. It couldnât be.
I sucked in air but it didnât reach my lungs. I took in the growing pool of blood on the floor, dripping from the veins of the men whoâd become my family. All of them putting down their life so I and Alessio could live, but I couldnât let them, couldnât allow it. Remo had Serafina and the twins who needed a father and husband, and Savio was too young, he needed to get the chance to find what we hadâsomeone he loved and who loved him back. I wouldnât take that from him.
Mrs. Falcone pointed at one of the men. âNow get me that knife.â
âWe want the rest of our money. We arenât your soldiers, remember that.â
Mrs. Falcone only smiled. âThereâs plenty of money in the glove compartment of the car. Itâs yours. Now give me that knife.â Sheâd closed the lighter but it wouldnât take long to open it again.
Remo laughed darkly and wiped sweat off his forehead, spreading blood all over his face. âShe tricked you. She doesnât have more money. Or did she show you?â
The men exchanged looks.
âNot another word,â Mrs. Falcone warned, raising the lighter once more. âIâve had enough time to hide money before you arrived in Vegas.â
A shadow in the corner of my eye caught my attention, and from the brief flicker of recognition on Ninoâs face, heâd seen it too. Someone was crossing the garden from Fabianoâs mansion.
âWe want our money. We need it to establish control. You said you could hide several millions.â
âSheâs a lying bitch,â Remo growled.
âDonât call me that!â she shrieked.
Remoâs mouth curled. âDo my eyes remind you of Father?â He smiled. âOh, they do, donât they? He didnât turn out to be the prince you hoped for, right? Was it worth it killing his fiancée to become the alpha bee yourself?â
âYou ⦠you â¦â she gasped, moving closer to Remo, panting. He was taunting her, drawing her away from me.
And then everything happened too fast. Adamo stormed inside through the French windows and barreled into his motherâs back, clamping his hand down on her fist with the lighter and at the same time he drove a knife up into her stomach. Her eyes grew wide and they both tumbled to the floor.
For a moment, the whooshing in my ears was the only sound, then the screams crashed through the blissful cacophony.
Nino stormed toward me. One of the men stepped in his way with a raised gun. I jumped up and kicked his shin at the same time as he fired. The bullet tore through Ninoâs upper arm but then he was upon the man, broke his leg with a kick to the knee before gripping him by the back of the head and jerking his face down on his knee. The man fell to his side, gurgling. Nino took the gun, feeling the manâs chin. âI broke your jaw. I hope you can scream anyway.â He gripped the manâs fingers and jerked them back, causing him to cry hoarsely. âNot the best screams Iâve heard, but theyâll do. Later.â He straightened, stepping over the man. Remo and Savio had knocked out the other men and were freeing Fabiano.
âAre you all right?â Nino asked, cupping my cheeks with his bloody hands and kissing my cheek, my forehead, my temple then my lips before he pressed a kiss to Alessioâs head.
I nodded dazedly. âBut youâre not. You need a doctor.â Ninoâs gaze wasnât as focused as usual. I grabbed his bloody hand and squeezed. Blood was still sliding out of the cuts. I pressed down on his wrist wound but the red on his upper arm spread quickly. âNino, you need to treat this.â
Nino still stared at me as if he worried Iâd vanish into thin air any moment. âItâll take a long time for me to bleed to death from a wrist laceration of this depth.â
âNino,â Remo rasped, kneeling beside their mother who was sprawled out on the ground in a pool of blood, Adamoâs knife still stuck in her belly. She was gasping for air. Adamo sat in her blood, chest heaving. Savio hunched next to him; he was pale. The hit to his head and the blood loss were taking their toll.
âGo,â I whispered to Nino. âGo to Remo.â
Nino released my hand and slowly made his way over to his brothers. They were all covered in blood, still losing it from the cuts on their wrists.
Fabiano staggered toward me, bleeding from a cut on his forehead that hadnât been there before. âWe need to get you out of those clothes and wash the gasoline off.â
I nodded but couldnât take my eyes from the four brothers gathered around their mother. Remo curled his hand around the handle of the knife, then Nino closed his own fingers around it. Remo looked at Adamo who gave a shaky nod, then at Savio who tilted his head in agreement. And then Remo and Nino changed the angle of the knife and jabbed it the rest of the way in. Their mother jerked, then the tension left her body, and relief flooded me. I clutched Alessio closer to me, breathing out.
Remo gripped Ninoâs shoulder, said something then jumped up and disappeared into the garden, storming toward Fabianoâs mansion.
Nino staggered to his feet and walked toward me. His expression was beautiful ice, shut off from his emotions, and maybe it was for the best right now. Adamo closed his motherâs eyes and let his head fall back, staring up at the ceiling.
Nino touched my arm. âRemoâs on his way to the panic room to check on Serafina and the twins,â he said emotionlessly. My eyes took in the blood trail leading out onto the terrace. Nino squeezed my hand and I glanced down toward his wrists, still dripping blood. âYou need to shower, get rid of the gasoline,â he urged.
I motioned at Fabiano. âFabiano, Adamo, get bandages. We need to make pressure bandages to stop the bleeding until the doctors arrive.â
Fabiano lowered his phone that heâd been using to alert the Camorra doctors and ran off.
âKiara,â Nino murmured. âYou need to shower.â
I peered into his eyes, determined, worried. He wouldnât relax until I did, I could tell. âIf you let Fabiano and Adamo dress your and Savioâs wound.â
After Savio had stumbled to his feet, he sank down on the armrest of the sofa and stared down at his hands, one of them clutching one wrist as the other kept bleeding.
Fabiano returned with two first aid kits, and thrust one against Adamoâs chest. âGet up and help. Now.â
Adamo stumbled to his feet and with a last glance at their mother, he walked over to Savio. Fabiano made Nino sit down but his gray eyes were only on me.
âWeâre okay. You have to be okay too,â I said, then quickly moved upstairs and into our master bathroom.
Alessio had stopped crying as I rocked him. The moment I stepped into the shower with him and the warm water rained down on us, he started again. I began humming as I tried to wash the gasoline out of our hair and skin. Soon my sobs broke through the melody and I had to stop.
âShhh, Alessio, shhh. Everything is okay now.â
It took ten minutes to get clean, not just from the gasoline but also the blood sticking to our skin. When I turned the shower off, I froze. Nino sat on the edge of the tub and was watching with a haunted expression.
He was covered in blood from head to toe.
He got up slowly, grabbed two towels and handed one to me so I could wrap Alessio in it. Once he was swaddled, I handed him over to Nino, then dried myself. Ninoâs eyes rested on mine. His bandages were already turning pink.
âYou need to be stitched up.â
He sighed. âI almost lost you today. Iâm sorry, Kiara.â
âWhy are you sorry? It was your mother. You slit your wrists to save me and Alessio.â
âI promised to protect you, to keep you two safe, but today I failed. I wonât ever again. I wonât ever hesitate to kill someone I deem a threat.â
I touched Ninoâs cheek and he pulled Alessio and me against him. âYou couldnât know what would happen. Itâs not your fault, Nino.â
He nodded slowly and kissed the top of my head.
âThe doctors are here!â Fabiano shouted.
I pulled away. âGo downstairs. Get stitched up.â
Nino shook his head. âI wonât leave your side.â
Sighing, I moved to the bedroom and pulled on a dress, then dressed Alessio in a romper. âI hope he didnât get any of the gasoline fumes into his lungs.â
âWe let the doctor check him first.â
Nino took my hand and led me back downstairs. Everyone had gathered in the gaming room once more, even Serafina. She had her arms wrapped around Remoâs waist while one of the doctors took care of his wound. Her eyes were red from crying. The second doctor was attending to Savio whoâd stretched out on the sofa only in his briefs, pressing a bag of frozen peas against his head. His blood-soaked clothes lay on the floor beside him.
Fabiano was talking to the third doctor and sent him over to us the moment we arrived. After the doctor had taken a quick look at Alessio, Nino sank down on the other sofa then held out his wrists so the doctor could tend to them. I cradled Alessio against me then went over to Fabiano, touching his shoulder.
âThank you, Fabiano.â
Fabiano gave a tense nod.
âWhere are the bodies?â
âI dragged their mother outside. Carmine and the other men are still alive. Weâll deal with them later to find out what they know.â
I nodded and went over to Remo.
Serafina hugged me tightly. âIâm so glad you and Alessio are all right.â
I swallowed, realizing she had almost lost her husband because Remo would have laid his life down for me, for Nino, for our son, and the baby neither of them knew about yet.
I asked her, âAre Greta and Nevio okay?â
âThey are upstairs in their room, playing. They thought Remo was covered in paint. They donât understand what happened.â
âGood,â I whispered, then pulled back and turned to Remo. Tears sprang into my eyes as I met his gaze, and words got stuck in my throat. He nodded before Iâd uttered anything, his eyes dark and angry but also soft somehow. Remo, the constant enigma.
âThank you,â I got out.
âYou donât have to thank me, not for that. I did it for you, for Nino, for all of us.â
âI know.â I hugged him. âYou saved not just me and Alessio.â
Remo frowned down at me and I touched my belly. He exhaled, looking to Nino who watched me but couldnât see my hand. âHe doesnât know yet?â
âI didnât have time to tell him yet. But I will tonight.â
Remo nodded, then released another harsh breath. âAre you done?â he asked the doctor. âI have someone to tear apart.â
I stepped back and moved toward the sofa, sinking down on my knees beside Savio. The doctor was stitching him up and Savioâs eyes were closed. They opened when I touched his shoulder. Despite everything, he gave me a smirk, and though it didnât reach his eyes, I was glad to see it.
âHave you come to grope me while Iâm too weak to fight you off?â
I choked on a teary laugh, shaking my head. âThank you. Thank you so much.â Leaning forward, I kissed his cheek.
Surprise then anger crossed his face. âI was supposed to protect you and got us captured.â
âThere were too many attackers. You did everything you could. You took out two, Savio.â I lightly touched his bandaged wrist. âAnd this ⦠this â¦â I swallowed.
âNow all the chicks will think Iâm an emo kid who slashed his wrists. I guess Iâll learn how good emo girls are in bed,â he said and grinned.
I shoved his shoulder lightly.
âHow is Alessio?â
I looked down at my son. He had fallen asleep again. That was the beauty of newborns, they didnât see the world as we did yet. He wouldnât remember this day. âGood.â
âAnd the bun in the oven?â
I smiled softly. âSafe.â
He motioned behind me. âYou should go to him.â
I glanced over my shoulder and found Nino staring at me. Nodding, I rose to my feet and went over to him. He pushed to his feet, shaking the doctor off who was trying to fasten the bandage on his second wrist.
âWeâre all safe, and sheâs finally dead. This is over,â I told him.
Nino touched my cheek. âNot quite. Weâll question the survivors now and find out if there are others holing up somewhere. We need to find every last traitor, now more than ever.â
I stroked his beard. âDonât take too long. We need you.â
NINO I hesitated, torn between the need to destroy these men whoâd dared to threaten my family, whoâd broken into my home. They needed to die, and they needed to suffer before they did, but I wanted to be there for Kiara.
She smiled, stroking Alessioâs back absent-mindedly. âItâs okay. You need to do this so weâre all safe. Just hurry.â
I bent low and kissed her slowly. âRest.â
She shook her head. âIâll cook something. Weâre all in need of some comfort food today.â She drew back and her fresh clothes were smeared with my blood again, and so were her cheeks and hands.
Serafina came over and wrapped an arm around Kiara. âIâll stay with her and Alessio. Help Remo end them.â
I turned and went down into the basement where the traitors had been taken. My body wasnât as strong as usual. Blood loss had left its mark, but not enough to stop me from doing this. Remo waited in the corridor of the basement.
âYouâre joining me?â
âOf course.â
Remo searched my face but I wasnât sure what he was looking for. âFabianoâs picking up Leona from campus in case there are others out there waiting for their chance to hit us again and Savio needs to lie down because of his concussion, so itâs only us.â
âNo,â a raspy voice sounded from the stairs. Both Remo and I looked to see Adamo coming down the steps, still covered in blood like we were.
Slowly he walked toward us, his eyes blood-shot and full of guilt. âI want to help you. I want to make up for what I did ⦠somehow ⦠I â¦â He swallowed. âIâm sorry. Iâm so fucking sorry.â
Remoâs mouth pulled into a tight line and he nodded.
âCan you ever forgive me?â
I regarded my little brother and grabbed his arm, shoving up his shirt, revealing punctures. âAre you drugged?â
Adamo looked away. âNot really, I had the last shot yesterday.â
Remo let out a low growl. âFuck it, Adamo. Fuck it all. I should kill you now.â
Adamo nodded then met my gaze. âIf anything had happened to Kiara or Alessio, I ⦠I would have never forgiven myself. I probably wonât either way.â
âRegret is wasted time, so is guilt, so stop wasting your time. Spend it on something useful, like getting clean and deciding who you want to be instead of wallowing in self-pity and wishing to be someone youâre obviously not,â I said sharply. Today I didnât have any patience to spare for him, not after what I almost had to witness.
âIâm trying,â Adamo said.
âLetâs get this started. I want to tear the fuckers apart,â Remo snarled.
We stepped into the sound-proof room where the four surviving men had been locked in. One of them stared wide-eyed up at the ceiling, the other three huddled against the walls, legs and hands bound.
I went over to the unmoving asshole and nudged him with my toe. âHe got lucky,â I said. âHis end was moderately painless.â
âMust have kicked his throat too hard,â Remo said with a twisted smile, then he faced the traitors. âNow who wants to go first? Any takers?â He grasped Carmine by the collar and dragged him to the center of the room. âHow about you, Carmine? We want to tend to you when weâre still pumped with adrenaline and anger, right?â
âPlease,â Carmine said.
I chuckled, shaking my head as I drew my knife. âYou donât get to say please today. If you try again, Iâll cut your tongue out.â
âReady?â Remo asked.
I edged the tip of my knife under Carmineâs thumb nail. âAlways.â
âReady,â Adamo said.
knew that the men in this room didnât know of any other surviving traitors and that theyâd indeed found a home on Outfit territory in exchange for information. Most of it was outdated by now because weâd changed our delivery routes and most of the labs after weâd taken over but not all of them.
Remo, Adamo and I leaned against the wall of the corridor for a moment after we were done, trying to get back down. Adamo had mostly watched but I had seen the occasional excited flicker in his eyes.
âYou canât take drugs. Not just because it looks bad in front of our soldiers, but also because the shit messes with your head. Itâll turn you into a danger for yourself and others. I wonât allow that to happen,â Remo said.
Adamo nodded. âI know. And I know what has to happen so I can beat this. I need to be away from you, somewhere nobody will protect me. Here I always know that youâll come to save me, that Iâm safe no matter what I do.â
âAnd where would that be? Youâre safe everywhere in our territory unless I declare you otherwise, and even then, nobody would touch you from fear of my wrath,â Remo growled.
âI know. Thatâs why I think you should send me to New York for a year, to work under Lucaâs rule.â
Remo shoved away from the wall and pushed Adamo against it. âAre you insane?â
Adamo caught my eyes, hoping to reason with me if not Remo. âJust for a year. If I have to work under Luca, I know I canât hope for mercy. He wonât go lenient on me, if you tell him not to be. Heâs as cruel as you, but he doesnât give a damn about me.â
âBut he cares about peace, Adamo,â I said. âAnd he knows Remo will avenge you, even if he was the one who sent you to New York.â
âIf he killed me, but he wonât. But heâll punish me and force me into line. There Iâm just a soldier. There I need to follow rules. Here Iâll always be your younger brother.â
âIf Luca catches you taking drugs, heâll torture you,â Remo said with a harsh smile. âAnd this time Serafina wonât be there to interfere. Youâll be subject to his rule and Luca doesnât tolerate objections.â
âI know. But here I wonât change, because I donât have to.â
âIâm thinking that maybe I should just stop being so lenient to you.â Remo grasped Adamoâs throat and brought his face very close to our brotherâs.
âYou could but you wonât. And you have your kids, and so does Nino. Iâm sixteen. Iâm old enough to decide. Send me to New York.â
âAdamoâs right,â I said firmly. âWe canât punish him. We wonât. Luca will. Heâll treat him like any soldier. Heâll be one Made Man among many. For one year at least. Maybe itâs enough.â
Remo stepped back slowly. âYou donât know what youâre agreeing to, being under Lucaâs rule, not to mention that I doubt heâll agree.â
âWhy not? Thereâs peace between us, and Iâve been tortured by Dante. Luca hates Dante. Maybe he hopes for more info on him.â
âIf war breaks out, youâll be the first heâll kill.â
âIâll be the first to know if war breaks out, and you said it yourself, Lucaâs got too much to lose, right?â
âHe does,â I said quietly. âLike we do.â I needed to go to Kiara. This had taken too long already. âAsk Luca, Remo.â
Remo stared at me for a long time then grimaced. âFuck. This is fucking bat shit crazy, and I should know.â He shoved a finger into Adamoâs shoulder. âBut Iâll ask Luca and letâs hope you get your shit together while heâs your Capo.â
âYouâll always be my Capo. Iâll only work under him for a year.â
Remo laughed harshly. âYeah, better not tell him that to his face either. Lucaâs going to beat the shit out of you.â
I turned around and left them to it. Adamo was right. He needed to be away from our protection, from Las Vegas. The name Falcone protected him here, and maybe that was the root of the problem.