âSo you and Hardin are giving your friendship another try?â Landon asks with a slight frown. I want to explain what is going on between Hardin and me, but I honestly have no idea myself.
âItâs complicated.â I try to smile but I feel it falter.
âYouâre still with Noah, right? Because Ken seems to think you and Hardin are dating.â He laughs. I hope my laugh doesnât sound as fake as it feels. âI didnât have the heart to tell him otherwise, but I am sure Hardin will,â he says.
I shift uncomfortably, unsure what to say. âYeah, Iâm still with Noah, itâs justââ
âYou must be Tessa!â A womanâs voice rings through the room. Landonâs mom walks toward me and I stand up to shake her hand. Her eyes are bright and her smile is lovely. She is wearing a turquoise dress, similar to my maroon dress, with an apron printed with small strawberries and bananas over the top of it.
âItâs so nice to meet you; thank you for having me. Your home is beautiful,â I tell her. Her smile covers her face and she squeezes my hand.
âYou are so welcome, dear, itâs my pleasure,â she says, beaming. A timer goes off from the kitchen and she jumps a little. âWell, Iâm going to finish up in the kitchen, but Iâll see you all in the dining room in a few minutes.â
âWhat are you working on?â I ask Landon and he pulls out a folder.
âNext weekâs assignments. That essay on Tolstoy is going to kill me.â
I laugh and nod; that essay took me hours to write. âYeah, it was a killer. I just finished it a few days ago.â
âWell, if you two nerds are done comparing notes, I would love to eat dinner sometime in the next year,â Hardin says. I glare at him, but Landon just laughs and puts his book down before walking to the dining room. It seems their fight was good for them after all.
I follow them both to the large dining room. There, a long table is decorated beautifully with full place settings and multiple platters of food in the center. Karen really went all out for this; Hardin had better behave or I will kill him.
âTessa, you and Hardin will sit on this side,â Karen instructs us and gestures to the left of the table. Landon sits across from Hardin. Ken and Karen take their seats on the other side of Landon.
I thank her and sit down next to Hardin, who is quiet and seems uncomfortable. I watch as Karen makes Kenâs plate for him and he thanks her with a brief kiss on her cheek. It is such a sweet gesture, I have to look away. I fill my plate with roast beef, potatoes, and squash, then pile a roll on top of it. Hardin chuckles quietly at the mound of food.
âWhat? Iâm hungry,â I whisper.
âNothing. Hungry girls are the best.â He laughs again and piles his plate even higher than mine.
âSo, Tessa, how are you liking Washington Central so far?â Ken asks.
I chew my food quickly so I can answer. âI really enjoy it. Itâs only my first semester, though, so ask me again in a few months,â I joke and everyone laughs, except Hardin.
âWell, thatâs great. Are you in any clubs on campus?â Karen asks and wipes her mouth with her napkin.
âNot yet, I plan on joining the Literary Club next semester.â
âReally? Hardin used to be a member,â Ken adds and I look at Hardin. His eyes are narrowed and he looks annoyed.
âSo how do you like living near WCU?â I ask to divert attention from Hardin. His eyes soften and I imagine thatâs his way of thanking me.
âWe enjoy it. When Ken first became chancellor, we lived in a much smaller place until we found this house and we fell in love with it immediately.â
My fork drops against the glass plate. âChancellor? Of WCU?â I gasp.
âYes. Hardin never mentioned it?â Ken asks, looking over at his son.
âNo . . . I didnât.â
Karen and Landon follow Kenâs eyes to Hardin and he shifts nervously.
For his part, Hardin looks back at his father with a glaring hatred. He launches to his feet, shouting, âNo! Okay, no, I didnât tell herâI donât know why it fucking matters. I donât need to use your name or position!â As he storms away from the table, Karen looks like she might cry, and Kenâs face is red.
âI am so sorry, I didnât know he . . .â I start.
âNo, donât apologize for his poor behavior,â Ken tells me.
I hear the back door slam. âExcuse me,â I say, and stand up from the table to go find Hardin.
Chapter forty-seven
I rush out the back door and see Hardin pacing back and forth on the deck. Iâm not sure what I can do to help the situation, but I know I would rather be out here with Hardin than face his family in the dining room after that outburst. I feel responsible for this whole thing anyway, since I agreed to come here when Hardin didnât want to. If he started suddenly hanging out with my mother, I know I would feel weird about it.
Ha, like she would ever let that happen, my subconscious points out.
As if he heard my thoughts, Hardin shoots me an annoyed look. When I approach him he turns away from me.
âHardin . . .â
âNo, Tessa, donât,â he says sharply. âI know youâre going to say that I need to go back in there and apologize to them. But there is no way in hell that is happening, so donât waste your breath! Why donât you just go back in there and enjoy your dinner and leave me the hell alone.â
I take a step closer, but all I can manage to say is âI donât want to go back in there.â