I listen as Vera makes small talk with the rest of the group. Her latest peer-reviewed published research is the topic of conversation, thanks to Dr. Morozov. Sheâs amazing to watch. Not only is she well-spoken, sheâs intelligent, obviously driven, and charismatic. I doubt she even realizes sheâs the center of attention; sheâs so focused on and passionate about what sheâs talking about. Though itâs a small group, she quickly becomes the epicenter of it while everybody else fades away.
I love how avidly she speaks about her work. I understand most of what she says, but only peripherally. When she dives into the details of it, Iâm a little lost. So is the American pretty boy, though he tries to pretend he isnât.
The only time Veraâs confidence wavers is when someone brings attention back to her and not the actual subject of the research. It seems as if she will talk about her field all day long but canât stand too much attention on herself. She bites her lip and flushes a bit pink.
I want to excuse her from this situation. Tell everyone she has a headache or whatever and needs to sleep. Thank them for their hospitality but tell them itâs time my wife got some rest.
But I donât, not yet. I cannot overstep. One thing Iâve learned in my line of work is how to fade into the woodwork, which is not an easy task when youâre 6â4â and built like me. This is her time to shine, and she canât hide from it.
So I busy myself observing her classmates and professors. This is my job. I need to see who might pose a future risk.
âHow do you find your accommodations, Markov?â Irina asks in Russian. While the rest of the group is talking to Vera, sheâs made her way to me. It seems as if sheâs standing a little too close. Either she suspects I am not who I say I am, or something else is going on.
Iâve been told I see danger everywhere I go, but Iâm instantly on guard.
âTheyâre fine, thank you. I do have an issue with the locks, though, and must insist on replacing them. They are not safe. I can install them myself but wanted to mention it before I make any changes to our housing.â
Irina looks apologetic. âOf course. I love that youâre concerned about Vera and want to protect her. Thereâs no need for you to take that on yourself. Iâll see that itâs done first thing tomorrow.â
âThank you. Iâll also ask that I be allowed to accompany her in her studies.â
âOf course,â Irene says with a smile. âWhile itâs not standard for our students to have their spouses accompany them, weâre going to make an exception and allow you to partake in as many of our activities as youâd like.â She gives me an obvious wink.
I nod. Either Irinaâs gotten the memo about who the Ivanovs really are and doesnât want to rock the boat, or she has other plans. In any event, I want to stay as close to Vera as I can.
We take our seats, Vera right beside me as they bring out platters of beef stroganoff with thick noodles, salads, and rolls. My mouth waters. Iâve missed the traditional food of my homeland.
The American sits beside Vera, of course. Weâll have to have a word. Discreetly. I canât fuck up his pretty little face without recourse, but he knows that Vera is my wife and thinks itâs alright to hit on her. For an intelligent man, he needs some more education.
I watch all of them keenly, but the rest of our meal goes without a hitch.
âWere you in the military?â the slight woman with black hair asks me. âYou cut your food and eat with such precision.â
You can tell a lot by someoneâs tone and body posture. Sheâs not judging or giving me a hard time but is genuinely curious. Iâm amongst a group of exceptionally brilliant people, so Iâm not surprised.
âFor a while, yes,â I tell her. âWhen I was younger.â
The gray-haired professor laughs. âWhen he was younger,â he says with a gentle shake of his head. âIf I could bottle up the youth elixir in one of these labs, I would. Oh, to be thirty again.â
How does he know how old I am? It might just be an educated guess, but I still trust none of them.
Any one of them could have been placed here by one of our enemiesâhers or mine. Itâs unlikely that anyone has suspected who I am and why Iâm here, but itâs a possibility I canât ignore.
Predictably, the American monopolizes the conversation, dropping names from Harvard. The ass hat. Irina and Morozov listen intently, but Vera is speaking less and less frequently. I can tell by the way she keeps stifling a yawn that sheâs exhausted, and the wine hasnât helped.
I watch Maxim only make a small plate of vegetables and rice, then take his leave after a few minutes of socialization.
I will watch that one. Who am I kidding? Iâll watch every one of them. No oneâs anymore trustworthy than the next.
âLetâs go,â I say in Veraâs ear. âYou need rest, and Iâve had enough socializing.â
Vera nods, agreeing with me for once.
Irina thankfully adjourns our meeting. âThank you all for indulging us. It was lovely meeting you. But now, since everyoneâs exhausted after a long day of travel, we will call it a night and meet first thing in the morning. Our first lab is at seven.â
Vera leans over and whispers, âAre you a morning person?â
I nod, leaning in further to make sure nobody hears us. âI like to go for a run at five. Join me?â
âSure,â she says. âIâd love to.â I happen to know that she does love to go for a run. I also know she likes to run the same route over and over again, listen to the same playlist, and never alter her routine. That will need to change because it isnât safe.
âAlright then, we will go for the run at four forty-five,â I announce, testing her resolve. I want to see how much she likes to be pushed. How she responds when I do exactly what sheâs been reading about in those books of hers.
Vera wrinkles her nose. âUm. Thatâs a little early, isnât it?â
âWeâll need to shower and eat breakfast after the run if weâre to be ready by seven.â
Though she blows out a breath, she agrees. âTrue.â
Everyone part ways, and we walk once again hand-in-hand back to our dorm apartment.
âWhat did you think?â she asks.
âThe food was excellent. Iâve missed food like that. You?â
âSome of it was good, but I can already tell Iâm going to miss some of my American food.â She smiles. âI wasnât asking about the food, though, Markov. What did you think of the people?â
I suspected thatâs what she meant.
âI donât trust anybody, so Iâm the last person to ask.â
We walk in silence for a moment.
âWho do you find particularly untrustworthy? Besides the American?â
âThe silent blond guy. Hid himself from everyone. I would suspect he either feels as if heâs above everyone, or he doesnât belong at all. But I donât trust people who donât interact when socialization is expected. Iâm not a social guy myself, but I know how to behave. â
âI see. Interesting. You talk a lot about behavior and how people behave,â she says. With the way she flutters her fingertips across her neckline, I wonder how thirsty Vera is. . .
I shrug. âItâs true. Itâs who I am. I donât play bullshit games, Vera.â I give her a wink. âAs for the rest, time will tell. The Irishman is a bit arrogant but intelligent, and he knows his place. Jake wants recognition from everyoneâa stereotypical Ivy League pretty boy raised by wealthy parents. Hopefully, being in a program like this will take him down a peg or two. The girl seems nice enough, though youâll need to watch her competitive streak. I like Morozov and Irina. They seem to be good mentors, and I hope they treat you well.â
Her brows shoot up her forehead. âGood observations.â
âItâs my job.â
When we arrive back at the room, the little hairs on the back of my neck rise. I reach for her and hold her back before she can enter.
âWhat?â
I can practically fucking smell it in the air.
âDonât move.â
âWhatâs wrong?â she whispers.
âItâs a feeling I have.â And Iâd rather be wrong than step right into a dangerous situation. Both of us are Bratva. We both are moving targets, for different reasons.
I open the door to the room and make her stand right behind me while I scan everything.
The air in the room feels different, subtly charged from a presence that lingers like smoke after a fire. Everything seems untouched, yet it smacks of an intrusion. âSomebodyâs been in here. â
They were careful, but I know they were here.
âMarkov, I think youâre overreacting. I was in a bit of a rush when we were leaving, remember? I kind of left things all over the place. â
I shake my head. âTrust me. Somebody was in here. Look through your belongings and tell me if youâre missing anything.â
âEverythingâs fine, Markov,â she begins, giving me a look that tells me sheâs not amused by this current line of thinking. âWe werenât gone very long.â
âLook.â
âIf you insist.â She goes through her clothing and finds nothing amiss, then heads to the bathroom. âI told you everything isââ She stops mid-sentence, staring into the bathroom. âWait. Nothingâs missing, but. . . this is not where I put things. Everythingâs been. . . moved. My toothbrush was on the left of the sink, and now itâs on the right. I always brush with my non-dominant hand on purpose. I put my shampoo on the top shelf and the conditioner on the bottom because thatâs always how I do things, and now theyâve been switched.â
She spins around and stares at me. âYouâre right. Someoneâs been in here. Do we need to move? Find another room? We need to tell somebodyâ ââ
I shake my head and take a step so that I can be closer to her. I can tell sheâs on the verge of panicking.
âMarkov, Iâve never been away from home before. What if Iâm a target? What if you are? What if somebody doesnât want me to be in this program?â
I reach my hand to her arm to steady her, to calm her down. âYouâre fine. Iâm fine. Fucking no one is going to hurt you when Iâm around. You do not go anywhere without me, Vera. I mean that. Of course youâre a target. Youâre an Ivanov.â
When she shakes her head, I decide to lay down the law about my expectations. It will have the dual effect of making sure she stays safe and testing the waters.
I tip my finger under her chin and lift her gaze to mine. âAm I clear?â
She swallows and nods, her eyes widening. âAre you sure itâs safe for us to stay here tonight?â
I smile at her. âI dare anyone to come back in this room when Iâm here. Iâve already spoken to Irina. The locks will be fixed tomorrow. Youâre safe. Someone came in here to rattle you. They achieved that. And when I find out who it is, Iâll personally deal with them.â She shivers but nods.
I crook a finger at her. âCome here,â I instruct softly, my voice laced with feigned calm, for her sake.
Vera hesitates, her body trembling, her eyes wide and haunted. Sheâs shaking like a leaf. Rage simmers within me, ignited by the invasion of our privacy and her reaction, but I push it aside.
This is a good opportunity for me to take the next step with her.
Stepping forward, I pull her into my arms, mindful of her delicate, much smaller frame against my larger one. She fits almost perfectly, like a missing piece I hadnât known I needed. I cup the back of her head, my hand large enough to cradle it and envelop her in a chaste hug. I want to be a barrier against the chaos of the world. âI promise you, Vera, youâre safe. No oneâs going to hurt you. Can you trust me?â
Her eyes, wide and searching, meet mine. The flush of pink in her round cheeks speaks volumes of how she truly feels. âI donât know if I have a choice?â
âYou always have a choice. But listen, you are exhausted. Go get ready for bed and Iâll take care of things here. Iâm going to barricade the door and make some phone calls. Everything is going to be alright.â
Her eyes linger on mine for a moment longer, as if searching for reassurance, then slowly, she nods. âIf you say so. This is your job, after all.â
It is. It so fucking is.
When she goes to the bathroom to dress, I move our luggage and place the dresser in front of the door. The windows donât really concern me because theyâre too small for anyone to get in.
Who was it? Who is in this room? I check both of my phones. I hate this dual identity, but itâs what I have to do for now.
The pang that hits my chest takes me by surprise.
I miss everyone at home. Who knew Iâd be homesick?
Every year, my family hosts a large gathering, and we invite the most distinguished people we know. We raise millions of dollars for charity, solidifying our place as upstanding members of society.
Beautiful. Brilliant. Fucking perfect.
I tuck my phone away and text the Ivanov captain.
Thereâs no response. I wait. And wait. Sons of bitches.
I put both phones away just as Vera enters the room.
âSo why donât you just. . . forget about what I said I wear to bed earlier.â
Ah, thatâs right. She said quite a few things when she didnât know I could understand her, didnât she?
Now sheâs wearing sweats and a tee.
âSo you lied about what you wear to bed?â I stroke my chin. âYou arenât allowed to lie to me.â
Her back is to me while she puts her clothes away so I canât tell if her cheeks have colored.
âWeâre sharing that bed tonight, Vera. I donât care about sleeping on the floor, but I want to be sure Iâm right next to you in case anything happens.â
âGood. Thatâs fine. We can â¦do this, Markov.â
We can do this.
We can sleep next to each other and not fuck each other? Yeah, we can.
Still⦠I remind myself that seducing her would get me closer to where I need to be.
I remind myself that her father brought devastation upon my family with the sole purpose of destroying us.
I remind myself that my loyalty is to the Romanovs. . . my family. And only my family.
I remind myself that if I fuck her, Iâm sleeping with the enemy.