Ace slides out of me and sinks slowly back in. I clutch onto his shoulders, letting my body adjust to the feel of him.
Heâs everywhere.
His weight pressing me down into the mattress, one of his hands pinning my wrists above my head, his lips feasting on my skin⦠Itâs everything I thought it would be and more.
âJesus, Remi, you feel amazing,â he murmurs against my throat, licking and sucking the skin there. Iâm stretched out beneath him, completely at his mercy.
And I wouldnât want it any other way.
âIâm not sure I can go slow,â he breathes, rolling his hips in slow, measured strokes.
âSo donât.â I lock my legs around his hips, arching my back to meet him. Itâs as if my body knows what to do.
âGod, yeah,â he croons. âJust like that. Youâre so fucking tight, baby. So fucking good.â The words catch in Aceâs throat as he picks up the pace. He leans back a little to stare down at me, watching as he plays my body to sweet perfection. My breasts jiggle between us and he dips his head, drawing one of the peaks into his mouth and sucking, letting it go with a .
âGod, Ace,â I pant. âIt feelsâ¦â
âI know, baby.â He grips my jaw, tilting my head to one side and dragging his tongue up my throat. âI know. Iâll never forget this,â he whispers, so quietly I barely hear him.
âGood thing you wonât have to.â
Because I already canât wait to do this again.
âYeah, thatâs right, Remi. Princess, youâre mine now.â Ace stares down at me with those cool blue eyes of his and I begin to tremble. It feels different like this, a lingering sensation off in the distance that I canât quite grasp.
âAce, I need⦠more.â He slips a hand between our bodies, finding my clit, strumming in a rhythm that has me crying his name.
âYou should see yourself like this. My dirty little prep school princess giving it up to the big bad wolf.â He drives harder, pushing my body up the bed. Our moans fill the space, breathy desperate moans. Our bodies slide together, slick with sweat and drenched in lust.
âIâm close,â he groans, kissing me hard. Our tongues tangle as we race towards the edge. His hands are everywhere, in my hair, around my throat, squeezing and kneading my breasts. I canât breathe. Canât think.
Ace consumes me.
Heâs not just branding me, heâs claiming me. Heâs ruining me for all other men. Not that I want anyone else.
I only want him.
âFuck, this will never be enough.â He slides a hand underneath my butt and lifts me, slamming into me with brute force. My eyes sting with tears, but Iâm too lost in sensation to care.
âCome for me, Princess. Come all over my cock.â Ace clamps his teeth around my nipple and I fall, my walls squeezing him tight.
âFuuuuuck,â he hisses, stilling inside me.
My heart beats wildly in my chest, my body sore in the most delicious way. I know heâs probably left marks. Bite marks, and bruises where his fingers dug into my hip a little too hard. But I loved every second of it.
Silence envelops us as we both ride the lingering high. Ace buries his face in my neck, tenderly kissing my damp skin. Eventually, he gets up and disposes of the condom. When he comes back to bed, I snuggle into his side.
âHey,â I ask, brushing my fingers through his hair.
Heâs too quiet.
Too still.
âAre you okay?â
Slowly, Ace lifts his head, giving me his eyes. âBetter than fine.â He gives me a wolfish grin, but something about it feels off. âEverything is exactly as itâs supposed to be.â
My brows knit, a strange tingle rolling up my spine. âAre you sure youâre okay?â
âRelax, Princess. Everything was great.â
My stomach knots at the coolness in his voice.
âDid I⦠do something wrong?â I whisper. Heâs no longer looking at me adoringlyâheâs looking at me with utter disappointment.
I push away from him and sit up, pulling the sheet up my body. âAce?â I say when he doesnât reply.
He sits up too, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed giving me his back. His head hangs low as if something is wrong.
âI thought this is what you wanted? I thoughtââ
He looks over at me and my heart sinks. An evil smirk graces his face. âYou made it so fucking easy.â
âW-what? I donât understand. I thought weââ
âYou thought what, huh? That weâd ride off into the sunset? That Iâd follow you to some fancy ass college on good old Uncle Jamesâ money?â
âAce, please.â Pain splinters down my chest. This isnât my Ace. It isnât the boy who just made me feel things Iâve never felt before.
It isnât.
Yet, I see nothing but honesty in his eyes.
âYou played me?â I say slowly, the pieces of this surreal nightmare slowly falling into place. âIâm just part of your game to get back at James? Youâ¦
me.â I pull the sheet closer, hating that I can still feel his touch branded on my skin.
âAnswer me!â I yell, anger vibrating beneath my skin.
âWhat can I say, Princess? It was so fucking easy.â
âYou bastard.â I lunge at him, my palm cracking across his cheek. Aceâs eyes flare, and before I can stop him he pushes me down on the bed, covering my body with his.
âYou were begging for it. Begging for a taste of the bad boy. Donât pretend you werenât using me for your own ends, too.â
âYou think I used you? I fucking fell for you, you bastard.â I try to slap him again, but Ace snags my wrist, slamming my hand down beside my head. Pain jerks along my arm, but I donât scream.
I wonât.
âYouâre lying,â I say, ready to call him out on his bullshit. Whatever game heâs playing is some kind of cruel defense mechanism. Heâs hurting over his uncle, and Iâm his punching bag.
âThereâs no way this has all been fake,â I grit out. âIâve been right there beside you. Every kiss, every touch⦠you feel it, Ace, I know you do.â
A dark chuckle rumbles in his chest, setting my teeth on edge. âI know I get you wet. And I knew it was only a matter of time before you gave it up. Youâre like a lost sheep, Princess. Starved of attention and ripe for the taking.â
Tears burn the backs of my eyes as I try desperately not to cry. âI trusted you,â I scream. âI defended you to my mom, to James. I fucking chose you, and this is how you repay me?â
Ace rears back, standing up. His eyes are narrowed, but his expression is clouded with something⦠indecision⦠regret, I donât know, because all I can focus on is the pain coiled around my heart.
I sit up, pulling the sheet back around my naked body. âI guess Conner didnât tell you yet, but I told James to keep his check. I never wanted his money.â Sadness coats my words. âIf I go to college itâll be on my terms and because I worked my ass off to get there.â
âBullshit. Youâd be a fool not to take it.â
âNot if it costs me you,â I admit quietly. He doesnât deserve the words, but I say them anyway. Because Iâm tired of pretending. Iâm tired of always holding in how I feel, and what Iâve been through.
âYou were right about my momâs ex-boyfriend,â I say around a sad smile. âHe tried to touch me. It started off as harmless hugs, stroking my hair, telling me what a good girl I was. But then heâd corner me whenever Mom was out of the room. His hands would dig into my hip a little too hard and heâd press up against me, whispering in my ear how much he liked my outfit. How much heâd like to see what was underneath.â
Aceâs jaw clenches, anger radiating off him. But I donât stop. I need to tell him this.
I need to finally tell this.
âOne night, they came home drunk. Mom passed out on the couch, and I hid out in the bedroom to avoid him. It was too late by the time I realized he was in my room. Iâve never been so scared in my entire life. I can still remember his fingers slipping under my pajamas and stroking my skin.â Bile rushes up my throat, and I take a deep breath. âHe was going to rape me, I saw it right there in his eyes. Thankfully, Mom woke up and started causing a fuss. It scared him enough to leave me alone. I started sleeping over at Bexleyâs a lot after that.â
âThat fucker tried to rape you?â Aceâs eyes are as dark as night, his fist curled at his sides.
I nod. âI closed off after that. The few friends I did have at school started backing off, and I shrank into the shadows. Bexley hit puberty and got hormones and started wanting things I couldnât give him. And then you came along.â Bitterness clings to my words.
Clutching the sheet to my body, I stand so that Iâm face to face with him. âYouâre not wrong. Part of me did use you at the start, but not in the way you think.â My voice trembles. I want to know what heâs thinking. How he sees me now he knows the truth. âYou didnât give me time to get in my head about stuff, you just took it. Itâs messed up, but I think, in a way, I needed that. I needed someone else to be in control.â
âShit, Remi, that fucking messed up. You make me sound like a woman beater.â
I flinch at the severity in his tone. I hate that he calls me Remi, as if the future is already decided between us. But it could be worse, he could already be long gone.
âThatâs not what I mean.â I release a weary sigh. âI always knew I could say no to you and you wouldnât push me. But I didnât want to say no, and thatâs because, whether you want to admit it or not, Ace, there is something real between us. I know you feel it.â
He has to. Because Iâm not sure what Iâll do if he doesnât.
A beat passes, the weight of my secret heavy above us. Ace is as white as a sheet, his body vibrating with rage. âYou should have told me,â he grinds out.
âWould it have changed anything?â
âShit, Remi, the things I did to youââ
âI didnât tell you so youâd feel guilty, I told you because I want you to understand that this isnât a game to me. Itâs the most real thing Iâve felt in a long time.â
He searches my eyes for something, and for a split second, I think Iâve reached him. But when he takes a step back, his stone mask sliding into place, I know Iâve lost him.
âYou were just a toy to me,â he says coldly. âA means to an end with a little fun in between.â
âI donât believe you. You took me to your home, introduced me to your friends.â
âWho, Cruz and D? Nah.â He brushes a finger over his jaw, letting it linger on his bottom lip. âTheyâre not my real crew. My real crew would eat a pretty thing like you alive.â
âSo thatâs it then?â Disappointment rolls through me. âYouâre going to throw away a shot at something real because youâre too chickenshit to prove people wrong?â
He takes a big step forward until heâs looming over me. âBegging looks good on you, Remi. Maybe I should rethink myââ
The sting of palm against his face has adrenaline pumping through me. âGet out.â
âIs that it? Youâre done? Iâve got to say Iâm disappointed. I thought you had a little more fight left in you.â
âWhatâs the point in fighting for something you already lost?â I press my lips together, tipping my chin in defiance. Iâm one step away from falling apart, but I refuse to give him the satisfaction. âYou should go.â
âIsnât that my line?â he taunts. My Ace is gone. I realize that now. This imposter is cruel and cold and callous. His words cut, but his cowardice cuts deeper.
âUnless you want me to call your uncle and tell him exactly what kind of piece of shit heâs let into his home, I suggest you leave.â My eyes flick to my cell phone on the nightstand.
âHave it your way, Princess. Iâve got places to be, anyway.â He starts pulling on clothes.
A rogue tear slips down my cheeks as I hug the sheet to my body. I canât believe this is the same night as when I first arrived.
I trusted Ace with a piece of my heart, and he ripped it out of my chest and crushed it with his bare hands.
And he still. Doesnât. Care.
When heâs dressed, he grabs his cell and starts for the door. âSo thatâs really how you want to leave it?â I call.
He pauses at the last second and glances back at me. âI donât think thereâs anything left to say, do you?â
âI guess not.â
âHappy Birthday, Princess.â He smirks. âThanks for the ride.â
Ace stalks out of the room without looking back, taking my bloodied, broken heart with him.