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â...Yes.â
Meng Qingxue was stunned by her analytical ability. After a pause, she said, âI really canât bear to let the child go. This is my flesh and blood and very first child, so I absolutely donât plan to abandon it. Maybe itâs due to my maternal instinct. Just imagine how painful it is to abort the child, where itâs a hard separation of kinship.â
âDid the man let you down in any way?â asked Chu He suddenly.
Her eyes turned vacuous and moody for a while as her eyelashes drooped quietly. She then burst into sudden laughter. âI canât say that he let me down. I guess it was my wishful thinking from the start. Now that Iâve woken up from my dream, I shouldnât continue obsessing over him. I just want to go to a quiet, small city, rent a small house, give birth, and raise the child in peace.â
âThere arenât many vacant houses available for rent in this city for the locals are rather conservative. Theyâre very much unwilling to put their houses on lease.â The other woman suddenly turned the subject around. âIf you donât mind, you can stay at my place.â
âYour place?â
âYeah.â The policewoman continued speaking. âI bought a house for myself last year. It isnât big, but thereâs an extra room. If you donât mind, you can stay there.â
âReally?â
Meng Qingxue was overjoyed.
She did not expect to find a reliable source of residence so soon, and the important thing was that the person who would be providing the accommodation was a police officer, so at least her personal safety was as good as guaranteed!
âHow about the rent?â
âThereâs no need for rent, is there? The room is empty, anyway, and itâs just gathering dust at the moment.â
She was unsatisfied, though. âThe rent should be counted! Regardless if your room is in use or not, I must pay for my lodging since Iâm staying with you! Thereâs no doubt about this.â
âIf you insist on paying, then let it be 300 yuan. The rent here isnât expensive in the first place.â
She agreed right away.
After keeping quiet for a long while, Chu He suddenly commented, âItâs hard to raise a child alone. As a single mother, you will suffer doubts and ridicule from everyone around you. Expenses, like food, clothing, etc., will take a toll on you like a mountain pressing on your shoulders. I understand how you feel, though. When I learned that I was pregnant, the natural maternal instinct in women kicked in at once despite me not having any memory of my childâs father. Indeed, I was very reluctant to let the child go.â
âNo memory of the childâs father?!â Meng Qingxue was shocked to hear that. âHow could that be? Donât you know how the child came to be?â
Looking straight ahead with an expressionless face, the policewoman replied, âFive years ago, when I woke up, I was already at a commonerâs house here in Yan. This city is next to the sea, and according to them, I was fished out from the waters. When the locals found me, I was unconscious and lying on a large wooden board. As the limbs were frozen stiff, I didnât fall from the board into the sea. I barely had any memory when I woke up; I didnât even know my name. The name âChu Heâ was something I gave myself.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âNo memory at all?â She probed cautiously. âIs it a case of amnesia?â
The other acknowledged it with a hum. âThe back of my skull was bleeding and seemed to hold traces of having been hit by a hard object. The doctor said that I have no memory of my past probably because of the impact on my head.â