* * *
She couldnât tell how much time had passed.
By the time Rienne pulled away, she was completely breathless. Her lips felt numb while his were wet from her kiss. She could only imagine how hers looked.
[Black] âI didnât expect that.â
Black whispered while barely moving his mouth.
[Black] âNot bad. And neither are those clothes.â
As he wrapped his injured arm around Rienneâs waist, she felt the panic swell in her chest yet somehow she couldnât deny how safe and supported it made her feel.
[Rienne] âYou can let go of me now.â
Rienne pushed against Blackâs shoulder with her palm.
She was doing everything she could to stay calm, but this man always found a way to shake her up. It was difficult keeping her head, but if she were to get too relaxed, sheâd end up sitting in his lap.
[Rienne] âI should goâ¦â
But noticing something, Rienne suddenly stopped talking.
Black was narrowing his eyes.
[Rienne] âAh.â
Without even realizing, she was pushing against Blackâs injured shoulder of all things. Rienne hurriedly pulled her hand away.
[Rienne] âI wasnât paying attentionâ¦.. Are you alright?â
[Black] âItâs fine.â
He said it was okay, but he looked like he was wincing in pain.
[Rienne] âItâs not fine.â
Rienne took her hands and gently placed them over the wound she had just pushed, stroking it as if to soothe it or make his pain go away.
There was no blood, so at least she hadnât accidentally reopened the wound.
[Rienne] âNext time, tell me if something hurts, alright?â
[Black] âI didnât think it hurt that muchâ¦â¦ Itâs nothing to worry about.â
When he said that, his lips were just as red and passionate as they were before. She couldnât quite put her finger on why, but Rienne felt like it suited him.
It was a good look on him.
I wish heâd look like that whenever he sees me.
â¦.Wait, what am I saying?
As her thoughts quickly spiraled, Rienne jerked her head back, fearfully pushing them down and hurriedly looking away.
[Rienne] âIâm going to leave now.â
There was work that needed to be done. She needed to stop a certain someone from returning before he accidentally started a pointless war.
[Rienne] âIf youâre not in any pain, then you should be fine eating on your own.â
Hearing that, Black made a funny face but Rienne, who was turning to leave, didnât see it.
[Rienne] âI hope you get well soon, Lord Tiwakan.â
And then Rienne left without waiting for Blackâs response.
It wasnât until the door shut behind her that she realized she forgot the bandages and medicine on the table, but she couldnât go back and get it now.
â¦Itâs all done now.
Thereâs no turning back.
It was already clear to her that Rafit and Black were entirely different from one another. Rienne was filled with a strange sense of relief. Like a part of her couldnât wait to get away from all the times Rafit would exaggerate his pain just to get her to stay with him.
Now she was engaged to another. By her own strength, there was nothing she could do to escape it.
* * *
There were dozens of excuses Rienne could give to meet with the Kleinfelders.
Linden Kleinfelder, who was presently acting as head of the family, was the chairman of Naukâs delegation, and Rienne could think of many valid reasons she could give to visit him.
Moreover, Rienne still had to give the family her regards. Rafit was the Commander of the Arsak Knights, so she was expected to express her condolences for the loss in person.
[Weroz] âI must protest, Princess.â
As Rienne was preparing to leave, Weroz stopped her.
[Weroz] âVisiting the Kleinfelders now would only cast a shadow of doubt on us.â
[Rienne] âIf thatâs what youâre worried about, Weroz, then rest easy.â
Rienne turned to look at herself in the mirror. As a final preparation, she added a flower accessory to her hair. A symbol of mourning. All that was left was to wear a black cloak to wear over her dressâthe one Mrs. Flambard was sent to retrieve.
[Rienne] âThey already know heâs alive.â
[Weroz] âWhat? Is⦠that true? How can you be so certain?â
[Rienne] âItâs just a feeling. I think they may have checked the body before returning it to us.â
The leader of the Tiwakan was actually being rather generous, warning her that he was aware of the truth.
[Weroz] âBut I thought they didnât know what Sir Kleinfelder looked like.â
[Rienne] âI donât know⦠maybe they recognized the symbols on his armor or something similar.â
[Weroz] âSymbolsâ¦â¦ohâ¦!â
Werozâs face turned pale with sudden realization.
[Weroz] âPerhaps they recognized the decorations on his helmet?â
[Rienne] âDecorations?â
[Weroz] âThe person who took Sir Kleinfelderâs place. Sir Kleinfelder is the only Knight who has such ornate armor, so perhaps they noticed the armor that man was wearing didnât match how decorative his helmet was.â
[Rienne] âItâs possible.â
The rumors always called that man a barbarian, but he was surprisingly sharp. Frighteningly so, if he noticed something like that.
And it wasnât just him. Whether it was Tiwakanâs leader, his right hand, or any other memberâthey didnât live as the undefeated champions of the battlefield for no reason.
[Rienne] âNow that I think about it, he didnât say much when he showed us that sword. He only vaguely said âheâs not coming backâ. He probably knew even then that the Commander wasnât the one who died.â
He didnât walk into that meeting with blood on his face because he was a barbarian who didnât know any manners. He likely did it on purpose.
[Weroz] âHow much do they know?â
[Rienne] âMore than we think they do. There may not be any point in trying to lie to them.â
Lord Tiwakan was now a denizen of the castle, under the name of being the Princessâ betrothed, and the Tiwakan Mercenaries were mercenaries no longer, but the Guardian Knights of Arsak.
[Weroz] âThen why, Princess, are you visiting the Kleinfeldersâ¦â
[Rienne] âIâm going to tell Rafit to run away.â
When Rienne said that, her face twisted into a dry expression. As if mocking herself.
[Weroz] âAre you really giving up on Sir Kleinfelder and his family?â
[Rienne] âIf it means saving his life. The Tiwakan have been kind to us thus far, but not enough to allow the person who shot that arrow to live.â
[Weroz] âWe donât know for certain if Sir Kleinfelder was responsible for that yet, Princess.â
[Rienne] âThe truth hardly matters. The problem is that someone tried to assassinate the leader of the Tiwakan. Theyâll expect him to pay for this.â
[Weroz] âThe Kleinfelders wonât let that happen.â
[Rienne] âYes. Youâre right about that⦠but I canât let them fight. Would you want the Kleinfelders to engage is such a pointless battle with the Tiwakan, knowing they have no chance at winning?â
[Weroz] âIâ¦â
No doubt Weroz had given it some thought, too.
The Kleinfelders and the Tiwakan were entirely unmatched. Considering the Tiwakan had an advantage over them in every single way, Rienneâs decision was a wise one.
[Weroz] âBut Princess, once this is done, youâll never be able to escape his clutches. You know this, right?â
[Rienne] âIâm aware.â
[Weroz] âThen please, think again. If you let Sir Kleinfelder go, then youâll be cutting off your only way out.â
[Rienne] âThere already is no way out.â
Rienneâs voice turned harsh and firm.
[Rienne] âYou know this as well as I.â
[Weroz] âI know, but⦠Youâre the one getting married, Princess.â
[Rienne] âIâm ready for what my choice brings.â
That was the strangest part. Somewhere deep inside her, Rienne felt like that man wasnât so terrible, even though it wouldâve made things much easier if he were. Of all the things surrounding this laughable marriage, the most laughable thing was Rienne herself.
[Rienne] âHm⦠Where is my cloak⦠has something happened to Mrs. Flambard?â
Rienne quickly changed the subject, just as Mrs. Flambard knocked on the door and entered.
[Mrs. Flambard] âI brought your cloak, my lady.â
As she entered the room, the woman immediately frowned as she saw Rienne standing in front of the mirror.
[Mrs. Flambard] âAre those your mourning clothes, Princess?â
[Rienne] âExcuse me?â
Rienne cocked her head, quickly looking down at herself.
[Rienne] âUm, yes. This is all I have. You deal with my wardrobe, Mrs. Flambard. You should know that.â
[Mrs. Flambard] âOh no, is this that dress?â
Mrs. Flambard adamantly shook her head.
[Mrs. Flambard] âHow long has it been since you last wore thisâfive years or so? Oh, no wonder it looks so different. Youâve grown up so much, of course it wouldnât fit the same.â
Now three people had pointed out her clothes. Suddenly, Rienne felt grateful towards Weroz for thinking nothing of it.
[Rienne] âI havenât grown that much. Besides, I donât think it looks that terribleâ¦â
[Mrs. Flambard] âWhat are you saying? Itâs just the opposite!â
[Rienne] âWhat?â
Another wave of confusion hit Rienne.
[Rienne] âWhat do you mean?â
[Mrs. Flambard] âYou look absolutely lovely in black, Princess. Back then, I thought your youthful energy was what made you so pretty, but now I can hardly classify what youâre wearing as âmourning clothesâ. Youâve lost so much weight, itâs practically falling off of you! With so much of your chest and shoulders exposed, you look like youâre preparing for your wedding night! Lord Weroz, how could you not say something?â
Suddenly, Mrs. Flambardâs fervent lecture turned towards Weroz. Weroz just shook his head in embarrassment.
[Weroz] âOh, well⦠of course I think sheâs beautiful, I just thoughtâ¦â
[Mrs. Flambard] âOh, what does a knight know about beauty?â
Shaking her head, Mrs. Flambard turned towards Rienne to stop her.
[Mrs. Flambard
] âIn any case, you canât wear this for mourning so you must change, Princess. I fear what might run through that barbarianâs crazed head if he ever saw you wearing this. He looks like the sort of man to swallow you whole!â
[Rienne] â. . .â
At Mrs. Flambardâs warning, Rienneâs face turned pale; something the eagle-eyed woman didnât miss.
[Mrs. Flambard] âHeâs already seen you wearing this, hasnât he?â
Busted.
[Rienne] ââ¦.Wellâ¦.itâs not as though heâs seen me nakedâ¦â
[Mrs. Flambard] âYes, but your figure is still exposed, we can clearly see the shape of your body. That might be even more of a problem.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Rienne couldnât find any words to say.
She could remember Black looking at her and telling her that her clothes âbotheredâ him, and how Phermos blatantly asked if she was going to keep wearing it.
So thatâs what they meant.
Mrs. Flambard even said it was like a dress one would wear on their wedding night. If given the opportunity, Rienne was certain she wouldâve been blunter with her words.
â¦Oh god⦠what if he thinks I wore it on purpose?
Even though it was way too late to be worrying about something like that, Rienne couldnât stop thinking about it.
And I even kissed him first.
It would only be naturalâ¦. If he thought she deliberately wore such tempting clothes while acting in such a way in front of him.
* * *
After that, Rienne quickly took off that dress.
Mrs. Flambard promised to fix it but in the meantime, Rienne had to settle for wearing the darkest colored dress she had with a black cloak over it. Newly dressed, Rienne set off for the Kleinfelder Estate.
Though she was a Princess, her escort was simple. As always, only Weroz accompanied her.
[Rienne] âThere are lots of Tiwakan soldiers out here todayâ¦â
Rienne sat on her horse, her voice low as she spoke to Weroz and looked around the streets. Weroz nodded in response.
[Weroz] âThey must still be searching for the attacker.â
[Rienne] ââ¦At this rate, the Tiwakan will find out all there is to know about Nauk.â
[Weroz] âYouâre not wrong.â
Rienne gave a bitter smile.
[Rienne] âItâs a good thing they still donât believe the arrow to have been ordered by Nauk itself. They could take everything from us too easily.â
[Weroz] âThings would have been different had the attacker succeeded.â
Whatever sincerity Rienneâs smile may have carried immediately disappeared.
[Rienne] âYesâ¦everyone in Nauk⦠killed to pay for someone elseâs revenge.â
[Weroz] â. . .â
Weroz knew Rienne wasnât wrong. All he could do was drop his head and not say anything in returnâhis grey hair stretching across his forehead.
[Rienne] âIâm glad the leader of the Tiwakan still lives. Instead of taking Nauk by force, heâs been gracious enough to propose instead.â
[Weroz] âItâs a bit suspiciously kind, Princess.â
[Rienne] âEither way, we need to accept it. In fifteen daysâno, even less than that, the leader of the Tiwakan will be ruling Nauk alongside me.â (1)
The Princess was only stating a fact, something that Weroz knew long ago, but he still couldnât get used to hearing it out loud.
[Rienne] âWeâre almost there.â
The entrance to the Kleinfelder Estate was in view.
While its height was nothing in comparison to Castle Nauk, it had it beat in scale and luxury, boasting even more servants than the royal palace.
Bang, Bang!
[Weroz] âOpen the door! Her Royal Highness, Princess Rienne of the Arsak Family has arrived!â
Weroz knocked on the door as he announced Rienneâs presence. After some time, the servants finally came to receive them.
T/N: (1) The reason why Rienne is still a Princess despite the last king having died years ago is because she isnât married. Naturally her husband will become king, though the arrangement she has with Black established in Ch. 4 still acknowledges the birthright of her âchildâ above all else. Basically, heâs helping her ascend without taking power from her in the same way the Kleinfeldersâ wouldâve.