Lia is fast asleep after the nurse injected her with tranquilizers.
Her frail hand is weightless in mine, almost like it barely exists.
Tears still cling to her long lashes that are fluttering against her pale cheeks. Even though sheâs sleeping, her lips remain twisted and her brow is furrowed in discomfort.
I reach out and smooth the crumpled space on her forehead with my thumb. Hereâs to hoping she doesnât have nightmares tonight, though thatâs completely wishful thinking.
Since my youth, Iâve learned to stop wishing for things, because they wonât come true. I grew up and made things happen on my own. So knowing that, how come I find myself wishing for a different outcome for Liaâs career?
Yan called me as soon as she broke her leg and was transported to the hospital. But I was in a meeting with Igor and Sergei and couldnât answer. My Pakhan and my former potential father-in-law are displeased with me for ending my engagement with Kristina so abruptly and without a convincing reason.
Everyone in the brotherhood knows I donât make a move unless Iâve studied its impact on generations to come. Ending the engagement wasnât a âme thingâ to do, considering that Kristina is the most logical choice for my wife.
However, it seems Iâm sacrificing that part of meâthe methodical, logical oneâmore often than not since Lia came into the picture. I do have a plan, though. One that will give Sergei and Igor the reason they need, and, at the same time, give me Lia.
That plan also includes Lazlo Luciano. After the close surveillance I put on him, I have a good handle on his life and his goals. He regards most of the New York Italian families as his enemies, especially the Rozettis since he has a lifelong grudge against them. They feel the same for him because heâs made it his mission to wipe them off the face of the earth.
The grudge can be used to my advantage. Itâs my perfect opportunity to get in Lazloâs good graces without raising his suspicions.
Due to the sensitive nature of my plan, where every detail needs to be in its rightful place, I had to listen to Sergeiâs and Igorâs grumbling all afternoon. Thatâs why I couldnât answer Yanâs calls.
As soon as I finished, I found out about Liaâs accident and came here. If Iâd gotten here even a second later, I wouldâve come to collect her corpse.
I slowly close my eyes, my grip tightening on her hand before I release it and let it rest on the bed. The thought of losing her brings an ache I thought Iâd never feel again after Aunt Annikaâs death.
I will make sure Liaâs fate is different from my stepmotherâs.
Her career is probably finished for good, though. I spoke to her attending physician and he mentioned that the nature of her fracture is impossible to recover from in the professional sense.
Which brings me to the reason behind her accident.
I stand up and brush a kiss on Liaâs forehead before I turn for the door. After her suicide attempt, Iâd rather not leave her side. However, my next course of action needs to happen, if not for anything else, then for her beloved justice.
I meant it when I said that I donât believe in justice, but I do believe in an eye for an eye.
Blood for fucking blood.
Besides, the sooner Iâm done with this, the faster I can get back here and take care of her.
The moment I step out of her room, Yan, Kolya, and Boris stand erect, their expressions more closed off than usual. Kolya and Boris were with me all day, but Yan hasnât left Liaâs side.
âDid you see it with your own eyes?â I ask Yan, not that I need a reason to get on with my plan.
âYes, sir,â he snarls. âThat motherfucker did it on purpose.â
I stare at Kolya. âHave you managed to get me footage?â
He nods, then shows me his phone. My three guards and I watch as the scene unfolds in front of our eyes. Itâs not that I doubt Yanâs words, but I want to see it for myselfâthe exact moment when the fucker signed his death certificate.
The shocked expression on Liaâs features guts me. She mustâve known it was going to be the end as she was falling, and that pain, that desperation, makes me clench my fists on either side of me.
âHave you located him?â I ask Kolya with a calm I donât feel.
âHeâs at a club. One of our men, Fedor, is keeping an eye on him.â
âAt a fucking club,â Yan snarls. âIâm going to torture the bastard to death.â
I shake my head once. âYou stay here, Yan.â
âBut, Bossââ
âStay here and protect her until I get back.â
âWhy canât Boris do it? I want to kill the fucker.â
âYan. Itâs an order.â
He opens his mouth to say something, but Kolya shakes his head at him before he and Boris follow me out.
My knuckles hurt from the amount of clenching I do during the ride to confront Ryan. My guard, Fedor, calls us and says he left the club alone and heâs following him home, and since Iâve had my men watching him, we know the route heâll take.
Kolya strategizes with him so we can intercept Ryan in the alley he always drives through. Fedor hits his car from behind and weâre already waiting for Ryan in the shadows.
Ryan gets out, cursing and checking his car. He doesnât sway on his feet, so he mustâve not drunk a lot.
I step out of the vehicle at the same time as Fedor, who nods at me. Boris and Kolya stand on either side of Ryan so that the four of us are surrounding him.
The fucker turns around, his expression ashen as he meets my gaze. I see the exact moment when he knows heâs fucked.
People know when death is coming. Sometimes, they can feel it and hope leaves their greedy eyes. Some fight, some know itâs useless. Others fight even when they know itâs useless.
Like Ryan.
âWhatâ¦what do you want from me?â He stares at me, then at my men, looking like heâs ready to piss his pants. âI didnât do anything.â
I step in front of him, retrieving my gun with the silencer attached to it. âYes, you did, Ryan. I shouldâve killed you that night at the club. A mistake I will not repeat again.â
âNo, please⦠Iâ¦I kept my distance⦠â
âThen you decided not to catch her at the last second.â
His eyes widen.
âDid you think I wouldnât know? I saw the sadism in your eyes when you decided you wouldnât catch her.â
âNo⦠Everyone witnessed it⦠She jumped a second too early.â
âYou couldâve caught her. You just chose not to.â I point the gun at him. âThatâs your final fucking strike.â
âNo, please, pleaseâ¦â
âWeâll start with the legs, then Iâll make you beg to be killed. Only after youâve paid for every tear sheâs shed will you be allowed the mercy of death.â
I shoot him in the tibia, right where her leg broke.
Ryan shrieks like a toddler as blood explodes from his wound. As he falls to his knees, I shoot his thigh.
He wails, his ugly voice bouncing off the buildings and fueling my need to inflict more pain. Pain greater than what Lia will be going through.
This is going to be a long night.
When Iâm done with this scum, heâll disappear as if he never existed.
Just like her career.
This is my form of fucking justice.