.
They were lucky there was still water left in the bathroom. Rienne took the dampened cloth and started using it to clean the wound.
The candleâs wick was short, the flame itself nearly going out several times as it flickered.
But Rienneâs eyes already adjusted to the darkness, so she could easily see things if they were close enough.
[Rienne] âIt must have hurt.â
And now she could see the wound was no small thing.
The severity of it was hard to realize because his hands were so big but if Rienne had the same injury, no one would question how serious it was.
[Black] âI didnât notice.â
[Rienne] âHow could you not notice something like this?â
[Black] ââ¦..I mustâve been in a hurry.â
It was hard to imagine such a man actually in a hurry.
He looked like he was built like a boulder or a tree. No matter the conditions, rain or wind, he seemed like he would never be shaken.
I didnât think there was anything in this world that would actually make him rush like that.
[Rienne] âItâd be for the best if you applied Tiwakan medicine to this wound. It would work better.â
After carefully cleaning the wound of all dirt and blood, Rienne thought for a moment before asking.
[Rienne] âWould you like to wash your face as well?â
Once his hands were cleared of all dirt, his face only appeared like more of a mess.
[Black] ââ¦â¦â¦â¦..Yes.â
Black took a deep breath before finally answering.
[Rienne] âThen come a little closer.â
His face was much farther away than his hand. Black quickly got closer and stuck out his face to her.
[Rienne] âThatâs tooâ¦.â
Too⦠too close.
While Rienneâs voice barely escaped her, Black settle down with his knees on the floor.
[Black] âIs this good?â
â¦.Heâs still really close.
[Rienne] âIâll do it quickly.â
Then, Rienne started gently wiping his face, starting with somewhere that wasnât that dirty to avoid staining the cloth.
â¦.I shouldnât have offered to do it for him.
Maybe it wouldâve been better if she told him to step back a little. Was it because the candle was burning too bright? For some reason, Rienne could see him crystal clearly.
â¦â¦He really is handsome.
[Rienne] âClose your eyes, please.â
The second Rienne realized she was looking at him closely, she realized that he was looking at her too. From this distance, his ice-like gaze felt like all too much.
And he didnât even look like he was blinking.
[Black] âWhy?â
[Rienne] âYouâreâ¦..too close.â
[Black] âEven if I wasnât, youâd still look the same.â
No, it was different.
When theyâre this close, nothing could ever be safely hidden.
If he looked too closely, everything Rienne felt when she saw himâall the confusion, admiration, and bewildermentâheâd see all of it.
[Rienne] âStill, please close your eyes.â
After that, Black murmured slowly.
[Black] ââ¦â¦â¦..I donât want to.â
[Rienne] âWhat?â
[Black] âI donât want to do that.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Where was all this stubbornness coming from?
Rienne wasnât sure if water had gotten into her eyes or something, but her lips tightened together as she struggled to see in front of her, rubbing the cloth perhaps a little too hard.
Drip.
[Rienne] âAhâ¦.!â
But Rienne only ended up surprising herself. As the hair around his forehead was swept away, suddenly blood began to drip down from his forehead.
[Rienne] âYouâre hurt here too!â
In a panic, Rienne started brushing his hair out of the way.
She thought it was just mud that got caked up, but it was all dried blood. It made the wound on his hand look like nothing.
[Rienne] âDid this somehow escape your notice, too?â
[Black] âI knew about this one. I just thought it would be fine since the bleeding stopped.â
And if Rienne hadnât agitated it, the bleeding wouldnât have started up again.
[Rienne] â. . .â
I guess that makes this one my fault.
Rienneâs hands paused, filled with remorse.
[Rienne] âI shouldnât have touched it.â
[Black] âNo.â
As Rienneâs hand was stopped midair, Black grabbed it and pinned it to his face.
[Black] âKeep going. It doesnât hurt.â
â¦â¦.Thereâs no way it doesnât hurt.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
[Rienne] âLet go of me, please. You need to clean that wound with water.â
[Black] âAre you going to do it for me?â
Honestly, whatâs going on with him?
He should be able to handle something like this on his ownâ¦. Ah, but he hurt his hand, didnât he?
With a wound like that, Rienne couldnât ask him to do it by himself.
Thinking that, she gave a soft nod.
[Rienne] âYes, if you let me go.â
[Black] â. . .â
Eventually, he relented and Rienneâs hands were freed. Rienne put the cloth down and began leading him towards the water basin.
[Rienne] âYouâll need to close your eyes.â
Black obediently lowered his head down near the basin and Rienne got to work cleaning the wound. Immediately, she saw the blood spreading throughout the water as soon as it rolled off of him.
Youâre terribly hurtâ¦..
Why on earth would you leave such a serious wound alone? Why would you come straight here instead of getting it treated first?
Rienne continued to touch him with caution.
All that was heard in the air was the splashing sound of water and the occasional soft breath. The two meshed mysteriously in the soft glow of the candlelight.
[Rienne] âIâm almost done. Just a little bit longer.â
It was difficult to see the injury since the light was so dim. As soon as Rienne wished it was lighter, the candle lit up brighter for just a moment as if to give her false hope.
[Rienne] âOkay, I think thatâs itâ¦. Ah.â
But it was just a moment.
Suddenly, the candle went out. The smell of the burnt out wick danced around Rienneâs nose as the candleâs last embers faded, burning the brightest in its final moments.
[Rienne] âThe candle went out.â
[Black] âThatâs good.â
That room where the darkness consumed everything carried a different kind of energy. With every other sense eliminated, suddenly her hearing intensified, every sound tickling her skin.
Even Blackâs low voice echoed out in the room, hitting her ears like a vast tidal wave hitting her ankles.
[Rienne] âWhat isâ¦â¦.?â
[Black] âThe candle went out right after I finished.â
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦..?â
[Black] âYou said I could touch you after I was clean.â
[Rienne] âThatâsâ¦â¦â¦Can I ask why, though?â
[Black] âItâs not that important.â
Swish.
The sound of Black reaching out towards her made her skin prickle, and Rienne breathed in harshly before he even touched her.
Slip.
With how dark it was, she thought it would take him a minute to find her but Black quickly wrapped his arms around Rienneâs waist. Sitting on his knees, he rested his head against her chest as his hair tickled her skin.
Rienne was so immediately flustered that she didnât know what to do with her hands. Eventually, she awkwardly settled them on Blackâs head.
It wasnât the first time sheâd had him in her arms, but things felt weirdly different right now. It was embarrassing.
â¦..Was it because it was dark?
Lots of people tend to act differently when they canât see anything.
[Rienne] âButâ¦.there must be a reason whyâ¦.â
[Black] âWhen the rock fell and hit my headâ¦..â
Black spoke slowly, still holding onto Rienne.
[Black] âSuddenly it came to me⦠that it would be nice to touch you, Princess.â
[Rienne] âThatâsâ¦..a little strange.â
[Black] âI agree. Iâve never felt like this when Iâve gotten hurt in the past.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Rienne thought back to the sight of those massive rocks falling from the cliff side. It was completely unthinkable to imagine that the only thought Black had in that dizzying moment was of her.
But why would think that?
He wasnât bringing it up, but he couldâve easily died.
Rienne didnât understand why he wanted this so badly, but that reason alone made her want to indulge him.
[Rienne] âIt mustâve been dangerous.â
Without even thinking about it, Rienne started gently running her fingers through his hair.
[Black] ââ¦â¦My injuries arenât that serious.â
[Rienne] âBut still.â
The two of them stayed like that in the dark for a while. They were completely silent, save for the sound of Rienneâs hand stroking Blackâs head echoing out in that small, dark room.
Itâs much softer than it looks.
Eventually, Rienne realized how she was touching his hair but she didnât stop herself.
I thought it would be rougher than this. (1)
This man had so many different sides to him. If Rienne could take away anything from today, it was that. She never thought heâd so readily risk his life just to do something for her.
If he could surprise her in that way, maybe he could surprise her in other ways too. If she took the time to know him, maybe sheâd realize things were different from how they seemed. (2)
Everyone said what this man desired was revenge, but that could very well be untrue.
[Black] ââ¦.Different from what I thought.â
Then, Black whispered a sentiment very similar to her own. Rienneâs hand stopped.
[Rienne] âWhat is?â
[Black] âYou are, Princess.â
[Rienne] âHow so?â
[Black] âBefore, whenever I asked to touch you, you would just stand still and endure it.â
[Rienne] âThatâsâ¦..â
[Black] âSo I didnât think youâd touch me on your own.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
[Black] âAnd I didnât know how happy it would make me when you did.â
Stopping Rienne with his words, Black tilted his head and looked up at her.
[Black] âIâm glad I got hurt.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Rienne stopped breathing. All she could do was watch as he took her hand that was just caressing his head and pressed his lips against it, giving it a soft and gentle kiss.
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It was just as they expected.
With a pale face, the High Priest immediately came to the castle.
According to him, because the stairs to the Temple were destroyed, he had no choice but to tie a rope to his body and rappel from the top. Apparently he made a few mistakes on the way down, and he seriously thought he was going to die.
[High Priest] âItâs all Godâs wrath!â
The High Priest screamed out. Rienne raised an eyebrow and held back her irritation.
The Temple was a hot spot when it came to gossip. Rumors spread quickly there.
He must be aware that after the stairs collapsed, people were spreading rumors that God was angry that he disallowed Rienne from attending the funeral.
Now he was shouting loudly in an attempt to counteract it.
[High Priest] âItâs all because those disgusting and filthy Tiwakan are defiling our land with our presence!â
Sitting in the reception room, Rienne frowned and pressed a finger against her temple.
[Rienne] âThatâs not what I heard.â
[High Priest] âWhat? Are you denying the word of God, Princess?â
[Rienne] âIâm just saying what I heard. They say God is angry because I wasnât present at the funeral. Since it was you who made that order, doesnât that make Godâs wrath your fault, High Priest?â
[High Priest] âHow dare you!? Who would spread such a lie about Godâ¦!?â
[Rienne] âIf God were truly upset with the Tiwakan, they would be the ones facing punishment. And yet, the Templeâs staircase was destroyedâ¦. Arenât Godâs intentions clear in this case?â
[High Priest] ââ¦â¦!â
The High Priest was at a loss for words, his mouth agape.
He didnât think Rienne would bare her fangs like this.
Heâs not a very bright man, is he, Rienne thought as the High Priest struggled to pick his jaw off the floor.
If this was the angle he was planning, then he should have at least brought some evidence to incriminate the Tiwakan. Black probably climbed the cliff out of sight in anticipation for something like this.
Things like that made Rienne remember how decisive and astute of a person he was.
[High Priest] âIt makes nothing clear.â
After a long while, the High Priest finally stuttered out his argument.
[High Priest] âWhy would God be angered by the faithful children? Weâre only being encouraged to rid ourselves of bad seeds, donât you think?â
His words were echoed by the swath of priests he brought with him.
[Priests] âIndeed.â
Without question, the priests immediately voiced their support.
[High Priest] âSo donât be fooled by those rumors, Princess. God doesnât hesitate to punish those guilty of carelessness.â
[Priests] âIndeed.â
Rienne just shook her head at them, her face looking a little tired.
[Rienne] âHahâ¦..â
Though it was true she was feeling a little spent since this morning.
It was all because she stayed up too late last night. She spent far too much time in that dark room.
Black eventually stood up and took Rienne in his arms again. Unlike before when he was sitting, it was a different kind of hug that engulfed her entire body.
When it first happened, Rienne felt like she couldnât breathe but it was only for a moment. Over time, it started to feel like that embrace was made just for her. It was such a comforting feeling that made her feel as though everything would be okay.
By the time they managed to part, the light of dawn had already set in.
Rienne was surprised how quickly time flew. Even though they were doing nothing, she was amazed how it never felt boring or dull when they were together.
Whatâs going on with me?
Whenever she was with him, she always seemed to lose track of the time. It was the first time sheâd ever met someone who could do that to her.
[High Priest] ââ¦â¦So that God willâ¦â¦. Neverâ¦â¦. Againâ¦â¦â¦ Princess? â¦..Princess!â
While Rienne was lost in thought, thinking about something entirely different, suddenly the High Priestâs voice rose in volume and interrupted her.
[Rienne] ââ¦..Go on.â
Rienne came to her senses, slightly turning her head towards the High Priest. Her expression was so calm, the High Priest found no fault in it.
[Rienne] âAnd? What is it you came here for?â
The High Priest likely wanted to say that the steep price to repair the stairs could not be paid for by the Temple.
[High Priest] âYou must make an offering so that something like this will never happen again. And the ungodliness and filth of the Tiwakan must be punished.â
[Rienne] âAnd how do you propose I do that?â
Heâs just here to spew more nonsense, again.
Who else could even do that?
The High Priest and the Kleinfelders just sat back and told Rienne what to do. Their audacity was almost impressive. They never intended to leave Rienne alone.
They didnât seem to realize that Rienneâs existence was the only thinking keeping this kingdom safe, as it always has been.
Completely oblivious, the High Priest proudly spoke his absurdities.
[High Priest] âDelay your marriage.â
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T/N: (1) Thereâs no subject here so this phrase as well as the one about it being âsoftâ can have a double meaning. Rienne is talking about both his hair and his personality/character.
(2) Literally âto experience/understand somethingâ. The literal translation is a bit ( ͡° ÍÊ Í¡Â°) in English, so we had to rephrase it lol.
Note: they named the High Priest âMilrodâ previously, but they refer to him as âthe High Priestâ throughout the chapter, so I stuck with it.
astral comment: You know when dogs put their little heads on your leg or something cause they want you to pet them? Thatâs all I could think about this chapter.
ghost: the soft vibes in this chapter are immaculate.