âYouâve been all hung up on Theodoreâs return, and here I am, right in front of you.
Why are you pushing me away now?â
Ariana inhaled deeply, wrestling her emotions into submission.
But as soon as she spoke, her voice quivered uncontrollably, tears running down her face.
She broke free from Holdenâs grip.
âWhy, you ask?â
âBecause everything has changed, Holden! Youâre not the Theodore I know! You are not him anymore! He Loved only me, but what about you? Thereâs another woman and a child.
A whole new family! So, why did you even care to come back to me?â
Ariana was a torrent of tears and shouts, releasing a dayâs worth of suppressed emotions.
She covered her face with her hands, crying.
A heavy silence descended, the only sound being Arianaâs sobbing.
Holden raised his hand, aiming to brush away Arianaâs tears.
But midway, hesitation stilled his hand.
He withdrew it after a brief pause.
Finally, he sighed.
âWhat if I told you Iâve got no recollection of Sadie or how we ended up with Adele? Would you buy it?â
Ariana wiped her tears, meeting his gaze with a voice choked with emotion.
âI believe you.
I believe it all because I love you.
Every day was a yearning for you.
But the truth wonât change.
Even if I love you and trust you, I wonât betray my principles to meddle in your relationship.
We canât rewind time now.
â
Ariana moved to leave but was stopped by Holden in haste.
His stare hardened.
âBut I disagree.
I wonât let you go.
Itâs not a dead end, and you canât just walk away from me.
â
âLet go of me!â Ariana shouted.
For a brief while, Ariana fought hard, but she was unable to get free.
With a strong grip, Holden pulled her into his embrace.
Holden held on despite her resistance, weathering the kicks and punches.
Ariana cried out in pain and despair.
âWhat do you want?
Sadieâs carrying your child again! If youâve got all this, why disrupt my life? Iâd rather believe Theodoreâs dead! He is indeed dead! Youâre not him!â
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Ariana verged on losing her mind, words pouring out without coherence.
âLet go.
I can move on and start anew!â she said.
Holdenâs ki*s stopped her from saying anything more as she cried.
He put his arms around her waist and gave her a passionate ki*s.
Arianaâs attempts to push him away were futile.
Holden relaxed his grasp on her as she began to cool down a little.
âDonât say such things,â he said, his voice quivering a little as he looked into Arianaâs eyes.
âTheodore is who I am and always will be.
There is no one else you can be with.
â