I stood up, not meeting his eyes, and looked for anything to cover myself with.
âEmma, if itâs someââ
âItâs nothing. Leave it,â I said, keeping my voice steady, but it was difficult when he genuinely seemed concerned about me. I found the clothes he had ordered and donned the comfortable long-sleeved dress over a black bra and underwear. They were definitely expensive, and he had gotten my size perfect.
Why couldnât he be mean and leave me after the sex? No. He just had to cuddle me, shower me, give me more orgasms, rub lotion on me, ask about that damn bruise and buy me the similar style of black dress that was more comfortable than the one I was wearing before.
âEmmaââ
I was saved by the ring of a phone. He let out a sigh and picked it up, turning his back on me, and I definitely didnât watch the muscles of his back clenching as he moved, or even his mysterious tattoos and definitely not the low hanging pants that revealed two back dimples and a tight ass.
I canât believe I was staring him with an open mouth.
Whatâs worse was that I wanted to ask for his number and ask him to meet me again. Just for sex. Nothing much.
But I knew that couldnât be possible. He was forty, and I was nineteen. The age gap didnât matter to me, but we met in the sex club that my brother owns, and that was definitely not a good start for a relationshipâ
What the hell am I thinking? It was just sex. It was just sex. It was just sex.
âYou got dressedâ¦,â he trailed off, his eyes falling to my hips before flickering to my face. I crossed my arms when he continued, âDo you want me to drop you home?â
âYouâre leaving?â I sounded too eager. Damn it. âI⦠I donât want to go home. Yet.â I added when he frowned at me.
Even though Cillian might have treated me with utmost respect like a gentleman, I wasnât going to tell him the reason why I was in a sex club in the first place.
He wore his shirt, and I had to look away because he looked too handsome even while covering his beautiful tattoos and piercings. If I had been more confidentâno, if he hadnât brought up that bruise, I would have demanded him to fuck me on the floor before he left.
It was very, very stupid and petty, but I hated the person who had called him. I didnât want him to leave just yet.
âAre you sure, Emma?â His voice sounded much closer, and I lifted my eyes from the floor to his face when he walked towards me. âI can order you a cabââ
âIâm fine.â My voice was clipped and my smile was fake.
He tilted his head and touched my chin, rubbing the pad of his thumb on my jaw. It was just a small caress, but it sent warm flutters to my belly. âYou donât have to lie to me, Doll. You can stay here as long as you want. I can book it for you for a week if you want me to.â
My mouth parted, and I remembered something. Shaking my head, I said, âBut that would be over fifty grand for a weekâ¦â
âI donât mind, as long as you feel safe here.â He leaned down, his hot breath whispering in my ear, âBesides, it will be a treat to have a pretty Doll using this suite however she wants.â
âEven if I bring other men in here?â I asked, raising my brow when his burning gaze met mine.
He smirked, raking his eyes over my body, and shrugged. âAs long as you remember to call me first when you want someone to fill you up, I donât mind.â His hand trailed from my waist to back, lowering to my ass and giving it a light squeeze, his dark eyes twinkling in delight. âI havenât fucked you here yet, anyway. And something tells me that youâd love to have all your pretty holes used, hm?â
My eyes widened and before I could agree or disagree or worseâkiss him. He dipped down and kissed the corner of my lips.
His stare was intense when he pulled away, taking a step back. âCall me.â
I stared at his back when he picked up his suit and walked out of the door, leaving me alone in the suite with my thoughts and soaked pussy.
âUghhhh, fuck him!â I ran a hand through my hair, sighing at my reflection in the mirror. My cheeks were flushed pink and eyes were gleamed.
I jumped when there was a knock on the door of the suite and frowned. Did he come back? I definitely did not rush to open the door or anything. I was just curious about what brought him backâ
âOh, hello,â I said to the hotel staff and hid my disappointment.
âT-this is for you.â He pushed a bottle in front of me and I raised my brow at the name of the champagne.
âBut I didnât order anyââ
âThe man ordered it for you,â he said, his mask hiding most of his features. Masks were not mandatory for the hotel staff, but most of the people wore it anyway to remain anonymous. âHe asked me to tell you that you should enjoy it.â
I took the bottle, staring at the alcohol, and wondered why he didnât share it with me. Maybe he had an emergency after all.
âThank you,â I offered a small smile and closed the door.
Staring at the ceiling, I muttered, âMight as well enjoy the drink.â
I was sitting on the couch where Cillian had asked me to remove my panties and sipping my second glass of the cold bubbly drink. I never realized Iâd feel so alone after having sex so many times that it made me sore. I wanted him to stay with me. Even some cuddling would have been nice.
Shaking my head, I downed the drink and stood up, stumbling towards the bed to sleep with the sadness that crept over me. I had loved Caleb for so long that I had forgotten how it felt without it. His betrayal stung deep, not because he liked guys, too, but more because we were best friends before we got in a relationship.
He grew up alone in his huge bungalow because his dad worked abroad a lot and sent him an allowance every week. Just how I grew up alone in my mansion with a blockbuster star as a mom who shouldnât have conceived me in the first place.
âOh fuck, there was something in the champagne.â No doubt it was making me sadder.
I groaned, falling on the bed and groaned again because it had the lingering scent of Cillian and his sexy cologne. I rolled away and my eyes fell on the small, glinting metal on the floor.
With my heart in my mouth, I knelt on the floor and picked it up, turning it around in my hand as my vision burned. My head throbbed. My heart was pounding so loudly that my ears were ringing.
I didnât know when I dropped the golden band and it fell when I tried to pick it up again.
No. Something didnât feel right.
My eyes were feeling heavy. I forced them to stay open and find my phone. I needed to call someone⦠anyone.
âH⦠elp.â My voice was groggy and words were slurred even though I hadâ
Somewhere from a distance, I heard the click of the door unlocking.
Oh god. This was not good.