CHAPTER 23 I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I wasnât sure how long it had been since Alpha Jackson left but his side of the bed was cold. So heâd been up for a while. It was barely sunrise, so I was guessing that he snuck out in the middle of the night. Fucking amateur. We live in the same house. He canât avoid me.
I climbed out of bed and headed down to the kitchen to get a coffee and there was no one to be seen around the whole packhouse. I went to his office and he wasnât there either. So I took my coffee upstairs and I went back to my room.
I had a shower and got dressed for school that morning and made sure that I had everything in my bag before I left the house and I started heading towards the school. I knew that it was really early and there would probably not be anyone there, but that was no different to home.
As soon as I got to school I went to the library and I sat down with some books and I started doing some homework when I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.
Hey Edward.â I say without raising my head.
âHowâs it going?â He asked sitting in the chair next to me.
âItâs alright. Didnât have much time to get all of the homework done over the weekend so I thought I better get it finished before we head into class.â I explain.
Sounds like a good plan. How are you after the party?â He asked.
âIs that all anyone is going to be talking about?â I asked looking up from my books at finally looking him in the eye.
Probably. And Iâm sorry about that. But it is what it is.â He says.
I know that. Doesnât mean that I have to like it. High school fucking sucks.â I say.
Well, think of it this way. Tomorrow if your 18th.â He says.
âDonât remind me.â I say rolling my eyes and going back to my books.
âWhat? How can you not be excited about your 18th? Every she-wolf loves her 18th. It means that she will finally be able to meet her mate.â He says.
âWell, in case you havenât noticed Edward, Iâm not like every other fucking teenage girl around here.â I snapped.
âI definitely know that. But right now youâre acting just as bitchy as them.â He says.
âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to snap at you.
But I just donât want to get into my birthday right now. Iâd much rather just forget it.â I say.
âWhy?â He asked.
âIt doesnât matter. Iâve just got too much crap going on right now.â I say.
âAlright then. I guess that makes sense. Iâll leave you to it.â He says picking up his bag and he left the library.
As soon as I knew that the principal was in I went to his office and he saw me.
straight away.
âWhat can I do for you this morning Miss Stevenson?â He asked gesturing for me to sit down.
âWell, I was wondering what I had to do. in order to graduate early?â I asked sitting on the other side of his desk.
âGraduate early? Youâre in your final year.â He stated, like it wasnât already obvious to me.
âI know. Iâd like to finish as soon as possible. I donât plan on sticking around here for too much longer. If you donât allow me to graduate early then I will just have to quite school and leave on my own.
âI threaten. 1 âAre you really willing to do that? Iâve seen your grades. They are the top of the class. You could graduate valedictorian.â
He says.
âIâm aware of that. But I donât care. I want to finish as soon as possible. Now, are you going to help me or am I here to give you notice that Iâm dropping out? And by notice, I mean, walking out right now and never coming back.â I say.
âAlright. I donât want you to do that. Iâll talk to a couple of the teachers. They all say that even with the extra workload that the Alpha ordered you never fell behind. So, we can do that for you. Weâll get you the material that you need in order to graduate as soon as possible.â He says.
âThank you.â I say standing up.
âIs there something going on that I need to know about?â He asked.
âNo. I just want to get the hell out of here. âI say leaving his office with no more of an explanation. He didnât know if I meant school or the pack. And honestly, neither did I.
When I got to my first class I saw Emily sitting at her desk and she saw me but I ignored her and walked to the other side of the room and sat next to Aria. Aria kept looking at me out the corner of her eye and I saw a lot of people looking over their shoulders at me. Obviously because of what happened on the weekend, but I just tried to ignore them.
That was definitely easier said than done and by our third class that day I started snapping at people and yelling at them. Telling them to mind their own business.
and stop looking at me.
At lunch time I was sitting outside reading a book on my own because I didnât want to be disturbed by anyone until my mother came outside.
âLet me guess, you heard what happened as well.â I say looking up at her while she was standing there and I was sitting under a tree.
âYeah. I did. Are you alright?â She asked.
âIâm fine.â I say.
âI also heard that youâve been biting peopleâs heads off today.â She says sitting next to me.
âThey keep staring at me like a sideshow attraction. What am I supposed to do? I donât want to be known as the girl who almost got raped.â I say.
âI know. That is something that is very private but itâs all over high school. Unfortunately, thatâs what high school is.â
She says.
âGee, thanks for the words of wisdom. I already knew that.â I say lifting my book back up.
âWhat else is going on? I know that thereâs something going on in your head. I know you too well to believe that itâs the only thing bothering you.â She says.
âItâs nothing. Itâs no oneâs business but my own. Canât a person just be in a bad moon without everyone giving her a hard time? Not everyone has to be happy every single fucking day.â I say.
âYouâre right. Youâre entitled to a bad day. Iâll leave you to it. But if you need to talk, then you know where I am. Iâm still your mother and I will always love you.â She says.
âI know that.â I say. And she stood up and left.
After lunch I went back inside and I went to my locker to get some books out and I saw Alpha Jackson down the hallway. He was talking to some staff members but I saw him look my way. He was looking at me for a while and I was looking at him too. But then I shook my head and I closed my locker and started walking in the other direction. I didnât want to talk to him either.
The rest of the day went by really slowly and I was bored to death in those classes. but the principal called me to his office when school was finished. He told me that he worked it out with the teachers.
that they are going to put me on an accelerated program and that I will graduate earlier than everyone else. I just needed to put in the work to get it all done. Which I assured him, I would definitely do.
When I walked out of the principalâs office someone grabbed me by the arm and spun me around.
Are you avoiding me?â Alpha Jackson asked.
âWhy would I be avoiding you?â I asked.
âI saw the look you gave me at lunch time. Whatâs going on?â He asked.
âIâm having a bad day.â I state plainly trying to show as little emotion as possible.
âWhatâs happened today?â He asked.
Why do you care? You made it pretty clear last night and this morning exactly what I mean to you. Another fucking bedwarmer.
You have every intention of rejecting your mate so who knows how long you plan to keep me hostage in the packhouse.â I say.
âYouâre not a hostage in the packhouse. You can leave whenever you want.â He says.
âGood. Iâm moving out tonight. And I quit working for you.â I say walking away leaving him there completely stunned. I honestly donât think he knew what to say.
When I left school I walked straight to the packhouse and I grabbed my bag and I packed all my clothes into it and I left before Jackson even got back home again.
I didnât know where I was going. But I didnât want to go home to my mother and I wasnât staying at the packhouse anymore. My birthday was tomorrow and I knew that it was going to be the worst day of my life. I couldnât do it. I could handle that.
I ended up walking through the forest and I ended up at the cliffside just outside the territory that Alpha Jackson showed me when he was driving me back to the pack from Richmond pack. I put my suitcase down and I sat on the side of the cliff looking out over the town and I just stared at everything that was there. I couldnât believe how beautiful this place was. But that didnât change my mind on wanting to get out of here. I knew what was coming and I really wasnât looking forward to it. I couldnât stand the thought of it.
By the time night started to fall I heard footsteps coming up behind me and they stopped a couple of feet back.
âWhat is it Alpha?â I asked.
âI didnât think you were serious when you said that you were moving out and that you quit.â Jackson says not moving from his spot.
âWhy would I lie about that?â I asked.
âI donât know. You said that you were having a bad day. I thought that had something to do with it.â He says.
Well, apparently not. How the hell did you know where I was?â I asked.
âPatrols saw you heading this way. I told them to let you pass. You obviously needed to sort things out on your own. But itâs getting dark, you canât stay out here alone.â He says.
âI can take care of myself.â I say.
â I know that you can. But not against a pack a rogues.â He say coming closer to me and kneeling down.
âJust leave Alpha. I donât need you.â I say.
Is this about this morning? I had to go because we thought there were rogues near the border again.â He says stroking my hair but I pushed him away and I stood up and grabbed my bag. I started walking through the woods and he was following me.
âWhat the hell is going on Taylor.â He says.
âIâm not going to let you do it.â I demand.
âDo what?â He asked. And I threw my bag on the ground and turned around.
âReject me you idiot.â I screamed. And he stopped walking and stared at me in shock.
âYou know?â He asked.
âYeah. I fucking know. I know that I am your mate and I know that you plan to reject me tomorrow when I turn 18. You told me so last night. Even after sleeping with me, you werenât going to change my mind. You are just like every other pretentious prick Alpha who takes what he wants and doesnât give a shit about anyone else. Especially the girls that you leave behind.â I screamed at him.
Taylor. I know thatâs what I said last night. But I didnât know that you know I was talking about you.â He says.
Does it really matter? You still said it and you still plan to do it.â I yelled.
âI donât know what the hell I plan to do. I know that I was going to reject my mate when I found her because of what my friend went through. But then I met you. I know what itâs like to have that mate. To feel the pull. To want to be near my mate all the time.
Thatâs why I got you to work at the packhouse. Thatâs why I never hesitated for one second to let you move in. And when it came to us sleeping together, I couldnât control myself with you.â He insisted while yelling it at me.
Are you still planning on rejecting me?â I asked.