MISS YOUNGS POV
She kissed me I can't believe it. I was so happy that I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I packed up my stuff and headed home, the smile faded when I saw who was at my front door. I pushed past her and unlocked my front door.
"Toni can we talk?" She asked, I rolled my eyes and went inside, she followed me in. "Get out Anna I don't want you here," she didn't listen and made herself at home like she always used to.
"Toni I miss you, I want you in my life again. I want you back," I turned round to look at her, a few tears ran down her face she looked serious I wanted to give her a hug and wipe away the tears and take her back, but I was always a game to her she never loved me so I didn't give in.
"I don't want you back," I turned and started to walk upstairs to get changed, she grabbed my wrist and pulled me back, "I love you," she said, she let go of my wrist and cupped my face in her hand, stroking it like she used to, the one that always comforted me. I could smell that familiar perfume which I used to love, she leaned closer and kissed me. It took me a second to realise what she was doing before I pushed her away disgusted.
"GET OUT" I yelled, "I don't love you anymore, you broke me into a million pieces and I'm finally happy again," she tried to kiss me again, but I pushed her away so hard she fell onto the ground. Anna got up and punched me in the face before walking to the door and opening it, "I don't love you, this was just another game. You don't mean anything to me you never did, that slut can have you" she turned and walked out
"She's not a slut," I yelled and slammed the door behind her.
I broke down into tears falling to the floor. I tried to move to my room but my legs wouldn't work, so I sat on steps and cried wishing Serena was here to hold me.
SERENAS POV
I must of drifted off to sleep at some point because I woke up with drool patch on my pillow and it was almost dark outside.
I felt my phone go off in my jacket and as i pulled it out something fell onto the bed, i picked it up and looked at it! It was a note with a number, message or call me if you ever need xx Toni â¡ 04~~~~~~
How on earth did this end up in my pocket? I thought back to last week it took me a while to remember but i eventually remembered Miss Young taking me home Monday from school. She must of given it to me then and wouldve forgotten about it after i fell over.
I punched her number into my phone, and sent her a text I'm sorry about today x
I got a reply back pretty much straight away
T: is this Serena?
S: yes it is
T: are you okay? Did something happen?
S: Yes I'm okay, no nothing happened, I'm just bored my mum went away for business and I just needed someone to talk to. Sorry I don't know why i messaged you
T: it's okay. I didn't think you were going to at all, I'm glad you did. I needed someone to talk to too
S: I'm sorry for kissing you
T: Its honestly okay babe don't worry! I kissed you back for a reason ;)
S: I'll see you tomorrow in class Miss Young.
T: see you then Miss Jade ;)
I put my phone back in my pocket smiling and went to get food, and then went back to my room.
I messaged Ayla telling her to come over, and within 10 minutes she was in my room, and I had just started telling her all about Miss Young.
I decided not to tell her the about the kiss or the fact that I was illegally texting her. And eventually the conversation moved onto her talking about this girl she was interested in.
She insisted on staying the night, and we stayed up watching disney movies and then eventually ending up falling asleep, I woke up in the middle of the night, with my arm wrapped around Ayla. I turned around and laid there thinking about Miss Young and what tomorrow would be like.
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I got to school right on 9am and ran to my first class, the teacher didn't look impressed but kept her mouth shut! I completely zoned out for the rest of the class, just thinking about how I couldn't wait to go to English. I still hadn't worked out what it was about Miss Young that I liked so much, but there was something there, and I didn't know whether I should be scared or not.
English rolled round and I went and sat where I always do waiting for her to take her seat, and she finally did, looking a little rushed, and her left eye looked darker than normal but was covered by makeup so it wasn't to obvious.
A wave of rage rushed through me as I thought about anyone touching her, she must of seen the look on my face cause she frowned at me, then kept talking to the rest of the class about Shakespeare.
Halfway through class I couldn't take it any longer and I messaged asking if she was okay, she messaged me back saying she was fine, and that she didn't want to talk about it, I didn't reply back but it had made me even more worried.
The bell finally rang and stayed in my seat and refused to move until everyone had left. I got up walking to her worry written all over my face, I quickly closed the door so no one could hear and then went up to her.
"Babe what happened," she kept quiet at first not looking at me, I put my finger under her chin and lifted her face up to look at me. Tears in her eyes, I moved my hand and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.
"Who did this to you?" I asked, that's when the tears fell down her face, I wiped them away and moved closer to her and held her close. After a while she finally spoke.
"My ex, she came over to mine last night, and was trying to get back with me, but I refused because she had cheated on me and was just not a very nice person in general, and well she wouldn't take no for an answer and tried to keep kissing me and when I pushed her away she fell over and well she ended up punching me, and told me that she never loved me," I held her closer I wanted to keep her safe,
"I promise that I won't let anyone hurt you as long as I live" I whispered into her ear. Then I thought about what I had said, she was a girl and my teacher. I'm straight I need to stop, but I couldn't there was just something about here that made my heart melt. This time she wrapped her arms around me, and cried into me. She eventually stopped, apologising for crying and laughing about how she probably looks awful. I shook my head and said she looked beautiful as always, she smiled heaps and kissed me on the cheek.
"You should go it's almost third period," she said looking at her phone, i must of looked worried because she reassured me that she was okay, and gave me another kiss and winked at me as I left.
During third period I got my phone out and was about to message Toni, when I saw that she had messaged me,
Thankyou for before, it meant a lot. T xx
Anytime gorgeous, I'm always around if you ever want to talk. I'm sorry I didn't stay and talk last night, I now realise what your message meant. S xx
I sent the message and then put the phone back in my pocket so I didn't get into trouble!
After class I pulled my phone out of my pocket and checked my messages,
That's okay, I wasn't expecting you to understand it, I wanted to tell you but didn't know how so I thought I'd just leave it. T x
I read that and saw she wrote another one,
Can I give you a lift home tonight? T x
I'd love that if you're still around of course S xx
Yes I'll meet you out the front in 10 minutes T xx
She drove me home and the whole time I was so nervous. When she pulled up into the driveway I got out and thanked her for the lift and went inside. Not even a minute later there was a knock at the door, I opened and saw her standing there.
"Is it okay if I stay for a bit? I don't feel like going home Anna might be there," She asked, she looked like she was about to start crying again.
"Of course, come in!"
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I walked up to Miss Young's office really nervous, I didn't know what to expect. I was worried she'd tell me something that we shouldn't be doing this, whatever "this" was!
I knocked on her door and heard her say come in, I opened the door and saw her sitting there looking so beautiful as always. She smiled at me and it melted my heart, I still don't quite understand why.
"What's up?" I asked, "close the door please Serena," I closed the door and turned back around, she had moved and was now sitting on her desk!
"I think we need to talk," hearing those words freaked me out and didn't quite know why! She must of seen my panic because she reassured me that it was nothing bad.
" I don't quite know how to say this...." she paused and thought then continued "I know this is totally unprofessional, and definitely illegal but I really like you....."
"I like you too," I said cause it's true I did like her, she's a great teacher.
"No I'm talking about in the way you liked Jake way," it clicked in my head at that point,
"oh okay. I've never really thought about being with a girl before. I've just always thought I was straight because I never thought about girls the same way I have about boys, then well you came along. You've definitely changed my views. In a good way,"
"I want to be with you," she said really quickly. I just smiled "isn't illegal though?"
"Yes but I don't care, we can keep it a secret relationship?!" She said, I sat there thinking about it for ages. Thinking about her and all the things she does to me just by smiling, I must of been thinking for ages because she shook me a little, and I snapped back to reality.
"So what are you thinking? It must of been something good cause you were smiling heaps," I blushed heaps while she said that,
"I was just thinking about you actually, and how I don't want you to get caught, but that I'd love to be in a relationship with you," her whole face lit up as I said that.
I woke up confused. I felt someone move next to me and realised it was Toni, we must of fallen asleep talking. I laid there deciding whether or not to move closer, and eventually decided to move over. She turned around in her sleep and cuddled into me.
The next morning I woke up refreshed and happy. I looked over at Toni who was still sleeping in my arms. I tried to pull my arm out from under her without waking her, then went and hopped in the shower.
When I got out I could hear humming so I guess that meant Toni had woken up, I walked into my room and saw her sitting on my bed with her legs crossed, she smiled when she saw me, I got butterflies in my stomach, I still hadn't 100 percent worked out why but some of it was starting to make sense.
"Hey I have to get to school need a ride?" She asked getting off my bed. I nodded while I kept starring at her, I must of had a weird look on my face because she looked at me weirdly.
"Sorry yes I'd love a ride to school, are you hungry? Because I can make you breakfast if you want,"
"Sure I'd love that"
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The end of the week came so quickly and by the time it was Friday I was more exhausted than I normally am. I still hadn't gotten my results back and it was starting to freak me out a little bit.
Mum said hadn't come back from her business trip, I guess that means it was going well.
On the way home that day I got a call from the hospital,
"Hi Serena, this is Dr Green from Mercy Grace hospital, your results have come back and I was wondering if you would be able to come in with your Mum to discuss them?" He asked seriously. I suddenly got really worried, "sure I don't know when she gets back though, can I bring someone else?"
"Sure whoever you feel comfortable with, I'll see you tomorrow at 4," and with that he hung up.