I got dressed, washed my face, and went to the dining room to eat when I woke up in the morning.
I only completed my natural morning routine, yet Bonita appeared surprised. That feeling makes sense to me. For Bonita, Iâm no better than a daughter.
âMiss! I was so worried.â
âYes, I know. Iâm sorry.â
âDonât be sorry; itâs fine to be back like this.â
Everyone probably didnât anticipate that Iâd be so shocked. Iâve done a lot of things so far, but I didnât realize how much of a coward I was, and I was shocked to learn that.
Iâm not sure. The conversations I had with the man that day seem to have been ingrained in some part of my heart. I patted my own chest. Letâs avoid being hurt by meaningless words. Everything that I just heard was what I expected to hear. Itâs nothing new.
The conversation I had yesterday with the Grand Duke came to mind. He gave me a hug and said,
âYou have to be strong so that you can hug me and put me to sleep whenever I have nightmares.â
I liked it more when Grand Duke Estin said he would make me stronger than when he said he would protect me. Iâm not sure if itâs just me, but it already felt twice as powerful. I even entertained the funny notion that perhaps in the future, when the time comes when I truly must live alone, I will be able to survive thanks to the memories I currently have.
Grand Duke Estin had left when I awoke, but I felt much better. I was even hungry.
Aiden, who had found me eating at the table, bolted with an angry expression. He gave me a hug, which surprised me.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âMary, you should get more rest.â
âIâve been lying down for over a week. Iâm all right now.â
Aiden looked at me with disbelief; yes, he saw me being kidnapped on the spot, but isnât this too much?
I feel a little worn out, but was he really such an overprotective character? Oh, come to think of it, I think he loved Astina so much as the second male lead.
I need to arrange a meeting between Aiden and Astina as soon as possibleâ¦â¦ Iâm sorry for Astina, though.
âEat a lot.â
âIâm eatingâ¦â¦.â
Aiden was viciously watching me, so I wasnât sure if I was eating with my mouth or my nose when Theodore yawned into the room.
Heâs a fascinating character, and I canât believe such a free man was born into the Conler family.
âTheodore, cover your mouth.â
âWeâre the only ones here, well. Oh, Mary!â
Theodore responded naturally to Aidenâs words, and when he found me, he came to me with a happy face and patted my head. Aiden spoke as if Theodoreâs actions bothered him.
Come to think of it, there are a lot of people patting my head.
âAre you feeling better now?â
âYes.â
âAre you going to cause another trouble in the future?â
Look at him talking. If this situation was a cartoon, I would have angry marks on my forehead. I didnât cause the trouble this time.
âIâm glad youâre back like this.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âArenât two kidnappings a bit excessive at Conler?â
Are you worried or what? Theodoreâs eyes were filled with affection when he was looking at meâ¦â¦ so I decided to let it slide. Theodore is the type who canât honestly say that heâs worried when heâs worried. Yeah, I guess so.
âMiss Mary!â
Oh, thatâs too loud.
It was Lucas who rushed in calling me this time. I think he was told I was out of bed. Who in the world is giving Lucas news like this?
As I ate rice in silence, Lucas sat beside me and tried to see my complexion.
âOh. Why are you like this?â
âNo, Miss, are you all right?â
âIâm okay now, so Iâm eating like this!â
As if moved by my words, Lucas buried his face in his hands and began to groan. Itâs his habit.
âAs expected of our kittyâ¦.â
What are you saying?
âDo you know how much I missed your coyness?â
âIâll get an upset stomach, Lucas.â
Lucas gazed at me with sparkling eyes from the side, unfazed by Aidenâs face. Should I just go back to bed and lie down pretending to be sick?
I underestimated how annoying it would be. Itâs something to think about carefully.
After finishing my meal, I had custard pudding for the first time in a long time as a snack when Gilbert and Rex came in at the same time.
âMary.â
âSister!â
Itâs better that both of them came in at once. I swallowed a bite of pudding and smiled at them. No, I smiled naturally because the pudding was so sweet and delicious!
Eating sweets made me feel refreshed. I enjoyed the sweetness in my mouth. I have no choice but to admit it⦠The chefs here in Conler are so good at making them that it makes one feel great!
âIs it that good?â
âYes!â
âCome on, eat this too.â
As I ate happily, Theodore even handed me his pudding. What a really nice personâ¦â¦.
âReally? Can I really eat it?â
âYeah. I donât like sweet things.â
âItâs not that sweet!â
âOh, Iâm full, so just eat it.â
âThenâ¦â¦thank you for the meal!â
Itâs not polite if I keep refusing even though Iâm told to eat this much.
I even ate all of Theodoreâs pudding with a smile on my face. I find it hard to believe that just one sweet treat can bring me happiness, but. It canât be helped. Itâs fantastic.
âBonita.â
âYes, Master Gilbert.â
âPlease have the kitchen make lots of desserts.â
âWhat?â
âSince Mary enjoys it,â
Wow. Gilbert does well!
But Bonita was immediately troubled by Gilbertâs words.
âMiss Mary didnât eat much, so she wonât be able to finish her meal if she eats dessert.â
âHmm, is that so?â
Gilbertâs expression changed this time when Bonita spoke. Just why? Isnât it the same whether you fill your stomach with food or desserts? Gilbert, please donât lose.
âShe canât eat anything right now, so please prepare it for now.â
âIf you say so, young masterâ¦â¦.â
âThank you, Bonita.â
Unable to conceal her worried expression, Bonita entered the kitchen. Iâm so sorry for Bonita, who worries that I canât eat much, but my smile hasnât yet faded because I still believe I can taste different desserts.
âDonât like it too much, Mary.â
âYes?â
âJust this once, and the next time, make sure you eat properly.â
âYesâ¦â
It canât be helped.
However, the thought of the desserts Iâll be eating soon made me grateful to Gilbert once more. Why do I appear to be obsessed with sweets?
âHmm, applause.â
Lucas started to applaud once more as we finished clearing the plates. Only the good Rex of the five started to clap when Lucas finished.
Clap clap.
âWhy yet again?â
âIâve got a great idea.â
A frustrated-looking Aiden asked Lucas. Lucas responded with a bright smile, seemingly unconcerned.
âEveryone, hasnât it been a while since you four siblings and even your cousin got together like this?â
What are you trying to say? That was a long introduction. After a while, I put the custard pudding I was enjoying on the table and turned to face Lucas.
âMiss Mary is okay now, why donât you take her on a picnic?â
âPicnic?â
âIt would be better to bring the dessert that Master Gilbert prepared.â
Picnic?
In an unexpected conversation, the five of us started exchanging glances. Rex was the only one who did not appear to be too bothered. Thatâs trueâ¦â¦ they are at an age where picnics donât sound appealing.
I think itâll taste better if we eat dessert outside.
âIâd like to go.â
âMiss Mary, do you want to go?â
âI just thought it would be funâ¦â¦.â
But thereâs nothing I can do if they donât want to go; Iâll just eat dessert here. Eating dessert at home doesnât make it any less delicious; even if I eat it outside, the taste doesnât change; only how you feel.
âLetâs go.â
âLetâs go.â
âYes, yes. Letâs go.â
The three brothers abruptly decided to go just as I was about to give up and simply try to finish the custard pudding. Whatâs going on, um? No matter how annoying, a child is still a child.
Iâm shocked to admit that I want to go on a picnic like this.
âThen Iâll have Bonita pack the dessert.â
Lucas walked in that direction, heading for the kitchen, where Bonita had vanished.
âRex, that sounds like fun!â
âThatâs true!â
Rex smiled at me when I spoke to him in a sudden flurry of excitement. Actually, I believe this is my first picnic here.
I canât believe Iâm going with my family. No, isnât this my first time going on a picnic with my family?