The next morning I got up from the couch, my head throbbed I felt sick like I was about to puke.. I can to the bathroom and puked all my alcohol out.
I still couldn't believe my mom had 1 month until she isn't On this earth anymore. Just thinking about it hurts my heart but I can only do one thing and that's to be there for my mom until she passes. To spent time with her and to not take one second for granted.
I decided to take a shower and to just relax today. I let the worm water run down my miserable body. I got out and rapped myself with a towel.
I wanted to just relax and stay home until later at night when I'll go check on my mom. I got in some comfy clothes.
I went back to my couch where I decided to surround myself with blankets and pillows. I turned on my TV and started to watch The 100. I got up to go get some snacks. I Sat back down and watched.
About an hour later I heard a knock on my door. I stood up and walked to the door. I opened it and gasped at who I saw.....
It's been 5 months since I last saw him.
Enzo was standing right at my door holding 3 Luggage's. He dropped his things and came to give me a hug. I first I was shock so it took me a sec before I could react. I hugged him back and smiled when We pulled apart.
"Hey" he said looking into my eyes not breaking the gaze.
"Hi, what are you doing here you should be at work right now?" Confused at why he's here but I won't lie I like it!
"What you don't like my presence?" He puts his hand on is heart acting hurt.
Geez this boy
"No no, it's just i'm surprised your here!"
"Well I decided to come back because I feel like you need me and don't worry until everything is ok my sister is taking over the company until I'm back!" Did he really do all that for me? God I'm I lucky, well used to be lucky.
"Oh God you didn't have to do that Enzo." Tears welling in my eyes.
"Yes I did, I promised you a long time ago that I will be there through the think and thing and this is one of those moments when you need me the most. Quick question how's your mom?" I didn't want to tell him about her when I found out because he needed to focus on his company and making it stronger. I didn't want to feel a burden to him having to take care of a broken glass.
"Umm... we'll.... She.... Has one month until......until she passes." And that's when I started to sob. I fell to the ground and Enzo when down with me.
"Hey Cesar everything will be ok I'm here for you I'm not leaving." He's so sweet.
"Thank you" I said more like a whisper.
I got up and went to show him where the guest room is. He put his stuff down and looked at me. I put my head down because I started to blush. He took his fingers and placed it on my chine he brought it up for me to look at him.
"Your so beautiful." Is all he said before his eyes Flickr to my lips that I was biting. What? when I get nervous i bit my lip.
Next thing you know he crashes his lips on to mine. I kiss him back, his fingers trailing down my back I shivered because his damn touch still has affect on me. My hands snake up to his hair where I started to pull. He groans, he kisses my neck while I tilt my head to give him more entrence. He starts to pull my sweatshirt up leaving me with just my sports bra he lifts me up grabbing my ass. He takes us to my room not breaking our kiss throws me to my bed and gets on top of me.
I take of his shirt trailing my fingers down his abs. He goes back to kissing me and I moan in pleasure. He stands up and turns off the lights
You know what happens nexts
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My eyes slowly open, when I felt a strong grip around me. I turn to my side go find Enzo there laying down next to me. A small smile creeps to my month remembering what happened last night. God I missed his touch.
"Morning beautiful" Lord give me patience.
"Morning" is all I said
I got up and started to go to the kitchen before someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me to there chest.
Enzo
"Imma go make breakfast ok?" Before I leave he kisses me and geez I could hell you that I almost melted right there. I could get used to this.
"Ok" Enzo said
I started to cook some eggs and bacon with some toast. I started up the coffee machine when I felt some strong arms hug me from behind giving me a kiss.
"Hello there handsome"
"Hey"
"Breakfast is ready." Serving him a plate of food.
He Digs in moaning at how good it is
"Geez baby this stuffs good" 'Baby' just the word give me butterflies.
After we're done eating I wanted to talk about our relationship.
"Hey um can I ask you something?"
"Ya sure shot"
"What are we?"
"What do you mean what are we?"
"I mean we had sex last night and you kissed me? Are we like a-" I couldn't continue talking because he kissed me. Again.
"Cesar Hernández will you be my girl friend again?" Ok I wasn't exactly expecting that.
"I don't know do I?" I wanted ago tease him. I smirked at how cocky he is.
"Do you?" He says with a pout. He's a adorable.
"Yes, I would love to be your girl friend."
"Again" I said with a chuckle.
He started to lean in when my phone started to ring I pick it up.
"Hello? Who is this?"
"Hello this is Harlem hospital we want to informe you that your mother doesn't have much time to live we are so sorry please come as soon as possible." My heart dropped I jumped out of my Seat and bolted out of my loft while getting my purse.
"Cesar what the hell is going on?" I couldn't answer I was crying and needed to go to the hospital.
Enzo didn't say a word and knew what was going on he ran with me started his car.
We drove to the hospital until we came to a stop I got out as fast as I could and ran to her room.
There was my papa and Luis standing right there hugging each other. I stopped and they opened there arms to let me in. After being like this for 5 minutes the doctor came out saying that we should go in the and say are goodbyes,
Enzo was behind me and Told me to go in.
My papa when in first taking him 5 minutes before coming out sobbing. Enzo opened is arms for my dad and gave him a hug. Luis went next coming out looking just like my dad when he came out.
Now. It's. My. Turn.
I was terrified but I had to do this.
I entre and soon cried.
"Mama?"
"Hermosa you came! I was scared you wouldn't come." Tears rolling down her beautiful green eyes.
"Mama I couldn't miss it for the world."
"Mija I just wanted to tell you that even when I'm gone I'm always going to be here for you. Never forget that I love you. Life is filled with hard times and good times. Learn from everything you can. Be the woman I know you can be. You will struggle but I will be here holding you hands and walking life with you."
"I love you more than words can combined I am glad to call you my mom and no matter how far you are mom I will always love you thank you for everything you've done for me and for our family."
"I love you mija, goodbye my beautiful Princesa."
And that's when the machine goes silent
She's gone
And she's never coming back
I go out because I can't be there anymore everyone knows what happened Enzo ran to me and hugged me while I was crying. This time it didn't hurt like usual I felt more relieved knowing that my mom was somewhere more peaceful and not hurting like she used to I know that it's gonna be hard not seeing her all the time but I know she loves me and I know she's looking out for me somewhere in the world somewhere in a different galaxy a different lifetime I will see you again mom.
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I'm I they only one crying? Well poor Cesar but at least her mom is in a better place and Enzos back!!! Have a good day loves.
-Gaby