thank you and left the stage. The other judge Mr. Harrison stood and requested to speak. He asked me if I had designed the costume. In no time I nervously shook my head, because I was proud of my design. He told that he would like to hire me as a part time designer for his company with themes and designes. I was thrilled to hear this. Atleast throughout this stressful day something good happened. After the fashion show ended I went to principals office. The principal's anger had cooled down and she agreed to give me some amount of relaxation from school due to my part time job. I was happy about my new twist in my life.