MELODY
A loud knock on my door startled me. I hopped out of the bathtub and wrapped a towel around my body to answer it.
I opened the door and saw Jake and Nick standing there.
âHey,â both said in unison.
âWhat are you doing here?â I crossed my arms.
âCan we come in?â Nick asked.
I nodded and stepped back.
âJust give me a minute to change.â I walked into the bathroom and put on a white tank top and yellow shorts.
âSo?â I asked, sitting between them.
They looked at each other. âDan is your boyfriend?â Jake asked.
âYes?â It came out like a question.
âOkay, we just wanted to make sure youâre fine,â Jake said.
âWhy?â I looked back and forth between them. They were behaving weirdly.
âWe just wanted to check if youâre having safe sex. We mean, if youâre on the pill or he uses a condom,â Nick said.
âOh my God, Nick! I donât want to talk about my sex life with you guys!â I shrieked, standing up. I asked them to leave.
There was another knock. I looked at Jake and Nick. They shrugged. I opened my door and saw Mom, Dad, Lisa, and Xavier standing there.
I turned back to my brothers. They looked everywhere but at me.
~What the fuck is going on?~ I screamed mentally.
They all walked in and sat on the bed and the couch. They all looked at each other and not at me. Xavierâs jaw clenched tightly, and he was glaring at me.
~But why?~
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I raised questioning eyebrows, and they all laughed nervously.
âWhat?â I asked, crossing my arms as I stood in the middle of the room.
âSweetheart, we want to tell you we all like Dan very much. Heâs a good man with a good family,â Mom said.
âI know, Mom. Dan is a good man, and his parents are sweet,â I gritted out. I didnât know what was going on, but surely it was hitting my nerves.
Xavier hadnât taken his eyes off me.
Mom and Dad looked at each other, and Mom nudged Dad and said, âWeâre okay if you want to take your relationship to the next level.â
I looked at them like they had lost their minds. âAnd why would I do that?â I cocked my head.
âI know youâre young. Sometimes, we all make mistakes. You donât have to hide things from us.â
âAnd what I am hiding?â I glared at my mom.
âI know, sis. You told us youâre on the pill. Sometimes, the pill doesnât work, or a condom breaks. Itâs not your fault. We can understand,â Jake said.
âWeâre always there for you, whatever you decide,â Nick said.
~What the fuck? Everything is flying over my head.~
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âYes, honey. Weâre always there for you.â Dad came forward and pulled me into his embrace and kissed my forehead affectionately.
I stepped back. âIs someone going to tell me what the hell is going on?â I snapped, frustrated.
âI know, sweetie. Youâre pregnant, and you donât need to hide anything from us,â Mom said, stepping closer.
~What the actual fuck?~
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I stepped back and ran my hand through my hair a few times. They were watching me intently, and Xavier was throwing daggers at me, his jaw ticking and hands balled into fists.
I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and slowly turned to them.
âI am not pregnant,â I said calmly.
âBaby, itâs okay,â Mom said softly.
âI am not pregnant!â I snapped and looked into everyoneâs eyes.
âHow do you know? Youâre not a doctor, Mel. You were sick; you were feeling nauseated,â Lisa said. She took Xavierâs hand in hers.
A foreign sense of jealousy rose inside me. I clenched my jaw.
âI said. I. Am. Not. Pregnant,â I snapped and glared at their joined hands. He smirked and pulled back his hand from Lisaâs hold.
âYouâre sexually active. Itâs happened; we donât blame you,â Jake said in a low voice.
âWhat the fuck? Didnât you listen when I said Iâm not pregnant?â I hissed. I was getting frustrated telling them the same thing over and over.
âBut you are sexually active,â Lisa said, and my eyes connected with Xavierâs.
He was watching me curiously to see what my answer would be. If I said no, it would confirm that Dan was not my boyfriend, but I wanted to make it clear that I wasnât pregnant.
I looked away from him and whispered, âNo.â
âWhat do you mean? You have a boyfriend, and youâre saying you donât sleep with him?â
I glared at my sister.
I was praying to God to stop this conversation. I didnât want to strangle my own sister.
âWhen was the last time you had sex?â Mom asked.
âSeriously?â I asked incredulously.
Now I was definitely sure I had the craziest and weirdest family.
âYes; when was the last time you had sex?â Mom asked, crossing her arms over her chest.
âItâs been three months since I last had sex,â I gritted out. âAnd before you ask any more questions about my sex life, let me answer first.
âDan and I are taking things slow. We want a long-term commitment, and we were so focused on our studies we didnât have a thought about sex. Any more questions?â
I glared at everyone sitting in my room. I hated to lie about Dan and our relationship.
I saw Xavier exhale like heâd been holding his breath for too long.
âOh my God. Weâre sorry, sweetie. We were worried about you. We thought you were scared to tell us about your pregnancy.â She came and pulled me into a hug.
I saw Jake and Nick snicker at my embarrassment.
I glared at them, and they walked out after saying sorry. Xavier was the last to walk out.
After everyone had left, he pulled me close by the waist. Nuzzling my neck, he whispered, âDonât lock the door. We need to talk.â He leaned to capture my lips in his. The kiss was soft and tender.
One last kiss on the forehead, and he walked away with a smile on his face, the same smile that Iâd melted for the first time I saw him in the club that night.
I closed the door, debating whether to lock it. I locked the door and sat on the edge of the bed, then a second later, I unlocked it again.
After a while, I locked the door and started working on my laptop, but I couldnât concentrate on the novel I was working on. I sighed and walked to the door and unlocked it again.
I lay there in bed, closing my eyes. I was planning a different type of scenario.
What would happen if he came in the middle of the night? Would we talk like adults? Or would he be angry at me for leaving him with only a note, or would he make love to me? No⦠No.
No lovemaking. He was my sisterâs boyfriend.
I stood, and I was about to lock the door when Xavier walked in with a smug grin on his face at finding the door unlocked.
~Fuck.~
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~I should have locked the door.~
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