Heating The Ruthless Alpha Sihanaâs POV Finished I regained consciousness slowly. It started with the sounds around me, the harsh breathing, intermittent cursing and the beeping of a machine. Then I felt a hand clutching mine in a death grip after which I felt the uncomfortable bed underneath me. It took more effort than usual to blink my eyes open and when I did, the brightness of the room almost burnt my eyeballs.
âI feel like shit.â My words were broken and raspy, my throat dry â parched, and my body heavy like Iâd been pummeled within every inch of my body.
âDonât you ââI blinked my heavy eyes at Cahir who was crushing my left palm in his. âDonât ever do that again.â His tone was quiet yet rough, his eyes looking soulless with large bags around them.
âI â Iâll try.â I whispered with a throat that burned every time I uttered a word.
âWater â L-â Iâd never seen Cahir so out of his elements before. His shoulders slumped forward, his voice was thicker and his Adamâs apple bobbed as he forced words out. âIâll get you a glass of water. As he said that, he still held on to my hand, his gaze fixed on me, unblinking as if he feared I would crumble to dust if he let go of my hand and vanish into thin air if he blinked.
With a sigh, he let go of my hand and rushed to the water dispenser in the room. I could still feel his eyes burning into my skin as he poured me a glass of water. When he returned, he helped me sit up and then I drank. I let out an involuntary sigh after I gulped down the glass of water, my throat thanking me.
âYou look haggard,â I muttered, feeling a bit refreshed.
âThis â This isnât about me, Sia.â His quiet voice made me look away. The air around him felt strange. His expression flittered between relief and an unidentifiable emotion that looked suspiciously like fear.
âYouâre awake.â I turned to see Aristo entering my hospital room with a nurse.
âHow are you feeling?â The lady asked as Aristo clamped a hand on his best friendâs shoulder.
âNot very good.â I mumbled in a low voice. That was an understatement.
It felt like ten people had taken axes to my head, trying to split my skull. My throat felt scratched as if Iâd been screaming for hours. My entire body felt like a truckload of wood too heavy for me but the worst of the sensation was the fire spreading inside me. It would not be an exaggeration to say that the heat inside me could make me breathe fire or at least smoke.
The nurse checked my temperature and her expression wasnât good. âYour temperature jumped,â
she said, writing in her notepad. âSince youâre awake now, we can collect the samples for your test.
Iâll get the doctor,â she concluded after a series of basic tests from my temperature to my blood pressure and heart rale.
âIâm hungry,â I muttered after the nurse left.
âOkay. Okay,â Cahir took a deep breath as if the words were difficult for him to speak. âWhat do you want? Aristo will get it.â I looked at the Beta who had been silent since he walked into the ward:
âAre you okay?â I asked him. He looked almost as bad as Cahir. His skin had lost its colour, his face turned. gaunt and his shirt was buttoned wrong.
Finished âIâabâI am fine, he replied with a smile. It was the first time I saw him give such a blatantly fake smile. Just worried about you. That and your worried sick mate has left the running of the pack to me. He tried for a joke but then he winced. âItâs not funny,â he responded to his joke. âGet well soon, Sia. Youâre scaring âI will,â I answered in a subdued tone, sneaking a glance at Cahir. His gaze did not stray from my face.
âSo- uh â what do you want to eat?â Aristo asked. I snuck another glance at Cabir. His expression was dark and guarded with blank emotionless eyes. He sat up straight and stiff as a log âI donât knowâ I turned my attention to his Beta. âIâm not âThe words about to fall from my lips paused. Iâd just said I was hungry but that hunger had vanished in the minutes between sneaking glances at Cahir and answering Aristoâs questions.
âGet Laura to prepare her favourite food and snacks,â Cahir came to my rescue. âMake it fast.â He dismissed his beta with a shooing hand gesture. Aristo nodded and exited the hospital ward.
âHow long â How long was I out?â I asked Cahir.
âSeventeen hours and twentyâsix minutes,â he blurted.
OâOh I looked away, feeling goosebumps on my skin despite the heat roasting me from the inside.
âWere you worried? The silence in the room forced me to turn back to him. The expression in his eyes made me swallow a thick lump. âIâI sec.â It was a foolish thing to ask. âWere you worried?â
Someone who had counted the hours and even the minutes Iâd been unconscious must certainly have been worried.
âIâm sorry.â I lay back down, the pounding in my head becoming too much to bear. âSorry for worrying you.â I closed my eyes and heaved a breath.
âDonât that.â His tone was flat. Large, cool hands grabbed mine and I blinked lazy eyes open when I felt his lips kiss each of the knuckles on my left hand. âDonât say that, Sihana.â
âI donât know whatâs wrong with me.â Despite my best effort, my tone came out wretched. âI donât- I donât understand.â It felt as if my body was rebelling against me as if something was eating me up from inside, something that spread like a burning fire. âJust Say something. Talk to me.â I urged my mate. The fire inside me responded to his voice.
You fainted and for a second, love, I felt I watched my world come crumbling down.â His grip on my arm tightened and he kissed my knuckles again. âI got you before you hit the ground. You were limp in my arms, unresponsive.â His flat voice got choked up. If I didnât know better, I would say he was crying. âSihana Asena,â he called my name with a tight voice. âIf anything happens to youâ He left the sentence hanging but I heard the promise in his voice.
Iâll lose my mind.
His words held that promise. A promise that had me shivering.
âYou canât leave me, belle.â He kissed my knuckles again, then I heard shuffling before I felt his lips on my burning forehead. âThat fucking doctor-âThe doctor appeared with the nurse as he started to curse.
âHello, Luna. How are you feeling?â It was the same man that had come to see me at home the previous day.
âAwful,â I responded. Like the nurse had done, he checked my temperature and shook his head. He said something to the nurse but I felt myself starting to black out again.
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âWhatâs happening to her?â I heard Cahirâs voice from a distant land.
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Finished âThat is yet to be determined, Alpha. We will have to fix her on drips for her to regain her energy but first, we have to collect samples for the tests.â
Something cool wiped my bicep, something pricked me but I felt myself continue to slip away until darkness took me.
âSihana. An unfamiliar voice called my name from the darkness. I could make out a faint outline in the darkness but before I could respond, a wolf moving with the speed of light pounced on me.
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