I wake with a start. Sitting up, I push unruly curls out of my face and get my bearings. Iâm in the pool house still, and itâs late. I can tell from the way the moonlight is streaming in through the window.
Ace sleeps soundly beside me, his hand curled possessively around my hip. For someone who likes to repeatedly remind me he isnât a hearts and flowers kind of guy, heâs doing a pretty impressive job of pulling me deeper under his spell.
Grabbing my cell off the nightstand, I check the time. One-thirty. Jesus. Mom is going to ask questions tomorrow, a lot of them. But Iâve already given Hadley a heads up that sheâs my cover, should anyone ask.
Restless, I check my messages and have a quick glance at social media. Iâm about to put down my cell when something catches my eyes.
What the hell?
Itâs a photo of the beach, where the volleyball court is, and right there, bound, gagged, debagged, and tied to one of the posts is⦠âBexley?â I shriek.
âUh, what?â Aceâs voice is heavy with sleep.
âWhat the hell?â I zoom in to read the marker scrawled across his chest. âI suck Seahawk dick.â My eyes fly to Ace. Heâs still asleep beside me. âTell me this wasnât you?â
Bexley is already gunning for revenge, and I donât want to think about what he might do if Ace was responsible for this.
âAce,â I snap, grabbing his nipple and twisting.
âOw, what the fuck?â He bolts upright.
âTell me you didnât?â I thrust the phone in his face and he frowns, rubbing his jaw.
âWhat the hell is that?â
âItâs Bexley, lookâ¦â
He explodes with laughter. âStupid douchebag had it coming to him.â
âSo it wasnât you?â I narrow my eyes, looking for any trace of guilt. Before I can make a decision, he flips me onto my back, pinning me to the bed.
âWhat can I tell you, Princess? I wish it was me. Fuck only knows I canât wait to get him for ever putting his hands on you. But it wasnât me.â He runs his nose along my jaw, letting his lips ghost over mine. âHow could it be when I was here all night, getting you off.â
My stomach clenches. âI fell asleep,â I murmur as he begins to grind into me. âYou could have⦠snuck out.â
Ace hitches my leg around his waist, driving deeper. Only the thin cotton of my panties and his boxer briefs separate us. âWhy would I sneak out when I have you in my bed?â
âIt really wasnât you?â I canât imagine anyone else is stupid enough to take on Bexley.
âLet me fuck you,â he whispers against the shell of my ear, making my stomach coil. âI need inside you, Remi, baby.â He rolls his hips, showing me just how ready he is.
âAce, Iâmâ¦â
âYouâre a virgin?â He doesnât look surprised, just curious.
I nod. âThis, us, I like what we have going,â I slide my hands over his broad shoulders, âbut Iâm not sure Iâm ready toââ
He gives me a tight nod. âI can wait.â
âGeez, thanks.â I drop my eyes. Part of me wants to give it up to him. It isnât like Iâve been holding onto my V-card for that special someone. I just didnât ever want it to be something Iâll regret.
Ace grips my chin, pulling my face back to his. âWhatâs going on in that head of yours?â
âThereâs some stuff⦠stuff you donât know about me. Stuff Iâve never really dealt with.â
His eyes flash with concern, his muscles tensing. âWhat stuff?â
I nudge him gently, and Ace rolls off me. He slips his arm around me, pulling me into his side.
âAfter my mom found out about the affair, she went off the rails. Drinking. Hanging out at bars looking for attention. I guess she needed to know she still had it or whatever. Anyway, she met this guy. She was so smitten, but I never liked him. There was just something about him.
âThings started to get serious, and he started coming around the house. I was so mad at her. Weâd barely gotten settled in and she had already moved on, or at least, thatâs what it felt like.â I knew now, that wasnât it at all. She was hurting, and she needed somethingâor someoneâto help numb the pain.
âAnyway, he turned out to be a total jerk. Heâd get drunk and order her around as if it was his house. She didnât let him stay over often, but when she did I always dreaded those nights.â I inhale a deep breath, blocking out the memories.
âPrincess, youâve gone awfully quiet over there.â I sense Ace watching me. âDid he do something, Remi?â
Anger laces his words, soothing something inside of me. Ace cares. Whether or not heâs willing to admit it, I know he does. But like me, he hasnât had a typical upbringing. The people he was supposed to be able to count on, to teach him about love and family and forgiveness, let him down.
And now weâre here.
Two lost souls bound together by stolen touches and toxic kisses.
âTell me about you,â I say, changing the subject. Iâve already said too much about momâs ex. I donât want him to come between any more than he already is.
âThere isnât much to say,â Ace grunts. âDad died when we were young. Mom tried, and failed, to hold it together, and I had to grow up fast to take care of my brothers.â
âAnd that guy, Donny? How did that happen?â
âThe Heights is a jungle, Princess. If youâre weak, you get preyed on. And if youâre strong, you have to prove your worth. Lucky for me, I was always strong I had something to fight for.â
âYour brothers?â
I feel him nod. âItâs why Iâm here, for themâ¦â Ace hesitates. âThey deserve a chance at something better. Conner is smart, he could do anything he puts his mind to, and Cole has a real shot at football.â
âAnd you?â I lean up to look at him. âWhat do you deserve, Ace?â
He looks at me and says ten little words that make my heart ache. âThereâs only one place Iâm going, Princess. Straight to Hell.â
Iwake to the feel of Aceâs lips trailing over my collarbone. âItâs almost ten.â
âWhat?â I shriek.
âYeah, we overslept. Conner just texted to say your mom just got here.â
âShit.â I bolt upright, catching Ace in the face with my elbow.
âMotherfucker,â he grinds out, rubbing his cheek. I duck down to kiss him better.
âIâm sorry, but if my mom finds out Iâmââ
âSorry to burst your bubble, Princess, but that ship has long sailed.â
âShe knows?â My brows furrow. âAnd James?â He nods. âWhy do you seem so calm about this?â
âBecause,â Ace flips me, rolling me beneath him, âit doesnât change the fact that Iâm going to be doing very bad things to you tonight.â
âYeah?â I grin.
âYeah.â He kisses me, letting his tongue slowly twirl with mine. The news that my mom and James both know about me being here melts away until Iâm drowning in nothing but the feel of Aceâs lips on mine.
âWe should probably go face them.â
âOkay.â Heâs acting too cocky, as if he canât wait to see his uncleâs reaction.
âYou know,â I say, climbing out of bed and searching around for my clothes. âJames really isnât so bad once you get to know him.â
Ace freezes, anger flashing across his expression. He storms into the bathroom, slamming the door.
Okay then.
I let out a small sigh. Maybe thereâs a way to go before Ace forgives James.
By the time Iâm dressed, Ace comes back into the bedroom and pulls on some sweatpants and a clean tank. âCome on.â He holds out his hand, and I take it.
We walk the short distance to the house in silence. He says heâs not bothered about them knowing, but with every step we take his walls inch down until my Ace is gone.
âUh oh, the princess and her frog are in trouble,â Conner teases as we walk into the kitchen.
âFuck off,â Ace grunts, releasing my hand and going to the refrigerator.
âMy mom,â I say, âis sheââ
âRight here,â she frowns. âYou have some explaining to do, young lady.â
James strides into the room, wrapping an arm around her shoulder. âConner, you can leave. This doesnât concern you for now.â
âDamn, I had my popcorn ready and everything.â
I scowl in his direction and he grins, mouthing, âgood luck,â before ducking around his uncle.
Ace leans back against the counter, a bottle of juice in his hand. He takes a long swallow, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
âDo you have anything to say for yourself?â
âNothing comes to mind,â he replies coolly.
âI told you explicitly to stay away from Remiââ
âYou did?â I gasp, feeling betrayal coil around my heart. Ace never said a word.
âWhat I think James is trying to say, sweetheart, is that weâre concerned about your newâ¦
.â
âWeâve been hanging out, so? Itâs not a crime.â
âAnd this weekend,â James adds. âDid you stay over in the pool house?â
âIâm almost eighteenââ
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the point, Remi.â Mom frowns. âWeâre worried about you. Cutting class, stopping out all night and lying to me. It isnât like you, baby.â
âYou told me to make new friends and to live a little.â Itâs a futile argument, but I feel like I need to defend what Ace and I share.
Because god only knows, heâs making zero effort to do it.
âItâs one thing to sabotage your shot at something good,â James levels his nephew with a hard look, âbut to drag Remi down to your level is inexcusable.â
âBecause of course itâs me corrupting the good little princess, right?â He stands straight, animosity rolling off him in waves. âShe couldnât possibly want to hang out with me, could she?â
âAce, thatâs not what weâre saying.â Momâs voice softens. âBut Remi needs to focus on school. She needs to make some serious decisions about her future.â
âIâve already told you, I wonât take his money. If I donât get offered a scholarship, Iâm done.â
âRemi,â she gasps, touching the side of her face. âYou donât mean that.â Her eyes flick between me and Ace as if she knows heâs to blame for the change in me.
And maybe he is.
But it isnât that simple.
Ace hasnât changed meâheâs just unlocked something inside me.
Something Iâve spent a long time trying to hide.
âSarah, you should take Remi home. I need to speak to my nephew alone.â
âI wonât stop seeing him,â I blurt out, because it feels like weâre already hurtling toward the end of whatever this is, and Iâm not ready for it to be over yet.
âYes, well, weâll see about that.â Jamesâ tone is scathing. âI refuse to let Ace taint your future, Remi.â
I suck in a harsh breath, and Mom rushes to my side. âCome on, sweetheart. Iâm sure James and Ace have lots to talk about.â She wraps her arm around me.
Staring at Ace, I plead with him to look at me, but heâs fixed on his uncle.
âIâll speak to you later, okay?â My mom says to James as we pass him. She grabs his arm and leans on her tiptoes. âDonât be too hard on him.â
With one final glance at Ace, I let Mom lead me away, hoping I didnât just land him in a whole heap of trouble.
When we pull up to the house, Mom cuts the engine and turns to me. âReady to talk about it?â Iâd given her the silent treatment the entire ride home. âRemi, work with me here, please.â
âWhatâs to say? Youâve both made up your minds.â
âAnd just like that, youâre going to listen to your mother for once?â Her brow rises, and I press my lips together. âHmm, thought not.â
âSo, I like him. Is it really that big a deal?â
âJames seems to think it is. He cares about you, sweetheart, and he knows those boys better than you or me.â
âDoes he?â I sneer. âBecause something doesnât add up, Mom.â
âWhatever do you mean?â
âHe was so excited to bring them to the house, but itâs like they canât stand each other. Ace talks about him like heâs to blame for something.â
âAce is angry at the world, baby.â She reaches over and squeezes my hand. âAnd heâs lashing out at the one parental figure he has left. James told me Ace harbors a lot of hatred toward him over what happened with his mom. But he tried to help. Unfortunately, Maria wouldnât allow it.â
âYeah, maybe.â But I didnât buy it. There was something else.
There had to be.
âDoes it really bother you so much, the idea of me seeing him?â
âEvery parent wants the best for their child, Remi, and honestly, Iâm not sure Ace is what you need. Bexley howeverââ
âAre you kidding me right now? You just found out I like Ace and youâre going to sit here comparing him to Bexley?â I reach for the door handle. I need to get out of here.
âSweetheart, thatâs not what I meant.â
âYou know, Mom, you of all people should know that good looks and a charming smile are only skin deep. Itâs what on the inside that counts, and Bexley Danforth is nothing more than another devil in sheepâs clothing.â
With that, I stumble out of the car and take off toward the beach.