#117 The Worst Father
There was a horrible silence weighing on them, except for the erratic, raspy.breathing of the Emperor.
Cassandra had no idea what to do. His lips were somewhat livid and purple at the same time, his
mouth was dry, and the Old Emperor was obviously running a horrible fever. He had lost weight, too.
Was there even something she could do when he was already like this? She looked around, but there
was only a little basin of water. It couldnât be that the poor old man had simply been left to die here!
This was the Emperor, of all people!
Next to her, Opheus looked just as shocked and lost as she was. He hadnât given much thought about
his father being sick, and seeing the ever-so-powerful figure now lying in bed like a dying old man was
just too much for him. He stumbled back, at a loss for words.
Cassandra couldnât just sit still in that situation. She looked around, trying to find something, anything to
help. She ran to the little basin of water, tearing some of her dressâ fabric to make a compress. The
water was just lukewarm, which made her even madder. No one was caring properly for the Emperor,
how was that even possible? She walked back to him, trying to wipe away his sweat. He was no longer
the powerful Emperor to her, now, he was a patient. A patient in a severe condition she couldnât allow
to die like this. Not when she hadnât tried anything she could to save himâ¦
âWhite Lilyâ¦â
âYour Highness, what did they give you?â She asked, desperate for an answer. âDid you eat or drink
something? Do you remember what it tasted like?â
Cassandra was struggling to hold back her tears. If she had been in a proper medical space, with all of
her plants, she may have done something. If she had only a hint for what had been done to the
Emperor, anything, she could have tried something, but here, it was just too desperate. She had been
too hopeful. She thought she could do something, help move him somewhere, or find a cure to
whatever he had. She had never imagined it would be too late already. 3
Her fingers were trembling on the little piece of wet clothes, as she kept asking him, in utter despair.
Even Opheus was remaining silent, slowly realizing how bad this really was.
âWe have to move him.â
He turned to her, staring at Cassandra as if she was crazy.
âMove him? We will be lucky if we get out of here alive! We canât move him!â
âBut we have no choice!â She retorted, almost crying. âI canât heal him here, I canât. I⦠I have nothing,
and he isâ¦.
Opheus sighed, and put a knee down, grabbing Cassandraâs shoulder. He tried to ignore his father
while doing so, and contain his own emotions.
âCassandra, you canât. I am no physician, but I am not blind either. There is nothing you can do to save
my father, dear, not here or anywhere else. Itâs just⦠too late.â
She refused to hear it.
Cassandra wasnât an unreasonable woman, but this truth was too bitter for her to simply swallow. All
this time, she had been looking forward to this moment. To when she would be able to heal the
Emperor, get his help, and have him set things straight. Make sure Kairen was named as his
successor, their family was safe and his brotherâs madness was finally put to an end. She really
thought they had a chance, as Vrehan was away.
She hadnât thought things here would have been so bad already. How many people inside this Imperial
Palace had rallied his side already? How long had he been planning this? Maybe she hadnât been able
to see the truth, or just couldnât. However, there had been clues. How poorly guarded this place was.
There were fewer soldiers than she had thought, only because there wasnât any way left to save the
Emperor. Vrehan had deserted the Palace,
knowing he had already won this battle. His father was dying anyway.
What had he used? Poison? The purple lips of the Emperor suggested so⦠She wished she could
have gotten at least one answer to her questions. Maybe then she wouldnât have felt so powerless.
âYour Highnessâ¦â
âWhite Lily, donât⦠worry,â muttered the old man. âJust⦠the Lakeâ¦â
Cassandra frowned. The Lake? What about a lake? Was he hallucinating? She tried to get closer to
him, but the old Emperor was weakening by the minute. Her heart was getting cold, seeing life leaving
his eyes gradually and with no way to help him. She leaned over his bed, trying to listen. Opheus had
his hands on her shoulders, but he didnât dare to get any closer either. Somehow, he was affected by
the death of his father, though they had never been close.
âYour Highness, what are you talking about?â She asked, wiping away her tears clumsily. âWhat lake?â
Was that a dying wish? Or something he had to confess? Cassandra was at a loss once again.
âAnd⦠Kareen⦠Iâm sorry⦠Iâm sorryâ¦â
âYour Highness, you have to hold on, please,â she begged. âKairen will be here soon. I promise he is
on his way back, with the Imperial Army. We canâ¦â
âKareen⦠And the dressâ¦.
None of what he was saying was making any sense to her. Was he reminiscing some old memories
with lady Kareen? She couldnât tell. Why was he talking about a lake or a dress? Cassandra had no
idea. Could she comfort him, or at least find a way to ease his pain? He didnât look in pain, justâ¦
âFather.â
To her surprise, Opheus stepped forward, grabbing his fatherâs hand. He seemed about to say
something, but just then, his lower lip twitched, and he stayed mute. A veil of emotions covered his
face, and Cassandraâs heart broke a little more upon seeing that.
This was the reality of being an Emperorâs child. They had no real bond, not the one that should have
been between a father and his son. Yet, this bond was present, now, manifesting itself at the cruelest
moment possible. Cassandra felt his pain resonate through her whole body and felt even sadder. Even
more defeated.
Opheus simply held his fatherâs hand, in a long, painful silence. The Emperor turned his head to him,
and faintly smiled, closing his eyes with some pain in his eyes. Cassandra couldnât take it anymore.
Some tears escaped her eyes, and she bit her lower lip, devastated. He was truly dying, and she was
there, powerless.
â¦How touching.â
Cassandra and Opheus turned around in the same movement, surprised to hear a third voice.
On their left, coming from another door, was Prince Lephys standing with an annoyed expression. The
fifth prince was draped in his purple robe, leaning against the wall with something like a smirk on. He
was staring at both of them, shaking his head.
âYou really had to do this kind of dumb mistake now, Opheus.â
The fourth Prince placed himself between Lephys and their father, looking furious.
âYou fucking knew.â
Lephys rolled his eyes over, shrugging, and stepping closer.
âOf course I knew, you big idiot. Vrehan was always going to need an ally inside the Imperial Palace,
and who else but I would have gone along with it?â
âWhy?â Said Cassandra, shocked. âThis is your father!â
âMy father?â Scoffed Lephys. âYou call that man a father? Do you have any idea what kind of father he
is? He might be nice towards Kairen and Shareen, but do you think anyone else in this Imperial Palace
holds any fond memory of our dear daddy? Really? What do you say, Opheus?â
Cassandra glanced at the fourth Prince, but he obviously had nothing to answer to that. Lephys was
right, in some ways, and even Cassandra couldnât say otherwise. The fifth prince stepped a bit closer
again. He was acting arrogant and totally unaffected about the dying old man behind Cassandra and
Opheus.
âA father,â he said. âI wonder what kind of father doesnât give a damn about his children dying. How
many of our siblings do you think died, over the years? Father had so many concubines, they all gave
birth to his children⦠when they didnât lose them or died before that.â
âHis Highness was not responsible for those murders,â retorted Cassandra. âThe concubinesâ¦â
âOh, I know. The concubines are the ones who always dirtied their hands. One of their rivals was
pregnant? Letâs kill her. The baby was born safely? Letâs kill it! Who needs more children, anyway? The
Emperor already has so many!â
Cassandra glanced at the Emperor, unable to reply to that. She knew very well how rotten this family
was. She would never forget the horrible stories of how Lady Kareen had lost three of her children.
That was one fear that had been growing in Cassandraâs mind ever since she had heard about it. That
one day, sooner or later, Kassian would become a target too. He already was. She couldnât even stand
the idea of a child being injured, let alone hers! None of his children had done anything wrong.
They were born, thatâs it. They were conceived, without a say about it, and yet they were already used
like pawns and killed before they could even understand the cruel world they had been brought in.
Even those who survived had to endure countless scars. The pain of losing their siblings. The constant
hatred coming from their step mothers, from their half-siblings. The monsters like the one Kairen had
experiencedâ¦
âDo you know how many brothers and sisters I lost? I saw five of them die, but there were so many
more. My own mother died, poisoned, and yet he didnât even care. See, to the Emperor, no one but his
precious favorite and her children ever mattered. All the other women and children were only there for
his own satisfaction. Heâs the kind of man who wouldnât even weep for his own children to die, and yet
you are crying for him? You are doing nothing but wasting your tears on some scum!â â
Cassandra felt horribly bitter listening to this.
She understood where Lephysâ hatred came. Even his hatred towards Kareen and her children was
somewhat justified, as he had suffered from their mere existence. Yet, Cassandra couldnât agree to
this. She moved slightly, placing herself between the Emperor and Lephys.
âYou canât trust Vrehan either,â she said. âYour second brother will get rid of you too as soon as he gets
the throne.â
âI donât really think so. I am his ally. Do you think Vrehan could have taken control of our Fatherâs
council so easily if it wasnât for my help?â
âYou son of a⦠What the hell did you do?â Growled Opheus.
Lephys chuckled.
âOh, I was rather active. Do you know how many concubines I have, Opheus? How many of those
women are daughters of ministers, scholars, generals? It wasnât easy, but if you look carefully, all those
women are nothing but pawns for their families. If I just hinted a little bit at making one of them my wife,
those whores were so quick to beg their father to support me! I have my own army of little sluts, all
ready to do anything I want so that Iâd give them a little bit of attention!â (3
Cassandra was utterly disgusted. This man was completely rotten, to use all his concubines like mere
tools to get
what he wanted! Was that why Vrehan had decided to include his fifth brother into his plan? It
explained so many things! She hadnât understood how he could have taken control of the Imperial
Palace so easily all by himself. However, with three of the Princes absent, and one of the two
remaining being on his side, all Vrehan had to do was to get rid of the Emperor, and all of his
attendants had no choice but to follow!
âAnd you call our father scum?â Retorted Opheus, disgusted. âWould you call yourself a saint,
perhaps? Youâre worse than our father ever was!â
âAm I?â Said Lephys, tilting his head. âI am not doing anything our Father hasnât done before. Actually,
Iâm probably nicer than him, as I donât take any favorites. He used my mother and sisters like pawns for
his own entertainment, for nothing but to make his woman jealous. What am I doing that isnât the
same?â
âYouâre wrong,â retorted Cassandra. âItâs true that His Highness loved Lady Kareen, but he never
wanted your siblingsâ death!â
âOh, are you trying to make me cry for the old man, darling?â Chuckled Lephys. âDonât worry, I truly
donât care about his death. As soon as he passes, I will have Vrehan officially named at the new
Emperor.â
âJust you wait until Kairen comes back and wipes the floor with your bloodâ¦â Hissed Opheus.
Lephys chuckled.
âKairen? Oh, you are so mistaken if you think our precious War God will simply fly here. We have the
whole roof trapped, every single wall. As soon as they spot a black dragon, all of our army will fire. He
will be taken down like a fly!â
Opheus laughed.
âIs that why you hid Fatherâs dragon! You and Vrehan are such cowards, you canât even face Kairen on
your own and have to resort to such tactics! Did that coward leave you alone to defend the Imperial
Palace, Lephys?â
Saying that, Opheus took out a little dagger he had hidden in his sleeve. Lephysâ eyes suddenly went
as cold as eyes as he saw this, and he took out a long whip as well.
âYou are defying me, brother? You are many things, Opheus, but you are not a fighter. Are you really
willing to die for this woman? For Kairenâs woman?â (1
Cassandra didnât like how things were going. She didnât know how strong either brother was, but
fighting in such a tight room, a dagger against a whip, did not leave her with any good feeling about
this. She kept glancing at the fourth Prince, but his expression was telling her this was not going to be
solved with an easy win.
She glanced behind them, at the Emperor. He wasnât dead yet, but his breathing was definitely slowing
down. Maybe a few hours, or a few minutes, but it wouldnât get any better than that. Cassandra had no
idea how far Kairen was, she couldnât wait for him.
âDonât,â she suddenly said.
Lephys looked at her as if he was amused.
âWhat is it? You donât even want to see me kill my brother? Trust me, it will be over quicklyâ¦â
âDonât fight,â she repeated. ââ¦I want to make a deal with you.â