His Found Lycan Luna Chapter 100 Kyson POV I tap Azaleaâs leg. I needed to speak with Gannon, Liam, and Damian. Something was amiss. Yet when I went to get up, Azalea grabbed my hand. Her nervousness smashed into me, so I stopped. âItâs alright, love, weâll figure it out,â || tell her, moving past her. I stopped again when she refused to let go of my hand.
âAzzy, love,â I try to assure her.
âPeter is waiting for us in the kitchen,â she blurts out, and I look at her.
Peter was back on the castle grounds? I thought her nervousness and worry were over Crux, not over her damn brother. I growl, furious that he would come back here. More importantly, how did he get past my guard?
âIâll handle it,â I tell her when she jumps to her feet.
âNo, I want to help him,â she blurts out, and I stop as I grip the door handle.
âNo, Azalea, I wonât allow that,â I tell her. Hasnât he taken enough from us? I accepted her decision, allowing him to live. That was enough for me. I certainly didnât want to be helping him.
âEster abandoned him again. His grandparents kicked him out. He has been staying by the stables and at the river.â she tells me.
âThe answer is no, Azalea. He was not to come back on castle grounds,â
âHe is a boy, Kyson,â Azalea defends him.
âAnd some would still say youâre just a girl, Azalea. You are not much older than him. He knows right from wrong. He knew what he was doing,â I tell her. How does she not see that?
âCan we just hear him out, please?â she asks. My mate was far too forgiving. Almost as if since he was her blood, she felt she had to give him a second chance. But sometimes second chances turn into third and fourth chances until eventually it costs your life or ruins everything you have built. I wonât lose my mate to him again.
âYou arenât obligated to help or love him, Azalea. Not after what he did,â I tell her.
âI know that, Kyson. Peter isnât bad. He made a mistake.â She defends him.
âA mistake? It was more than a mistake, Azalea. That soâcalled mistake cost our daughterâs life,â I tell her, and she flinches at the mention of our loss.
âWe all make mistakes, Kyson. He will live with his mistakes for the rest of his life. I just donât want my brother to be one of mine. I donât want that guilt hanging over me, and I need to know I tried.â
âNo, Azzy. This is just your genes talking, not common sense. Your gifts, the infinite need youâll always have to help. to love, and nurture. Unfortunately, that is one trait I will always hate that your mother has passed down to you. Youâll always feel obligated, even above and beyond reason.â Azalea says nothing.
She knows I am right. But I also know she wouldnât be able to handle the guilt if something happened to him if she didnât help. Damn, Azureâs handing that down. I learned so much reading those few passages of Cedricâs book.
Azureâs were magnificent for their ability to forgive and move on, for their elemental gifts, and for being empathetic, it made me wonder if that was part of why Tatiana put up with Garret and remained with him. Unfortunately, she also inherited a few of her fatherâs traits. I had seen that first hand and been on the receiving end of it.
His temper, his command, and his bite. We were yet to see all of Azaleaâs moonâblessed gifts, and I think the possibilities are infinite when it comes to Azalea. Because one thing I realized with stattling clarity and why the moon goddess blessed both bloodlines with opposing gifts, they were to balance the other out. They were never supposed to come together, for it would throw off balance.
Opposites donât always attract. One was benevolent and the other malevolent, but once together, they detonated. Together, they were unstoppable and an impossible force to reckon with, and I suddenly understood Garret Landeenaâs purpose in marrying Tatiana Azure. It was to gain what he was lacking, another power trip. Yet such qualities together would make it near impossible to live with. Landeenaâs ego would always overrule any guilt he felt.
âYou know I am right, yet you want to help him anyway, Love. Want to find some redeeming quality, but what if there isnât one?â I ask her. She looks away from me and swallows. I could feel that Landeena temper rise within her. That need to know was just as strong, so I knew I was on the losing end of this argument. That Landeena stubbornness would be the death of me and possibly her if we werenât careful.
âI need to know. I canât abandon him as everyone else has.â she says with finality in her voice.
âAre you sure you are doing this for him or for you, Azzy? What is it youâre hoping comes out of this?â
âBoth. Kyson, I want peace. I wonât get that by knowing I could have helped but didnât. I wonât get peace from turning my back on him.â
Hearing her words, the guilt and anger behind them, I knew my assumptions were right. To live with such passion, guilt, anger, and confusion was exhausting for her. She needed this, even if it hurt her in the end. She needed to know she did all she could to save him.
Typical Azure trait. Azureâs sacrifice would be seen as never enough in their own eyes. Azalea was never supposed to exist; she was both Landeena and Azure. She inherited both bloodlines, along with it their best and worst traits of them.
Love and war that is what the Azures and Landeenas represent. Selfishness, greed, ego, and power were the Landeena kingdomâs undoing. Love, compassion, loyalty, and sacrifice were the Azures.
Two things I now recognize in Azalea. Love and war, she inherited both. She loved fiercely, forgave quickly, became angered easily, and went to war for those she loved even if they didnât deserve her Love. And I feared that would be my Queenâs undoing. And I knew the gifts bestowed on her had also cursed her. This is why the Goddess made them the opposite. Therefore, they were never to be fated together. Neitherâs power could outweigh the other, and the illusion of peace evened the playing field.
Until they learned each otherâs weaknesses and realized what they lacked was in the other.
With a sigh, I kneel before her. I wish she would see reason and the fear I have of her getting too close to the boy that almost destroyed her. Destroyed us. And she expects me to watch that again.
âLast chance Azzy, I mean it. No more helping after this, promise me. If he hurts you, promise me you will not give him any more of your time. Promise to let me deal with him,â
âBut heâs a Landeena?â she whispers. Yet that immunity would no longer protect him from me if he hurt her or tried to get between us again.
But you are not, you may be born of them, but you arenât your father, you arenât your mother, you are Valkyrie now, mine as I am yours. I wonât watch him destroy you again. I wonât allow him to destroy what we have built. And I certainly wonât stand by and watch you destroy yourself over him. So promise me, this is the last time. If Peter does one thing wrong, you let me end him,â I tell her. Azalea swallows but lets out a breath.
âLast time,â she whispers, and I sigh before pulling her to her feet.
âWeâll deal with Peter, and then I need to speak with the guard, including yours. I want to be prepared for anything.â I tell her.
âCrux said he was sending you the coordinates of Larkinâs whereabouts, though.â
âYes, he said he would. But I have a funny feeling he is buying time, trying to throw us off. He will find some excuse not to send them right away,â I tell her.