âFor two busy people,â Sophia says, âweâre surprisingly adept at rearranging our schedules.â
I run my hand over her naked back. Up and down, fingers tracing the smooth skin. âYeah. Iâm impressed.â
âMe, too,â she says and turns her head. Brown hair spreads out on the pillow behind her. âI was particularly impressed by you rescheduling meetings yesterday just so we could play tennis over lunch.â
âItâs important to get your cardio in.â
âOh, itâs vital,â she says, her eyes glittering. âEven if I think weâre pretty good at prioritizing cardio already.â
Sheâs glorious, stretched out beside me on her bed, clad only in the sunshine streaming in through the window and a sheet twisted around her legs. I smile. âYou certainly did earlier.â
The image of her on top of me, her body moving, is one Iâll carry with me to my dying day.
She chuckles. âI had to work off some steam.â
âWell, Iâm always available,â I say. My hand switches direction, changing the patterns I paint across her bare skin. Itâs been two weeks since the pitch meeting, and over a week since my executive team unanimously recommended we go ahead with the modern pitch.
Theyâre all in favor of hiring Exciteur to execute that vision, too. Itâll be a long project. At least a year long, most likely, before our in-house team can take over. Outsourcing the time-consuming start-up phase is a better call for the business. My team knows it.
I know it.
And still, Iâm the only person left who hasnât officially signed off on the plan yet. And Iâm doing it to keep this.
To keep her.
But itâs only a matter of time, and itâs better to rip off the bandage. âSweetheart,â I murmur. âIâve been thinking.â
âMm-hmm?â
âI canât stall making a decision about your pitch forever.â
Her smile widens. âI knew that was what you were doing!â
âOf course, you did.â
âMy team is very anxious about this, you know.â
âAre they?â
âTerribly. Youâve taken weeks!â
I sweep my hand sideways, over the curve of her hip. âWell, theoretically speaking, we might hire Exciteur.â
âTheoretically?â
âYes.â
She starts to smile. âI like the sound of that.â
âMe, too. But that doesnât have to be the end of this, you know. Iâve been thinking about us.â
âYou have?â
âYes,â I say. You havenât? Itâs been at the forefront of my mind these past weeks as Iâve turned over solution after solution. I canât jeopardize her career, and I canât ask her to make any decision that might cost her down the line.
I want to add to her life, never detract.
âIâll appoint Andrew as head of the project on the Winterâs end. Once the decision is made and the papers have been signed, heâll be Exciteurâs main point of contact throughout this.â
âYouâre removing yourself?â Thereâs a faint furrow between her brows.
âYes. Iâll still be briefed, of course, and give my input. But all communication would pass through Andrew.â
âSo, you and I wouldnât have any contact about work.â
âNo,â I say. âNot through any official channels, anyway.â
She frowns. Itâs the frown of someone deep in thought, and not someone displeased. âYou know, when the project is in an operational phase, it will likely be handled by other people at Exciteur. Weâll be a much bigger team, and I might not run point by then.â
âI figured.â
âI could always⦠excuse myself, too.â
âI donât want you to,â I say, âunless you want to for other reasons. I trust you and your vision for the hotels.â
Her frown softens into a smile. âI would really like to see it through.â
âThen you should.â
âBut weâd still be working together, technically, even if we donât interact professionally.â
I sigh. Itâs true, and I have no solution for that. I canât resign my position. I am the position. âYes. I donât know how to change that.â
She cocks her head. âIt might still work.â
âIt might,â I agree. âWe could write up a contingency plan, just in case. I promise Iâll always be able to separate the two. You could kick me out of your apartment today, and Iâd still want to hire your team for the new hotels.â
âA contingency plan sounds good,â she says. âAnd then we just⦠agree to take it day by day?â
âYes,â I say. âDay by day.â
A smile blossoms on her lips. âI think it might be worth the risk.â
âGood,â I say, âbecause Iâm convinced it is.â
She kisses me. Itâs a soft, warm brush of her lips against mine. âGood,â she murmurs, âbecause I like the hassle of rearranging my schedule to fit more of you into my life.â
âMmm. I agree.â
âSo, youâre going modern, then?â
âYes. You finally wore me down.â
She laughs. âIâve been told more than once by my family that Iâm pretty persistent, you know, when Iâm sure Iâm right.â
âThat doesnât sound like you,â I say. âHas to be someone else.â
She laughs again. âIâm sorry I was badgering you about it so much.â
âWell, Iâm glad you did.â
She looks at me for a long moment. I look back, brushing the back of my hand over her skin. The ends of her hair tickle my palm. âSo, weâll keep doing this,â she says.
âYes,â I say, just as quietly. âAlthough we might need to schedule it out further in advance.â
âYes please. What does your week look like?â
âIâm in Boston Wednesday through Friday on business,â I say, âand I have a wedding to attend on Sunday.â
âOh, congrats.â
âThanks,â I say, snorting. âI canât wait to agonize through hours of small talk. How about you?â
She reaches past me for her phone. âLet me seeâ¦â
Fifteen minutes later and we have coordinated schedules for the coming three weeks. Satisfaction spreads through my chest, along with the knowledge that I will be able to see her several times a week for the foreseeable future.
Sophiaâs a wonderful thing to have in your calendar.
I put my phone away. âI should have dated a planner a long time ago,â I say.
âOh?â she says, propping her head up on her hand. âIs that what weâre doing now?â
âNo,â I say, raising an eyebrow, âof course not, because youâll only date math teachers.â
She purses her lips. âThatâs right. But let me try somethingâ¦â Twisting around, she reaches toward her nightstand and rummages around for a bit before returning with a notepad and pen.
âWhat are you doing?â
âWait a minute,â she says and turns onto her stomach. I watch as she scribbles.
Finally, Iâm handed the notepad with a number of mathematical equations on it. âTry to solve these,â she says.
âTwo plus two. Really?â
âThere are harder ones. Keep going.â
I work my way down the list of equations. Eighty-five divided by five, and the square root of four. The last equation takes me almost a minute. Sheâs used non-divisible numbers, and when I write the answer, it includes a decimal point.
âThere,â I say and hand it back to her.
She eyes it over. âA-plus. Congratulations, you could probably work as a math teacher!â
âThat counts?â
âIt counts,â she says and gives me a brilliant smile. âTheyâre my rules, so Iâm allowed to bend them.â
âWell,â I say, and donât know what to say after that. So sheâs okay with dating me. Victory pulses through me, the feeling heady. I have to remind myself that sheâd specified we take it day by day. Her tears in the bathroom after Percyâs announcement are hard to forget. Theyâd been gut-wrenching sobs, the sound of a woman heartbroken.
Day by day.
Sophia rolls closer and rests her head next to mine on the pillow. âWe should get takeout again. I have nothing in the fridge.â
âThatâs probably just as well.â I brush away a tendril of hair thatâs fallen over her cheek. Itâs silky smooth from her frequent blow-dries. Iâd seen her hair air dry last weekend, the sleek curls turning into a beautiful wavy mess. It had been just as stunning, a softening feature to her fierceness. âMy parents are having a party next week.â
âAnother one?â
I smile wryly. âThe one in August was my brotherâs.â
âOh, thatâs right.â
âThey do this once a year, always in late September. I have to be there.â
âMmm.â
âCome with me,â I say.
Her eyes shift from mine, down to my jaw. Her fingers trace along it.
âThey wonât be there,â I say. âAsshole one and asshole two.â
Her lips tilt upward. âCan you make sure of that?â
âAbsolutely.â
âOkay,â she says. âIâll go with you.â
âThanks. It might be boring, but being somewhere with you is always better than somewhere without.â
Her eyes soften, and then she kisses me. I deepen it in return. Itâs impossible not to with her this close. Maybe, I think, all she needs is time for her heart to heal. If I wait it out long enough, sheâll be ready.