It takes a minute after an explosion for everything to settle. I reach my hand out to Vera and feel her warm, reassuring presence beside me. I run my hand along her arm until I feel for her hand, but I pause long enough to check her reassuring pulse beneath my fingers.
âAre you alright?â she asks. Sheâs asking me if Iâm alright? No one ever asks me if Iâm alright.
âIâm fine.â My words sound hoarse in the darkness. âYou?â
âGood, yeah. I mean, itâs cramped in here, but Iâm alright.â Itâs dark and confined but built large enough for a maintenance crew, so weâll be fine. âDo you know where this leads to?â
âYeah, the end of this tunnel reaches the community room in the main building. Only a handful of rooms are accessible through the tunnel, but anyone who came into that room could get in here.â I check my gun. âThe longer we wait in here, the greater the chance that whoever did that will find us. Stay here. Iâll be right back.â
I push ahead of her when she grabs my arm. âNo! Iâm going with you.â
âYou absolutely are not,â I snap. âYou stay here where itâsâ ââ
âSafe?â she scoffs. âYeah, right. What if someone found a way in? What if that someone hurts you? You might be the one who knows how to shoot a gun, but Iâm the one who knows how to stop you from bleeding out if you get shot.â
âI can handle myself,â I say through gritted teeth, but she has a point.
âMarkov,â she fumes.
I donât have time to fight her, goddamn it. I blow out a frustrated breath, pull her to me, and grab a fistful of her hair. âThis isnât over. Weâll have a talk later about the importance of doing what I fucking say in an emergency.â
I hear her swallow before I feel her hand on my chest. I can barely make out the whites of her eyes in the darkness. âFine, weâll do that. And then we can talk about the importance of educated decisions under duress.â
Goddamn, this woman.
âNow, are we going to stand around here and argue, or are we going to see what the hell just happened?â
I curse under my breath, take her hand, and push ahead, muttering to myself at the meager light from my flashlight. The end of the tunnel lightens as we get closer to the entry by the community room.
âWhen did you have time to find this?â
âThat first afternoon we got here and you were sleeping.â
âYou really jumped straight in with both feet, didnât you?â
I did, goddamn it, and Iâm not so sure if that was smart in retrospect. The thought of her getting hurtâthe thought of not being able to protect her. . . Fuck.
At the end of the tunnel, I push her behind me. âYou stay the fuck right there, and do not push me right now, woman.â
âFine, fine,â she says. âBut if someone hurts youâ ââ
âYouâll let me handle it.â
When she doesnât respond, I suspect sheâs made up her mind but isnât going to argue with me right now. With another low growl, I turn around and hold her by both arms as if to forcibly remind her to stay put.
I draw my gun and head into the community room.
Itâs empty. I move ahead cautiously, checking every corner, but thereâs no place for anyone to hide under the bright overhead lights. Itâs a standard office-type room youâd find anywhere with collapsible tables, a coffee maker, and a threadbare couch.
I move quickly. When under attack, the worst thing to do is hide and wait for your attackers to find you. I open the door.
âMarkov!â
Irina stands outside with Morozov. I quickly tuck my gun away, but if either of them saw it, they donât give any indication.
âWhatâs going on?â
Irina heads to me, dressed in loungewear, while Morozov is wearing a robe.
âIt appears there was an explosion in a nearby lab,â Morozov says, peering at his phone. âWeâve called in an emergency, and weâre waiting for them to arrive now. Never fear; all is fine, though. We just need to be sure no contaminants were leaked and that whatever caused the explosion wonât detonate again.â
I donât buy it. I heard it here, not in a lab. Or were there explosions in both places as a cover?
âI definitely heard one outside of the lab.â
âMmm, did you?â Irina asks. âWe will have to investigate.â
Jake and the silent blond man join us.
âAh. Quick thinking,â Irina says. âThankfully it looks like no one was injured.â
âYes,â I say, still disbelieving. âIâll be right back.â
I head back inside and get Vera, whoâs standing at the entrance to the community room, her arms crossed over her chest, glaring at me.
âThey say there was an explosion in the lab.â
She shakes her head. âThatâs bullshit. We were there. It was way too close to our room to be explained as an explosion in the lab.â
âRight.â Somethingâs definitely amiss.
âAm I allowed to come in now?â she asks petulantly, rolling her eyes at me.
Weâre alone in here but may not be for long. I reach her in three long strides and hold her chin in my hand. Her fiery gaze meets mine, and she doesnât back down.
âBehave yourself, little girl.â
âMarkov,â she says, even as her eyes widen. âThis is not the time or place ââ
I lean in and put my mouth to her ear. âTo make sure you stay safe? The fuck it isnât.â
âWell, no, I mean to start like. . . flirting with me,â she says in a whisper.
I pinch her chin and speak more harshly. âI am not flirting.â
The door behind us opens, and we pull away.
I hate this. I hate that Iâm concerned for her safety, but my hands are tied. I hate that the two of us have to hide who we are and what we want. I hate that Iâve had to lie to her. I hate that there canât and never will be anything between us but what we have here because of who we are.
Morozov and Irina enter, and the American starts running his mouth off.
âThe security system and alarm system are so outdatedâ ââ
âIt was nearby,â Vera says. âI heard it.â
He gives her a withering look and rolls his eyes before he catches me staring at him. He doesnât even bother to hide his horror as his cheeks flush bright red, and he mutters something about needing rest and seeing them all in the morning.
I donât trust this scrawny asshole.
As he exits, so do I. âBe right back.â
âMarkovââ I shut the door before Vera can protest.
âHey.â
Jake stops short, a look of terror in his eyes. âI didnât say anything to her. You canât give me shit about anything. I didnât say a word.â He draws himself to his full height, still a full head shorter than I am. âAnd anyway, you canât touch me.â
Oh, really?
I take a step toward him. âCanât I? I told you to leave her alone. I told you to make sure youâ ââ
âDidnât blab about who you two really are to everyone else? Right.â
Though he still looks scared, a smug look fills his face when I clamp my lips together. What does this stupid asshole know?
âI heard you talking,â he says, his trembling voice betraying his nerves. âAnd where are your rings? You arenât married. No one believes you are.â
I take another step closer to him. âWe arenât? So you know the truth, then?â
He wilts and doesnât reply. He doesnât know shit.
âWhatâs the truth, Jake? Go ahead. What is it you want to share with everyone?â
âYouâre not her husband,â he says, but less sure this time.
I take another step toward him so the toes of our shoes are touching. âListen to me. Who we are or who we arenât doesnât impact you at all, does it? You earned your place here and so did she.â I lean closer to him. âMorozov joked about a bodyguard, didnât he? Letâs just say he wasnât far from the truth.â
Jakeâs eyes widen.
âIâm here because that woman is worth more than you can imagine. Her life is of great value and her family of great importance.â I tip my head to the side. âYou do know what the purpose of a bodyguard is, donât you?â
âOf course,â he flusters, and I can tell by the look in his eyes heâs dying to know who she is.
âSo that means that I do, indeed, take her safety very, very seriously. But more than that, Jake.â I reach over, and he flinches away. I flick a speck of dust off his shirt. âI also take her well-being very seriously. Are we clear? I want her happy, Jake. Very happy. So donât rock that boat again.â
It seems he canât really hold back who he is for long. The flash in his eyes tells me heâs not only jealous.
âWho is she?â
I grab him by the shirt as the door behind us opens.
âMarkov.â Vera stands behind us. âPut him down,â she says in a low voice, the way someone might gently coax an angry dog to release its prey. âHe didnât hurt me. He didnât hurt anyone.â
âYet,â I growl, but I still toss the guy down. He stumbles and falls to one knee but jumps back on his feet, eyes darting between us. âIâm just trying to protect the integrity of our program.â
âWe all have secrets, Markov,â he says, my name a mockery on his lips as if he knows it isnât my real name. âIâve got evidence, and if you donât stop interfering, Iâll use it against you.â He waves it in the air and shakes his head. âAbout you and that self-important bitch who bought her wayâ ââ
My fist connects with his jaw, and before he can react, I lift him and slam him against the wall. I pound the wall beside him, bloodying my knuckles in an effort to keep myself from killing him. âDonât you fucking name call. And you do not fucking threaten her.â My voice is a low growl.
Veraâs voice cries out as she grabs my arm. âMarkov! Stop! Enough!â I blink as if coming out of a haze and realize the American is bloodied and his shirt is torn. The bastard got lucky. Heâs trying to catch his breath when I let him go abruptly.
The door opens, and Irina steps out. âGentlemen. Whatâs going on here?â
To my surprise, Jake shakes his head and swipes at his cheek. âI tripped,â he says. âMarkov picked me up.â
He turns, and Irina must not see the blood on his cheek. âIâm going back to bed before tomorrowâs lab.â
I watch him storm off, Vera breathing rapidly next to me, but Irina only smiles. âI wouldnât have blamed you if youâd decided it was time to teach him some respect, Markov. Honestly, heâs so full of himself and incredibly rude to the others.â She shakes her head and winks. âNot that I condone violence, but. . .â Her voice trails off as Morozov joins us.
âNow, letâs all get some rest before a big day tomorrow, shall we?â
They turn to leave, and I stare after them, stunned at Irinaâs reaction. It isnât what I expected. Does she know more than sheâs letting on? Was her observation and recommendation another attempt to flirt with me?
âMarkov,â Vera says in a voice just above a whisper as we head back to our room, side by side. âDid she basically. . . tell you it was okay to beat up Jake?â
I frown. âSounds like sheâs had enough of his antics.â
âItâs unprofessional.â
âAs is his behavior toward you and the others in the program.â
âYou can do no wrong in her eyes.â
âShe honestly has flirted with me a few times.â
Vera stands still. When I look down at her, her eyes are wide in shock. âUm, what? Did you say sheâs flirted with you?â
I nod. âNothing exceptionally untoward. And I donât know if youâve noticed her sidling up to me when youâre all working on your labs. She hasnât crossed a line, but I feel almost like the teacherâs pet. . . and Iâm not even a pet.â
Vera snorts. âYouâre definitely not that. Listen, you know how I feel about you interfering with things. I asked you not to hurt Jake. I asked you not to let anyone else know who you are,â she says in a whisper of a voice. âYou canât just beat up any loser who looks the wrong way at me, Markov. You canât.â
I shrug. âI warned him fairly. I gave him plenty of chances. He crossed a line.â
She groans and shakes her head. âWhat does he know?â
âNothing. Heâs got nothing. You know you didnât buy your way into this program. Your father didnât interfere. And if he knows youâre part of the Ivanov family, let him tell them. You stand on your own credentials, Vera.â
Thereâs a brief pause before she reaches her hand to me. âMarkov. . .â
âMmm?â
âWhy do you have a different phone?â