Chapter 15: 𝟏𝟑. 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐨?

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D H A A R A

His chukle is soft. Okay so here we are not at pehras. The pandit annouce to take pehrras as the bride comes first. So I was standing before him to take the fake vows which I am going to break soon.

The exasperation and the cluttered feeling in my heart raging between my lungs in and out. Breath.

Which is ganno be more difficult than anything. I was about to take the first step till then Arjun called me or asked me

"kya hum aapka haath Tham sakte hai?"

[ can I hold you hands ]

"Ji--ji?"

"Hum aapka haath pakad sakte hai phere keliye?" He asked out of blue, am I day dreaming why he is being so nice to me? That too suddenly.

Before I could answer my hands got still, as his harsh fingers brushed my soft fingers. A thick Bile formed in my throat

At his move. As panditji ordered my eyes got closed at my each step.

• I won't love him. NEVER

• I AM HIS NAME SAKE WIFE, WE WONT SHARE ANY RELATION.

• I WILL TAKE REVENGE BY HANGING HIS BODY AND KILLING HIM.

• NO MATTER WHAT, IF HE ASK ME TO FORBID I WILL NEVER EVER. HE DONT DESERVE FORBID. HE DESERVES ONLY DEATH.

• HIS SWEET LITTLE MOMENTS WONT MAKE ME FEEL WEAK.

• I WISH HIS DEATH, AND WILL NEVER FALL FOR HIM.

• LOVE DIED.

The vows I took at my each round, I am going to follow. NAME SAKE MARRIAGE, MARRIAGE OF CONVEINCE. AND THERE WILL BE A BET ACCORDING TO VRINDA'S PLAN AND WE WILL LEAVE THIS CENTURY.

With this thought now we are standing infront of each other for applying VERMILLION. I left a heavy sign yeah actually it's happening. When nothing is in your side, Nor you love, no trust, no care, can we say acquaintances? Dummy person in each others life? Never ever having that type of love in my life. Only BEYRAYAL AND REVENGE REMAINS LOVE DIES.

"Abhi apna haath Katke koon se Mang bhare" whattt!!! Are they mad or what? Does their nerves of brain had cross connection. How cam someone cut their nerves for them it might be normal but for ME?? FILLING MY HAIRLINE WITH BLOOD? NO WAY!!!

[Cut the nerves and fill their hairline]

"WHATT! Aap aise kaise nuss kaatsakte hai?"

"Ye parampara hai"

"Aisa Parampara khoon Wali? Akal theekane pe toh hai na aapka?" Meera retorted with the firm of anger glisering in her words.

"Aap ais--" before panditji could spoke Vrinda took the charge.

"Agar aap isse parampara kehete hai toh humein nahi karni shaadi." Vrinda said pointedly and murmed something beneath her mouth looking at veervardhan his eyes getting shocked.

Husband and wife controversy?

Can you be little serious dhaara?

"Aaj se ye parampara radh karne mein aagayi hai. Naa khoon se Mang bhari jayegi na ki khoon ke--." The last sentence came out low, no one could hear except Vrinda.

"Kitna khus pus karte hai na ye dono?" The wispers of words eradicating my spine with the weird feeling as my tummy turned upside down. The feeling rats eating my tummy. GOD! ARJUN!

NO WAY AGAIN!

I turned my head back, he is so heighted men my head hardly touched his shoulder. Gosh from now onwards I have to look upwards for him?

I slightly open my lashes to look at him, he smiled on me why? God knows! He is looking cute tho. BIPOLAR BITCH!

Yeah okay fine, these time also I neglected my tummy turn!

After I turned back he didn't uttered a word, cuz darta jahan humse, hum unse darte more raniyaa..

Shut up! My mind speaking anything rubbish, I should've never listen to Vrinda for reading fictional books.

"Maharaj par-"

"Aap pidhit na ho pandit ji, humne iska bhi sujao nikal liya hai" that veervardhan told. So long name isn't it? Who remembers? Vrinda might!

Arjun clapped and hence two women came ofcs, their veil till down and had two small cups of red powder. Sweetheart it's called vermillion sindoor!

"From now onwards, the tradition of blood using as filling the hairline has been decline from now everyone will be using SINDOOR" haww! As if they are saying they did alot achievement. Cutting nerves they themselves have mismatched the nerves in their head and sortcurcuit happend.

"Dont worry it won't harm you" he again leaned towards me at my ears, his lips brushed my ears letting me gulp the ENTIRE SALIVA LETTING MY THIGHS CLENCH.

I rolled my eyes at his order, as if it might affect me we are from 21 ce we know these things, for them this tradition might have started from now.

And here we are,I closed my eyes he took the hem of my veil, my fingers hold on my lehanga tighten. And yes ITS ENDED.

fills the hairline.

My breath was on hold for second, the sweats formed as the time slowed like water and the powder of sindoor falled on my nose.

When the sindoor falls on your nose, your husband loves you alot.

Daya Jethala Gada, voice enrolled my ears. Gosh! Serials too started in my brain.

Does he really like me? Or it happen bysmistake?

Baby it's called FATE!

I scrowl visually in my mind fate!

"Aap humari hogai hai abhi

KYU MRS. DHAARA ARJUN KHATRANSH"

THUMP THUMP THUMP. these might be the worst time my heart pounding and want to come out from my ribcage. My skin burned under his soft touch, as his fingers brushed at my neck he tied the mangalsutra, the butterflies feather touched my tummy claiming me all his.

"Mrs DHARA? KAMAL?(LOTUS)" His voice was low as the time stopped around us. Just we!

No DHAARA DONT YOU FLOW WITH EMOTIONS, THESE IS A GAME. OF BETRAYAL.

Thump!!!!

My heart didn't glow this time but--- Arjun kneeling down got my skin burned. AGAIN!

Wait why he is sitting down, that too on his knees? Propose?

"Humein maaf kardijiye, humein aap sab ke saath jabardasti nahi karni chheye thi, humari majboori thi iseliye, humein maaf kardijiyega. Humein Pata hai hum maffi ki Kabil nahi hai" the last sentence came out more than low. Atleast they realised that mistake.

It doesn't affect me I have taken the vows, forbid no way!! Dream Mr. ARJUN!

But what if actually they have some majboori? Why would they do something like this?

Don't make me overthink my own decisions which I did I was right. At my place.

But---

Stop don't overthink. Let time flow and heal you.

"Dhara ji?"

"Ji?"

My attention again drove back to him when he call me with dhaara ji! No one gave me this much respect God! How I can digest this?! So fictional that too!

Before I could say Gali! I glance out, every single individual of their kingdom prajas (subject) they were too there, grasp eccoed, there hands cupped their mouth. I know king kneeling down in this in this century might--

"Ahha-- okay, aap pehele shingrah khade hojaye sab dekh Rahe hai"

"Dekhne do, jo humne Kiya wo maafi ke qabil nahi tha"

Thumb thumb thumb!

Beat slow a bit!

"Ji--par aapki praj--"

"RANI ji humari praja--" this feels so surreal! GOD!! Who could say a girl out of no where become a queen? But why rani saa? Made feathers tickle in my skin. I know I would be a red tomato with bhav bhaji wala tadka.

"Haan par abh aap khade hojaye--"

"Jab tak aap maaf nahi karegi tab tak nahi"

"Suniye zidh mat kariye, ye masla bada hai itna jaldi hum niranaye nahi le sakte" when I started addressing myself as aap? Weird? It sound for me. And when I used masla word? God!!!

His face fell at my words.

"Ji thik hai"

I showed him my hand out of courtesy before doing this I once glance at meera and Vrinda. Same same !! These mens were also kneeling, did they byhearted those dialogues? As I used to do to Crack my exams?

He looked up, his hazel eyes getting the WHOLE DAMN NERVES. His short smile wasn't only short his eyes said many things, I couldn't read those but something was there. Not lust other things. I won't name that so early but was there. A SLIGHTEST TINT.

He stood up pressing my hands, a warm gesture made my stomach crawl to myself as my skin felt a heavy burned feel. I don't know but my cheeks got RED. CRIMSON! His hand are so huge.

I can't view my own hand as well but his viens? Does do they also have gym?

He left a hea

vy breath before standing beside me, he looked happy why? I know I am looking beautiful but still.

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M E E R A

We are standing at his room. While coming the entire corridor was silent. No exchange of words nothing. The stress glowling inside my tummy. About what his said earlier.

"Humein maaf kardiye rani ji, humne jo kiya wo bohot galat tha" the same forbid tale was going. He thinks I will forbid, dear hubby I am planning to walk over your dead body precisely wearing heels.

I went towards the table standing their looking at the MYSELF. FATE!

Jo kismat mein hai wo hona hi hai. The words Ringing in my ears. I don't where I had heard this but yeah I felt it's true now.

Lehanga. Sindoor. Bangles. Mangalsutra.

A MARRIED WOMEN.

I left a heavy sigh like seriously? How the time flied and we are all here married?

I started taking off the jewelry and kept on the table, I can't ignore the tough grey gaze at me making my back burn. I didn't want to meet his gaze. I don't know why I don't want to meet. It was tight and making my skin crawl to with spines.

He went somewhere, I left my breath. Thankgod. I will change fatafat! But? This knot AHHH!!! isn't opening sucks!

Dhaara and Vrinda are also not there or I would have screamed, but from now onwards mujhe LIHAAZ RAKHNA HOGA.

A namesake queen still have to behave. Disrespecting a throne I can't do that. But hating the person by core ofcs its in my hands.

I signed atlast as my hands ache because of the strings. I am standing in the washroom right now. Where are the maids God?

"Ahh! Sunte ho?" Shiiii!!! I am calling him it looks like I am calling my lovely husband whom I love. It shows in the serial na, sunte ho ji--- aap kya- wo serial typos! Who get shy, if she forgot her bra.

"Ji?" The Das ne wala dank, I called him out of option. And he was standing there

With shirt? I guess? Not unlike our century but yeah it might be comfortable.

"Wo madat chheye thi--" That's it I can't ask anymore. My throat dried as my eyes met him. No emotions nothing just a empty soulless grey eyes. No lust was visible honestly!

"Ji mein bulane ko hi gaya Tha, raat hogai hai toh sab maid Ghar chali gai hogi" he replied and my nails dig in my palms. Why the fuck this happens with me? AHHH!!!!

"Mein RANI SA KO BULAO?"

"Kon?"

"Wo Vrinda rani sa?" It sounds so weird. God

"Nahi nahi rehendo mein try karti hu"

"Tr--ai?"

"Try?!"

"Tr--aim?"

"Ahh!! Mein try karti hu yani mein ek baar--ek baar"

"Ek baar?"

"Try yaar? Try ka Matlab nahi pata? Arghh" kaha fass gaii

"Are Haan koshish! Mein koshish karti hu hridaye" huff!! This typical Hindi is so difficult to speak yaar!

After I spoke HRIDAYE. His eyes went wide? Wait did I spoke anything wrong? Ofc I will call me hridaye na!

"Aapne Hume kya bulaya? Wapas dahouraigi?"

"HRIDAYE hi bulaogi na? Ya aur kuch bulao?" Ofcs not as a timid wife I would like to call him Das ne wala dank.

"Aap bulasakte ho par--"

"Par?"

"Par--?"

"Aageee"

"Sif hum akele mein honge tab, sab ke saamne nahi ya raja sa bulaye ga hum bhi aapko rani sa bulaye gei theek hai meera ji?" BREATH. Not those rats again.

"Jii--" heavy sign

"Now what's next?" I murmed to myself, crossing the door and again trying to remove the knot, holy crap Maine ghat band thi.

"I have to call me now" nervousness was getting a good hold at my own state.

"Sunte ho?" Yaar! What sunte ho

No response.

"Raja sa"

No response.

"Hridayee" I shouted now. And he came running. Ohh wow!

"Jii kahiye"

"Wo na-- ghat band gai hai khool do na please." For the last time I am using word please. GODSAKE

"Ji--" he sluttered.

"Ji Haan wo kholte kholte band gai" I mustered slowly as he came near me.

Ohh God. His smells so good. The distance was good enough for us. But the feeling of him getting the thread. My palms getting more sweater and sweater. Each second. A thick Bile formed in my throat as his fingers brushed my bare back. I knew I got still at his move. My beats raging high and low. His fingers again brushed through my skin. And again--

"Meera ji, ye nahi khul raha daat se kholu?"

"Kyaa-ji?"

Daat se kholu? ConDom? Shut up

"Wo--"

"Rukiye mein Talwar leke aata hu"

"Dimag satak gaya Hai? Talwar? Bhavre hogaye ho kya? Kat bit lag aya toh? Bilkul nahiii"

"Are nahi hoga kuch, humpe bharosa rakhiye?"

"Aapmein bharosa?"

He felt silent for a second. A thick layour formed between us as I turned around. He was standing a inch away from me.

Close, I could hear his heartbeat. Thump thump thump it was beating fast then usual.

His lips dried, a beard in shape a sharp jaw, eyes of steel like the whole moon he sucked and the darkness made his personality but still he shined. Like the most beautiful sight as his eyes got the entire moon. Which was beautiful. I saw a moon in someone's eyes that was the sight of me the lightens of weak breezes. He looked at me like--

"Chote maharaja wo--." The glance broke as someone called him. Wait what had happened to me? Why I felt relief in his eyes. No you can't fall for him meera after hwta he did.

"Hum baad mein aate hai" he left and the awkward Ness got deepen like mango ras.

He looked at me again," ji hogaya"

"Kya--?"

"Aapki dori kholdi humne" Holy shit! Meera you need to make your mind stable. Got thatt shit straight into your brain!!

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V R I N D A

Without thinking twice, I don't want to talk to him and make my mood spoil so I am going to sleep directly. About veervardhan I don't know where he went and I am not at all expecting him tonight. It might be better if he don't enter the room.

I changed my clothes quickly, I looked around to find what is there to where? Ofcs I am not going to wear this!! At night. I opened the closet. Goshhh

It's so beautiful! I cupped my mouth adoring how beautiful it is organised. Loved it.

Keeping the jwelley at the table, I took the skirt and and a loose top that more was looking loose. So I got that wore it and directly not to overthing what he said to me during pheras and after kneeling.

And ofcs I can't forget the vows!

But my mind was going back to dhaara and meera, I hope they are safe. Nothing happen to them..yeah we will meet tomorrow for peheli rasping according to crocodiles dad.

I am sleeping on the bed. Who cares of him. If he slept on the floor. But I will sleep on the bed. That's it!!

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V E E R V A R D H A N

"JI" Finally we got married before Purnima.

The most satisfying thing and nothing will go wrong then. After speaking with the boards of minister I can finally sleep peacefully.

Whatever happend today was totally unplanned at the end. But was necessary alot. To kneel and confront them before getting tied in this pavitra rishta.

With this I entered the chamber and my feets got glued at the step. There she is sleeping on the bed. Her hairs cascaded down tugging the pillow between her thighs hugging it, as the light passed and her face showed a different glow.

Sweet little doe eyes. Lips apart and innocent face. Why I was so worst along with her? How can I tied her hairs in my fist it would have hurted alot. She scremed but I was blindfolded to find their and the anger roaming that gold was not only of the kingdom.

But also the farmers who have work day and night for that. We cant let them slid that easily? I know we went abit harsh on them. Not abit alot! But still they agree to marry us. We have alot to pay them.

I changed my clothes and went in the kitchen as started making lape. By adding neem leaves and some ayurvedic items. Mostly I don't enter the kitchen unless I am in bad mood or I am hungry. But here I guess MY WIFE needs some attention.

After looking at her swollen feets, which was red and the marks of stones still make me feel what I did was TOTALLY WRONG.

Finally it's made I took up the bowl and was heading towards the our room.

"Yuvraj?"

"Maharaja raja ji" Without turning back I answered. I knew who he was, he didn't wanted anytime soon we became the king and here we are.

I could feel the tickness in the air, after saying this to him but I don't care for now. This time of me belongs to my morpankh.

"Ye lape kiske liye leharahe hai?"

"HUMARI RANI SA KELIYE" the sharpness was visible in my words. Before I shut his mouth. You asking me about respect, he don't deserve that what he did later on.

I wasn't waiting for his answer either so took up the stairs heading towards morpakh. Looking at her why peace is revolving around me? But just looking at her I am feeling good. No such feelings veervardhan now you are the king so--

I signed and sat down and slowly removed the the blanket and glance at her swollen feet. And the guilt harden in my tummy of what I did.

I slowly took out the lape on my fingers and started rubbing on his feet. I hope she is a deep sleeper and doesn't wake up.

'I am really sorry morpakh, what I did was totally wrong I don't deserve to be forbid but I hope one day you will forbid me I will do anything which are in my hands to gain your forgiveness. I won't ever touch you with bad intentions or come closer to you without your permission.' I murmed in the low voice only audible enough to me. His feets are swollen God. It might have pained her so bad.

I don't deserve to be king all I can't do justice for someone. When they didn't did anything wrong. The guilt getting my heart more swelled but not more than her feets.

I hope this lape helps her and makes the swollen feet turn to normal.

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