I was grinning from ear to ear, rubbing off the dust from my skirt and blouse, fixing my hair. âItâs very thrilling. I wish I had done that sooner!â
We both sat in her car, strapping the seat belts on. âBetween you and me, if you ever sneak out again, park your car blocks away and start pushing it before you start it so that no one knows you are sneaking out.â
I clicked my tongue. âThat seems clever. Then why did you start the car right here?â I asked, as she drove past the driveway to my house and towards the road, with overgrown trees on the side, that leads to the town.
âBecause I thought you were kidding about having a curfew,â Summer said, tapping her fingers on the wheel, giving me a small smile. âFirst of all, youâre Emma Moore and second of all, you kind of deserve a break after yesterdayâ¦â
Her soft voice trailed off into the sound of wind and night. I looked out of the window, my mind going to the day before. She was right. I hadnât really coped with anything that had been happening since my birthday.
A warm hand closed over mine. I squeezed her hand back and thanked her for being there with me. Even though my mom was dead, I had dumped my boyfriend, and I had a stalker⦠at least my friends were with me.
âIs Mia going to join us?â I asked, knowing well that her older boyfriend was a stubborn piece of shit.
âWhat do you think?â
âIf James can pick her up or have a tattoo of his name on her forehead, he might let her off his leash,â I said, ending my sentence in a singsong voice.
Summer giggled. âHeâs not that bad.â
âExcuse me? Not that bad?â I asked. âDo you remember when he threw her over his shoulder like a freaking cave man at the club?â
âAhh, yes, I remember. That was kind of hot, huh?â
âWhat?â
âYeah,â she shrugged, fiddling with the knob of her radio player. The car was vintage, so it didnât have a working radio. âI mean, heâs not overly possessive of her and lets her do her own thing. I bet they have nasty, kinky sex afterwards. I kind of like that. I wish I had that.â
I remembered the look on Miaâs face when they had opened the door of the private room at the club months ago. She had tears gleaming in her eyes, but she didnât look like she was crying from sadness. She looked like she had seen heaven and danced in the clouds. And the way James looked at her every time they both were in the same room made me both want to puke and yell at them to get a room. Like they couldnât have enough of each other.
âYeah,â I whispered, my voice seeming far away. âI wish I had that, too.â
I realized too late what I had just spilled.
âWhat? You have Caleb fucking Chang wrapped around your pinkie. You already have that, babââ
âI dumped him, Summer,â I blurted, fiddling with my fingers. âI found him kissing Aaron on my bed. I broke up with him.â
I didnât know why but saying that aloud made my heart ache and throat burn.
âWhat the hell?â Her voice had gone soft, and she was driving slow as if she was processing what she was hearing. âWhen did this happen?â
I chuckled humorlessly, tucking my hair behind my ear. âYesterday. At my momâs funereal. Can you fucking believe it?â
âYes. No. I⦠I canât.â
We were both silent for a while and I jumped in my seat when Summer suddenly slammed her hand on the wheel, blaring the horn. âThat asshole! He cheated on you at your momâs funeral with a fucking guy? Jesus Christ.â
âI know, right?â I sniffed, wiping the tear that escaped my eyes. Traitor. âI was so furious and sad and done that I went to the club to get wasted and⦠you know, the rest.â I slept with his hot dad, who is now my bodyguard.
âWhy didnât you tell us, Em?â Summer asked, turning to a neighborhood I wasnât familiar with. It was near our school and even though we were far from reaching the party, I could hear the bass of some pop song.
âI know, Iâm sorry. I just wanted to get wasted and forget all about it.â
âWell, we are getting you wasted and make you forget all about it tonight!â
âWe?â
âI called reinforcements.â
I stared at her and her smug grin. âWhenever you have that smile on your face, things never go well, Summer.â
âChill, itâs just me, Mia, and a few guys from our school. Who are single and ready to mingle? Shelter your jerky, then nab that turkey.â
âStop. Donât call it jerky.â
âCage that snake, then shake and bake?â
âJesus.â
âYouâre going to be fine!â
I was, in fact, not fine.
As Cillian had to come get me when I almost got naked at the partyâ¦
Cillian
âWhy the fuck are you here?â I stared at the black-haired man, sitting on my couch with crossed legs, flashy watch and glasses perched on his nose.
âNice to see you too, brother,â Sean smiled at me with a small wave.
I threw my keys in the bowl, removing my shoes and wearing slippers, and walking inside. âWe are not brothers,â I reminded him for the umpteenth time, grabbing a glass and pouring cold water from the fridge.
âThatâs not how Mrs. Chang treats me,â he said, talking about my mother and opening the fridge. âShe treats me like her own son.â He emphasized the last part, grabbing a jar of kimchi and leftover noodles.
I sighed, knowing full well where the conversation was headed. âLet me guess, she put my profile on some dating site and wants me to go on a date? So, youâre here to prod me into going to one?â
He leaned back on the island after putting the noodles in the microwave to heat it up. âYouâre almost right. She threatened me using her secret soup recipe if I didnât give you this letter.â He pulled out a plain letter from his pocket and opened it for me. âItâs a list of Asian women who are single moms and looking for a suitable, handsomeââ
Before he could finish, I picked it up and tore it into tiny pieces and threw it into the bin. Sean smiled at me and pulled a plate from one of the cupboards, pausing and looking over me with a raised brow.
âNo, I already had dinner. Itâs all yours.â I sat down on the stool and opened the iPad to look over Emmaâs school schedule with all the events. âHave you seen Caleb today?â
âNot really. I bought him some beer, but I havenât seen him since I arrived. Must be with his girlfriend or out partying.â
I stiffened. âHe got dumped by her.â
Sean laughed and sat across from me with a steaming bowl of noodles, kimchi, and two glasses of soju. Smart man.
âRemind you of someone?â he asked, wriggling his brow. âYou and Olivia broke up every couple of months. Donât give me that look. Heâll be with her before this month ends.â
I poured another glass of drink and threw it down my throat. âI donât think so,â I said, slamming my lips and clearing my throat at the burn. âHe told me he fucked up andââ
I shook my head, looking down at her schedule and marking my calendar according to it.
âYouâll get stomachache if you wonât tell me.â He said in a singsong voice, annoying me by playing with the chopsticks in front of me.
Sean Tae was one of my only friends who stuck around me after the death of my wife. We grew up in the same neighborhood, went to the same school, military, and he was the best man at my wedding. He was the one I called when she passed away, and he was standing beside me at her funeral.
He was also a damn good lawyer and knew me too well.
Sighing, I pushed the tablet towards him. âEmma Moore. Nineteen years old and ex-girlfriend of Caleb.â
âWhy do you have a file on her?â
âSheâs being stalked and Iâm her bodyguard until we catch whoâs harassing her.â
He stopped eating and frowned at me. âCaleb should be the leading suspect?â
âHe is.â I clasped my fingers together, leaning on the marble. âBut I know he is not.â
âTrue. Heâs too emotional to ever pull this off.â
I stared at him.
He swallowed his food and blinked at me. âWhat? We both know heâs lazy, too. He wonât do that.â
âYeah⦠but he still hasnât told me why she dumped him. I donât want toâso you know, thatâs how I made the stir-fry sauce. Just a bit of oyster sauce does the magic.â I pursed my lips, changing the topic abruptly when I heard the door of Calebâs room slam open, the sounds of his footsteps running downstairs.
Sean subtly closed the tablet and stuffed his mouth with noodles so he wouldnât have to speak as my son looked at both of us with suspicious eyes.
âHey Sean.â He nodded at him. He was wearing a clean shirt, and I caught a whiff of cologne in the air. âWhatâs up?â
âAre you going out?â I checked the time again on my watch. âItâs way past ten.â
âThereâs a party, soâ¦â He shrugged, scrolling down his phone.
I stared at him. âItâs a school night, Caleb.â
I didnât want to be a dad right now, but I had to.
He scoffed, looking at me, âRight. Yeah, it is. And are you going to tell me why were you discussing Emma with him? And what were you doing in her room this morning?â
My fists clenched when I felt the burning stare of Sean on the side of my face. âI was in her guest room, and we were talking about her. Itâs confidential. I already told you this morning.â
âSo tell him you are her bodyguard,â Sean said, scooping more food into his mouth as I glared at him.
I closed my eyes, holding my head when Caleb yelled, âWhat?â
Fucking great.