The words echo through my blissed-out state of mind.
That was not supposed to happen. But the ache deep inside me is a delicious reminder that it did.
Jesus. Ace isnât just a dangerous guy⦠heâs a danger to my sanity.
I press my legs together and smooth out my skirt.
âWhatâs it gonna be, Princess?â he asks.
âWhere will we go?â I canât believe I ask the question, but itâs not like I can stay in school in a puddle-soaked uniform wearing no panties.
A smirk tips the corner of Aceâs mouth. âI have a few ideas.â His eyes drift down my body, lingering on the hem of my skirt. My stomach clenches.
âIâm not going to have sex with you,â I say, lifting my chin in defiance.
His deep chuckle reverberates around the locker room. âGetting ahead of yourself a bit, arenât you?â
âSo you donât want me?â Iâd felt the outline of his cock pressed up against me as he tortured me with his fingers.
Because it was torture.
Sweet, delicious torture that made me float away to some higher place. A place where there was no Michaela and Lylah and their merry band of cheer bitches, no cheating asshole father, or vile men who had a penchant for young girls.
But I couldnât help but think I was replacing one version of hell for another.
âPromise I wonât end up dead, maimed, or drugged?â
His chuckle deepens as he stalks toward me. Curving a hand around the back of my neck, he drops his face level to mine. âI promise I wonât ever make you do anything you donât want to.â
âYou sound awfully sure of yourself.â
âTrust me when I say, Princess, that when Iâm through with you, youâll be begging for me to give it to you.â
Swatting his chest, I shoulder past him, fighting my own smile. He doesnât say a word as I reach for the door. Glancing over my shoulder, I try my best to look demure. âCome on then, bad boy, show me a good time.â
âShit, for real?â His eyes darken with lust.
âYeah. Itâs not like I can stay in school,â my gaze drops to my skirt, slowly lifting back up to meet his intense stare, âand to be honest, I like the idea of rebelling a little.â
âThen what are we waiting for?â Ace strides toward me. âLetâs get out of here.â
Iâve always wondered what it would be like to ride a motorcycle. I just never imagined Iâd have my maiden voyage on the back of Ace Jaggerâs bike, wearing nothing but my Sterling Prep uniform and no fucking panties.
Iâm sure thereâs probably a law against this kind of thing, but from how fast Ace is riding, I know he doesnât care.
Iâm starting to wonder what, if anything, Ace care about.
He acted so protective back in the locker room, as if the fact that I was upset over Michaelaâs little stunt genuinely affected him, but I donât want to raise my hopes. Ace carries a darkness inside him, and I donât doubt he has secrets. They lurk behind his frosty gaze, taunting me.
I know, because so do I.
He pulls up alongside my house and I climb off, careful to hold my skirt in place. Ace chuckles, watching me grapple with the helmet he insisted I wear.
âHere.â He leans forward to help me get the damn thing off.
âIâll justâ¦â I thumb over my shoulder to my house.
âIâll be waiting.â That trademark smirk of his slides into place, and I wonder what heâs thinking. Part of me half expects him to follow me inside, but he doesnât, and in less than five minutes, Iâm back at the bike in a pair of jeans and a fitted black t-shirt.
âYou shoulda kept the skirt,â he says as I climb on behind him, fitting my thighs around his hips. Ace slides his hand along my knee, sending shivers skating through me. His touch is like kryptonite, making me weak for him.
And I know Iâm in deep trouble.
âSo where are we going?â
âItâs a surprise,â he says.
A thrill shoots through me. Iâve cut the odd class before, but Iâve never skipped out on the whole day. My mom will lose her shit when she finds out, but I canât find it in myself to care. All I can think about is Michaela standing there, laughing at me. They were all laughing. Kids who used to be my friends. Kids that turned against me all because Queen Michaela snapped her fingers and said so.
âEasy, tiger,â Ace says over his shoulder as he hands me the helmet.
âSorry.â I curl my fingers from my stomach, but he catches one of my hands.
âDonât let that bitch inside your head.â
âEasy for you to say,â I grumble, but heâs already kicked the starter. The bike rumbles to life beneath us, drowning out my words.
It suits Ace. Sleek and powerful, and emanating danger.
He takes the coastal road out of the Bay towards the Heights. Nervous energy vibrates inside me as I hold him tighter. Itâs like the closer we get, the faster he goes, and I wonder if Iâm going to meet the real Ace.
The Sterling Heights version.
Iâve only ever passed the Heights. It isnât somewhere people from Sterling Bay make a habit of going. The changes start slow at first. The big houses with immaculate yards become few and far between, replaced with derelict buildings covered in graffiti and small, dilapidated houses.
Iâm suddenly relieved I traded my prep school uniform for jeans and a T-shirt.
Ace eases off the gas as he twists and turns down a network of streets. He clearly knows his way around this neighborhood, so when he pulls up outside a store marked âSinners,â I wonder where the hell heâs brought me.
He waits for me to climb off before doing the same. This time, I manage to get the helmet off myself.
âHere,â Ace says, taking it from me and hanging it over the handlebars.
âWhat is this place?â
âScared, Princess?â
âYouâll have to do something a little worse than bring me to the Heights to intimidate me, Ace.â I level him with a serious look.
âOh, is that right?â He flashes me a wolfish grin. âCome on.â Without warning, Ace grabs my hand and pulls me toward the store. A bell jangles as we step inside, and I scan the place. The walls are covered in rattle can art and thereâs a distinctive hum in the air.
âYouâre getting a tattoo?â I ask.
âYeah.â Ace is distracted, reading his cell phone.
âProblem?â I ask, and a dark expression crosses his face.
âNothing that canât wait. Yo, Cruz, you back there?â
Thereâs commotion beyond the chain curtain, and a guy as scary looking as Ace appears. âJag, my man, howâs it going?â
âYou know how it is.â
âWhoâs the chick?â His eyes take a leisurely sweep down my body, and I half expect Ace to go into full alpha asshole mode.
But he doesnât.
âIâm Aceâsââ
âNo one. Sheâs no one.â
My stomach drops, but I bury the hurt. So what? Itâs not like weâre together.
Itâs not like weâre anything at all.
I avert my eyes, pretending to look at one of the design folders out on a counter pushed up against the wall.
âKelsey know youâre in the neighborhood with aâ¦â Cruz lowers his voice so I canât hear the rest, and Iâm not sure I want to.
Suddenly, coming here with Ace feels like a giant mistake. He makes me reckless and impulsive, completely disarming me.
It never occurred to me before now that maybe thatâs how he wants me.
I peek over at them, and Iâm surprised to find them both looking at me. âYou want to see a real artist at work?â Ace asks.
âYouâre getting a tattoo?
?â
âWell I didnât come here to get my hair braided.â
Cruz snorts at that. âWhat do you say, Aceâs girl?â His eyes slide to Ace, but he doesnât flinch.
I frown, wondering what game Cruz is playing. âAfter you,â he says, motioning to the curtain. I slip around them and part the chain ropes, but at the last second, I glance back and say, âMy name is Remi, and Iâm no oneâs property.â
Cruz explodes with laughter, and I swear I hear Ace grumble at him to fuck off. I fight a smile.
I might be treated as a worthless no one at Sterling Prep, but I refuse to be that girl here.
The back room is divided into two workstations separated by a thin medical-grade curtain. Someoneâs boots are poking out the end as the quiet mumble of pained sighs fills the room.
âYo, D, Jag is in the building.â Another guy rolls out on a stool from behind the curtain.
âDecided to get your ass in the chair and get that sleeve finished?â
âYou know it.â Ace flexes his arm, the inked patterns coming to life on his skin.
âLetâs get started.â Cruz begins laying out his tattoo gun. âAceâs girl⦠I mean Remi, you can take a seat right here.â He pats a stool near the chair Ace is getting comfortable in.
âDonât you have to trace the design onto his skin first?â I ask, seeing no sign of any paper.
âNah, I let Cruz do his thing.â
âWow, you must really trust him.â I glance at Cruz. âHave you ever been tempted to tattoo something really inappropriate on him?â
âWho says I havenât?â He shoots me a wicked grin. âNow watch and learn.â
Tensing his arm, Ace barely flinches as Cruz gets to work on his skin. Thereâs already a myriad of patterns, but they all seem to flow into one another effortlessly.
âYou got any ink, Remi?â the other guy calls from behind the curtain.
âNo,â I reply, âbut Iâve always wanted one.â
âVirgin skin,â he chuckles. âYou know weâre going to have to rectify that, Cruz, man.â
âI just donât know what Iâd get.â I shrug. âItâs a big commitment.â
The guys all howl with laughter at my comment, but I let them have their fun. Iâm too entranced by the way Cruz paints Aceâs skin to care.
âYouâre really talented,â I say.
âThanks, being a tattoo artist is fifty-percent artist, thirty-percent technical ability, and twenty-percent therapist. Am I right, D?â
âHell yeah.â
âPeople like to talk when theyâre in the chair, huh?â I ask.
âSome people, like your guy here, donât utter a word. Others talk and talkââ
âAnd talk,â D calls.
âI guess pain affects everyone differently.â My eyes lift to Ace as I say the words, but heâs already watching me, his gaze clouded with something I canât quite decipher.
I smile, itching to reach out and trace the patterns decorating his hard muscles.
âSo Jag,â Cruz says as he outlines what looks like a skull on Aceâs lower bicep, âhave you heard from Donny? Rumor has it heâs pissed you havenâtââ
Aceâs eyes snap to his friendâs, and he shakes his head discreetly.
âShit, man. My bad.â Cruzâs eye flick to mine. âHey Remi, you thirsty? We got a vending machine out front. You have to kick the fucking thing to get it to drop though. Or thereâs a water cooler.â
âI could do with a soda,â Ace says, his hard gaze back on me.
âAnyone else want anything while Iâm up?â Sarcasm clings to my words. Cruz must hear it, because he laughs.
âIâll take a water,â the guy from behind the curtain says.
I get up and go back out front, locating the vending machine and water cooler.
âSo whatâs that all about, man?â Cruzâs words give me pause. âYou know if Kelsey hearsâ¦â I canât make out what heâs saying, but he mentioned her name again.
I want to believe itâs no one, that Ace wouldnât be fooling around with me if he had a girl in the Heights. But Iâve been burned too many times to trust peopleâespecially people I barely know.
When I re-enter the back room, Cruz and Ace fall silent, and itâs obvious they were talking about me. I raise a brow. âDid I interrupt something?â Handing Ace his soda, I peek around the curtain and put the cup of water down on a steel tray. The guy in the chair doesnât look so good, and I quickly slip away.
âI like you, Aceâs girl,â Cruz says when I sit back down. âYou should come back here soon and let me ink you. On the house.â
âMaybe I will. Itâs my birthday soon.â The words spill out, and I instantly regret them.
âYou hear that Jag? Itâs your girlâs birthday. Youâd better get her something real nice and pretty.â
Ace flips him off, grumbling some inaudible reply. Something has changed since we first got here. Ace is distant, and I canât help but wonder if it has anything to do with Kelsey.
For the next thirty minutes, I sit watching Cruz shade in the skull. Itâs a dark and twisted piece of art, but the way his hand moves slow and steady with complete precision fascinates me. When heâs done, he wipes away the remnant ink and blood, wraps the tattoo, and snaps off his gloves.
âYou know the deal,â he says to Ace, who nods.
âThanks, man.â Ace stands and walks over to a mirror to check out his new addition.
âWhat do you think, Princess?â
âI love it.â
âYeah.â His eyes darken in the mirror, fixed right on my face. âMe too.â
Just then, his cell phone starts vibrating. Ace digs it out his pocket and cusses. âI need to take this.â He stalks out of the room, leaving me with Cruz.
âSo youâre from the Bay?â he asks.
âYeah. Born and raised.â
âWe donât get a lot of your kind around here.â Thereâs no malice in his words, just mild curiosity. âYou sure donât look like most of those stuck-up rich bitches.â
âNice.â My lips flatten, and he chuckles.
âHey, no offence intended.â Cruz holds up his hands.
âNone taken. Iâm a bit of a black sheep at Sterling Prep.â I donât know why Iâm telling him this, but he seems to get it, understanding washing over him.
âThat explains a lot then.â
âWhat does?â
âWhy Ace sought you out. He likes to play with broken things.â
Iâm about to ask what the hell he means when Ace bursts through the curtain, his expression cold. âWeâre leaving.â
âSomething up?â Cruz asks, his expression falling.
âYeah, one of Donnyâs guys is outsideâ¦â
âShit, man. What will you do?â
âDonât really have a choice, do I?â Ace glances to me and then back to Cruz, the two of them locked in silent conversation.
âAce, what is it?â I ask.
âWe need to go,â he says coolly.
âBack to the Bay?â I reply, unsure whether Iâm relieved or disappointed.
He barely looks at me as the words fall from his lips. âYeah, but I need to make a stop first.â