Sonic rolled his eyes and said, "No need."
Alan gave him a cold look. Sonic curled his lips angrily, then stood up and walked out, "I have a game in the afternoon and I may come back later in the evening. Er, the old man asked you to help me out."
Alan did not answer. Jeff looked at Sonic leaving back and asked Alan in a low voice, "Sonic's mother... Ain't at home?
" When abroad, she rarely come back."
Jeff nodded and did not continue to ask. Alan stood up, "Go to my room?"
Jeff walked over and held his hand naturally, "Yeah."
He remembered the room last time, but he was in a bad mood at that time and he just sat prudently. He takes a good look at this place where Alan lived for many years.
The decoration of the room is very simple, which fits Alan's temperament.
He immediately saw Alan's picture on the desk. It should be a photo from middle school.
Alam was wearing school uniform, sweater and shirt, standing in the crowd while looking at the camera lightly. Behind is a boulevard with people coming and going. The lens is not deliberately blurred, but Alan still looks very clear and dusty.
"You must have been chased by many people when you're in school."
Jeff said surely, thinking that he and Way already had an ambiguous relationship at that time, and he suddenly felt a little sour.
Alan hugged him behind him, "There are many." He was not modest at all.
Jeff churned with vinegar.
"I ask you, did you like Way Supanut at the time?"
"Not like it." Alan realized that he was jealous, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.
The question must be answered properly so he said, "I had good feelings to him but it was nothing more."
Jeff hummed twice, and Alan kissed his hair, "How about you, Honey? When you were in high school, were there many people chasing you?"
"My high school?" Jeff smiled, "Back then I was very shabby because I have to go to work at a snack bar after school and my body always smells of oily smoke. How can anyone like me."
His tone is still the usual, and he said lightly about the not so good past. Jeff has such an ability, smiling to face all the suffering and standing tall.
Suddenly the appearance of a young boy appeared in Alan's mind, running around, tough, clear and beautiful.
"If I met you at that time, it would be fine."
"How can we meet?" Jeff smiled, "At that time, I hadn't been here yet."
Alan himself felt funny.
The story between him and Jeff is magnificent and bizarre. He is sure that no one will believe it.
But it became a secret between the two of them.
Only the two of them knew why they met and why they fell in love. It's actually pretty good to manage the relationship as a secret that only two of them know.
However, he still thought that if he could meet Jeff at that time, he would hold his hand and tell him that his life will not be so hard in the future and that they will become each other's closest family members.
"When are we going back?"
"In previous years, I could only leave after the fifth day of New Year." Alan answered him softly, "Want to go back home?"
"No." Jeff said quickly, and after a while he whispered. "I want to go back."
Alam thought for a while, "Then we leave the day after tomorrow."
Jeff turned around and wrapped his waist, "Really? Uncle will not scold you later?"
Alan said calmly, " Let him."
Jeff smirked, "You are so kind to me."
"I only worry that I haven't done enough, Honey. I seem to be too stupid."
Jeff shook his head, "You are fine."
Alan is clumsy in expressing his feelings but Jeff can feel that he is trying to change.
Jeff has never been in a relationship, but he is not a fool and he can detect that Alan is attentive to him in every possible way.
Alan touched his head.
Jeff rubbed his eyes. Alan asked him, "Are you sleepy?"
"Yes, I got up very early today."
Jeff was a little embarrassed. He used to get up early every day and was very energetic all day.
Well, these few days are too comfortable at home. He lying lazy, always feel sleepy after lunch, it can be seen that people still cannot live too comfortably.
"Then you sleep for a while."
"Yeah!"
Alan sat on the bed, "Shall we sleep here at night?"
"Okay."
Alan knew what he wanted to ask next, and said consciously, "My dad prepared Lil Rak a small room."
Jeff was still worried, "But I'm afraid he's not willing to sleep alone."
"He can come with us later." Alan was also worried but he also had to admit that Lil Rak was in the way between them, "It's okay to adapt in advance."
"Let's talk about it in the evening."
Jeff yawned when he touched the bed and Alan whispered, "You go to sleep."
Jeff fell asleep. The surrounding was dark, when he woke up, he saw Alan moved a chair and sat on the side of the bed reading a book.
There was only a small lamp in the room, and the dim light shone on him, adding a layer of calmness and warmth.
Jeff looked a little dazed for a while.
Alan realized that he was awake so he kissed him on the forehead, "Wake up?"
"Well, I slept for a long time." Jeff sat up, "What time is it?"
"At half past five, my cousin and the others are here. Are you going to meet them downstairs?"
Seeing is inevitable.
Jeff got up and whispered to Alan, "You didn't wake me up."
"Seeing you sleep so soundly. I don't want to disturb you."
Jeff glared at him, and Alan just smiled and said nothing.
As soon as the door opened, Lil Rak rushed in and hugged Jeff's leg,
"Dad... Dad, there are many people downstairs!"
Jeff said with a smile, "Shall we go downstairs and have a look?"
"I-I'm a little scared."
"Don't be afraid."
Alan hugged him up, "Uncle is with you."
Lil Rak was a little confused but very curious so he went downstairs with them.
Alan's two cousins Winner and Pop are downstairs with their wife and children.
There is a little girl who looks quite quiet and a chubby boy, both look older than Lil Rak.
Alan exchanged a few words with them, and then asked, "Why isn't my uncle here today?"
"My dad went abroad to play." Winner explained then smiled at Lin Zhixia and said, "This is Jeff Thanapon? Well, I've seen you a few times before but we haven't said much to each other."
Jeff smiled at them, "Hello."
He just woke up with a strand of hair playfully bounce on his head. He didn't notice it himself.
Alan walked over and sweep it gently for him.
Jefg asked blankly, "What's the matter?"
"A small seedling grew on your head."
It took a long time for Jeff to realize what Alan was saying, and gave him a glance, "Why didn't you tell me?"
Alan smiled and said, "It's cute."
The rest of the people in the hall were silently watching the interaction between Jeff and Alan.
Although their voices were very small, they could still hear one or two.
The last time when they were in the hospital, they had seen Jeff in general but saw him again today.
They probably understood that Jeff's status is indeed different from the past.
Tony paced slowly down the stairs. The juniors stood up and greeted him respectfully.
Tony greeted them faintly, and then opened his arms to Lil Rak, "Lil Rak, come here to grandpa, come."
Lil Rak was pestered by him all afternoon. He makes him annoy so turned his face and ignored him.
The whole room was laughing.
Tony was not annoyed. He scanned around and found that he hadn't seen Sonic, and asked Alan, "Where is your brother?"
"He went out because of something, he will be here later."
Tony had trained him all noon. He narrowed his eyebrows and said, "Let's have dinner."
Dinner was uncomfortable.
Alan's two cousins  actually had a good attitude, but Jeff just thought they were weird.
They looked at him with weird eyes and weird words. He couldn't tell what was weird.
He can only tell himself that he thinks too much.
Lil Rak probably ate a lot when he was with Tony in the afternoon.
He started to hiccup just after dinner. He sat on Alan's lap and hummed uncomfortably.
Alan took him to the living room. Watching TV, he served him a bowl of white fungus soup in a small bowl and let him eat it when he was hungry.
Lil Rak sat on the sofa and stared at the TV intently. Suddenly the sofa next to him sank a bit.
Lil Rak stared blankly at the little boy who suddenly appeared.
Seeing him staring at him without speaking, Lil Rak puffed. Turning his mouth to continue watching the cartoon.
"Hey!"
Lil Rak was taken aback by his violent cry.
"Whoever allows you to leave halfway through the meal! No education!"
What is education? Lil Rak thought for a while but didn't want to understand.
He looked at the elder brother who looked fierce, and said in a huff, "You, you also left."
The boy froze for a moment, and then said domineeringly, "I'm here to educate you!".
It's strange. Lil Rak stared at him for a while, and he seemed unhappy.
Then turned his head and started to eat white fungus soup.
So sweet!
Lil Rak happily shook his legs.
Aonn looked at Lil Rak, getting more and more angry.
He didn't like him since he saw Lil Rak. He likes the uncle the most. The uncle is the most powerful. The girls in the class know him, but the uncle has never hugged him before.
However today he has been holding this kid all the time.
Even someone as fierce as Grandpa wants to hug him!
Now Lil Rak ignored him, Aonn became even more angry, "My mother said, your father is a bad person so you are a bad kid too!"
When Lil Rak heard him say about Jeff, he immediately became angry.
He put the white porcelain bowl in on the table, then screamed his milky cries, "You are the one, you are the bad guy!"
"My uncle doesn't like you! I don't like you! Everyone hates you!"
"You-you lying!!" Lil Rak's eyes were full of tears, "Uncle Alan likes dad! Uncle Alan, he likes me too!"
"My uncle won't let you call him father, he didn't like you, you are dreaming!"
Sonic hurried to home, s
he was still too late for the family dinner.
He muttered that he was dead and he was about to be scolded by the old man again, rushed straight to the dining hall.
When passing by the living room, Sonic heard the noisy sound of the child.
He didn't take it seriously but suddenly heard Lil Rak's little milk voice and couldn't help but stop.
He walked over curiously, and saw that Aonn obnoxious little fat man pushed Lil Rak to the ground.
Lil Rak touched the corner of the sofa with his head, clutching his head and crying.
Sonic hurriedly went over and picked him up, "Aonn! What nonsense are you talking about?!"
Even this bad guy protected him!
Aonn glared at Lil Rak, "I'm not talking nonsense! He and his dad are both bad guys!"
"Aonn, don't force me to beat you!" Sonic gently rubbed Lil Rak's forehead and educating Aonn, "Hurry up and apologize!"
Aonn hugged his arm, "I'm not apologizing, I'm not wrong!"
"What's the matter?"
Alan came to give his son snacks but saw him hug by Sonic.
He was crying out of breath, and Sonic's brows immediately frowned when she saw Alan.
"It wasn't me. I just came back." Sonic patted Lil Rak's ass, "Little thing, your father is here, shit. Don't make them confuse."
"Don't swear in front of Lil Rak."
"Tsk, take it when you are done. I'm starving to death and now I have to help coax the child." Sonic gave Lil Rak to Alan, "Aonn bullied him, you hurry up and coax him."
Alan glanced at Aonn who was shrinking aside. Aonn's momentum suddenly changed, a little scared and a little wronged, looking at Alan.
"Aonn, what do you say?"
Aonn did not speak.
Lil Rak said sobbing, "He said... Dad and me a bad person. You do not like my dad..you do not like us."
There was another sad cry.
Alan gently patted Lil Rak on the back, and then asked Aonn sternly, "Aonn, who taught you to say that?"
Aonn's tears also rolled out, and he wiped it out with force without saying a word.
"Aonn, no matter who you listen to please remember that uncle's family is very harmonious and we cherish each other very much. I don't want to hear these gossips." Alan said coldly, "Also, if you don't apologize to Lil Rak, you don't need to come here again. Uncle doesn't welcome you."
Although Alan usually doesn't get close to him, he has never been so fierce to him.
Aonn blushed, he stood up and cried. He yelled sorry, and then ran away quickly.
Alan sat on the sofa holding Lil Rak and helped him carefully wipe the tears, "Ai'nuu, what your brother said is fake. Dad is very good, and Ai'nuu is also a good boy. Uncle Alan likes Dad very much and likes you too."
Lil Rak grabbed his collar and asked him in a low voice, "Really?"
"Of course, it is true."
Alan took the small snack on the plate to him, "If uncle doesn't like you, why didn't I take it back? Aren't you here with so many delicious foods?"
Lil Rak blinked, the delicious foods were treasures in his eyes, and immediately felt that Alan was right.
He stopped crying and rubbed Alan's arms. Alan hugged him and stood up. "Uncle will take you to wash your hands. Let's come back for a snack, okay?"
"Yeah!"
Everyone sitting at the table was eating. They didn't know that such a farce happened outside until Winner and Pop left, they didn't know that Lil Rak had a big quarrel with Aonn.
But Jeff found that the little guy had red forehead and red eyes.
Before going to bed, Jeff went into Lil Rak's room, got into the bed with the little guy and asked him, "Baby, you've cried?"
Lil Rak nodded honestly, "The fat brother bullied me. "
He repeated the quarrelling process intermittently.
Jeff was not angry but he understood why he thought the attitude of the two families was strange.
They were very polite on the face, and probably still despised him secretly.
But he didn't care, he, himself knew that he was not what they thought and Alan knew that it was enough.
Arguing endlessly with unnecessary people is boring and wastes time.
"But Dad..." Lil Rak asked curiously, "Why, that chubby brother said that Uncle Alan didn't let me call him father. Why should I call him father? I already-I already have a dad!"
Jeff was taken aback for a moment.
He had never thought about how to tell his son about this question. He didn't expect to be asked suddenly today.
He thought about it, and decided to tell Lil Rak the truth.
"Because baby is Dad, and Uncle Alan's child." Jeff patted his belly, "Didn't you say before, only a family will live together? Look, Uncle Alan lives with us. We are together, because he is also baby's father and is our family."
"Then, I have a father now!" Lil Raj got up and said excitedly.
Jeff didn't expect him to accept it so quickly, and smiled then pulled him to the bed. "Yes, there are there's dad and father for Baby. It's just that Dad had a big fight with your father before, so Dad took you away and left him. Now we are reconciled, so we live together again."
Lil Rak also laughed at him, and then there was a hint of embarrassment on his face, "Then, can't I call Uncle Alan, father?"
"Baby, if you feel awkward, you don't need to but dad hopes you can try to change it."
Lil Rak tilted his head for a moment, then nodded vigorously, "Okay!"
Jeff kissed him. "Baby, will you be afraid if you sleep alone tonight?"
Lil Rak was still excited, and said casually, "Not afraid."
"My baby is so brave." Jeff helped him tuck the quilt, "Then Dad is going back to sleep."
The little warrior Lil.Rak clenched his fists. He wanted to spend the dark night alone for the first time, when he was about to usher in the fourth year of his life.
He can!
In the middle of the night, Lil Rak rubbed his eyes and knocked on the door of Jeff and Alan's room.
"Dad, I'm afraid."
New Year's Day.
Alan and Jeff both woke up very early but they were not in a hurry to get up, with their foreheads against their foreheads, whispering new year wishes.
Lil Rak got out between the two of them, kissed him then hugged Alan's head and whispered in his ear, "Father."
Alan was stunned, and then hugged his son tightly. He was surprised while looking at Jeff.
Jeff chuckled softly, "It's so quick to change tongue. I just told him last night."
Alan kissed Lil Rak and then kissed Jeff again, full of joy.
The two took Lil Rak to pay a New Year greeting to Tony.
The little guy wore a set of Chinese clothes for celebrating the new year and he gave Tony a blessing in a certain way, looked at Tony with a straight smile and Tony stuffed him three big red envelopes.
Lil Rak turned his head and gave the red envelope to Jeff and then went to grab the toffee in Tony's hand.
Three red envelopes.
It has its own share.
Jeff pursed his mouth and said softly to Tony, "Thank you, uncle."
"I don't know what happened between you." Tony sighed, "But since you like each other, have a good time and don't regret."
Alan held Jeff's hand and said in a deep voice, "Dad, Jeff and I will visit you often." Tony snorted, "If you two love to come, bring my grandson along. "The two smiled at each other.
Outside the window, the first morning light of the new year gushes out.
They left on the night of the second day.
Jeff sat in the back seat and coaxed Lil Rak to sleep. He didn't notice that the route they took was different from when they came.
When the car drove to the Street near the restaurat, Jeff found it strange to see the familiar street scene.
"Why are we here?"
"Take you to a place."
As soon as the voice fell, Alan car drove into a villa area.
"You buy a house here?!"
"This surprise is really normal." A sighed, "You guess it."
Jeff was stunned, "You really bought it!"
It was near a small ocean.
Alan stopped the car in front of the building, got out of the car and opened the door for Jeff, "Let's take a look of our new home."
Jeff embarrassedly hugged Lil Rak and got out of the car, looking at the house in front of him, for a moment. He didn't know what to say.
"Do you remember, I gave you a scarf on Christmas?" Alan held his hand. "You must have not worn it. If you did, you will find that there is a key in it."
Jeff recalls the event, it seems that there is indeed such a thing.
Jeff was puzzled, "Why did you buy this house?"
"It's close to your restaurant and it's also convenient to go to the kindergarten." Alan laughed, "I originally wanted to buy the house you rented before and redecorate it. But the old lady said that she didn't want to sell anything, so I had to pick a new house."
He opened the iron gate and walked in with Jeff.
Walking in, this chic little courtyard can be seen more clearly.
An irregular cobblestone road is paved from the entrance to the door. The open space on both sides is very large. One is made into a transparent flower house and the other is an open-air resting place. Green plants are planted around, a swing and a stone table are placed in the middle. Chairs and other gadgets.
Jeff saw a lot of flowers and plants in the flower room. He recognized that most of them were roses. He could imagine how rich and beautiful it would become in spring and summer.
The soil is new at first sight, it should be that Alan immediately found someone to get it done after he casually said it a few days ago.
He took Alan's hand and walked into the house.
The house is very big, bigger than the previous one.
There is a spiral staircase on the right. The style is also what Jeff likes. It was because he had praised a few words while watching TV before, and Alan was also taking it into consideration.
The whole house, from the inside to the outside decorate in the style that Jeff likes.
But he never told Alan in detail. It was Alan's hard work, relied on his daily observation and scrutiny to make this house look like Jeff's ideals house.
Jeff's eyes were a little moist, Alan asked in a low voice, "Do you like it?"
He nodded, "Like it a lot."
How could he not like this?
Alan was relieved.
Lil Rak was asleep, and he don't know that he had a new home.
Jeff put him in his small room and walked out again.
Seeing Alan standing in front of the French window in the living room looking out the window in a daze, he walked slowly over, hugging Alan from behind.
Alan gently stroked his hand, Jeff only felt a cold on the fingertips and a round object was placed on his finger.
He retracted his hand, looked at the ring on his finger and was stunned.
Alan turned around and looked at him tenderly.
"Honey, let's get married."
In a flash, a bunch of fireworks outside the window skyrocketed.
The colourful light scattered, flew into the silent night and flew into the lover's affectionate eyes.
"Jeff Thanapon, I've done a lot of wrong things to you and said I'm guilty for so many times. I brazenly propose to you and I hope you forgive me. I originally wanted to say that I want to make up for you for the rest of my life, but I always find this kind of statement very strange. Actually, I want to spend the rest of my life with you because I like you and I love you."
Jeff's mouth rose slightly unconsciously.
"I want to fall asleep with you every day, want to share your every sweet dream and when you wake up every day, the first person you see is me. I want to drink coffee with you, watch movies with you on rainy days, and be with you when the weather is good. Go out for a walk, sit in the courtyard and watch the stars together on a clear summer night. I have a lot of things I want to do with you and I can't say enough, but these are not important. The important thing is that the person must be you. "
Jeff looked at him quietly, there seemed to be thousands of fireworks in full bloom in his mind.
The past years have turned into old movies, sad, happy, crying, laughing, watching scene by scene, frozen, mottled, and withered.
Finally, stop at this moment, the two embrace each other tightly, a moment of heartbeat.
When you look back, there will always be so many mistakes and omissions to make up for but life is a lonely battle without a loop, and the shortcomings stop there. It is an untouchable beacon on the sea. Don't look back at all, just look ahead, walking into the light and enjoying the happy life now.
"I am willing."