Will didnât wait for me to come all the way into his office before he started chewing me out.
âYou arenât supposed to play favorites with the customers. I donât care if that was your boyfriend or not.â
âThatââ
âIâm speaking, Kenzie. That means you stand there and listen.â
I fumed, but I kept my mouth shut.
âWhat do you have to say for yourself?â he asked.
I stared at him and said nothing.
âWell?â
âMy turn?â I asked. I was tired of his games, lack of assistance when it was required, and the complete gatekeeping he did to prevent us from reaching out to the owner. If I had a complaint against him, I was supposed to take it directly to him? No way.
Will was supporting, and now contributing, to a hostile work environment. At least I was feeling hostile. I wanted to just quit. I wanted to open my mouth and tell him to go screw himself. But I couldnât do that to Ruby. She needed food, clothes, and a place to live. And it was my job to keep her safe and protected.
I needed this job no matter how much I hated it. I felt stuck. I took a deep breath and hoped I didnât start crying. Maybe crying would make Will feel bad for yelling at me for no reason.
âMacââ
âHow many times do I need to tell you that you have to deal with him on your own?â
âAnd when I do, you yell at me. He threw away another customerâs food because I was carrying it out to him.â
âYour boyfriend?â
âNo, not my boyfriend. I donât have a boyfriend. I donât even know if Iâd call Allan a friend. Heâs a guy I know.
âIâve never seen him here before. How do you know him?â
I huffed out through my nose like an angry bull.
âHe works with Ruby. You know, how I know him doesnât have any bearing on any of this. Mac got mad that I was helping Allan out when I wonât cater to him. And before you ask another asinine question, Allan has a prosthetic leg. He mentioned his leg was bothering him and asked for help. I think thatâs a reasonable reason to carry his food out to him. Macâs fit was completely unreasonable. He was acting jealous because I was doing my job. He gets like that every time I talk to any man who isnât obviously with another woman.â
I was so angry, my voice grew louder. I was yelling at my boss, and I didnât care anymore.
âMac is interfering with my ability to do my job. It seems to me that taking care of that little situation should be your job. Now, if youâll excuse me, I have bathrooms to clean.â
I stormed out of his office and went directly to the janitor closet. I grabbed the yellow mop cart and slammed my way into the menâs room. âAnyone in here? No? Good, Iâm cleaning it.â
I didnât do a deep clean. The restroom was gross. It always was. I did the bare minimum. I didnât want to be there, and if Will was only going to support me with the bare minimum, I was only going to give back as good as I got.
I slammed the mop cart around, banging on the door and the wall as I rolled it from the menâs room into the womenâs room. I didnât make any grand announcement. I didnât need to. It was empty, which was fine by me. I locked myself in the smaller stall and started to cry.
I hated to cry in the bathroom. But I was less likely to be discovered by a coworker. I occasionally screamed in the deep freezer. It was reasonably soundproof, but it was too cold for crying. And Will might go in there at any time to take inventory or pull more burgers out. He never came into the womenâs restroom, not even to clean it.
I donât know how long I was in there before I heard Jessâs voice. âKenzie, you in here?â
I wiped my tears and blew my nose. âYeah. Iâm cleaning.â
âIf thatâs what you want to call it. Thereâs some guy out here looking for you.â
âIf itâs Mac, Iâm not here.â
âThe old guy? No, this guy is hot.â
Tate was here? âOkay, Iâll be right out. â
I blew my nose again and let myself out of the stall. My face was blotchy and there was simply no way to hide that I had been crying. I finished washing my hands and then splashed cold water on my face.
I stepped out of the restroom, dragging the mop cart with me.
âKenzie?â Tate asked as I stepped out. âWhatâs the matter?â
âLet me put this stuff away. Iâll be right back.â I didnât bother to dump and rinse out the bucket. It would simply be more work for me later.
âCome on.â I grabbed Tateâs hand and dragged him outside. âIâve got a break, and I need to get out of here.â
When we got to his truck, he leaned against it and pulled me into his chest and held me in silence for a long while.
âAllan said Mac was making trouble for you. Is that what the tears are all about?â
I nodded. âWill, my manager, keeps telling me to deal with Mac, but when I do, I get in trouble. Allan said his leg hurt, so I was helping him.â I told Tate the whole story again. And I included the ass chewing I got from Will. âAnd I donât have an HR department or any way to complain about Will. I deserve a safe workplace, right? I think Will is going to fire me this time.â
âHeâs not going to fire you. You are his best worker.â
âHow do you know?â I asked.
âBecause I know you, and you have integrity. Of course youâre his best worker. Does anyone else actually clean the bathrooms?â
I laughed. Tate had us all figured out already.
âNo, just me. Can we talk about something else? Like, why are you here?â
âI came to see you. Iâm allowed to do that, right?â
I nodded. âYes, youâre allowed to come see me. Iâm glad you did. Iâll be able to get through the rest of my shift without breaking down again.â
âWould looking forward to something help out?â
I shrugged. âLike what?â
âLet me take you out tonight. A real date. And when itâs over, I can either kiss you goodnight or seduce you.â
I liked the idea of him seducing me. âHow is that going to work? What am I going to do with Ruby?â
âSend her to spend the night at her friendâs, or she can stay at my place with Allan.â
Something clenched in my guy when he mentioned Allan. I liked him. He seemed like a decent guy, and I knew he wouldnât hurt Ruby, but could I really be sure?
âIâll see if she can spend the night at her friendâs.â
I spent the rest of my break embracing Tate. It didnât last nearly long enough. And then I had to wait what felt like forever before the end of my shift. I clocked out five minutes early. I didnât want to be there any longer than I had to. I had Latisha put a to-go order together for me.
Ruby was already home when I got there. She had the TV on too loud, again.
âWhatâs for dinner?â she asked as soon as I walked in the door.
I handed her the bag. âBurgers and fries.â I pulled the phone out of my purse and handed it over. Tate had me developing the habit of carrying it and checking messages during my breaks.
âCall Heather and see if you can spend the night. Iâm going out and donât know how late Iâm going to be.â
âYouâre going out? With whom?â
âWho do you think?â
âYouâre finally going on a date with Tate? Yes!â Her enthusiasm was actually cute. I was glad she liked Tate. I did too.
I took a shower and changed. I didnât have a new dress, but I did have something decent to wear. The important part was that I didnât smell like fry grease. Some days, getting that smell out of my hair felt impossible. I washed my hair twice just to make sure the smell didnât cling to me.
When Tate arrived, I was glad I took the time to clean up. I thought the man was exceptionally handsome, and I had only ever seen him in some form of work pants and flannel shirts or T-shirts. It never occurred to me that he owned a suit, let alone would turn up on my doorstep wearing one. He looked like a high-powered New York lawyer in a suit and a long black wool overcoat.
âI thought you were going on a date. You look like youâre dressed for a funeral,â Ruby said as she let him in.
âShut up, Ruby. Tate looks nice.â He looked better than nice, but I didnât have the vocabulary at the moment to articulate just how nice he looked. He looked so good, I really wanted to get him out of the suit and naked. He had said he wanted to seduce me. I had no idea all he needed to do to accomplish that was put on a suit and a tie.
âYou look nice, too,â he said with a soft smile. His glance dipped, and he stared down at my cleavage for a long moment. âVery nice.â
He cleared his throat and looked up. âGrab your things, kiddo. Weâll drop you off.â
âWhere are you going?â Ruby asked.
âThereâs a little place in Shasta Iâve heard about. I thought we could try that.â
The only place I knew of in Shasta that was wear a tie fancy was DiMarcoâs. I really hoped it wasnât DiMarcoâs. I couldnât, I just couldnât.
âYou canât take Kenzie to DiMarcoâs,â Ruby blurted out, cutting through my thoughts.
âWhatâs wrong with DiMarcoâs?â
âThatâs where Mom and Dad had dinner before their accident.â I was really glad Ruby was able to tell Tate. She reported it as if it were simply a matter of historical facts.
Words and panic were still wedged in my throat.
âDamn, Iâm so sorry. No, weâre not going to DiMarcoâs,â Tate said.