Our stare holds as Sarah and Remiâs footsteps get quieter before the front door opens and closes, signaling that weâre alone. The vein in Jamesâ neck pulsates to the point that I wonder if itâs about to burst. He waits another five seconds to compose his words before laying into me.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you? I have given you everything you could possibly want or need and yet, you still fuck it up. You still go against the one thing I warned you about.â
âNo, Iâm pretty sure you warned me about parties and drugs in the house. I ignored them too, if you hadnât noticed.â
His face turns beet red at my words. âThatâs it. I forbid you from seeing her again,â he bellows.
His eyebrows almost hit his hairline when I just start laughing. âYou forbid me? Come off it, you jumped up prick. Iâm a fucking adult, sheâs almost eighteen. We can do what the fuck we like, and you can do fuck all about it.â
He opens his mouth as if he wants to argue, but I donât give him the chance. âI donât need a father,â I grit out. âIâve managed my entire life without one, and without you. Itâs too little too late for you to act concerned about my welfare and my future.â
âIâm not trying to replace him, Ace. Iâm just trying to give you what you missed out on.â
âToo fucking late. And replace him?â I sneer. âI can barely fucking remember him. Heâs been gone almost all my life, but youâre fully aware of how long itâs been, arenât you?â I narrow my eyes at him, willing him to say more, but all he does is straighten his back and smooth down his fucking tie.
âYouâre right,â he says, sounding much calmer all of a sudden. Funny what happens when you get close to exposing someoneâs indiscretions.
âI am?â
âIâm just trying to make life easier for you. I know how hard youâve had it.â
âYet you left us there in the middle of it. You could have made our lives easier years ago, but you didnât so much as show your face after Dad died.â
âYou donât think I tried?â he shouts, losing his cool once again.
âWell, did you?â
âThatâs not the point.â
âWell, what is the fucking point then?â I roar. âBecause as far as I see it, youâre suddenly trying to control my life, and trust me when I tell you that itâs the last thing I fucking want. I donât want or need you in my life. Iâm only putting up with my bullshit for them,â I point above my head to where I assume my brothers are. âThey are whatâs important. Itâs not too late for them. Me, however, I know Iâm a lost cause. And yes, Iâm also aware that Remi is too good for me, but so fucking what. Donât you think itâs about time I had something good in my life? Something that your money canât suddenly buy?â
He releases a breath and stares at the ceiling for a beat. âIf you so much as hurt a hair on her head, Iâm warning you, Aceâ¦â
âWhy do you care? Sheâs not your fucking daughter. Sheâs only in your life because youâre fucking her mother.â
âThatâs enough.â His face is bright red now. âI care deeply for both of them, and I will do right by them both.â
âAnd that doesnât include me.â
He raises an eyebrow, but I donât hang around long enough to hear what he might have to say.
I canât leave it there, though. My anger wonât let me. Stopping when I get to the kitchen, I turn back to him. âLetâs get a few things straight. If it werenât for them, then I wouldnât be here. Youâre a lying, deceitful cunt, and I want nothing to do with you, even less your guilt money. So from here on out, you stay out of my life and Iâll stay out of yours. Iâll move into the pool house so we donât even need to see each other.â I walk away with his mouth hanging open in shock.
Iâm done with this conversation and the bullshit about him caring about us that keeps falling from his lips. If he cared, then he wouldnât have left us. Hell, he wouldnât have put us in that position in the first place. This is all about guilt, all of it, and I want nothing to do with it other than to hurt him just like he did us.
He thinks heâs a pro at manipulation, but heâs clearly not met the master, because dear old Uncle James is about to get a taste of his own medicine.
I storm up the stairs with such force that both Cole and Conner poke their heads out of their rooms.
âAre you ever going to give him a break?â Conner asks. I get why theyâre confusedâthey donât know any of it, and like fuck am I going to tell them now so the truth can fester inside of them like it has me since I discovered it.
âUn-fucking-likely. Heâs a cunt.â
âReally?â Conner asks, gesturing to the house around us.
âHis money means fuck all. Heâs had it all these years and never done shit to help us before now.â
âIâm sure there was a reason. He clearly cares enough to do all this. He didnât have to.â
âWhatever.â I turn my back on them both and continue to my room. âIâm moving into the pool house if you need me.â
âYouâre what? Why?â
âBecause I am. All right?â
Conner holds his hands up in surrender. âOkay, fine. Do your thing. Hey, did you see that photo of Bexley thatâs doing the rounds? That shit is funny as fuck. Any idea who did it?â Cole catches my eye over Connerâs shoulder. His sparkle with delight and accomplishment.
âItâs the least he deserves.â
âAgreed. Heâs going to get the shit beaten out of him one day.â
âYeah, and hopefully itâll be my fists teaching him a fucking lesson.â
âHow about you just focus on taking your tension out on your girl, save you getting kicked out of school before Thanksgiving, eh?â
I grab the minimal amount of belongings I have and shove them all into a couple of bags. I avoid the kitchen on the way out to the back yard. The last face I want to look at is his.
It takes me less than ten minutes to find places for everything before I fall down on the couch and stare at my new home.
Why does it feel so cold and empty without her in it?
Pulling my cell from my pocket, I shoot her a message. When I snuck back inside last night, her phone was lighting up like a fucking Christmas tree on the nightstand with news about Bexleyâs little accident, so I seized the opportunity to take her number.
The little dots start bouncing almost immediately, and a bolt of excitement races through me. Jesus, I need to go back to the Heights and re-grow my fucking balls.
She waits a little longer to reply this time. Itâs almost enough to have me putting my sneakers back on and heading her way.
I can picture her cheeks heating as she reads my message. I donât wait for her to reply this time.
Fuck that.
Iâm not giving shit up because of her mom and my uncle.
I wait until the sun has gone down before I set off. I donât take my bike, deciding the run will do me good. I havenât found the time to work out as much since I got here, too consumed with thoughts of a certain brunette to really worry about it, but I need to do something to stay in shape.
It takes me less than thirty minutes to get to her place, and, exactly as I hoped, all the lights are out. Silently, I make my way around to the backyard and look up.
I canât help but smile the second I see her window is once again cracked open. Was she expecting me? Surely it shouldnât be a surprise that Iâd show up. Iâve done it before, and if it means getting another taste of her then Iâll do it again.
In seconds, Iâm throwing my leg inside and dropping to my feet into her dark and silent room. I slip my sneakers off, quickly followed by my sweaty tank and make my way to her bed. Sheâs fast asleep, and with just the light from the moon shining in through the window, she looks like an angel.
I allow myself a second to take her in before pulling the covers back gently. Her tank has risen up her stomach and is thin enough that I can make out the outlines of her nipples. Her tiny panties are just begging to be ruined.
Dropping down on one knee, I straddle her petite body and press my hands down on the pillow, either side of her head. I breathe her in before brushing my lips over hers. Her entire body tenses beneath me. Her eyes fly open and she lets out a shriek. I move quickly, covering her mouth before she alerts Sarah to my presence.
The fear in her eyes takes me back to what she started telling me about earlier, and the dread that was sitting heavy in my stomach as she confessed about her momâs boyfriend returned. She said sheâs a virgin⦠although there are plenty of other thingsâ¦
Shaking the thoughts from my head, I focus on her. âItâs okay,â I whisper. âItâs only me. I wanted to make sure you really were all right?â
âSo you sneaked in and scared me half to fucking death?â
âSorry, I thought it would be hot to wake you with my tongue.â
âYeah, if you think getting raped or murdered in your sleep is hot.â
I wince. Neither of those were part of my plan. âLet me make it up to you.â I trail my fingertip from her neck and down to her already puckered nipple. She might be giving me all the sass, but her body is so on board with my surprise appearance.
âI wouldnât want to stop you.â She arches her back and fills my palm with her breast.
âCan you be quiet?â
She rolls her eyes. âJust how good do you think you are?â
Without giving her an answer, I kiss down her body before ripping her panties away.
âYou need to stop doing that,â she whisper-shouts.
âWhy? I like it. And I think you do too, if how wet you are is anything to go by.â I run my finger through her folds, and just like I expected, sheâs soaked for me.
âIâm going to run out. Mom will start asking questions if I suddenly need to buy all new panties.â
âI hate to break it to you, but I think theyâre well aware of what Iâm doing to you.â
She groans. âLess talk, more action, Ace.â
Iâm not one to follow orders, but when sheâs the one dishing them out and her pussy is right in front of my face, Iâm powerless but to be a good boy and do as Iâm told.
Her moans fill the room as I lick at her until she ends up covering her face with her pillow.
âYou can go back to sleep now. I got what I came for.â
She reaches out, rubbing my length through my sweats. âI beg to differ. It seems you might need more.â
âI didnât come here for me. I came for you. I can wait.â I can, itâs true. Although I donât fucking want to.
âShut up.â Sitting up, she pulls me so Iâm standing between her knees and shoves my sweats and boxers down my thighs.
âSure, you can play with that,â I say with a laugh.
âOh, I wasnât aware that I needed permission to do⦠this,â she mumbles the last word around my tip, and it vibrates all the way up my spine.
Shit. Sheâs good at this.
Itâs going to really fucking suck when all of this comes to an end and Iâm left with the likes of Michaela and Lylah to get what I need.
I hate to do it, but once sheâs finished, I tuck her back into bed and kiss her goodnight. âIâll see you tomorrow. You want a lift tomorrow with Cole and Conner?â
âWhy not with you?â
âI donât think thatâs a very good idea. Do you?â
âWhy not?â She gives me a half-shrug. âMom knows, James knows. Whatâs wrong with everyone else knowing?â
âA lot. Just trust me.â
She pouts but doesnât argue.
âIâll get them to swing by.â
I give her one last kiss before climbing back out the way I came and jogging to the pool house with thoughts of how sheâs going to handle tomorrow at the forefront of my mind.