* * *
Things were as quiet leaving the chapel as they were going in. Encountering the Tiwakan search party was certainly unexpected, but Rienne was relieved they made it out safely if nothing else.
Once they were finally clear of the chapel, Rienne let out a heavy sigh.
Looking up at the sky, the moon was now being covered in darkness. It was the first time in while that Rienne felt lucky it wasnât too bright.
[Rienne] âI donât have much time.â
As Rienne said this, Weroz suddenly stopped walking and asked;
[Weroz] âWhat do you mean?â
[Rienne] âI need to contact the bereaved.â
[Weroz] âYes, itâs appropriate to contact the family members of those who have diedâ¦Oh.â
Weroz didnât realize it at first, but he finally understood what Rienne meant. If Sir Kleinfelder was still alive, she needed to get in contact with him as soon as possible.
And since this was Sir Kleinfelder they were talking about, he wouldnât be hard to find. Thereâs only one place he could possibly be. Knowing that, when Rienne mentioned âthe bereavedâ, she could only be talking about the Kleinfelders.
[Weroz] âYes, Princess. It would be most prudent of us to contact them as soon as possible.â
[Rienne] âTell them Iâd like to discuss the funeral with them, and Iâd like to meet with them in person if at all possible.â
[Weroz] âI will deliver your message.â
It was a conversation spoken in code, its true nature known only to the individuals involved. Once they were done talking, they quickly walked off with hurried steps.
But Rienne underestimated Phermos.
He was a shrewd man who knew far more than she realized.
* * *
[Phermos] âWe were lied to.â
After the others had retired, Phermos headed straight for Blackâs quarters. Though they were technically in the middle of enemy territory, the two of them looked relaxed, as if they were sitting in their own barracks.
[Phermos] âIt canât have been the Commander you killed that day. He was far too weak with a sword, not to mention how his helmet and armor didnât match. It was as if he was in a hurry to put them on. Like he was trying to act as the Commander.â
[Black] â. . .â
[Phermos] âThough I suppose you already knew that, didnât you?â
Without saying a word, Black winced. He was becoming more attuned to the pain of his wound the more his fever died down.
[Phermos] âI see. Well then, I guess now itâs merely a question of how much the Princess knows. It doesnât seem like she knew from the start⦠She must have thought he was dead until she inspected the body herself. Though I guess heâs as good as dead anyway. He threw one of his own men to the wolves to save his own life before running awayâ¦â¦ Oh.â
As if an idea had struck him, Phermos slapped his palm against his forehead.
[Phermos] âOr perhaps heâs gone into hiding somewhere in Nauk.â
When they first surrounded the castle, they made sure to cut off all roads leading out. But rats were resilient creatures. Theyâll always find a way to slip through.
[Phermos] âIt would appear as though he still has regrets about the situation. He must have decided to hide and protect his own life in the meantime after the Kingdom of Sharka declined his request for troops.â
The Tiwakan were already aware that the Commander of the Arsak Knights was trying to call for reinforcements from the Kingdom of Sharka. It was natural they would make the attempt, just as it was natural for them to be refused.
But apparently such a reality was difficult for the Commander to accept.
Phermos clicked his tongue.
[Phermos] âWhat does he think he can do all on his ownâ¦. This war ended when Nauk opened their gates to us of their own volition.â
Black responded with a frown on his face.
[Black] âPerhaps he thought it was over once we took Nauk.â
[Phermos] âWhat? What do you mean by that?â
[Black] âHe may think his relationship with the Princess isnât over.â
[Phermos
] âThatâsâ¦ohâ¦â
Phermos had a look of displeasure on his face.
[Phermos] âAre you implying that the Commander of the Arsak Knights wishes to elope with Princess Rienne? What sort of nobleman would think of doing something so absurd? Even if that were the case, the Princess would never agree. Itâs obvious to anyone she feels a great sense of duty towards Nauk. Thatâs the reason why she accepted your proposal in the first place.â
[Black] âBeing a noble doesnât mean youâre immune to losing your mind.â
Phermosâ mouth shut as his expression changed. He mulled over his thoughts for a moment before speaking again.
[Phermos] âWell⦠I know there must be some who are willing to play around with love, but I canât understand those who are willing to uselessly sacrifice their all for it.â
Phermos mindlessly fiddled with his glasses.
[Phermos] âBut now weâve run into an issue with our investigation. The Commander is a rather skilled figure in Nauk, so itâll be difficult to deal with this quietlyâ¦. Did you happen to catch the attackerâs appearance? Roughly how tall they were or maybe their hair color?â
[Black] âI wasnât close enough to see.â
Black remembered what had happened that day in the garden.
Thinking back on it, the arrow must have been shot from a long distance, but by the time Black noticed, it was already right behind him.
[Phermos] âThat must mean the attacker has considerable skill with a bow. Iâve heard tale that the Commander was talented himself, so itâs likely theyâre one in the same, but⦠did you really get hit by the arrow?â
Phermos spoke in a joking tone, like he was poking fun.
[Phermos] âYou didnât let yourself get hit on purpose, did you?â
[Black] â. . .â
Black didnât respond, but his silence was answer enough.
[Phermos] âReally!? Whyâd you have to go that far? I mean, itâs amazing youâre willing to risk personal safety to keep a grip on Nauk, but you shouldnât have to hurt yourself like thisâ¦â¦Youâre supposed to be recovering from hardship, not shouldering more.â
But what Black said in response was something entirely unrelated.
[Black] âI didnât think her lover would be that kind of man.â
His voice was so low, Phermos could feel goosebumps forming on the back of his neck. Rubbing his neck with his hand, Phermos suddenly realized what gave him the chills.
Black was showing his anger.
[Black] âThat arrow couldâve easily hit the Princess instead of me.â
[Phermos] âThatâsâ¦.â
Phermos felt his nerves stand on one end until a ridiculous thought came to him.
Was Blackâ¦. upset that Princess Rienne was almost hit by the arrow?
Was that it?
When Phermos had asked Black if he had fallen in love with the Princess at first sight, he said no. Did he change his mind? No, it was doubtful. He wouldnât have done that so quickly.
If Black paid nearly as much attention to women as he did the men of Tiwakan, there wouldnât be as many vicious rumors surrounding them. (1)
â¦.Yes, Black isnât the sort of man to be swayed by beauty. He must be feeling this way because the Princess is someone he needs to use.
Imagine if she were to be killed before they even had the chance to marry. That certainly wouldâve been bad. Itâs not something they couldnât handle, but it definitely wouldâve made things difficult.
And it was only natural to be angry. What sort of bastard shoots an arrow at the woman he supposedly holds in his heart? That kind of person couldnât be human.
Yes, it was a natural feeling. It was completely understandable if Black was feeling a little mad at such a miserable person.
So why didnât Phermos feel reassured?
[Phermos] âWe should keep in mind the potential betrayal of the Princess. Thereâs a chance this might inspire a little fight in her. Why not completely wipe out the Kleinfelder family rather than simply searching for the Commander? Itâll be easier to do that than to wait for him to contact the Princess.â
[Black] â. . .â
Black didnât answer immediately.
In truth, his thoughts were running a bit slow.
Deep down, he knew Phermos was right. At the end of the day, this was war. If he wanted to win, then of course, he would do everything he could to attain a victory.
But what he wanted wasnât a victory. He wanted to marry her.
[Rienne] ââDo everything in your power to keep it.â
Thatâs what I promised her.
And it wasnât because of his fever that he made such a promise. He genuinely wanted to keep it.
[Rienne] ââThen I vow to do my very best to desire you as you do me.â
Did she lie to him? Or did she change her mind now that she knows her lover is still alive?
Black needed to know.
[Black] âNo. Just leave them be.â
[Phermos] âWhatâ¦? Are you sure thatâs wise?â
[Black] âIt will tell us what sort of woman the Princess is. Whether sheâll honor this marriage or not.â
[Phermos] âOh. I see, then.â
Phermos could understand that. The God of Tiwakan seemed unwilling to fight against Nauk as long as he could help it.
[Phermos] âThe Princess is one to act quickly, so weâll keep a close eye on her.â
[Black] âDonât be caught.â
[Phermos] âOf course.â
With their business concluded, Phermos left the room with a casual look on his face, as if the heavy conversation they just had never occurred.
While it was unexpected that Rafit Kleinfelder had crawled his way back to Nauk, it wasnât of much concern to him. He was no threat to an army of mercenaries who had been roaming the battlefield for years.
What really concerned Black was something else entirely.
[Black] ââ¦â¦I shouldâve killed him.â
The more he thought about it, the more this strange mixture of pain grew in his chest. If only he knew exactly what kind of man he was. Then maybe heâd feel better.
Rienneâs lover was no threat to him, but even so, thinking about the man filled him with a mounting sense of annoyance.
[Black] âDammit.â
Black aggressively rubbed his eyes.
Until now, all he ever concerned himself with was Rienne herself. But now that he had the chance to hold her and kiss her, suddenly thinking about her lover irritated him.
And he still didnât understand why.
* * *
Dawn broke before she was able to get any proper sleep.
Rienne got out of bed and went to wash her face, just as she usually did. Except for the fact that it was obvious she looked unwell.
[Rienne] âThereâs too much to do⦠I canât get sick.â
She muttered to herself as she looked at her especially pale face in the mirror. Her eyes looked hazy and it was clear she had lost some weight.
[Rienne] âIf this keeps up, I wonât have any clothing to wear.â
The image of her oversized clothing falling off of her thin body brought a brief smile to Rienneâs face.
[Rienne] âThat would be quite the sight.â
Then perhaps he wonât want me anymore.
[Rienne] ââ¦â¦Donât be foolish. Itâs not like he fell in love with me because he thought I was pretty.â
She shook that thought away, turning away from the mirror.
Rienne had so many problems keeping her up at night, but dealing with them needed to be set aside until she could reach Rafit.
[Rienne] âOh, Iâll need to wear mourning clothes while we start preparing for the funeral.â
Now that the bodyâs been returned, she needed to wear black to symbolize her condolences and sorrow. In Nauk, it was tradition to mourn over the course of three days, only ever removing the mourning attire on the day of the funeral itself at midnight.
Without asking for Mrs. Flambardâs help, Rienne put herself in a black dress.
She didnât realize this while she was wearing it, but black was a dangerous choice for her. Her white skin looked like smooth marble in contrast to the black fabric.
The somewhat baggy clothing did nothing to hide her body, but instead accentuated it. The thin, soft cloth wrapped around her figure slid down every time she moved.
When dressed in black, Rienne had the air of a dangerous, seductive vixen in comparison to her usual beauty.
Again, black was a terrible idea.
Worst of all was the fact that she didnât even seem aware of it.
* * *
Rienne headed to Blackâs quarters, carrying with her his breakfast, some painkillers, and a new set of bandages for his wound.
All the while, her loose clothing flowed around her ankles.
After learning that Rafit was still alive, Rienne didnât have the courage to face Black as she normally did. She still hadnât made her choiceâ¦and she still hadnât forgotten about that kiss.
â¦.Iâm sure he hasnât either.
That was the most nerve-wracking part. Black wouldnât have changed his behavior since they made such bold promises to one another.
How am I supposed to act, again?
She was afraid heâd be like that all the time.
[Rienne] âAh.â
Despite how much she wanted Blackâs room to be far away, it seemed especially close just to spite her. Arriving at the door, Rienne let out a sigh.
But no matter how much she sighed, her predicament stayed the same.
Knock. Knock.
Rienne lifted her hand and carefully knocked on the door.
[Rienne] âItâs morning. Are you awake?â
She listened for a moment, but no one answered.
Seems like heâs still asleep. Thank goodness.
Before leaving, Rienne leaned down to place the tray with the supplies on the floor in front of the door.
But before she could, she heard a thump as the door swung open.
[Rienne] âAhâ¦.â
Seeing Black standing at the open door, she thought her heart was going to leap out of her chest.
[Black] âDid I surprise you?â
[Rienne] âNot at all.â
[Black] âThatâs good. Iâll take that.â
Rienne didnât realize what was wrong at first. He was standing so well, it seemed only natural that he would take such a heavy tray away from her. If it werenât for the bandage still wrapped around his shoulder, she wouldâve completely disregarded it.
[Rienne] âWhat are you doing!?â
Rienne quickly tried to grab the tray back from him with a look of shock on her face.
[Rienne] âLet go, please. Your shoulderâs still hurt.â
[Black] âItâs fine. Itâs not heavy.â
[Rienne] âThatâs not the pointâ¦.â
But no matter how much she pulled, the tray didnât budge.
[Rienne] âYouâre wounded.â
As Black held the tray, Rienne looked up at him. He was so much bigger she needed to raise her head to just to make eye contact.
And he was standing very close.
[Black] âDo my wounds bother you?â
His voice sounded too close when he asked that.
[Rienne] ââ¦.Yes.â
When Black again spoke, he was talking so quietly it sounded more like he was whispering to himself.
[Black] âThat bothers me, too.â
[Rienne] âIâm not injured.â
[Black] âNot that. I meant your clothing.â
* * *
T/N: (1) Reference to Chapter 1, where Rienne mentioned the rumor where he prefers men over women.