My footsteps pound on the pavement like the relentless beating of a drum. My lungs feel like theyâre going to burst, and my legs ache. I barely notice the rush of cherry blossoms as I pass or the pedestrians by the park; Iâm so blinded by the sweat in my eyes. I push myself harder, faster, longer. Itâs a mind game, a mind fuck.
Everything is.
I turn the left corner between Maple and Tower Streets and see my destination in front of me. Iâm so far away itâs merely a blur, but as long as I can clearly see whatâs in front of me, I can keep going.
My mentor Kolya told me that any trainingâall trainingâshould be faced as if your life was on the line. Nothingâs in vain. Youâre not running for the sake of a healthy heart or stronger lungs; youâre running from an enemy whoâs going to slit your throat when he catches you.
So when I finally arrive at Mikhail and Ariaâs house, I come to a stop, hands laced behind my head, heaving with the effort to catch my breath. I barely feel the brush of wind, a promise of stagnant summer heat later in the day.
I notice cars outside. Aleks and Harper are here, likely with their small crew of kids. Momâs car is here, but no Polina. Viktor. Lev.
Frowning, I take out my phone and look down. I never miss a call or text, and todayâs no different. Nothing missed. Then whyâs everyone here?
I run my arm across my sweaty brow to clear my vision and trot up the stairs.
âThere he is.â Mikhail jerks his head in greeting as he walks past the doorway, his one-year-old son Sasha in his arms. Itâs fitting as pakhan to the Romanov family and older brother to all that Mikhail had the first child. It was time.
My brother Aleksandr holds his infant son beside his wife Harper, whoâs holding the second twin. Both babies have their daddyâs bright blue eyes and mamaâs honey-blonde hair. I turn to the sound of a childâs laugh and see my mom walking toward the dining room hand-in-hand with Harperâs toddler, Ivy.
Our family has grown in leaps and bounds as Mikhail and Ariaâs baby just turned one, and Aleksandr and his wife just had twins. With Harperâs toddler completing the ensemble, my mother is in her absolute glory with four grandchildren. I havenât seen her this happy in years.
It had to happen. If weâre going to establish ourselves as the premier Bratva group in the Cove, the area of New York nestled between Coney Island and Manhattan and the stomping grounds we own and operate, we needed to establish roots. Recruiting and expanding only go so far.
âWhereâve you been?â Mikhail snaps.
I gesture down to the sleeveless workout tee slicked with sweat and clinging to my body, my running shorts, and my running shoes. âThought Iâd try out my suit for the gala. Prepare for the paparazzi and all that.â
âHeâs swimming in sweat from head to toe,â Harper responds. âI can smell him from here. Either heâs just come in from a run, or no oneâs told us the zombie apocalypse is upon us.â
Aleksandr chuckles. shaking his head. âNikko always goes for a run on Sunday at noon, Mikhail. You know that. Monday through Friday, you can set a clock by his five a.m. workouts, but he takes a break on Sunday and only goes for a run.â
âThatâs why I pay you to keep track of this shâstuff,â Mikhail says, scowling. The presence of children slows his roll. Iâd bet he misses the days he could curse at whim.
I walk past both of them and head to the kitchen. âDid I miss something? Whyâs everyone here?â
The two of them exchange a look as I grab a bottle of water. Mikhail nods. âYeah. We have an urgent matter to discuss, but we wanted to wait and do it in person. Just us.â
In other words, they waited for my mother to come so she could watch the kids. None of the nannies work Sundays.
Interesting.
I toss the empty water bottle, reach into the fridge, and grab a protein shake, twist the cap off, and down half of it in a few gulps. âWhat is it?â
Mikhail frowns. âWeâve discovered a connection between the attempt at poisoning Harper and the attack on Lev.â
I stand up straighter, instantly alert. The type of retribution demanded by this situation will fall squarely on my shoulders.
When someone needs to die, Iâm the one called.
Seven minutes later, Iâm freshly showered and dressed, sitting on Mikhailâs balcony that overlooks the ocean. Aleks sits on my left, and my younger brother Viktor is to my right, nursing a cup of coffee. Mikhailâs on his way because he had to consult with his wife, Aria, our head hacker and cybersecurity pro.
âAleks, whatâs going on?â I ask.
Aleksandr, who works alongside Aria, broods, looking over the Manhattan skyline visible from Mikhailâs balcony.
He shakes his head. âWait for Mikhail. We all need to be present.â
Viktor, silent and hulking, sits brooding. Our group heavyâs mere presenceâ hulking, tattooed, and typically dressed in leatherâ can be enough to ward off enemies. And if it isnât, heâs willing and able to get shit done.
Lev, however, gets to his feet and begins to pace. Our youngest brother by several years, Lev is a trained fighter and our team strategist. With his athletic build, heâs the one we send in to maneuver through tricky situations and defend himself if needed. Confident, with a magnetic personality that makes women swoon, Lev doesnât ever get romantically entangled. Heâs too occupied with other things.
âOllie joining us?â Lev asks, his jaw tight.
âRemotely.â
Jesus. Itâs been over a year since Mikhail and Aria had their son Sasha and our brother Ollieâs been working in Moscow. He came home for Sashaâs baptism, then went straight back to Moscow.
âWhenâs he coming home?â
Aleks shakes his head, a muscle twitching in his jaw. âDonât know.â
âWeâre stronger when weâre together,â I say, shaking my head.
âWhile that might be true,â Mikhail says from the balcony doorway as he comes out to meet us, âin this case, it might not be.â
What does that mean?
Mikhail joins us and shuts the door behind him. I watch him curiously. I know that look on his face. Whatever he needs to tell us is big.
âAria and Aleks unlocked some prime intel,â Mikhail says, walking past the chairs toward the edge of the balcony. He leans against the wrought iron fence and crosses his arm on his chest. His deep-set dark brown eyes beneath heavy brows, golden, tanned skin, and dark brown hair tinged with flecks of gold make him look almost godlike. And while Mikhail might appear a bit more civilized than the rest of us, thereâs a reason heâs called the Siberian tiger.
âYou know weâve been on the trail of those who attacked us for some time now. Weâve narrowed it down to rival Bratva and a few subsidiary groups. In recent weeks, Aria has discovered that the subsidiaries werenât actually behind any of the attacks but funded by the larger groups.â His tone grows sober as his eyes harden. Mikhail is known as the Siberian tiger for a reason.
âWe have names.â
Unlike other rival groups in New York, ours is one of the only not held together by blood. Like other Russian factions before us, our father decided he would ensure allegiance to our family by adopting all of us. But blood isnât what bonds us all together.
Loyalty. Honor. Trust. The ties of familial bonds run deep despite the way we came into the family.
When Mikhail calls us by name, itâs like a call to arms. A summoning. A flare that lights the night sky, calling all of us to action. Any one of us would lay down his life for the other, a claim some of our rivals could never make.
âNames,â Lev says, his jaw tightening. Recent years have hardened the softer features of his younger face. He suffered during an all-out attack, resulting in a beating that left him hospitalized shortly after Mikhail was made pakhan in the wake of our fatherâs death. He was outnumbered and left for dead outside a nightclub.
Mikhail straightens. While Lev was personally attacked, Mikhailâs wife was nearly poisoned to death. âIvanov. Petr Ivanov.â
âSon of a bitch,â Lev says under his breath, shaking his head. âAfter all we did for him.â
âRight.â
When my father was still here and we were a fledgling group, we ran surveillance for Ivanov at our own risk for what turned out to be a pittance in hindsight.
âHe doesnât care. He knows we own The Cove, and he wants in.â Mikhail shakes his head; no further explanation is needed. They all want in.
After my fatherâs death, we took down our greatest rival, Fyodor Volkov. But after his death, other groups vied for power and attention in the coveted Cove.
Ivanov.
A chill runs through me at the knowledge that we have a target. This is where my area of expertise comes into play. I stand and straighten my shoulders. âTell me everything.â
Mikhail shakes his head.
âThe problem with the Ivanovs is that Petr is untouchable. Heâs invested more time and money in his own protection than most invest in their entire family. Classic textbook narcissist. So heâs surrounded by an army of monsters who will stop at nothing to keep him safe.â
I snort. âLike I fucking care. Give me a sniper rifle and a sight and Iâll take him down no matter the protection heâs put around him.You know I will.â
Mikhail nods. âI know you will, but it isnât worth the risk. Kolya and I have consulted, and we have what we believe to be a better plan.â
Fire thrums in my veins. This is my family that was attacked. I want to do what I do best.
âMikhail. A better plan? Better than sending me to take him out once and for all?â
âSit down, Nikko,â Mikhail says calmly. âIâd bet my fucking life on you exacting revenge. But then what? Itâs more complicated than that. What if this was only the beginning of a much larger plan to take us down? What if heâs acting on behalf of another man in a position of power? What if the assassination of Petr Ivanov is the first domino we strike down, only to start something too big for us to handle? We do need to take Ivanov out, but we have to have a crystal clear strategy before we do.â
He has a point. I cross my arms over my chest while I listen and finally give a reluctant nod. âGo on.â
âI have more details that will help us form our plan.â Kolyaâs voice comes from behind me. I turn to see him entering the balcony. Ten years Mikhailâs senior, he was one of my fatherâs best friends in the military. He became an older brother to us, a mentor who trained us in hand-to-hand combat and so much more. While Mikhail has become the patriarch of our family, Kolya will forever be our advisor.
Weâre all ears.
Kolya strolls onto the balcony, stroking his chin. He looks at each of us, a storm brewing in his eyes when his gaze meets mine. This is personal. âIvanov has two daughters. One is engaged to be married to a high-ranking captain of the Ledyanoye Bratstvo.â
A shadow passes over Viktorâs features but passes so quickly that I wonder if Iâve imagined it. Always the face of a stoic, itâs unlike him to betray any show of emotion. A muscle ticks in his jaw. Does he know more about them than heâs letting on?
âBut his younger daughter, Vera Ivanova, is single. Brilliant. And stunning.â
Mikhailâs eyes are fixed on me as he continues where Kolya left off.
âVera Ivanovaâs been selected to join a prestigious graduate student program for gifted medical students in Moscow. Thanks to my wifeâs impeccable research, I have it on good authority that he cares more about his reputation than he does his actual family. He hasnât shared a bed with his wife in twenty years and has a different mistress in every major city in Russia. He has nothing to do with his daughters. He wanted a son.â
Classic. I roll my eyes but nod.
âHis wife, Zofia Ivanova, has insisted her daughter bring a bodyguard to Moscow. She also despises her husbandâs homeland and forbade her daughter from learning the language, which puts her at a disadvantage.â
âAhh,â Viktor says, his deep rumble of a voice getting all our attention since he rarely speaks during meetings. Or, honestly, at all. âI see where youâre going with this.â
I think I see, too, but I want to hear Mikhail explicitly state what heâs thinking. Iâm slow to make decisions, and I donât ever jump to conclusions.
Mikhail nods. âNo oneâs ever met this new bodyguard. Vera has no idea what he looks like, and Veraâs father wonât be anywhere near her. . . at least at first. And we only need a few weeks.â
âI could go,â Viktor says. âI could pretend to be her bodyguardâ ââ
Mikhail nods. âYou will go, Viktor. Youâll take out the current bodyguard.â Mikhailâs eyes ice over. âWe happen to know for a fact that the man was only hired as a favor to his Moscow mistress, as he is her nephew. Heâs been convicted on charges of child abuse and possession of child pornography and only released because of his connection to Ivanov.â Mikhail scowls. âI want you to know who youâre dealing with before you end him, Viktor.â He leans forward. âBe silent. Be decisive. Weâll do away with his body so thereâs no evidence. But for the love of Christ, make it fucking hurt.â
Viktor is someone we rely on, but he does better work when he has a clear motive. He has no qualms about taking the life of an enemy but considers it an act of justice to do away with someone whose actions he considers heinous and reprehensible.
Fuck. Heâs chosen Viktor instead of me for whatever reason. If heâ â
Mikhail turns to me. âNikko. Youâll go with him.â
It takes me a second to register what he just said. âMe?â
Mikhail nods. âYou most closely match the profile of the man hired to protect her. With a few small tweaks, youâd pass for him at a distance. The others would stand out too much.â Mikhail holds my gaze. âListen carefully. Your job is to pretend to be her bodyguard. Get close to her, Nikko. Find out everything you can about her father and his operation. And when the time is right,â he pauses, his words weighing heavily as he lays out my objective. âYouâll end him.â
I nod. Iâll accept this responsibility. Itâs the only choice I have. And even if I had another, this is the one that Iâd choose. Iâm dedicated to protecting my family, no matter the cost.
âYou said she speaks no Russian,â I say thoughtfully, tapping my chin. âShould make things interesting since I donât speak any English.â
Lev snorts, Aleks grins at me, and even Kolya cracks a reluctant smile. âThat will absolutely make it easier for you to gather intel,â Kolya admits with a shrug. âTo a degree.â
âWhen do I leave?â
Aleks takes out an iPad and pulls up an itinerary. âThis is Vera Ivanovaâs schedule. Ariaâs set a drone in place to map her for a few days so you can get an idea of her habits, how she operates, where she goes, and what she does. Iâve tapped into her mobile and online browsing as well.â He shakes his head. âIâm telling you, Mikhail, the fact that Aria and I run cybersecurity for you guys puts you head and shoulders above everyone. They donât even have biometric sensors or quantum encryption GPS trackers in place.â He shakes his head and curses in Russian, obviously disgusted.
I have no idea what the fuck a quantum encryption GPS tracker is, and only the vaguest idea that the biometric sensors monitor our health and location remotely, but I take his word that itâs important and maybe even necessary.
âHer fatherâs set it up so that her new bodyguard will accompany her from America to Moscow. Theyâre scheduled to meet in three days at the airport, where sheâll fly to Moscow. And you, as Veraâs bodyguard, will go with her. It doesnât matter if anyone sees you since no one else has met the real bodyguard. The only person who canât see you is her fatherâs mistress, but those chances are slim to none.â He jerks his chin at Viktor. âAnd thanks to Viktor, no one will notice heâs gone.â
Iâve never had such a mammoth task before. An assassination is a clear instruction, something easy to accomplish with the right tools. This is something entirely differentâan assassination with a twist.
âPerfect.â I love a challenge.
âHere,â Aleks says, taking a file out of his laptop bag and handing it to me. âThis is everything weâve complied on Vera Ivanova for you to familiarize yourself with before you go in.â
I open the file and immediately school my features so I donât give away my shock at seeing her. Delicate features are framed by long, chestnut hair that cascades in loose waves around her shoulders. Emerald-green eyes are highlighted with long, thick lashes, displaying intelligence and curiosity, but the slight upturn of her little nose hints at mischief. A smattering of freckles adds to her wholesome appeal. Despite her slender frame, thereâs a quiet strength in her posture and movements, hinting at hidden reserves of determination.
I stare at the portrait of the most beautiful woman Iâve ever laid eyes on. A woman I canât have.
Kolya looks over my shoulder as I continue to read the specs. âYouâve been trained for this, Nikko. Pretend sheâs poison. Tell yourself that if you touch her, you turn to stone.â
Mikhail grows cold. âTell yourself that if you touch her, youâll die.â
I nod. Stay completely detached. Made of stone. Impermeable.
Stay focused on my job because I have an obligation to kill her father.