I look around at the only home Iâve ever known and feel conflicted. Itâs a shithole, but itâs our shitholeâthe only place I and my brothers have ever called home. And if I wasnât convinced that this move would benefit them, it wouldnât be happening.
They throw their bags into the trunk of their heap-of-shit car without a word. Dread sits heavy in my stomach as I move on autopilot, as if we arenât about to leave our home. The feeling isnât an unusual one, nor is the fury that fills my veins on a daily basis.
Our uncle should have been here ten minutes ago to take us away to start our new life in Sterling Bay. Maybe heâs decided weâre not worth it after all. Chance would be a fine fucking thing.
Iâm just about to tell them to give up and go back inside when the crunching of gravel by the trailer park entrance hits my ears.
Fucking great.
A black town car with equally blacked-out windows comes to stop in front of the three of us.
âI hope heâs not planning on staying long, that thingâll be on bricks in minutes,â Conner mutters, his eyes locked on the driverâs door.
We havenât seen our uncle in years, not since he left us with our shit show of a mother. It seems family only matters when his hand has been forced by the state.
Iâd have quite happily been my brothersâ guardian for a year, but apparently an eighteen-year-old with a rap sheet like mine isnât a responsible enough adult to look after others.
The door opens and I lean to the side to get my first look at the man who abandoned us to this life instead of fighting for his family, but the guy who stands isnât one I recognize.
âWho the fuck are you?â I bark, much to the guyâs irritation if the widening of his eyes is anything to go by.
âIâm your uncleâs driver. He sent me to pick you up.â
âFucking brilliant.â The laugh that accompanies my words is anything but amused.
âIf youâd like to put your bags in the trunk, Iâll take you home.â
Home.
is my home.
My body tenses, my fists curling at my sides, as I step up to the man. He already looks totally intimidated by his surroundings, and I delight in him taking one step back as I approach. Slamming the door as I go, I stop him from an easy escape should he feel he needs it.
The scent of his expensive aftershave fills my nose, and it only makes me want to hurt the privileged asshole that much more.
âLetâs get a few things straight.â I donât stop until Iâm right in his face, so close I see the fear in his eyes. Now something I can work with, something I can feed off like a fucking leech. âFirstly, that place youâre meant to be taking us to is not our home. Itâll never be our home. And second, weâre not getting in this fancy-ass fucking car. Where the hell is James? I thought he was coming to collect us.â
âHeâs been called out on business.â
This is a fucking joke. First he demands we move into his pretentious mansionâblackmails me into it when he knows itâs the last place in the world I want to liveâand then the motherfucker canât even be bothered to turn up himself. Heâs probably too good for this place. No wonder he looked down his nose at us all those years ago and turned his back as fast as he could.
âHe will be home later to greet you.â
I stare at him, no emotion on my face and a storm brewing in my eyes.
âIf you could just get in andââ
âUn-fucking-likely. We can make our own way.â
I told James as much when he instigated this whole thing in the first place, but he insisted. Probably because he doesnât want my brothersâ rust bucket sitting in his fancy driveway and bringing the tone of the area down.
âI really donât thinkââ
âI donât give a fuck what you think, .â
All the blood that was left in his face from when he first stepped out of the car drains away, and he swallows nervously.
âD-do you want to f-follow me then?â
âMarvelous, Jeeves. What a fantastic plan,â I mock, mimicking his posh British accent.
The second I take a step back, he scrambles into the car as quick as he can. Fucking pussy.
âI canât believe he sent a car,â Conner mumbles as my brothers join me, and together we watch the town car roll slowly down the dirt track.
âReally?â I balk. âJames isnât our savior, Con. You think heâd even be taking us in if it werenât for the court deciding Iâm no goodâ¦â I swallow the rest of the words. Of course, no one would trust me with my brothers. Apparently, the fact that Iâve raised both of them since we were just kids doesnât matter.
My chest tightens.
âItâll be okay, Ace.â My brother squeezes my shoulder. âA fresh start could be just what we need.â
âYeah, whatever.â I shrug him off. âWe should probably get going.â Thereâs nothing left for us here.
Conner gives me a weak smile before following Cole to their car. Itâs an ancient Ford they somehow manage to keep running despite the fact that it should have been scrapped at least ten years ago. Cole doesnât even spare our trailer a backward glance as he climbs inside and guns the engine. Iâll need to keep my eye on him; heâs always been a quiet kid, but lately heâs been even more brooding.
They follow Jeevesâ lead before I throw my leg over my bike and rev the engine. The vibrations instantly help to cool me off. The anticipation that Iâll soon be flying down the coastal road helps to push my ever building anger over this fucked-up situation down a little more.
I gun the engine once both the town car and my brothers have disappeared from sight and take one last look at this place. Itâs dark and dingy, like Hell on Earth. But itâs our homeâ¦
our home. Weâre moving. Heading over the border to the rich side of town. Like weâre ever going to fucking fit in there.
Dust and gravel fly up behind me as I speed off to find my brothersâ taillights somewhere up ahead. We know roughly where James lives, but Iâve no idea which of the insanely pretentious houses actually belongs to him. Probably the biggest one, knowing that pretentious stuck-up prick.
I catch them just before the road opens up and the bright blue sea appears in the distance. I guess thatâs one good thing about where weâre going: the girls on the beach. Itâs just a shame theyâre all going to talk like Jeeves, as if theyâve got a spoon permanently stuck in their pouty mouths.
âFucking hell,â I mutter to myself as I follow the two cars up a long ass driveway. Itâs not until the very last moment that the actual house appears. Itâs a huge place on a hill overlooking the ocean. The kind of house Iâve only ever seen images of in magazines, or on the TV when the piece of shit worked.
Images of the parties we can have here start to fill my mind. Maybe this place wonât be so bad after all. I can get off my face and attempt to fuck some rich chick looking to take a walk on the wild side⦠in every room of the house.
Parking between my brothersâ car and a flashy Mercedes, I throw my leg over my bike and head in the direction I just watched Jeeves walk into the house. He obviously thought against helping with our belongings. Wise man. Heâs learning quickly.
With our bags in hand, we climb the stairs to the double front door. Itâs a damn sight different to the one on our trailer that swelled up so bad in the summer we had to crawl out through a window, and that allowed the wind and rain to come inside during any storms.
âHoly crap,â Conner gasps as we walk into the entrance hall of all entrance halls. I swear to fucking god that the only house Iâve seen quite this lavish is the Playboy mansion. Iâm half expecting scantily-clad women to pour through the doors for a welcome party at any moment.
Sadly, the only person who emerges from one of the many doorways is Jeeves.
âWould you like a tour?â
âOr a fucking map,â Conner mutters. Cole, however, stands totally mute and looking bored out of his skull. I know heâs taking everything in, though. Itâs how his brain works.
âJust point us in the direction of our rooms. Iâm sure we can figure the rest out ourselves. We might be from a trailer park, but weâre far from stupid.â
âIâm well aware of that. Iâm William, by the way.â
âI would say it was nice to meet you, Jeeves,â I spit, curling my lip in disgust, âbut in all honesty, it wasnât.â
âRight, well. You can get to your rooms via this staircase, but you do have your own at the other end of the house. If youâd like to follow me.â
For once, the three of us do as weâre told and trail behind him until he comes to a stop at a slightly less audacious staircase, although itâs still much grander than any Iâve seen before.
âAt the top youâll find four rooms. Each has a fully stocked en suite, but if you need anything extra please speak to Ellen. You can usually find her in the kitchen, which is directly behind the main staircase, and sheâll see you have everything you need.â
âHow about an ounce of weed and a few bottles of vodka?â
He stares at me as if Iâm going to laugh at my own joke. Itâs not a fucking joke. Iâm going to need that and then some if Iâm meant to live here.
âIf thatâs all, Iâll leave you to find your feet.â He spins on his heels and fucks off as fast as his legs will carry him.
âShall we do this shit then?â Conner asks as we all stand like statues at the bottom of the stairs.
âFuck it.â I move first, but theyâre not far behind me.
I take the furthest door from the stairs, and the one Iâm fairly sure will have the best view. I might be here for them, but they can fuck off if they think theyâre getting it.
âFucking hell,â I mutter, walking onto the insanely spongy cream carpet and looking around at my new digs. This one room alone is about double the size of our trailer.
I dump my bag on the window seat and look out at the ocean beyond, exactly as Iâd hoped. Staring out at the perfect postcard view, I hope its calmness will somehow transfer into me. No such luck, because when I turn and take in the room around me, the need to smash it up is all-consuming.
I donât want to fucking be here.
I want my old life. My shitty trailer. My state school and dead-end opportunities.
Pulling my cell from my pocket, I sync it with the speakers I find on the sideboard and turn it up as loud as itâll go. This house might be a mansion, but Iâll make sure Uncle fucking James knows weâve arrived.
Retrieving the packet of smokes from my bag, I pull one out and place it between my lips before falling down onto my bed. I can only assume thereâs a no smoking rule in a place like this. I smile as I light up and blow smoke right into the center of the room.
I didnât follow any rules before, so like fuck am I about to start.
I canât hear anything over the sound of my music, so itâs not until the door opens that I realize someone wants me. Looking up, I expect to find my brothers, but instead Uncle James stands before me in his sharp three-piece suit, slicked-back hair and clean-shaven face.
âWhat do you want?â I bark, turning away from him and lighting up once again.
âI was coming to see how you were settling in, but I see youâve already made yourself at home.â
âWhat the fuck?â I seethe when the cigarette is plucked from my lips, seconds before itâs flicked out the window.
He pulls up the front of his perfectly pressed pants before sitting down on the edge of my bed. If heâs trying to look authoritative, then he needs to try fucking harder.
âA few house rules are in order, I think.â
I scoff but allow him to continue so he can list his challenges, because you can bet your sweet ass Iâm going to breaking each and every one just to piss him off.
âNo smoking in the house. You want to kill yourself with those death sticks, then you do so outside. You will not bring any drugs or drink into this house. If you want friends here, you can use the pool house. Iâve set it up as a den of sorts for the three of you. Thatâs your domain.â
âSo we can smoke, drink, and do drugs in there?â
âNo. There will be no parties, no girls, nothing that will cause any trouble of any kind.â
âIf youâre not looking for trouble, then you invited the wrong guys to come and live with you.â
âYou are no longer in Sterling Heights.â He frowns. âThings are different around here. I think it might be important for you to remember that.â
âWhatever.â
âSchool starts in two weeks. Your uniforms are already in your closets. I suggest you familiarize yourself with the place before the hard work starts, because there is no way youâre not graduating this year,â he jibes, knowing full well that I fucked up what should have been my senior year last year. Not my fault that someone had to earn some goddamn money to support my brothers.
I look to the other side of the room as if his mere presence is boring me.
âDinner will be served in an hour. I expect you all to be cleaned and dressed appropriately.â I see his gaze from out of the corner of my eye drop to my ripped jeans and oil-stained shirt. âMy girlfriend and her daughter are coming to welcome you to town, and I shouldnât need to tell you that you will be nice to both of them.â
Well, doesnât that sound like a fucking fun way to spend our first night in Sterling Bay? A nice, cozy family meal with the man who only wanted us when we had no parents left in this world.
He makes out like he wasnât aware of what our lives were like.
Heâs a fucking liar.
âAn hour. Iâve already warned your brothers. Weâll be waiting.â
I do shower and changeânot because he told me to, but because I fucking stink, and to be honest, I canât deny that the rainfall shower in my en suite wasnât appealing. It was a shit load better than the open pipe we had in the trailer.
Wearing a different pair of ripped jeans and a slightly cleaner shirt, I step out into the hall at exactly the same time both Cole and Conner do. Theyâre dressed similarly to me; it seems they took Uncleâs warning about as seriously as I did.
The sounds of voices direct the three of us toward the dining room. My curiosity as to what hides behind each door we pass is high, but I donât look. I donât want to seem like I care, because I really fucking donât, Iâm just intrigued as to why a man whoâs always lived alone needs so many fucking rooms.
As we join them, all conversation stops and three heads turn our way. I know our uncle is here but donât pay him any mind. The brunette, however, captures my imagination quite nicely.
He might have warned me about no girls already, but he didnât mention one who clearly already spends time here.
He walks over and wraps his arm around both the brunette and her mother. âAce, Cole, Connerâ¦â He grins like the cat who got the cream, and I fucking hate it. âThis is Sarah, my girlfriend, and Remi, her daughter.â