translator/editor: astralmech | editor: ghost
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There was a strange air running through bedroom, and with Rienne left alone there with Black, she felt as though she was about to suffocate with every breath.
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦Thank you for your concern. Iâm sure you have business you need to attend to, so Iâll be fine here alone.â
[Black] âIf you were me, would you be able to just leave, Princess?â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Black took the quiet expression on Rienneâs face as her answer.
[Black] âLie down. Iâll watch over you from the side.â
After saying that, Black went to the fireplace and pulled out the chair from in front of it, dragging it to the bed and sitting down.
Rienne sat in bed, idly fiddling with the edge of the blanket.
Honestly, Rienne probably couldâve argued more, even if it roused suspicion from him.
She couldâve said, I have a lot work I need to do, so I donât have the time to worry about the child in my womb right now.
He was not someone who had the right to stop her. Or was it normal to monitor other people under the illusion of worrying for them?
Even then, she couldâve argued that she was the de facto ruler of this place, with the crown presently sitting atop her head and no one elseâs. He might be her fiancé, but she was her own person.
But Rienne couldnât bring herself to say any of that.
Because his worry felt very real.
This manâ¦â¦..didnât doubt her about this in the slightest.
When confronted with a womanâs bloodied sheets, anyone would automatically suspect it was simply that time of the month.
But Black genuinely believed it to be a problem with the baby.
And that just confused Rienne terribly.
How was he doing that? For her part, she couldnât stop these incessant doubts that plagued her every moment of every day for even the smallest things.
So how was he able to trust so easily?
[Black] ââ¦â¦â¦â¦.Is it difficult for you to talk about your child with me?â
Watching Rienneâs expression getting darker by the minute, Black suddenly asked a question.
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦Sorry?â
[Black] âWere you worried Iâd be reminded of the childâs father if you mentioned it? To the point where you didnât even tell me you were sick?â
[Rienne] âIâ¦â¦â¦I donât know.â
[Black] âIf thatâs the case, thatâs not necessary. The child is mine.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
When he said things like that, it was too suspicious.
Why did he think like that? If their positions were reversed and he had a child, she wasnât sure sheâd be able to accept it so readily.
[Rienne] âBut we both know itâs not. You canât do that.â
Her answer was very pointed and direct.
[Rienne] âTrulyâ¦..you canât. Because youâre only human.â (1)
[Black] âIâve already decided to do that. And Iâm trying.â
[Rienne] âBut is that something you can do just by trying?â
And not just that.
He said that his blood was all dead. Was that something that one could just forget simply because a long time had passed?
He didnât forget they were engaged when they were young despite it being from a time she couldnât even remember, so how could he forget the death of his family?
[Rienne] âThereâs no one whoâs that generousâ¦â¦â¦I can hardly believe it.â
[Black] âI wouldnât say Iâm doing this out of generosity.â
[Rienne] âThen what is it?â
[Black] âI think this might be the best way to get you to accept me. Without hating me or resenting me in the process.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
[Black] âWhat can I do to get you to believe me?â
This was why she was struggling to believe his words. They sounded so wonderful, as if they were ripped directly from a novel. There was nothing in this world that worked out so nicely like that.
If this world taught Rienne anything, it was that.
[Rienne] âDoes that mean youâll do anything I ask?â
[Black] ââ¦â¦If it gets you to trust me, Princess.â
Blackâs remark exhibited such blind faith, it was hard to believe he just said that. He was an apex predatorâthe kind of person one could never lower their guard around.
So why was he acting so blind around her? It didnât make any sense.
[Black] âBut in exchange, I want you to offer me something, Princess.â
[Rienne] âSomethingâ¦.from me?â
[Black] âMake a promise, a resolutionâwhatever it may be. Something that says the child in your womb will definitely be mine.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
[Black] âCan you do that?â
[Rienne] âProve it, first.â
Finally, Rienne laid down the edge of the blanket and faced Black.
[Rienne] âProve to me youâll do anything.â
[Black] âWhat do you want?â
[Rienne] âI heard Lord Phermos detained the old man that was begging in front of the Temple. I want to meet with him.â
Black immediately frowned, but it was only for a moment before he answered.
[Black] âThat has nothing to do with your child.â
[Rienne] âNo, but it matters.â
It mattered a lot, actually.
[Rienne] âI should also listen to what others have to say about the man who seeks to be the father of my child.â
[Black] â. . .â
It was then that Black finally realized why Rienne still didnât trust him.
[Black] âIt appears that your heart has gone back to what it was before I announced the truth behind the proposal, Princess. Back when my identity and intentions were questionable.â
Rienne couldnât deny that.
[Black] âAlright. Iâll do whatever you want. Butâ¦â
Blackâs lips slightly parted. Seeing his white teeth visible felt like a knife touching her heart.
[Black] âYou canât break your promise, Princess.â
And then Black persistently stared at Rienne, pinning her in place until she eventually nodded.
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She couldnât spend all day in bed.
But just as Black told her, Rienne was forced to remain in her room until the medicine arrived. Once she got it from Mrs. Flambard, she quickly forced it down and headed for the Kingâs Office.
The medicine was so bitter, she felt as though any child inside of her would be more surprised than anything after taking it. Still, Phermos assured her it was safe after carefully checking what ingredients were used when making it.
[Rienne] âThere has to be something left.â
What Rienne was looking for was the royal records from twenty years ago.
[Rienne] âIt was twenty-one years ago that my father had his coronation. That means what happened to his family occurred after my father became king.â
If this was a childhood betrothal they had discussed, then they mustâve been a well-known family.
Rienneâs eyes darted across the page, looking across all the families that participated in the coronation ceremony.
[Rienne] âDid she say she saw the letter âPâ?â
But none of the thirteen families invited to the coronation had such a character in their name. After spending so much time searching through the heavy royal records that were covered in dust, her arm started to feel numb.
[Rienne] âDid he lie about the engagement?â
Rienne bit her lip as she stared at the letters that didnât change no matter how much she looked at them.
[Rienne] âNo, she may have seen wrong. It could still be any of these.â
Rienne carefully examined the thirteen families.
Six of them were part of the nobility of Nauk and the ones responsible for the Treaty of Risebury. The other three were ones who lost their status over the years, and the final four had left Nauk at some point over the course of twenty years.
[Rienne] âThe timing doesnât make any sense.â
However, none of the families who were no longer present in Nauk matched what Black said.
Looking at the old letters for so long, breathing in all that dust made her dizzy.
[Rienne
] âMaybe he just got the time wrong.â
If Black wasnât lying, then he may have gotten the number of years wrong. Usually, when talking about a long period of time like twenty years, that usually means itâs difficult to recall the exact number.
[Rienne] âIt couldâve been more than twenty years in the past.â
Rienne pushed through, starting her search for records before the coronation.
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦.Whatâs this?â
And she discovered something odd.
There were no records left of the period before the coronation.
To be exact, all records from the period of twenty-one to twenty-five years ago were missing.
[Rienne] âWhatâs going on?â
Though it was shocking, she could clearly see the visible traces of where someone had cut out portions of the record with a knife.
It was appalling to her that someone had touched the royal records, but now it was suspicious that there was something someone was trying to hide from her.
[Rienne] âIt canât beâ¦..â
But at this point, she had no choice but to doubt.
[Rienne] âLord Phermosâ¦â¦.â
Despite having never given him access, he was hiding in the office. And she didnât know how often he had come and gone before that.
[Rienne] âDid he do so on that manâs orders?â
Among those five years of lost records, was there something about Black written in them? Did he know Rienne would one day look, so he had them gotten rid of in advance?
[Rienne] âWell thenâ¦â¦..I suppose I was right to be suspicious.â
The hand she was resting on the records with missing pages trembled.
[Rienne] âHeâs far too strange.â
Smackâ!
Rienne stood up, leaving behind the record.
Even if she looked for the missing records, they wouldnât come out on their own.
[Rienne] âIâll have to check his room.â
If Phermos was the one responsible, the records wouldâve met one of two fates: They were either hidden or destroyed. All she could do was depend on luck for this one. If she were lucky, then he wouldâve hidden the records away before getting rid of them.
Rienne lifted herself up, heading off somewhere.
Across from Mrs. Flambardâs bedroom was the room Rienne once used as a child. Now, Phermos was using that room like his own office.
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Smackâ!
The door wasnât locked. Though, even if it was, Rienne was prepared to break it down if need be.
She had no intention of hiding her search for the records. The royal records were owned by the royal family, which of course meant that unauthorized people could not carry or damage them.
So this time, she was thinking of charging Phermos with a crime.
She didnât wish to flex her status, but what Phermos did was dishonorable and an insult to the royal family.
[Phermos] âWhatâ¦..? Princess? What brings you here?â
But she didnât expect Phermos to be here at this time.
Rienne, who was almost flustered by his presence, quickly straightened out her back.
[Rienne] âI have something I wish to ask of you.â
[Phermos] âHow did you know I was here?â
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦I donât think thatâs important.â
[Phermos] âOh umâ¦..Youâre right, you just surprised me. Though, shouldnât you be lying down, Princess? My Lord wouldnât be happy seeing you walking around like this.â
[Rienne] âI wonât beat around the bush.â
Rienne cut off his useless small talk.
[Rienne] âWhat did you do with the royal records you stole?â
[Phermos] ââ¦â¦.Pardon me?â
Phermos opened his eyes wide, pushing his monocle further up his face.
[Phermos] âIâm sorry, the royal records IÂ what?â
[Rienne] âI donât want to talk more than we have to. If you have them, then give them to me. That wonât absolve you of your crimes entirely, but your sentence will be lighter.â
[Phermos] âNo, what are you talking about? The royal record? What did I steal? And when?â
[Rienne
] ââ¦â¦Are you going to try and talk your way out of this?â
[Phermos] âGoodness, no! Why would I steal the royal records? I would only need to look at them once before memorizing it entirely.â
Phermos jumped around in a panic, with his face screaming how unfair he thought this was. It would appear as though he really didnât know anything.
â¦.No, I still canât be certain.
She knew this man to be an incredibly sly person. There was a chance being a skilled liar was but another part of his repertoire.
[Rienne] âYou mustâve known I was going to look eventually.â
[Phermos] âHm? There are parts of the record you havenât seen yet, Princess?â
[Rienne] â. . .â
The question made her speechless.
[Phermos] âI know you have reasonable cause to doubt me but I swear to the God of War, I never stole the royal records.â
After seeing Rienne make a disbelieving expression, Phermos held out both his hands with a harmless smile.
[Phermos] âFor those in the Tiwakan, do you know who the God of War is?â
[Rienne] ââ¦..No.â
[Phermos] âItâs Lord Tiwakan himself.â
[Rienne] âI see. So whyâ¦â¦.â
[Phermos] âTo swear on the God of War is to swear on our Lordâs name. Thereâs isnât a single person within the Tiwakanâs ranks who would dare us our Lordâs name so carelessly.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
Phermosâ face was filled with so much confidence and pride that it was hard not to believe him.
Even mercenaries who used war as a means of earning money required faith. No, perhaps it was because they were mercenaries that they needed something like that.
For them, living a life that forced them to face death for the sake of money, believing in something was what made them human.
And for the Tiwakan, that something was Black.
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦.If you say that, then I wonât force my doubts on you any longer. I pray your words are true. For the sake of your Lordâs name, if nothing else.â
[Phermos] âI would die before I tarnish my Lordâs name. Such a person would not deserve to carry the name of the Tiwakan.â
â¦â¦.Yes. I can see that now.
Rienne swallowed a sigh.
Then who couldâve done this?
[Phermos] âWill you search for the culprit?â
Phermos asked, the concern evident on his face.
[Rienne] âYes.â
[Phermos] âThen I will help you. After you gave me a clue about who killed the High Priest, Iâve found myself with a bit of time to relax thanks to you, Princess.â
[Rienne] âYouâd do that for me?â
[Phermos] âYes. On one condition.â
â¦â¦Whether it was the Lord or his aide, everyone tried to get something before giving something. It was inevitable, considering how they worked in unison.
[Rienne] âWhat is it?â
[Phermos] âReturn to your room and please lie still. The Lord told me you wished to see the old man who knew the whereabouts of the servant, correct? Iâve given the order to have him brought to the castle, so I will send a message to you once he arrives. Until then, please rest well.â
He was trying to get something, but it was something more beneficial for Rienne to give than for him to receive.
[Rienne] âThat wonât be too hard.â
[Phermos] âIâm not saying this for you, Princess. This is for my Lord. If you want me to be of any help, then you must do this. If anything were to happen to youâ¦â¦..Ugh, I donât even want to think about it. Point is, the aftermath would be very bad.â
[Rienne] â. . .â
What Phermos said hit her somewhere in her chest.
Talking about that man like that, he made it sound like he cared about her so much.
But why would he do all that for?
[Rienne] âIs it enough to say Iâll try?â
[Phermos] âNo, it isnât. You absolutely have to lie still.â
[Rienne] âThen promise me. Promise youâll find the real person responsible. Swear by the God of War.â
There was still the chance Phermos could create a fake culprit in order to cover for his master. She couldnât rule that out just yet.
Phermos readily held up his hand, swearing a vow.
[Phermos] âIf thatâs the only way to get you to rest, Iâll happily do so.â
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦..Thank you.â
It was still very uncertain. Was it possible for people carrying ulterior motives to act this way?
[Phermos] âHurry and get back, now. Once youâve returned to your room, I will begin my work as well. By the way, have you finished taking all of your medicines?â
In the end, Rienne was escorted back to her room by Phermos. Phermos even set up a mercenary outside of her room to monitor her condition thoroughly.