Iâm grinning ear to ear when we leave the pizza place. Ace is intimidating as hell, but feed him pizza and beer and heâs actually a pretty fun date.
Not that thatâs what this was. I doubt Ace is the kind of guy who dates. But still, it was nice. And he picked up the check, which was a bonus, although after our little trip around his old neighborhood, I really donât want to think about what he does to make money.
We almost reach his bike when my cell vibrates. âOh, shit,â I say, scanning the message from my mom.
âProblem?â Ace asks.
âWeâve been busted.â I show him my momâs demand for us to return to the house at once.
âIâd better get the princess home, then.â He stares down at me, the air growing thick around us.
âWhat?â I grow self-conscious under his intense scrutiny.
âI want to kiss you so fucking bad right now.â
âBut?â I swallow, heat flashing through me. Ace just ate a huge pizza and he still looks ravenous.
A knowing smirk tugs at his mouth. âIt wouldnât be a good idea, not here. Come on.â He motions toward his bike.
I try to ignore the dejection pulsing through me, but itâs right there, coiled around my heart.
Ace tries to help with my helmet, but I snatch it off him. âI can do it myself.â
âWhoa, whatâs gotten into you?â
âNothing,â I bite. âWe should probably go.â My mom and James are going to be pissed.
Ace rests his butt on the seat of the bike, folding his arms over his chest. âIâm not moving until you tell me whatâs wrong.â Iâm relieved the helmet shields most of my face, because I know my expression is probably betraying me right now. âSpit it out, Princess. Iâm waiting.â
âUgh,â I release a frustrated breath. âFine. I canât figure out why you brought me here is all.â
His brows furrow. âYou didnât have fun today?â
âI⦠thatâs not what I mean,â I sigh. âDo you have a girlfriend here? Is Kelseyââ
Laughter crinkles the corners of his eyes. âYou think me and Kelsey⦠fuck, no. Sheâs no one to me. But youâve seen what I do, the kind of people I hang out with. It probably wasnât the smartest move bringing you here.â
âI see.â
âListen, I want nothing more than to kiss you. To strip you bare on my bike, bury my face in your sweet pussy and eat you out.â Lust floods me, making my knees weak. âYou drive me in-fucking-sane, Princess.â
âOh,â I breathe.
âYeah, oh. Now get on the fucking bike before James calls the cops on me for endangering his precious Remi.â He throws his leg over the bike and grabs the handlebars.
Itâs a strange thing to say, but I donât question it as I slide on behind him, tucking myself into his back.
âReady?â
I nod, and Ace revs the engine. Before I can say another word, Sterling Heights is disappearing behind us in a rush of warm air and exhilaration.
All too quickly the landscape changes to the familiar postcard perfect scenery of Sterling Bay, but Ace surprises me by pulling off at a rest area before we hit town. âOff,â he orders, and I slide off the bike, wondering what the hell heâs playing at. Roughly grabbing me, he tugs me around to him and shifts his body to the back of the seat. Then he gently pulls the helmet off my head.
âGet on.â He drops his steely gaze to the sliver of space in front of him.
âExcuse me?â
âI said,â he hooks his finger into the loop on the waistband of my jeans, âget. On.â
With a quick glance around to make sure weâre not being watched, I maneuver myself back onto the bike. Ace tracks my every move, using his big hands to fit my legs around his hips until weâre impossibly close.
âWe need toââ
âJust shut the fuck up a second,â he growls, sliding one of his hands around my throat. âYou look so fucking hot like this. Got all kinds of bad things running through my head right now.â He leans forward, dragging his tongue up the side of my neck. âOne day,â he murmurs against my skin.
I want to ask him what he means, but Iâm too blissed out. Heâs barely touched me and Iâm already losing control.
âAce,â I murmur, pressing myself closer. He pushes gently, making my back bow against the handlebars.
âFuck, Remi, the things I want to do to you.â
Delicious sparks of anticipation zip through me. And the thought hits me square in the chest.
I want him.
I want Ace Jagger.
But there are things he doesnât know about me. Things that could get in the way of whatever this is growing between us.
He continues his exploration of my skin, licking and nipping until Iâm a writhing, pent-up ball of nerves. Iâm about to ask him to touch me, to make it all go away, but then heâs there. Kissing me. Devouring me. His tongue delves into my mouth, so deep itâs like heâs trying to crawl inside me. I kiss him back just as forcefully, sucking and biting his tongue.
âFuck, yeah,â he hisses.
I can feel him rock hard beneath me, and I canât resist dipping my hand between us, feeling the outline of his cock. My fingers creep to the zipper of his pants but a car flies past us, honking their horn. âGet a fucking room,â someone yells, and I bury my face in his shoulder. The sudden disruption is like a bucket of ice cold water, dousing what seems to ignite between us every time Ace touches me.
âOh my god,â I breathe, soft laughter spilling from my lips.
Ace curves a hand around the back of my neck and coaxes me out of his chest. âYouâre right, we should probably go before we get arrested for indecent exposure.â Hunger burns in his eyes, and thereâs something so heady, knowing that Ace wants me as bad as I want him.
He leans in, kissing me again. But this time, itâs a soft brush of his lips against mine. âYouâd better move, Princess. My restraint wonât last forever.â
Fighting a smirk, I scramble off the bike and pull the helmet back on. Itâs less that a ten-minute ride to his uncleâs house. Anyone from town could drive past and see us. But as I curl myself around Aceâs body, I canât find it in myself to care. Because for the first time in a really long time, itâs like someone gets me.
He me.
And I donât want to give that up for anything.
Sure enough, when Ace pulls into his uncleâs driveway, Jamesâ town car is sitting there, like a warning sign, and next to it is my motherâs second-hand Corolla.
âWhat do you think theyâre going to say?â I ask Ace as we climb off his bike.
âDonât really care,â he grumbles, raking a hand through his hair. âDo you think your mom will flip?â
âI donât think sheâll be too happy, no.â
âWell, youâre almost eighteen, right?â
I nod. âMy birthday is in a couple of weeks.â
âSo youâre almost an adult.â He shrugs as if itâs nothing. But then, I know Ace has probably been used to a lack of parental figures in his life.
As we approach the house, I want to believe nothing has changed between us, but I can already feel Aceâs walls coming back up. Whatever there is between him and his uncle it isnât good, and part of me wonders what weâre about to walk into.
The house is quiet as we step inside, but then a deep voice shouts, âAce, kitchen. Now.â
Without thinking, I reach for Aceâs hand but catch myself at the last second. Anger rolls off him in waves, and Iâm not sure the Ace I just spent the day with is here anymore.
âRemi, thank god,â Mom says the second I step into the kitchen. But the relief in her eyes is short lived, turning to disappointment. âYou have some explaining to do, young lady.â
âIâd like to hear Aceâs side of the story first, Sarah.â James looks murderous. âImagine my surprise when I received a call from Principal Vager saying you had skipped out of schoolâtwo days in a row. Really, Ace, I expected you to rebel, but pulling Remi into your games is notââ
âIt wasnât his fault,â I blurt out, and my momâs brows pinch with disbelief.
âRemi?â
âLook, something happened this morning⦠with Michaela.â I take a deep breath, anger licking the inside of my stomach. âI couldnât stay in school. My uniform was ruined and I just needed to get away, so I asked Ace if heâd give me a ride.â
âYou asked Ace if heâd give you a ride⦠on his motorcycle?â she splutters.
âI wore his helmet,â I say, as if it makes a difference.
âIs Remi telling the truth?â James asks Ace.
A beat passes, and I think Ace is going to admit everything. But then he surprises me by releasing a long breath. âYeah, some girls pulled a cheap stunt on Remi and soaked her through. She asked me to give her a ride home to get changed, and I guess time just ran away with us.â
âI bet it did,â James says coolly. Heâs not buying it, and Iâd pay to be a fly on the wall to the conversation I know theyâll be having later.
âWell, Iâm just glad youâre both safe.â Mom levels Ace with a classic mom-look. âAnd Iâd like your reassurance that, next time, youâll encourage Remi to do the right thing.â
I smother the laughter building in my chest. Sheâs so far off the mark itâs ridiculous.
âOff course, Ms Tanner. Iâll be sure to keep Remi on the straight and narrow.â His eyes flick to mine, full of dirty thoughts and reckless decisions.
âI suppose weâll leave you boys to it.â Mom curls her hand around Jamesâ arm and leans up to kiss his cheek. âIâll call you later.â
He gives her a dismissive nod, too busy glaring at Ace to really notice.
âI guess Iâll see you tomorrow,â I say to Ace. âThank you⦠for today.â My eyes lock on his as I pass him, and I see the faintest of smiles crack over his face.
The second we leave their house, I turn to Mom and say, âIâm sorry, okay? I made a bad choice.â
âDonât, Remi,â she says, jabbing her finger in the air. âItâs the second day of semester and you didnât just cut class, you skipped out the entire day. Do you have any idea how embarrassing it was, taking that call from Principal Vager?â
âDo you have any idea how embarrassing it was, standing there, in front of the entire class, while Michaela deliberately sprayed that puddle all over me? Even my underwear was wet, Mom.â
âRemi,â she exhales a shaky breath, âthis war with your step-sister has got to stop. I know sheâs difficultââ
âDifficult?â I grab the handle and yank it open, climbing inside the car. âSheâs not difficult, Mom. Sheâs a bitch.â
â
!â
âSorry.â I sink back in the seat, letting out a small huff. âShe just drives me crazy.â
âYou need to let it go, sweetheart. She can only hurt you if you give her the power.â Mom turns the key in the ignition and starts backing out of the driveway.
âRight, because if I just ignore her, sheâll disappear.â
âNot what Iâm saying, Remi, but all this hatred isnât good for you. I know she hurt youâ¦â
I tune her out. Mom doesnât get it. She never has. After her ex-boyfriend left and she got sober, Mom changed. She became all about good vibes and positive thoughts. But she doesnât know what itâs like to be the social pariah. I canât just forget about that.
I wonât.
Sheâs toxic. An insidious creature that gets under your skin and poisons you from the inside out.
Michaela Fulton ruined my life.
One day, Iâll figure out a way to ruin hers.
The next day at school, Iâm hardly surprised by the whispers and wagging fingers as I navigate from class to class. Principal Vager hauled me and Ace into his office separately. He was more than shocked to hear my version of events, but I refused to let Ace take the fall for saving me in my hour of need.
I have detention for the next three afternoons, and I have to write a paper on the school codes of ethics and why skipping class is an unacceptable way to deal with âstudent disagreementsâ.
What a fucking joke.
But I guess thatâs what you get when the student you were with is head cheerleader, student council president, and has one of the most prominent names in Sterling Bay.
âHey.â Hadley flounces down beside me on the bench hidden around the side of the building. It isnât really in bounds at recess, but I like to avoid eating in the cafeteria whenever I can, and no one usually bothers me back here.
âWhatâs up?â
âNo way.â She shakes her head. Sheâs gone for cheer-issue braids today that sit tight to her head. âI want to hear all about what happened yesterday. A little birdie told me you skipped out with Ace Jagger?â
Just the mention of Ace has my stomach flipping. I hoped to see him this morning and find out what his uncle said, but our paths havenât crossed yet. That, or heâs avoiding me.
I frown at the thought.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing.â I snap myself out of it. Ace has no reason to avoid me. Especially not when I took the fall for him.
âSo⦠yesterdayâ¦â Curiosity glitters in Hadleyâs eyes.
âHe gave me a ride home and then we hung out.â
âYou hung out with Ace Jagger?â
âYeah.â I shrug. âIs it that hard to believe?â
âWell, I guess not. But heâs so⦠and youâre soâ¦â
âNice, Hads.â My lips mash together as I pick at the bag of chips in my lap.
âOh, come on.â She nudges my shoulder. âYou know I donât mean it the way it sounds. But Iâve heard the rumors. Heâs bad news, Remi.â
I canât disagree with her there, but a person isnât always defined by the choices they make. Sometimes life molds you into who you become.
I should know.
âI didnât see anyone else chasing after me yesterday to make sure I was okay.â
Guilt creeps into her expression. âIâm sorry. But you know I canâtââ
âYeah, I know.â Hadley has her own secrets, and she needs to keep her place on the team, which means keeping the peace with Michaela.
âIâm sorry she did that to you.â
âItâs nothing new. I constantly try to rise above it, but one day, sheâs going to push me too farâ¦â
âJust donât do anything stupid, okay?â She cuts me with a concerned look. âMichaela is next-level crazy.â
Donât I know it.
âSo you and Ace, is it a friend thing or is there something there? Because Iâve got to admit, the guy kinda terrifies me.â
âHeâs really annoying,â I say. âAnd so bossy. But he gets me, I think. Itâs all very confusing.â I avert my gaze, remembering what it was like when Ace touched me yesterday. How he gave me exactly what I didnât know I needed. A slow tingle starts in my belly.
âYou like him, donât you?â
Reluctantly, I lift my eyes to hers and smile weakly. âYeah, I think I do.â