Josh closed his eyes like he cant believe it and looks at me apologetically.
Y: 'Sorry, I didnt mean to-'
J: 'No, no it's ok, I'll get the door'
I nod and move off his lap and onto the bed. He leaves and me put my head in my knees.
J: 'Blair come to the door,'
I get up and go to the door and see Mia standing there.
Y: 'Oh what do you want?'
M: 'I came to apologise for gold digging,'
Y: 'Look-'
M: 'I'm sorry ok? It's just a come from a family with a very bad reputation, and I've never been excepted into anything good like this before, you know uni.'
I nod.
M: 'I wanted no one to know that, and wanted a fresh start away from my family. I got a grant from my parents and I used most of it on uni fees, and to be honest Blair, I used you for your money and to get closer to my crush.'
She looks at Josh. I look at Josh and realise hes about to swing for her.
Y: 'I mean, I'm glad you were honest about it. I think it's best if we just stay away from each other. And maybe you should talk to someone about your family problems, and to be honest maybe get a reality check. Be safe driving back to yours.'
I close the door in her face and sigh.
J: 'I was about to hit her'
Y: 'Yes I noticed that, that's why I ended the conversation,'
J: 'Good, the fact she used you for your dead parents money and to get to me, that's messed up, but what you said back to her was really good'
I giggle.
Y: 'Thanks, to be honest I just told her the truth, no more lies'
Josh nods.
Y: 'I'm gonna go to bed,'
J: 'Yeah same, where are you sleeping?'
Y: 'My room?'
J: 'Oh yh sorry, forgot I said anything, night'
He goes to his room and I look at him confused. I shrug and go to my room.
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(A few weeks later)
I put the lamp on and keep writing an essay Professor Daisison had assigned that was due in 2 weeks. It was a 2 page paper and I had just finished writing a page. I sigh and lean back and think what to write next. The door then slams open and Josh looks at me.
J: 'What a surprise your studying, anyway come on, go get changed'
Y: 'What is it this time Josh, have you even done Professor Daisison assigned today?!'
J: 'No I'll do it later, theres a huge party happening tonight at one of my mates dorms,'
Y: 'Remember what happened last night we went to a party!'
J: 'Trust me, I've made sure there will be no drugs, there will be alcohol and people smoking but no drugs or you get kicked out and reported, I wouldnt ask you to come with to another party since what happened at that other dorm,'
I roll my eyes.
Y: 'I really need to finish this-'
J: 'Oh come on Blair, that essay he set is dure in a week! You have plenty of time to finish it then, look, remember last night I promised you that we would stay for 10 minutes and if you still didnt like it then we would come back, that stands for every party I ask you to come to'
Y: 'Alright fine, on the condition that you do that essay tomorrow,'
J: 'Alright deal, come on, starts in half an hour'
I nod and save my work. I get up and brush my eyes. Josh leaves and I change. While I'm brushing your hair, Josh comes back.
J: 'You ready?'
Y: 'Yeah, one sec'
Josh waits at the front door for me and I grab my phone, keys and purse. I go out to him and he smiles.
J: 'Alright let's go,'
Josh locks the door and we leave. I get to the party and Josh pulls up outside.
J: 'Remember, 10 minutes and if you still dont like it, we can go'
You smile and nod.
J: 'Also beware we are gonna get taken the piss taken out of us cause we came here together and I'm the only one in my football mates group that is single, so prepared to get called my girlfriend for however long we are here'
I giggle and nod.
Y: 'Will their girlfriends be here too?'
J: 'Yeah probably, let's go'
I nod and get out the car. We go up to the dorm room thats at the very top of the building. The party is in the dark and on the roof only and you walk in. The atmosphere hits me like a train; it smells a little like smoke and coke and people are dancing/talking everywhere. I turn to Josh and smile.
J: 'Welcome to your first proper university party,'
I smile even more and Josh looks around for his friends. He finds them and pokes me.
J: 'That's my friend group over there,'
I look at them and realise it's the nice part of the popular kids. I feel a little relaxed at the thought and go over to Josh with them. The only person I recognize in his friend group is Liam and I smile. Josh talks to his friends and some of the girls talk to me.
?: 'Omg Josh you didnt say that Blair Davenports was your roommate!? I'm Cora by the way'
The girl flicks back her light pink hair and smiles at me. I smile at her and giggle.
J: 'Trust me, its not fun, all she does is study, literally had to drag her here'
?: 'I'm Rihanna, girls introduce yourselves'
I smile at the 6 girls as they introduce themselves. Their names are Cora, Rihanna, Gabby, Daisy-Mae, Nicole. The guys introduce themselves and their names are Liam (who you've met), Fin, Zayn, Haden and Ashton. (The couples: Cora and Haden, Nicole and Fin, Daisy-Mae and Liam, Gabby and Zayn, Rihanna and Ashton. Also the way you know whos speaking is that I deliberately chose everyones names so that I could use their initials, if you need go refer to who's pekaing then just comes back up to this part).
G: 'I'm gonna get a drink, you guys want anything?'
Y: 'Can I come with you?'
G: 'Yeah ofc, anyway else?'
*everyone's talking and doenst hear her*
G: 'Oh well you fuckers can get your own if you need one, come on Blair'
I giggle and follow her to the drinks part.
G: 'So do you drink?'
Y: 'No, I'm having coke,'
G: 'Same, some of the guys are drinking tho, so are you and Josh dating?
I take a sip of my coke and shake my head.
G: 'Well he definitely likes you, we can all tell. Ash comes to mine sometimes and he mentions that Josh always seems alot more happier at practise.'
I blush and smile.
G: 'So what about you, do you like him? Dont worry I wont tell him,'
Y: 'No,'
I blush while saying it and Gabby flicks her brown hair round her shoulders.
G: 'Your blushing lmao, look, I know we've only just met but you can trust me. You should have seen the amount of thought Josh put into this, he messaged us all saying how happy he was he managed to get you to come here tonight. He called around making sure no drugs where gonna be here, you know,'
I smile and nod.
Y: 'I think that's just cause I have bad social anxiety and he wanted to make sure I wouldnt get panicked or scared while at one of these parties'
Gabby smiles and nods.
G: 'Dont worry, we will all keep an eye on you just to make sure,'
I smile.
Y: 'Thank you,'
She smiles and wraps an arm around me. She opens her seven up and we go back over to the group. When we get there, no ones there.
G: 'Let's go find them, they may have gone up to the roof'
I nod and follow her up to the roof. They arent there so we try looking around the party for them. We finally find the group at the other side of the dorm party.
C: 'Josh went to the toilet, to be honest I love how hes finally found a girl who's not with him for his money'
I look up at Cora and shes looking at me.
C: 'He hasnt told you?!'
Y: 'Told me what?'
C: 'That his-'
Liam comes over with Josh smiling at you all.
L: 'Spin the bottle?'
Everyone cheers and we find a place to all sit on the floor and play.
N: 'Have you ever played spin the bottle Blair?'
Y: 'No, I know the basic rules though'
A: 'So these rules will be whoever spins and whoever it lands on has to kiss on the lips. It can just be a quick kiss, nothing serious, and no one can get offended or upset cause their girl or boy had to kiss someone.'
We.all nod and Liam grabs an empty beer bottle to use.
J: 'Anyone gonna volunteer to go first?'
R: 'Yeah sure,'
She spins and it lands on Haden. They smile and tongue kiss for 10 seconds. Haden spins and lands on Josh and everyone laughs.
H: 'Oh yess Joshyyy!'
We all laugh and they kiss quickly. Josh spins and it lands on Liam.
J: 'This tryna tell me something?'
We all laugh and they kiss. Liam spins and lands on Rihanna. They quickly kiss and the game keeps going for 10 minutes. I end up having to kiss Daisy-Mae, Fin, Haden and Ashton. After I kiss Ashton, I spin and it lands on Josh. Everyone goes oooooo and Josh bursts out laughing.
J: 'Knew you guys would be like this, bunch of kids,'
Everyone laughs again.
We both lean forward and kiss quickly but Josh pulls me back.
G: 'And I wonder why Josh has ben so happy these past few weeks,'
I laugh and sit back down. I blush and dont discreetly wipe my mouth like I did with everyone else. After another hour at the party we all decide to leave. I go down to the cars talking with everyone and they all walk back to their dorms. I get in the car and feel Josh looking at me.
Y: 'I can feel you looking at me Josh'
J: 'Oops'
I giggle.
J: 'Enjoy the party?'
Y: 'Yeah it was fun,'
Josh raises his eyebrows.
J: 'Dam ok, operation make Blair like her first ever party is a success!'
I laugh and he drives back home. We get up to the apartment and go into my room. I change and go to bed.
The next thing I know, you hear the door open and someone coming in. I pretend to be asleep and hear the person bend down. Whoever it is kisses my forehead and leaves. As they leave, I discreetly look over the duvet and see Josh's body shape and smile.
I end up falling asleep again happy.
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I wake up to the doorbell going and hope that Josh is up and answers it. Thankfully I hear the door open and Josh talking to someone.
The events of the party and last night suddenly slam into my brain and you smile. I look up at the ceiling and giggle. The door opens and I look to see its Josh and Daisy-Mae.
Y: 'Hi!'
She smiles and sits on the end of my bed.
DM: 'Hey, Josh said I could come in and wake you if you werent already up'
I smile.
Y: 'Its ok,'
DM: 'Ok so, I know I could have texted you but I dont have your number, do you wanna come shopping with me and Gabby today?'
My jaw drops.
Y: 'Omg I've never been on a girls shopping trip before!!!!'
She giggles and moves her blonde curls out the way.
DM: 'We were gonna go about 12, go shopping and either get an afternoon snack or dinner,'
Y: 'What time is it?'
DM: 'Its just gone 11,'
Y: 'Shit ok, let me go shower'
She nods and leaves. I get out of bed and go straight in the shower. I grab a pair of Jean's and a black spaghetti strap crop top. I brush and dry my hair when Josh comes in.
J: 'Finally up?'
I nod and keep drying my hair.
J: 'So what did she want?'
Y: 'She asked if I wanted to go shopping with her and Gabby!!!! I've never been on a girls shopping trip beforeeeee'
He giggles.
J: 'Shes downstairs eating breakfast because Liam isnt kind enough to do that for her'
I smile and curl the ends of my hair.
J: 'Yours is downstairs when your ready,'
Hes about to leave when I say.
Y: 'Last night I was fake sleeping'
Josh closes his eyes and stops. He turns to me and I smile.
Y: 'I thought it was cute'
He smiles and leaves. I smile and finish drying my hair and put on some makeup. I grab your black purse and put my phone, credit card and keys inside.
I go downstairs and Josh and Daisy-Mae are talking. Shes sat on the breakfats bar with a breakfats and she smiles at me.
DM: 'Gabbys gonna meet us at the mall, cute outfit!'
I smile.
Y: 'Ok thanks!'
J: 'Here'
I smile and take the weetabix from him. I put honey, cream and fruit on top and sit next to Daisy-Mae. I talk until we are both done and go down to Daisy's car. It's a really nice white Tesla and my jaw drops.
Y: 'Wow, this is a nice car Daisy-Mae!
DM: Thanks! You can just call me Daisy, which cars yours?'
I point to the black Range Rover and she smiles.
D: 'Ooo nice! I had a pink one of those before my dad gave me this one for my 18th, did your parents give you yours?'
My smile fades and I shake my head.
Y: 'No, they passed away when I was 10, my foster mom bought me it for my 18th,'
Daisy's jaw drops.
D: 'Oh sweetie I'm sorry! I couldn't imagine a world without my parents, do you often talk about them?'
Y: 'Yeah sometimes, still hurts a bit but I dont mind'
She smiles and nods and I get in the car. She drives to a really huge and pretty glass mall and parks in the underground car park.
Y: 'Wow this is so pretty!'
D: 'I know right, look theres Gabby'
I turn and see her standing infront of the mall. I go over to her and she smiles and hugs us both.
G: 'Hi! Cute outfits,'
Y: 'Thanks you too!'
She smiles down at her green sweater and denim shorts. I go into the mall and I look around the huge high end shops.
Y: 'Omg! I've never been on one of these girl shopping trips trips before,'
G: 'Really?! Dam'
D: 'Omg girls let's go into VS first, they are having a huge sale,'
We both nod and go inside. While I was looking at a white push up bra, I see a very unwelcome sight...
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