* * *
[Rafit] âThere are more than enough rumors following the lord of the Tiwakan. Did you know they even say he prefers men over women?â
Rienne listened to Rafit with a cloud of doubt hovering over her.
He prefers men? How ridiculous.
Rienne could still remember how he had kissed her. He wouldnât have kissed her like that if he didnât desire her on some level. All the times she had reluctantly kissed Rafit was proof enough of that. (1)
It was just a baseless rumor.
It had to be.
[Rienne] âWhat makes you say that?â
Rafit looked at her with a serious look in his eyes.
[Rafit] âHave you already invited him into your bed?â
[Rienne] âSir Kleinfelder.â
Rienne clenched her fists. Whether it was the uncle or the nephew, everyone in this family had a knack for inappropriately running their mouths.
[Rienne] âIf you say something like that again, Iâll get angry. You are in no position to question whether or not Iâve brought my fiancé to my bed or not.â
[Rafit] âHow could you call that barbarian your fiancé in front of me?â
[Rienne] âLeave Nauk. Out of respect for your family, Iâll bite my temper and leave you in the care of Lord Weroz. Heâll protect you until youâre safely out of Nauk. Think of it as a parting gift.â
[Rafit] âRienne!â
Rafit wasnât just stubborn, but slow too. He still didnât understand what Rienne was trying to say.
[Rafit] âI canât just leave you and allow you to marry someone else!â
[Rienne] âYou donât have a choice.â
Instead of getting angry, she tried pleading with him instead.
Rienne wanted Rafit to understand where she was coming from and why this needed to happen, but if she got angry, it would only lead to a fight. Right now, she just needed to end things cleanly.
As she spoke, her words rang cold, like an emotionless void flowing between the two of them.
[Rienne] âWhat else can you doâshoot another arrow? Do you have any idea what your actions have already done? The Tiwakan have completely taken over the guardsâ duties ahead of the wedding in order to find the attacker and is learning all they can about Nauk in the meantime. Now seeing Tiwakan soldiers in the streets is a common occurrence all because of an arrow that missed.â (2)
[Rafit] âYou canât say that. The arrow must have done lasting damage to that barbarian, and now the Tiwakanââ
[Rienne] âLasting damage? Itâs barely a flesh wound.â
[Rafit] âThen Iâll just try again. Iâll succeed next time.â
[Rienne] âThe Tiwakan are no fools. The first assassination attempt has only made them more wary. Youâll have to contend with them all before you can even dream of attacking their leader.â
[Rafit] â. . .â
Finally, Rafit was at a loss for words. He was a knight so as much as he didnât want to admit it, he knew Rienne was right.
[Rienne] âIf itâs ever revealed that you were the one that fired that arrow, the Tiwakan will wipe the Kleinfelder family from the face of the earth. So run while you can. Thatâs the only way Nauk will ever know peace.â
[Rafit] â. . .â
[Rienne] âNow this is goodbye.â
Just as Rienne turned away and began to open the door to leave, Rafit reached out from behind her and shut it with a dull noise.
Thud.
That was new. Rafit had never done anything like that before. Rienne frowned and looked back at him once she realized that.
[Rienne] âWhat are you doing?â
[Rafit] âJust⦠answer one question first.â
Rienneâs face twisted when she saw his look of desperation.
She already knew Rafit loved her with all his heart. In honor of the feelings she knew he carried for her, she could endure this.
[Rienne
] âWhat is it?â
[Rafit] âDo you love him?â
[Rienne] âWhat?â
To Rienne, it sounded like such a stupid question but Rafit looked incredibly serious.
[Rafit] âAnswer me. Are you happy to marry him because you love him? Is that why youâre leaving me?â
[Rienne] âHahâ¦â
Rienne let out an exasperated sigh.
[Rienne] âI donât think thatâs a question worth answering.â
[Rafit] âJust answer me!â
Rafit cried out with tears in his eyes.
He looked as though he wouldnât step aside until she answered him.
[Rienne] ââ¦I didnât expect any of this to happen, but I havenât forgotten how many people died during the Tiwakanâs siege. Iâll never forget.â
[Rafit] âAnswer properly. Are you certain you donât love him? Youâre just giving in because of his power?â
Whenever she thought about the leader of the Tiwakan, Rienne had already decided she didnât hate him. She had even made a promise to do what she could to desire him.
But that was it.
That didnât mean she had any special feelings for him or that she loved him. Even the small concessions she was making felt wrong in the wake of everything that happened.
With how their relationship started, there was no way such feelings could ever bloom.
Rienne gave a bitter smile.
[Rienne] âThereâs nothing more important to me than Nauk. Whether itâs ending things with you or accepting a proposal stained with bloodâI do what I must to protect it.â
If I have to endure it, then I will endure.
[Rienne] âLeave Nauk. Thatâs an order.â
[Rafit] â. . .â
As Rafitâs face turned pale, Rienne pushed past him, opening the door to the drawing room herself.
* * *
But just because she entered of her own accord didnât mean she could leave so easily.
[Rienne] âWhere is Lord Weroz?â
After leaving the drawing room, Rienne went straight towards the main entrance of the Kleinfelder Estate to meet Weroz, but he was nowhere to be found.
Getting a bad feeling, Rienne went to ask the Kleinfelderâs gatekeeper of his whereabouts.
[Gatekeeper] âI donât know.â
[Rienne] âYou donât know? But Lord Weroz was here just a moment ago.â
[Gatekeeper] âI didnât see him.â
[Rienne] âWhatâ¦? Lord Weroz!â
Rienne looked around as she called out his name.
[Rienne] âLord Weroz!â
But no matter how many times she called out for him, there was no reply. That bad feeling in her stomach twisted into heavy anxiety.
Suddenly, she realized she was in a dangerous place with no escort.
I have to get out of here.
[Rienne] âOpen the door.â
Normally she wouldâve asked the guards to track down Weroz, but there was little she could do right now.
[Gatekeeper] âIâve been ordered to guard this door.â
The gatekeeper wouldnât budge, stubbornly blocking her way and Rienneâs anxious feeling suddenly became more real.
[Rienne] âSo you canât let me leave?â
[Gatekeeper
] âI donât know about that. All I know is that I was ordered to guard the exit, not open it.â
[Rienne] âDonât you know who I am? I am Princess Rienne of Nauk and I order you to open this door.â
[Gatekeeper] âI already have my orders.â
Despite the princess herself ordering him otherwise, his answer remained the same.
[Rienne] âThen get out of the way. Iâll open it myself.â
[Gatekeeper] âHmâ¦.â
It likely wouldnât amount to much, but Rienne gave a warning to the weak-willed gatekeeper.
[Rienne] âIf you donât step aside, youâll pay the price for disobeying the crown. Mind you that the Kleinfelders cannot protect you from everything.â
[Gatekeeper] â. . .â
The gatekeeper hesitated for a moment, but eventually stepped to the side. Rienne stretched out past him, her hands reaching out to open the door.
But it was already too late.
Stomp, stomp!
Behind her was the sound of heavy footsteps echoing through the halls. When she turned her head, Rienne could see Linden Kleinfelder walking towards her with his soldiers at his side.
[Linden] âStep back, Princess. How foolish of you to attempt to open the doors to someone elseâs estate.â
[Rienne] âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
Linden stepped towards Rienne, close enough for their noses to be touching.
[Linden] âNow that I think about it, it would be a terrible decision to allow you to leave.â
[Rienne] âWhat?â
[Linden] âThe princess deigns to hand over sovereignty of Nauk to a feckless barbarian rather than a noble Kleinfelder.â
Rienne, dumbfounded by Lindenâs words, took a deep breath.
[Rienne] âHahâ¦Â Must I repeat myself? Is your mind already beginning to fail you?â
[Linden] âThat wonât be necessary. Insteadâ¦â
Linden winked towards someone over his shoulder as the soldiers parted and someone walked out. Rienneâs eyes widened once she saw the person, clad in heavy, plum colored robes reaching past his ankles.
[Rienne] ââ¦.High Priest Milrod.â
[Milrod] âHmphâ¦.â
Milrod, the High Priest, trailed off his words as he spared Rienne a glance.
While religion wasnât a major part of Naukâs culture, there were still times when a religious representative was needed, like the spring festival, a funeral, or even a wedding to bring good luck for rain.
[Rienne] âWhat brings you to the Kleinfelder estate?â
But the High Priest and Rienne didnât have a close relationship.
In an effort to reduce spending, Rienne was quick to cut off donations to the religious embassy, which obviously required funds for events. It was an expensive luxury that couldnât be afforded by the present royal budget, after all.
But in turn, the High Priest never spared a prayer for the royal family, instead throwing his lot in with the Kleinfelders. Apparently, Linden would even send personal funds to the High Priest once a month.
[Rienne] âDid you come here to prepare for the funeral prayer?â (3)
Even the High Priest wouldnât know Rafit was still alive. Hoping that, Rienne asked such a question.
On behalf of the High Priest, Linden answered instead.
[Linden] âNo, heâs here as an officiant.â
[Rienne] âOfficiantâ¦?â
[Linden] âThatâs right.â
Linden looked at Rienne with a grin that made her stomach turn.
It was an ominous and foreboding smile.
[Rienne] âWhoâ¦Whoâs getting marriedâ¦?â
[Linden] âIsnât it obvious? Who else could it be?â
Linden pointed a finger at Rienne. In her eyes, it was no different from an arrow flying towards her.
[Linden] âThe daughter of Arsak will pledge her eternal affection and obedience to the son of Kleinfelder⦠as his wife.â
[Rienne] ââ¦.!â
* * *
This is my fault.
Without even realizing it, Rienne grit her teeth.
I should have known theyâd be willing to resort to such dirty tricks to get what they want.
The Kleinfelders have long since desired control over Nauk. Rather than hand it over to another, of course theyâd be willing to do anything they could to take it.
[Rienne] âThis is unacceptable. Did Lord Rafit agree to a wedding neither of us knew about?â
[Linden] âOh Princess, you must have already forgotten. Rafit is dead.â
Linden made a dramatic show of his shrugging.
[Linden] âItâs a shame, but now youâll have no choice but to marry his cousin Lopez instead.â
What a joke.
As far as Rienne knew, there was no one by that name in the Kleinfelder family.
[Rienne] âThereâs a son of the Kleinfelder family I didnât know about? Is he even a registered member of your house, recognized by the royal family?â
[Linden] âOh of course not. Heâs an illegitimate child, but what can we do about that? Now that the eldest son has passed, we have no choice but to bring him in.â
His lying was so brazen, it was insulting.
[Rienne] âEnough of the lies, Lord Kleinfelder. Allow me to pass before things get out of hand.â
[Linden] âIt is no lie. Though he is an illegitimate son, the blood that runs through his veins is no different from the deceased Rafit. Isnât that right, High Priest Milrod?â
Without even batting an eye, the High Priest helped with the lie.
[Milrod] âIndeed, I checked and it was exactly the same. The blood relation cannot be denied. This is a blessing sent to us from God, Princess.â
A blessing.
Rienne took the cloth of her dress in her white knuckled grip. Staring at them with her green eyes, she looked at the men blocking her way as if they were a wall.
I have to get out here first. There has to be a way.
[Rienne] ââ¦..Thatâs wonderful. Iâm very curious to see if he looks like him too. Bring him here.â
[Linden] âThat wonât be difficult. Go and bring Rafitâah, I mean Lopez. Bring Lopez here.â
[Rienne] âGood.â
A soldier ran off towards the drawing room, and before long he returned with another man.
Just as she thought, the person he brought with him was Rafit Kleinfelder.
* * *
Rafitâs eyes were red, as if he had been crying after Rienne left. She even noticed his right hand looked injured. He must have broken something.
[Rienne] âPlease donât do this.â
The moment their eyes met, Rienne approached him.
The only person who could end this madness was the broken-hearted Rafit. Though his family was greedy and awful, he alone was different. He always told her his feelings for her were genuine and Rienne always believed him.
And even though her own feelings never burned as passionately as fire, she still regarded him as being her lover and did everything she could to treat him as such, as did he.
Your heart was always true and sincere. I know, deep down, you donât want to do anything that could hurt me like this.
[Rienne] âPlease, your love wasnât the only thing you promised me. As the Commander of the Arsak Knights, you made an oath to protect both me and Nauk. Please⦠donât put Nauk at risk by doing this.â
Rafit opened his mouth with a distorted look on his face.
[Rafit] âIâ¦..I donât know what youâre talking about.â
[Rienne] âRafit.â
Rafit turned his head and looked towards his uncle. Linden nodded and Rafit bit his lip.
[Rafit] âDonât call me by that name. My name is Lopez Kleinfelder.â
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T/N: (1) Sheâs saying she knows what its like to kiss someone youâre not into, and that if that were the case for Black, sheâd know.
(2) Rienne means âmissedâ in that the arrow didnât actually do anything effective.
(3) Exact term was ì§í¼, which is a repose for parted souls or a mournful song typically sung by monks to honor the deceased.