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Shuangxin Courtyard.
Looking at the pale and haggard Madam Lin lying on the bed, Yan Zhigao felt a throbbing pain and rubbed his forehead.
âMasterâ¦â
Madam Linâs eyes, brimming with tears, looked at Yan Zhigao with an expression of unspeakable misery and grievance.
Yan Zhigao sighed, âI had your servants confined to the house, only wishing that you would rest and recover, but look at what youâve causedâ¦â
Tears spilled from Madam Linâs eyes as she sobbed, âI thought⦠I thought the master had grown tired of me, I was so afraid.â
Yan Zhigao sat by the bed and patted Madam Linâs hand, âYouâre overthinking it. Now, stop crying. Didnât the doctor also say that you should recuperate well?â Saying so, he reached out to wipe away the tears on Madam Linâs face.
Afterward, Yan Zhigao personally fed Madam Lin a bowl of chicken soup and chatted with her for a while before preparing to leave.
As he stood up, Madam Lin grabbed his sleeve.
âThereâs a matter in the front yard that needs my attention; Iâll come to see you again in the evening,â Yan Zhigao said soothingly.
Madam Lin did not let go, her face showing hesitation and difficulty, yet it seemed she had no other choice, âMaster, my health is ruined. I get terribly tired even sitting up for a little while, and Iâm afraid I no longer have the energy to take care of our fifth daughterâ¦â
Yan Zhigaoâs brow immediately furrowed. If it werenât for the fact that Madam Lin was injured, he would have wanted to shrug her off and leave, âHavenât I told you? The old lady is advanced in age and doesnât have the strength to take care of a newborn.â
Seeing the displeasure on Yan Zhigaoâs face, Madam Lin hurriedly said, âI dare not trouble the old lady. Before, I was simply too out of line, only thinking that she might feel lonely and bored by herself, without thinking things through.â
Yan Zhigao frowned, âThen why are you holding on to me?â
Madam Linâs eyes filled with tears again, âIf it werenât for my body failing me, I would take care of the fifth daughter no matter what.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Had this been said in the past, Yan Zhigao might have believed her. But since the incident where Madam Lin wanted to send her newly born daughter to the old ladyâs courtyard, his attitude had grown doubtful.
Seeing Yan Zhigao not responding, Madam Lin had no choice but to press on, âProperly speaking, the lady of the house is the rightful mother, and she should educate all the children. Sheâs kind-hearted, and thatâs the only reason Wenbin and Yishuang can stay by my side. But now my health fails me, so I can only entrust the fifth daughter to her.â
Yan Zhigao twisted his brow but did not immediately respond.
âMaster.â Seeing that Yan Zhigao remained silent, Madam Lin tugged at his sleeve again.
Yan Zhigao removed Madam Linâs hand, simply said, âI know,â and left.
As soon as he departed, Yan Wenbin and Yan Yishuang came in, looking puzzled at Madam Lin.
âMother, why do you wish to send our sister away?â
Madam Lin, impatiently glancing at the swaddled infant, gestured to Xiyun to take the child out, then began to speak, âRaising children is the duty of the legitimate mother.â
Yan Yishuang, âBut the fifth sister is your daughter. If sheâs sent to the madam, she wonât be close to us. Mother, please donât send her away, alright?â
Madam Lin waved off her daughterâs hand impatiently, âEnough, children shouldnât meddle in adult matters. I have my reasons for sending the fifth daughter to the madam. Now go out, I need to rest.â
Yan Yishuang still wanted to speak, but Yan Wenbin pulled her away.
Once her children had left, Madam Lin stared blankly at the canopy above her bed.
What she always wanted was a son, but she had borne a daughter instead. Raising another daughter provided no benefit to her; it was better to send her to the main courtyard to mollify the madam instead.
The madam prides herself on being virtuous and good, so let everyone see how she treats the daughter she bore.
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Being kind to oneâs daughter might earn the praise of outsiders, but surely Madam would feel as uncomfortable as if she had swallowed a fly; whereas if she were unkind to her daughter, all those years she cultivated her image of virtuousness would be in vain.
That evening, Yan Zhigao returned to the main courtyard somewhat distracted.
Seeing that he seemed preoccupied, Lady Li immediately said with a smile, âWhatâs the matter, my lord? Has there been another difficulty at the Prefectural Governorâs Office?â
Looking into his wifeâs concerned eyes, Yan Zhigao felt even more uneasy.
Although the education of the children was the responsibility of Madam, over the years, there had been some discord between Madam and the Lin Family. Asking Madam to take care of the Lin Familyâs child would likely be met with reluctance.
Seeing his reaction, Lady Liâs eyes flickered. Thinking of her husbandâs visit to the Lin Family that day, she said with a smile, âHas Aunt Lin gotten into some kind of trouble again?â
Yan Zhigao hesitated before replying, âSheâs been injured and doesnât have the energy to take care of the fifth young missâ¦â
Upon hearing this, Lady Li immediately interrupted with a laugh, âAnd here I was wondering what it was. You seem so worried, my lord. After the doctor gave an update on Aunt Linâs condition, I arranged for two nurses specialized in childcare to come to our residence.â
âLetâs send them over tomorrow. With their care, the fifth young miss will need nothing more than a little playtime upon waking each day. Aunt Lin wonât need to worry about anything else.â
Yan Zhigao stared blankly at Lady Li, who was beaming as she had already settled the matter, unsure of what to say.
Lady Li, noticing that Yan Zhigao hadnât responded, inquired with a smile, âIs there anything my lord disagrees with in my arrangements?â
Yan Zhigao quickly shook his head: âNo, Madamâs arrangements are appropriate.â
Lady Li smiled, âI am your wife, my lord; these are my duties, after all.â
Yan Zhigao: ââ¦â
The next day, when Aunt Lin saw the two nurses who had specifically come to take care of her child, she flew into a rage and smashed many things around her. Ping Xiao, who had come to deliver the nurses, saw this and said with a cold laugh.
âAunt Lin seems to have quite a temper, acting as if the Yan Familyâs property requires no expense on your part. Madam mentioned that the Yan Family values frugality. Since the items in your rooms were intentionally broken by you, youâll have to replace them yourself. If you cannot replace them, then let them remain empty.â
Seeing Aunt Linâs eyes blazing with fury, Ping Xiao was not afraid.
âIt looks like Aunt Lin strongly disagrees. Youâre free to take your complaints to the lord; letâs see if heâll continue to indulge your tantrums!â
After saying that, she scoffed and turned to leave.
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Aunt Linâs scheming to not send her newborn daughter to the old ladyâs courtyard, and instead setting her sights on Lady Li, was something Daohua only learned about after the fact.
âThe change in environment really does have a great impact on people,â Daohua said somewhat wistfully.
Back then, her mother was indeed kind, but to be frank, perhaps too gentle.
After arriving in Xingzhou and dealing more with the ladies of the back courtyard, her approach gradually became sharp and decisive.
Look at this efficiency, even if âCheap Dadâ continued to be biased towards Shuangxin Courtyard, he couldnât utter a word against it.
Wang Manman didnât quite understand the implication of her ladyâs words, but knowing that Aunt Lin hadnât gotten her way made her happy: âMiss, the young master and fourth master will be back tomorrow. Have you finished your purse?â
Guyu brought over the embroidery frame, âThe embroidery on the surface is done; all thatâs left is to finish it off.â
Wang Manman picked up the embroidery frame and looked puzzled, âMiss, why did you embroider a panda on one side and a tiger on the other?â
Daohua smiled, âOf course, itâs because fourth brother has a side thatâs both adorably clumsy and a side thatâs brave and fierce.â